[Quick Transmigration] Xiao Shou is always dying

Xiao Mu's attitude towards him changed.

Lu Jin clearly felt this. Before he treated Xiao Mu's wound, even though it was very painful, Xiao Mu could not say a word, but...but after they kissed, when he helped Xiao Mu treat it again, Xiao Mu couldn't help it. Mu lay on his shoulder, humming softly from his nose, like a little puppy who has been wronged and is acting like a spoiled child to his master, showing his most vulnerable side unreservedly, without biting hard His shoulder made him understand the pain, but in a different way—a way that was tender and pitiful.

Slightly pushing Xiao Mu away, Lu Jin sprinkled the anti-inflammatory powder evenly on Xiao Mu's wound, Xiao Mu hummed softly again, with a slight nasal sound, Lu Jin's heart ached, but he held Xiao Mu's hand without hesitation. , let the open wound close slightly, then took out the sterile gauze pad, wrapped it with a brand new bandage round and round, and tied a beautiful bow on the back of Xiao Mu's hand, Lu Jin let out a long breath.

Touching Xiao Mu's palm, Lu Jin raised his head and saw Xiao Mu's eyes brimming with tears, sighed, leaned closer to Xiao Mu and held him in his arms, bowed his head and gently kissed Xiao Mu's lips.

Such closeness is unexpected but reasonable, who is Xiao Mu, since he said that he will not let him escape, then no matter what his attitude is now, I am afraid that he will never be able to get rid of it.

The two are like children who have found a new game and never tire of it. They look at each other, look at each other, and touch each other. They can all be entangled together, tasting this indescribable delicacy, until Lu Jin has been neglected for a long time. The wound began to show his sense of existence. With every movement of the two of them, the relevant muscles were affected and there was a burst of pain. The two ended the "game". With numb and bright red lips, a small pear dimple was exposed on the side of the cheek. He was even quite satisfied, and then licked the corner of his lips as if dissatisfied. He stood up and motioned for Lu Jin to treat the wound for him.

In this incident, it seems that they are at a disadvantage. The two of them have to deal with so many people on the other side, but this is not the case. The two of Xiao Mu are not really at a disadvantage. Xiao Mu's fighting power is too high, and he has the bonus of a long sword. The opposite party has already lost psychologically. He is afraid that he will die if he is not careful. Who would want to die if he can live?So except for the serious wound on Xiao Mu's left hand, the others are just skin trauma, and after rubbing the bruising potion, it will be basically healed within ten days.

Lu Jin hesitated for a moment, nodded and handed the traumatic medicine to Xiao Mu, and said, "Don't move your left hand." After speaking, he turned around, took off his clothes, and sat on the edge of the bed with his back to Xiao Mu.

It stands to reason that the kiss before was inseparable. In fact, it was difficult to undress calmly at this time, but Lu Jin didn't think so much. He didn't feel the breath of lust in the previous kiss, and He subconsciously believed that no matter how weird Xiao Mu's thoughts were, he was just a 15-year-old child, how could he know so much.

Lu Jin's skin is normal white, compared to Xiao Mu's, he feels more powerful, otherwise he would not be able to survive the siege for a long time.

Xiao Mu treated Lu Jin's wound, and just landed on Lu Jin's posture, sticking his whole body behind Lu Jin, resting his chin on Lu Jin's neck. If Lu Jin could see his eyes, he would find that Xiao Mu was in a panic at this moment. The eyes are big and lifeless, staring blankly ahead, like a doll.

Already, there is no more, struggling thoughts and meanings.

As autumn deepened, Lu Jin couldn't bear the cold even after taking off his clothes, so Xiao Mu hugged her for a while.Lu Jin grabbed Xiao Muhuan's hand around his waist, and pulled Xiao Mu in front of him irresistibly. At this moment, Xiao Mu did not deliberately behave well, nor did he fall into the kind of madness in his own thoughts. Today's Xiao Mu His eyes are bright, but he is just an ordinary person.

Lu Jin patted Xiao Mu's uninjured hand, "Your shoulder...take it off and I'll rub it for you." After saying that, he grabbed his own clothes, put them on himself, paused, "In a moment... I have something to ask you."

The latter sentence was a bit obscure, as if it had tossed and turned in his throat countless times before he could say it. Xiao Mu blinked, nodded, and obediently took off his clothes, revealing his injured shoulder, and pulled up his clothes after Lu Jin rubbed him. , sat upright and looked at Lu Jin with a smile, "What do you want to ask me, brother?"

Stretching out his hand to touch Xiao Mu's cheek, Lu Jin was silent for a while, but still asked his question, "Why? Why me..." Pursing his lips, Lu Jin looked directly at Xiao Mu, "I'm no different from others, Why would you...would..."

"Like you?" Xiao Mu smiled slightly, and took over Lu Jin's words.

It was unbelievable to Lu Jin. Even if Xiao Mu had completely proved his point of liking him from actions, Lu Jin knew in his heart that all kinds of actions of Xiao Mu could only be attributed to the word "like", but Lu Jin But he couldn't say this by himself, he still felt a sense of repulsion in his heart, he accepted this fact, but refused to say it by himself.

"It seems that brother is really ready," Xiao Mu pursed his lips and smiled, his eyes swept Lu Jin from the beginning to the end, and said with a smile, "I'm so happy, brother accepts me, right? Then I can't Avoiding my brother's question, no matter what my brother wants to know, I will tell him the truth."

The last few words were both weird and intimate, but Lu Jin no longer found it strange or frowned—this is Xiao Mu, even if his thoughts are extreme and his emotions are paranoid, he is still Xiao Mu.

Also, the one he decided to accept, the one he likes.

Even for this, he will once again embark on the road of sorrow.Lu Jin's drooping eyelids were covered with darkness, but this time he won't be so stupid again.Asking this now is just to make the relationship between the two more stable. Rather than firmly controlling Xiao Mu, what he wants is more that the two can trust each other, or that Xiao Mu can make him unilaterally trust. , two people can work together.

"Brother is special." Xiao Mu tucked away the broken hair around his ears, and gently raised the end of his eyes, "Unlike other people, my brother was the first to discover the real me. I am the happiest in front of me, because I know that no matter what mask I wear, my brother knows what I am... I am the real me only in front of my brother. The moment my brother found me, I'm really happy, I think my brother was born for me, it's the best gift God gave me. Brother, do you understand?"

Xiao Mu took Lu Jin's hand and pressed it against his face, dawdling with enjoyment. The happy expression on his face made Lu Jin feel unbelievable, but it should be so.

Lu Jin has some calculations in his mind, he may understand why Xiao Mu's changes are the reason - if Xiao Mu has always had such a mentality, then in his previous life, let alone see through it, he was simply deceived by Xiao Mu If it wasn't for that accident, he might have thought Xiao Mu was a good person until his death.So Xiao Mu will not have anything special to him, just like everyone else, what he got is just Xiao Mu's false feelings - even he can't find out the real one, so why talk about making people give real feelings?This is Xiao Mu's idea.

So I don't have deep feelings for my father, and I am very indifferent to my mother and sister who have lived for more than ten years.

Now, Lu Jin glanced at Xiao Mu, not feeling a lot of fear in his heart, but felt a little sad. Seeing Xiao Mu holding his hand with an expectant expression on his face, he leaned in and kissed Xiao Mu, but his heart was not relaxed. Xiao Mu—this is probably a personality disorder, which deviates from the normal and deep-rooted behavior pattern.

Lu Jin doesn't know much about mental illness. He only remembers that he took psychology as an elective in college. Psychology is not a useless course for a businessman. He pretends to be almost perfect, and all the things based on his appearance are positioned as false—he is a good child, and the love of his parents is false; he is a good student, and the care of the teacher is false; he is a Good friend, the friendship among classmates is false—his appearance is so perfect that he attributes everything to falsehood, and then responds with false feelings, so he is more perfect, and at the same time, the high wall in his heart is becoming more and more perfect. Thick, feeling less and less real.

But for Xiao Mu, the loss of false things is not worthy of regret or heartache, not even guilt.

Everything seemed to make sense, that's why the brotherhood of over ten years was given to him so indifferently... and the truth that Xiao Mu revealed at the end was probably a sign that after so many years of torture, he could no longer bear it.

Xiao Mu didn't understand why Lu Jin kissed him suddenly, but this didn't stop him from being happy for this action. He opened his lips and responded to Lu Jin actively. The faint heartache made his whole heart sore. What kind of environment does a person have to be in to form a personality disorder?

Although Xiao Mu's performance is not as good as many serious personality disorders, causing troubles to social security and causing other people to suffer, it seems that even he himself does not feel the pain.It seems that Xiao Mu's growth process may not be as smooth as he imagined. According to Lu Jin's knowledge, Xiao Mu seemed to be like a fairy boy descended from Guanyin when he was six or seven years old. The neighbors did not dislike everything. , Praise him.

At such a young age, Lu Jin would not believe that nothing happened.

Reluctantly licking Xiao Mu's upper lip, Lu Jin pressed his forehead against Xiao Mu's, and gently closed his eyes, "Xiao Mu, if, if I don't find the real you, I just treat you like a good brother, you Will I, in a particular circumstance, choose to end my life?"

There was still a pleasant aftertaste on Xiao Mu's lips. Lu Jin's kiss was very gentle, taking care of his feelings carefully. What he felt in this kiss was tenderness. Xiao Mu held Lu Jin's hand with his uninjured hand , did not evade this question, and answered honestly and calmly like drinking water, "If it is a special environment, if getting rid of you will make me see a more exciting scene... I will."

After speaking, both of them were silent for a while.

"However, if what my brother said doesn't exist." Xiao Mu raised his finger, and drew a circle on the back of Lu Jin's hand with his fingertips, enunciating clearly with undisguised joy, "Brother, don't rely on these unconstructed words." Sexual issues elude me, and even if I lose my life, I will protect my brother."

"Nonsense!" Lu Jin's heart jumped, and his reaction was much faster than his thoughts, "You are not allowed to die!"

"I know," Xiao Mu looked up at Lu Jin, hissed, "Don't be angry brother, I'm just confessing, let me go, you hurt me."

It was only then that Lu Jin noticed that at some point, he had tightly grasped Xiao Mu's hand. He was holding four joints side by side so hard that they were deformed. No wonder Xiao Mu was in pain.Spit at himself in his heart, Lu Jin thought it was lucky he didn't pinch Xiao Mu's left hand, otherwise it would be more of an injury.Letting go of Xiao Mu's hand, Lu Jin said sorry in a low voice. He didn't know what was going on, but when he heard Xiao Mu say he was going to die, he had such a big reaction... as if he was extremely scared.

The two sat for a while before Xiao Mu hooked Lu Jin's hand, "Brother, I'm sorry... Am I a bit of a bad guy?"

"What is a bad guy?" Lu Jin shook his head, his eyes a little long, "There is nothing absolute in this world, just like the sky has the sun and the moon, and the moon has its waxing and waning. If there is one person, it will be so bad for everyone in the world There is no cure. It is only good for one person or a few people. Then those few people should feel very honored. If you position yourself as a bad guy, then I am honored and very happy, because I am also a bad guy. Understand ?"

Xiao Mu's eyes flickered in a place that Lu Jin couldn't see. When he raised his head, his eyes were like cold pools under the moon, reflecting the moonlight and looking bright and deep. He threw himself into Lu Jin's arms, affirming "Yeah." With a sound.

You are a bad person - so when you don't care about me, you can attack me without hesitation and guilt; and I am a bad person, if you betray me, hurt me and threaten me, I will not be soft at all.

This is honesty and trust.

Lu Jin inserted his fingers into the middle of Xiao Mu's soft hair. For Xiao Mu's personality disorder, such a statement would make him feel more secure.As early as when he understood all the causes and effects, the shadow and knots of being killed by Xiao Mu in his previous life have long since disappeared. Sometimes he himself wants to laugh, forgive his murderous enemy, and even fall in love with him. How ironic and absurd it is ah—but just like when he stood in front of his mother's grave, how much time is there in one's life?

Do not bind yourself with dead things, that will only add thorns to the road of finding happiness.

So at that time, I made a decision, even if it is so funny, I still have to obey my heart.Lu Jin thought, maybe everything has its own destiny, if he is not reborn, he will not know the real Xiao Mu, and Xiao Mu will not like him because of his special, what is missing, the relationship between them Neither will be such a development.

It's just that Xiao Mu's personality disorder...

"Xiao Mu, you..."

"Brother, you..."

The two spoke almost at the same time, and Xiao Mu laughed softly, "It's like this again. This time, I can't let my brother speak first." After saying that, he blinked his eyes, with a teasing look on his face, but seriousness in his eyes.Lu Jin nodded, and motioned Xiao Mu to say that he listened. Anyway, I have plenty of time today, so I have to sort out all these things, so as not to collapse the internal crisis during the resolution of the external crisis. It just so happens that he hasn't figured out how to ask the best. , It must be inappropriate to say directly, don’t let Xiao Mu fall into pain without asking useful information.

"Brother, how much do you know about today's matter, and how do you want to solve it?" Xiao Mu looked at Lu Jin and said, "Now my brother has accepted me, tell me your plan, and I can help you."

"Well. Even if you don't tell me, I'm going to tell you." Lu Jin nodded, he paused for a while, and sorted out the existing information in his mind, from the gangster in the alley, the key, to today Together with the news from Huangmao's mouth, he already has a general understanding, but if he wants to explain, he still needs to sort it out.

It seems that Xiao Mu likes to use the sentence pattern of "okay", and when he says it, it seems that there is a kind of magic power, which makes people unable to refuse.Thinking about this, Lu Jin shook his head and laughed at himself, cleared his throat and began to talk.

Zuo San Shao, Zuo Jia.As soon as they heard this name, most people would definitely not be able to react, and the beginning and the end of a sentence had to be guessed.Once the thoughts reached that place, it was almost certain—it was the Zuo family, the leader of the mafia that ran across the country.

The Zuo family is not a family, but the name of the mafia.No one knows where the old home of the Zuo family is, but when it comes to the Zuo family, few people don't know that their business is very extensive, contracting a series of activities including assassination, illegal trading, smuggling, usury and so on. He often dispatches many forces to investigate, but basically finds nothing. Now this thorn in the flesh still cannot be subdued.

The reason why the Zuo family has such a great reputation is mainly due to several major events. One is that the Zuo family successfully assassinated the leaders of Huaguo in Huajing. ,dead.This is enough to gain a reputation. Where is Huajing? It is the imperial capital and the most heavily guarded place in the whole country. For the Zuo family, it was no pain at all.

The second thing is that although the Zuo family does a lot of illegal business, they do not trade drugs.It is said that the boss's lover was ruined by drugs, and the Zuo family never dealt with this piece again.But this doesn't mean that the Zuo family has cleaned up and changed. They didn't let go of the smuggling of arms and people.

Lu Jin was sure that the Zuo family had no grievances with him, and there was no enmity with their Lu family. There was only one reason for Zuo San Shao to find him - that key.

Being able to be called the "Three Young Masters", this person's status in the Zuo family should not be low, presumably at the level of an heir, so he is staring at the key closely, which can only explain one thing - this key is of great importance to the Zuo family. Its meaning, and this meaning, except for a very small number of people such as Zuo Sanshao, is unknown to others, and it may be related to the secret of Dao Zuo's family.

However, Third Young Master Zuo did not make any big moves. So far, the methods he has adopted are all small-scale troubles, and even some of them are not on the stage. Excluding Third Young Master Zuo's personal factors, it is probably because of this key and the things carried on this key. It has exceeded the level that Zuo San Shao can be presumptuous, that is to say, Zuo San Shao is actually unwilling to do anything wantonly. He did these actions before, except that he was a little lucky and hoped that Lu Jin would come up with something, but he was still testing, testing other things. The attitude of his peers.Moreover, since the "key" was exposed for such a long time, except for the third young master Zuo, the others have basically stayed still. It is certain that they have a reason for not being able to move. So, they can't do anything.

Then Zuo Rui's identity is actually very suspicious.

Judging from various aspects, it is extremely unlikely that Zuo San Shao is Zuo Rui. First, Zuo Rui had been tempting Xiao Mu, so he could not take action before the end of the temptation; second, this is not Zuo Rui's. Zuo Rui's style of doing things, Zuo Rui is more thoughtful, although it can be harmless for a reckless person to make a small trial, and even cause the opponent to look down, because such an approach, in the eyes of a smart person, is undoubtedly stupid.

The really smart ones should be like Zuo Rui, who approached quietly and made no noise.

Their situation is not absolutely dangerous, but it is far from safe, and he asked Huang Mao to take the lead today. If the third young master Zuo is really an idiot, he will definitely take action in the future; There will be actions - the appearance of the yellow hair has already shown that the third young master Zuo can't bear it anymore.

Lu Jin told Xiao Mu his own analysis and deduction. Xiao Mu couldn't help but lament Lu Jin's cleverness. He had already guessed three or four points about the matter, and the rest was basically an internal secret of the Zuo family, "Then brother What are you going to do next?"

Even if they make such troubles, he can't be with Xiao Mu all the time, and no matter how strong Xiao Mu is, he can't beat the wall tactics, and he can't let Xiao Mu really kill people Criminals, before they can dominate custom laws, obey surface laws.After pondering for a while, Lu Jin rubbed his temples. Now he is too weak to protect himself, let alone protect others. Suppressing the grievance in his heart, Lu Jin said, "Help me make an appointment with Zuo Rui tomorrow."

Forming an alliance relay is their best choice at present, but it will not be the best choice forever.

One day, he will... Lu Jin closed his eyes and put all his emotions in his heart, leaving only calm and calm. Xiao Mu nodded and said, "I understand."

After a pause, Xiao Mu leaned his head on Lu Jin's shoulder and said in a deep voice, "It's okay brother, I will protect you."

Lu Jin responded softly, dispelled the lingering boredom, stroked Xiao Mu's hair, changed the subject and asked, "By the way, Xiao Mu, I thought you had withdrawn the house here... I didn't expect Still there."

Xiao Mu followed Lu Jin's words and replied, "They returned it, but I rented it again. I'm here, so I can't leave it behind." He said with a smile, "It's like today, maybe it's somewhere Sometimes, it can still come in handy.”

"You still have feelings for it," Lu Jin said with a smile in his voice, "It made me a little curious, and a little... a little jealous."

Xiao Mu paused for a moment, then suddenly raised his head, stood up and walked to the door, and looked back at Xiao Mu with a slight smile, "What is brother trying to test? Really... are you ready to know? I am a , no matter your attitude, as long as you have made a choice, no one who regrets it will be allowed, brother, do you want to know."

This is not resistance, this is not fear.Seeing the smile on Xiao Mu's face, Lu Jin was surprised. He thought... almost made a mistake again.Xiao Mu is not an ordinary person, he will not feel inferior or self-loathing because of his "insufficiency" or "badness", on the contrary - he is excited and happy.

Said frankly that he was a bad person.

He said sorry, but he didn't apologize at all.

Asking if you are not ready, don't know, but the meaning is-come here, come here, I can't wait to show you myself.This is who I really am.If you accept it, everyone is happy; if you refuse to accept it, then what is waiting is a nightmare, right?

Morbid psychology and stubborn behavior.

Could it be that after falling in love with someone, even the flaws will become cute? In Lu Jin's eyes, Xiao Mu is very cute now.Lu Jin stood up, walked to Xiao Mu's side, stretched his arms and trapped Xiao Mu between himself and the door panel, lowered his head and touched Xiao Mu's lips, and said in a low voice, "Let's go, I want to know."

Yes, I have made up my mind a long time ago, how could it be changed because of a little secret of the past.

The smile on Xiao Mu's face brightened, and he took Lu Jin's hand up to the third floor. The small attic that had been his bedroom for several years didn't look like someone had come to clean the first and second floors. The attic has been abandoned for a long time, and there is a layer of dust on the ground, but the electric light works very well. After the switch is turned on, the incandescent light illuminates the room clearly. Xiao Mu walked over to the bed, lifted the dusty quilt, revealing the fairly clean sheets inside, then bent down, and waved to Lu Jin who was by the door.

Lu Jin was puzzled, bent over and walked to the bed. This room is...

However, as soon as he arrived at Xiao Mu's side, Xiao Mu cut his hands back quickly, just like the last time in the hotel, forcing his body on the small bed. Although Lu Jin was extremely uncomfortable, but considering Xiao Mu's Even though he was injured, he didn't resist, but relaxed his body and lay on the bed to see what Xiao Mu wanted to do.

Xiao Mu lay on Lu Jin's body. He didn't feel Lu Jin's resistance. Lu Jin let go of his hand, stretched out his hand to caress Lu Jin's face, moved his fingers to make Lu Jin turn his head, and spoke with his lips against Lu Jin's ear. "Brother, do you see this gap?"

Lu Jin's angle is just facing the wooden board under the head of the bed. It may be due to the age of the house, or there was a gap left in the wooden board when the house was built. From this angle, you can just see the room under the attic , Lu Jin couldn't nod his head, hummed as an answer, Xiao Mu laughed out loud, and lowered his voice, "I lived in this room when I was young, five years old...my sister doesn't like me, and neither do I. I know why, so I came to live in this room. At that time, there was no incandescent lamp, you know, the room was very dark, and my mother would help me turn off the light when I went to sleep, and I watched and slept here, this There will be light through the void."

After a pause, Xiao Mu went on to say, "The bottom is my mother's room. Since I lived in this room, I have often seen uncles who are unfamiliar or familiar. In my mother's room, two people don't wear anything. Uncle They would touch my mother's body with their hands, and stuff the things below into my mother's mouth, front, back... She was not forced, oh, very happy... very happy, demanding."

As Xiao Mu said, he touched Lu Jin's body with his hands. There was no pornographic meaning, just a simple narration, but Lu Jin felt chills all over his body, and his anger towards Liu Xianshan almost reached its peak—he didn't know that in this world How can there be such a mother, what a psychological shadow it must be for a child to see such a scene!

"Brother, brother..." Xiao Mu slowly rubbed against Lu Jin's head like a cat.

Lu Jin turned his head, turned his shoulders, hugged Xiao Mu in his arms, turned over, and lay down on this small bed less than 1.4 meters. Jin pressed Xiao Mu's head against his neck, and said softly, "It's all over. Are you afraid?"

Laughing softly, Xiao Mu shook his head, "I forgot."

Lu Jin was speechless, probably at that time, Xiao Mu closed himself off, just for himself, he didn't show it, but created a perfect performance.

"Brother knows, are you afraid?" Xiao Mu put his right hand on Lu Jin's chest and raised himself up, smiling at Yanyan, "I still feel..."

"I feel sorry for you." Lu Jin brushed Xiao Mu's overly long hair with serious eyes.

In his previous life, he was just a clown who didn't know anything. It was pitiful to know that his mother died. There are so many poor people in this world. Compared with Xiao Mu, his childhood was much easier and happier.

"Don't feel sorry for you." Xiao Mu pushed Lu Jin's hand away, and sat up a little coldly, "Without the me at that time, there would be no me now, and then I would not exist, so don't let your heart feel bad."

Lu Jin smiled angrily, stood up and hugged Xiao Mu in his arms, "Stingy, I feel sorry for you now. I said that those things have passed, right. Now you are in front of me." After finishing speaking, he looked at Xiao Mu There was no response, so he moved Xiao Mu's face gently but could not refuse, and kissed him on the lips.

Xiao Mu didn't show his face, and Lu Jin smiled, "Get up, the bed will collapse when the two of you are lying down."

Originally, the shortcut was to leave the house at noon, and after such a long time, if Xiao Liling wanted to hide it from him, it would be time to go home. In this troubled time, Lu Jin didn't dare to expect that Xiao Liling would not do anything to him by then. Watching Xiao Mu clean up the mess on the bed, Lu Jin stood by the door and stretched out his hand to Xiao Mu, "Let's go, Mu Mu?"

For some reason, when he called out this title, Lu Jin felt a faint sense of familiarity, which made him both happy and uneasy.

Xiao Mu was stunned for a moment, put his hand on Lu Jin's, and glanced at Lu Jin with a smile, "Mu Mu?"

"The appearance is dignified, the speech is beautiful, and the appearance is still grand, it is Mu Mu." Lu Jin smiled, "Isn't it good to call it that, my beauty?"

Mu Mu.Mu Mu.Xiao Mu lowered his eyes to hide his emotions, "Why isn't it called Qingqing?"

"Qingqing?" Lu Jin didn't know why.

"I mean kiss," Xiao Mu raised his eyes and smiled, "Dear dear, if you call me like that, I can still kiss you."

Lu Jin laughed and didn't talk anymore, Xiao Mu also smiled back, sat in the co-pilot, closed his eyes as usual, and leaned against the window to close his eyes.