[Quick Transmigration] Xiao Shou is always dying

It's like that again... just left his side.

There was a smile on the corner of Iris's lips, as gentle, tolerant and pampering as ever. It was an involuntary expression when facing Zhu Ruo. It was also a smile that had been praised many times, and was even given a nickname by the public. It is called "Smiling Iris" not only because of the smiling face he always has when he appears in front of the public, but also because of the arc he never retreated from when he confronted and killed the Zerg in the video of him on the battlefield.

It is said that it is the calmness of the king.

With a slight sneer, Iris thought, at that time, all he wanted was to become stronger than ever. Every time he killed a Zerg, it was a guarantee to pursue Zhu Ruo a second earlier and to recognize and stay with his lover. Thinking of this, how could he stop the beautiful smile from the bottom of his heart?How could he hold back the urgency in his heart?

After that, it was as he thought, so there was a well-known legend of "love at first sight".

I still remember how many people had red eyes and secretly scolded him how lucky he was to be favored by Zhu Ruo.Also, in order to cut off the thoughts that should not arise in some people's minds, and also to vent out anger for Zhu Ruo, of course, there are also his own factors. Belittling or ridiculing must be shown off, and it is even considered extremely sweet; but later his status has grown, and now at this time, people are envious of the noble earl of the empire who can be so long-lasting, and feel that Zhu Ruo is very lucky.

Without Zhu Ruo, maybe he would have died in the kidnapping incident long ago, and even more, he would not remember those things that originally belonged to him, or were really about Everything about "himself", his real name... Xie Xian.

I almost forgot this name, smiled lightly, a little mockingly, it should be said that I couldn't think of this name at all, but now, because of him, his lover who is within reach and yet out of reach, completely recalled.

The youngest top general who lost his freedom and was secretly monitored by the state, inexplicably feels somewhat similar to himself now. Iris slides his fingers, and his fingertips rub against the smooth glass surface of the storage compartment, as if caressing a sleeping person On his face, the temperature he absorbed only left cold traces in his heart. The difference is that technology is not as advanced as this world, and politics is still kept secret from ordinary people. When he was on a mission, his power lost control and his The city was instantly destroyed and turned into ruins. Within a hundred miles, there was no sign of life. Hundreds of miles away, there were still dying people, buried by the collapse of steel buildings, struggling in the collapsed cracks... He did not escape, He knew what was going to happen the moment before it happened, he just couldn't control it.

It has long been known what the consequences of power out of control will be.He also understands what he will face after this.

Maybe he had expected it a long time ago, maybe he couldn't feel anything except boring. The moment it happened, he felt that the world was quiet, and his heart seemed to be silent.He was very calm.

Unavoidably arousing panic, the country quickly took action, explaining to the public that the earthquake and the observation of the affected areas did match.

Perhaps this kind of thing is very unbelievable to ordinary people, who think it is a fantasy event. What they see is a major earthquake in a certain city, which is very severely affected, and nearby cities are also affected. Passed away, how many people were rescued, and how many touching deeds can be published in newspapers and on TV-as for this "earthquake" caused by someone? — This is the most whimsical joke of the year.

But for insiders, it’s not so unbelievable. If you know more, you don’t think it’s strange. They “taken” something from their other civilizations more than 500 years ago, and the power of the country and family was reshuffled, forming a new pattern. , as time passed, people who knew all the truth passed away one after another, and fewer people knew about this matter, and it was gradually buried by time.But new humans—that is, humans with a certain special ability, although the probability of appearing is very low, it reminds the world and the big family that relied on the rise that what happened back then was not a fantasy, so Wenren, just Able to stand firmly at the top of the family.

[The old monster of the Wenren family, one of the first new humans to appear, has the ability to investigate and break, known as the life-breaker, providing the country with the best and best choice to deal with the troubles brought by the new humans. 】Of course, these are ignorant to ordinary people, and even people from many countries. Apart from the leaders of a few families, I am afraid that only the people in the new human management team know.

And the management team is almost all composed of new human beings. Everyone has signed a document of absolute secrecy. They practice self-management, and they will also secretly watch and investigate the emergence of new human beings. It must be done without disturbing any ordinary people. Let new humans also sign an agreement to practice self-management, help new humans who cannot control power to master power, and ensure that ordinary people will not be threatened with this power. It is understandable to obtain some small conveniences in one's own life.Those who are non-violent non-cooperatives have their own special coping plans; those whose risk level is too high also have special coping plans.

Xie Xian had also signed documents because of his strength, and he had a certain understanding of the basic things, but he had no way of knowing the deeper ones... Maybe it's okay to say that he doesn't care.

Of course these are not important, Iris shook his head.He didn't know how to deal with the follow-up of his power loss. After the incident, he was arrested almost as quickly as possible, but he, who should have been sentenced to death, was secretly taken to a place and imprisoned by special means. After splitting his power, or soul, into countless fragments and dispelling it, his body fell into a coma. He didn't want to resist at that time, and he couldn't see clearly what he wanted to pursue.

From the moment he lost control of his power, he suddenly understood that the world was too small in his eyes, not arrogance, but real strength. He didn't feel too much guilt, but just felt...disappointed.Where do we go from here?I don't want to think for myself anymore.He was not immediately sentenced to death, and he didn't want to pursue who was brewing behind it, and it didn't matter.In the end, he remembered what he said when he first met the Destiny Man. At that time, he was full of spirits and asked about his future.A young man, who doesn't have a passion in his heart, let alone what kind of family he grew up in, and he knows how powerful he has.

The life-breaker said that you can become the most shining star, no matter how far away you are, you will still be the most conspicuous in the night sky.Then he went on to say something, he hadn’t taken it to heart before, when the accident happened, he remembered it, and the life-killer said that most of the shining stars in the night sky are stars, which are the collection of light and heat. Fight against the gigantic flames, whose final destiny is to form all-consuming black holes, powerful, irresistible, and uncontrollable.unless……

unless what?I don’t know how many years, he has forgotten the almost inaudible words, even, he almost forgot his real name, his power is like a star, just like the sun can’t control the particle flow and flare , After all, it got out of control. Fortunately, he still kept himself.

Even if it's just fragments.Even chasing the man in front of him would have uncontrollable consequences.This time, even if he sacrificed himself, he would not hesitate - he already knew what he wanted.

No matter how weak a soul is, if it has something to pursue, it will be like a spark, which can light up hope and rekindle a silent heart, and drawing strength from hope is an undoubted great characteristic of human beings.Even if his current strength is not as strong as before, it is still ten thousand times stronger than before.

Suddenly, the communicator on the wrist rang, Iris took a step back and turned on the call, and the figure of the child was projected in front of Iris, together with the warm room of the child.There was warmth in Iris' eyes, Zhu Ruo had already arranged the room for their children, bought many toys that they didn't know if they could be used, and filled several rooms——

This is their child.

The blond-haired amber eyes are almost the same as when he was a child, only the corners of the eyes, with some curvature, resemble his mermaid father. It was dangerous for Zhu Ruo to conceive this child, and his body could not support it at all. He was pregnant, and the premature birth was also harmful to the child. Fortunately, with advanced technology, he is now a healthy little boy.The appearance is like him, but the personality is more like Zhu Ruo. Both father and son will act like a baby like him, thinking of ways to be lazy.

The boy was fair and white, and when he saw Iris, he showed a big smile, tilted his head and asked, "Father, I also want to say happy birthday to Dad." The children of the empire have a deep understanding of death, and of course he understands that his mermaid Dad has left this world, but that doesn't stop him from liking and respecting his mermaid dad.

Iris turned his wrist so that the boy could see the well-preserved and restored bamboo reeds in the storage bin.

The boy corrected his expression, kissed the virtual projection, and said sincerely, "Happy Birthday Dad." Then, he said goodbye to Iris and hung up the phone - he knew that his father loved his father deeply, and he also loved his father. He saw his father's desolation and loneliness, but he wanted to tell his father that he was not alone, that he had his father and himself.

That's all.This is the first time he called his father when he was visiting him, but he believes that next time he can go with his father and leave him space.He has the greatest dad in the world and the greatest dad in the world.

This is something he will be proud of all his life.

Hanging up the phone, Iris's eyes flashed with relief, looking at Zhu Ruo and thinking, if Zhu Ruo saw this child how much he would like it, maybe even he would fall out of favor.Thinking of Iris, he couldn't help laughing. After the laughter fell, there was even greater loss and sadness.

It has been four years since he left... It seems like the days are growing like years, and it seems like a fleeting moment.

Iris sighed for a long time, and slowly put his hand on the glass in front of him—his face was still so beautiful in the solution, and the corners of his slightly pursed lips were still so vivid, as if the next moment, It will pull away the arc and smile slowly.

The nostalgic eyes kept wandering on Zhu Ruo's face, Iris couldn't suppress the bitterness in his smile, his son was still so young, he couldn't bear too much, he couldn't chase after it, and he couldn't ignore Zhu Ruo's last wish , leaving his son to grow up alone.Besides, it was the crystallization of his love with Zhuruo, no matter how much he loved Zhuruo, and wanted to leave with him, he couldn't be so irresponsible.He is a good partner and a good father.This is what Zhuruo said at the beginning, how can he not do it well?

The reunion between him and Zhu Ruo was indeed planned by him, not the "accident" as others said. It was very surprising to see Zhu Ruo, and he was also nostalgic, so that Iris knew that Zhu Ruo had never forgotten a man named Zhu Ruo. The child of "Iris" - left the Zhuruo of Winston and Leicester, and almost lost contact with him. He was very happy because Zhuruo remembered him; he was also very fortunate that when he went to Before Zhu Ruo was around, Zhu Ruo really had no emotional entanglements with anyone else——

——As for why he knows this?At that time, Zhu Ruo almost conquered the empire with his singing. It is not an exaggeration to say that the idols of the whole people, but the love affairs of idols always make people involuntarily pay attention, don't they?In exchange for the final willfulness and resoluteness, Chris completely kept all the information before Zhu Ruo stepped onto the screen. Of course, he did this only to give Zhu Ruo an extra guarantee. According to the characters of Chris and Winston, Zhu Ruo left They didn't pursue anything before, so they should protect these things that may cause controversy. Afterwards, in the life of a star, no matter how thoughtful they are, they can't stop prying eyes, as long as they don't bring him any harm.

Zhu Ruo was very surprised by his confession, but almost immediately, Iris saw Zhu Ruo's intention to refuse, he knew Zhu Ruo too well, if he just "grew up", then there is no doubt In a short period of time, in Zhuruo's heart, he is still just a child.

So, he read out to Zhuruo the words that he had cherished in his heart for a long time, and he couldn't help but repeat in his heart every day. It was the true love song between him and Zhuruo, and it was also the song Zhuruo sang to him and the true love song. Yes, it is impossible for him to forget the singing to him alone, and it is even more impossible for Zhu Ruo to forget.

I would like to be your eyes, to watch the tide on your behalf.

So there was love at first sight.The moment Zhu Ruo heard the words, his eyes almost turned red, and then he looked at him complicatedly, there was an unbelievable surprise in his eyes, he must not believe that the child who was regarded as a son at the beginning suddenly transformed into a lover whom he had been looking for for so long Bar.

She didn't disappoint him, Zhu Ruo didn't find it unacceptable, she just lowered her eyes to hide her tears, and finally stretched out her trembling hands, and then clasped them together, and they were logically together.No matter what outsiders say, no matter what others think, they are together.

The life after being with Zhuruo is really a sweetener, making him want to be by Zhuruo's side all the time, but his strength is too weak, Zhuruo told him what he wanted to do, and Ai Rui Si also understands that if he wants to protect Zhu Ruo comprehensively, his current strength is far from enough. The two have the same goal. Zhu Ruo gradually calls for equal rights and becomes the leader of the mermaid rights movement. To open the way and protect.When he was appointed earl, he immediately withdrew from the army. Of course, he got back a lot of rights. At that time, he chose to enter a safer inner circle, which was actually very controversial. He immediately gave up his dangerous military job after losing his status, he didn't want to care about it - how many assassinations did Zhu Ruo suffer when he was fighting outside?It's better to come back to be a nobleman and protect Zhuruo well!Rights are in conflict, and those people will not listen to him, and he does not need others' understanding.

Compared with these setbacks, the relationship between him and Zhuruo has always been very stable. Of course, showing affection is not a joke. Dr. Albreed envies and sighs. It's so strange, seeing you two freaks, don't you feel tired?The only time, no, several times when quarrels or cold wars broke out, it was because of the children.

The average lifespan of an artificial mermaid is 240 years.The period of pregnancy is generally from sexual maturity to about 180 years old, but after the age of 120, the growth of the child will become poor, and the best period of pregnancy is very clear.

After his career reached its peak and Zhu Ruo’s condition became very stable, Zhu Ruo approached Dr. Albred and said that he was planning to have a child. Zhu Ruo must have been a little anxious at that time, otherwise he would not have asked the doctor. Zhu Ruo married him at the age of 29, and they have had no children for nearly 40 years. Of course, every time he did it, he would help Zhu Ruo clean up quickly, otherwise Zhu Ruo would have been suspicious.But what happened back then was well concealed, and even he himself almost forgot about it...

The moment he heard it, he had already made a decision in his mind. He told Dr. Albrecht that he had done a good job and that he was going to weave a net. This fact was too cruel, and he didn't want Zhu Ruo to know... Bamboo Ruo hugged him when he got home, saying that he was in good health and wanted a child. At that moment, he was almost stiff. He could hear the deep desire and expectation in Zhu Ruo's words. He wanted to have a child so much. !

Gently hugging Zhuruo back, Iris said, okay.

So Iris began to take contraceptives secretly, of course it was useless at this time, but how sensitive he is, he needs to be fully prepared.Although taking the medicine was very concealed, Zhu Ruo found out in less than a year, and Zhu Ruo immediately became angry. To be honest, after getting married, or in other words, he has never seen his lover so angry On the rushing side, he looked at Zhu Ruo's calm expression with a slightly broken expression, and his heart ached like twists and turns.

He couldn't say a single word of the reason he had prepared.

The cold war started, and Zhuruo refused to talk to him, even drove him out of the room, and didn't even want to look at him.Even though his heart hurts, he still refuses to apologize, resists coaxing, petting, and loving, and insists that he doesn't want a child to lie between them at all. He is anxious because he was just a child in front of him Lying on the lap of Zhu Ruo, so he resisted, even if it was his own child.

Clumsy, but also a reasonable reason.But Zhu Ruo was too smart, and quickly saw the flaw, and got his own physical examination from another hospital, without any anger, hugged him and cried bitterly, he had never seen Zhu Ruo so fragile Looks, even more reluctant to let go of this person.

After that, Zhu Ruo never mentioned the matter of having a child again, and the relationship between them was back to normal. He thought that Zhu Ruo had seen the truth clearly and stopped forcing...but the fact is that he was wrong. After decades of loving each other, Zhu Ruo He was pregnant with a child, and he didn't know until Zhu Ruo fainted unexpectedly when the child was three weeks old.

At that time, Iris felt a chill in his heart. He knew that even though he was helpless, he could not stop some things. Just like Dr. Albrecht said, it was a miracle that Zhu Ruo conceived this child, but the possibility of keeping this child was also impossible. If it is too young, the possibility of this child being born normally can only be measured by miracles. The older the month, the more burden and damage it will bring to Zhu Ruo's body. Remove - not much emotion, can't be called "children" yet.

Iris listened to this, and finally shook his head slowly, he knew Zhu Ruo too well, Zhu Ruo would never agree to this "best", and if he made a private decision again this time, Zhu Ruo would definitely leave him completely—— Even if they still love each other, they cannot stay together if they cannot give each other enough respect to coordinate their concepts and ideas.

Keeping this child means that he will lose Zhu Ruo.

Iris already knew.Even without the dystocia that followed the attack.Iris already knew.Even though he was sad and disappointed, he couldn't blame Zhuruo, but when Zhuruo woke up, he took Zhuruo's hand, rubbed it on his cheek, and curled his mouth to tell Zhuruo, "I love you, and I love us too. child, let him be born."

The tears that were forcibly suppressed in the eye sockets were so painful that they finally fell down. Before that, Iris or Xie Xian never thought that it would be such a simple thing for a man to shed tears. The moment he uttered that sentence, the moment he made that decision, he knew that his time with Zhu Ruo was running out.He knew it, and so did Zhuruo.It's just that they both concealed it from each other, and they didn't dare to let the other party notice it at all. They also left a bit of tacit understanding and pathetic tenderness, pretending that they hadn't noticed the other's hidden grief.

He knew that Zhu Ruo must have something to hide from him, but he couldn't ask.Zhu Ruo remembered him from the very beginning, so what Zhu Ruo bears is not only the sadness of separation, the pain of death, but also the sense of betrayal.He doesn't know why Zhuruo shuttles between so many worlds, but he knows that Zhuruo has something to do in each world, I'm afraid... In this world, children are indispensable One link, even if he completes this link, he will lose his life.

From Ning Shao's time, he knew that Zhu Ruo may bear far more things than him, otherwise he would not have such a strong request...wanting to walk behind him, hoping that at the end of his life, what he saw It's him.For those who love each other, whether it is abandonment or being abandoned, it doesn't matter how much torture anyone suffers, it's just that the abandoned party seems more helpless when talking about it.Is the torment of the abandoned party less than that of the abandoned?

So he was no longer willing to force Zhu Ruo.Even if he didn't even dare to ask his real name, he didn't want to ask, he didn't want to destroy this happiness with his own hands.He didn't want Zhu Ruo to know that he had already remembered everything that seemed to be in his previous life. It would probably bring tremendous pressure to Zhu Ruo, and would directly force Zhu Ruo into madness. He knew from the expression of collapse under the calm that he couldn't move forward.

At the very beginning, Zhu Ruo had made it very clear, just like Zhuang Fei's extremely humble libretto in the gorgeous Oiran Tower, that was the beginning of everything, and he will never forget that look, Zhuang Fei's expression is How gentle, how warm the eyes are, just that one eye, let him indulge in this.Looking at him now, he already understood that the libretto was not dedicated to Zhuang Qinghong, let alone anyone else, it was just an attitude, a kind of persistence, a kind of determination——

Not humility, not admiration.That is advancing together and retreating together, that is relying on each other.

In the life of his lovely lover, he was not the most important.What a sad and hopeless discovery that despite all this, he still loved him, wanted to be by his side, wanted to shield him from the storm, wanted to protect him from any harm.

Humble and pious.Sad but divine.There is nothing to do, but this is love, which makes people humble, strong, weak, and even hateful and blind.But willingly, even moths throw themselves into the fire.

Crystal drops of water slid down and dripped onto the stone floor, making a soft pop.Iris seemed to be taken aback, smiled wryly, and left from Zhuruo, he cried more and more, he was... really hopeless.

Looking back and taking a deep look at Zhu Ruo, Iris turned and left, but at the moment the door was closed, he could not restrain himself from leaning against the door, tightening his fingers to hold the doorknob tightly, trying his best not to look back, Do not go in again.

He has no way to travel through the world with the things in his mind, that is to say, everything remembered in this world will be cleared the next time he sees that person, but the soul is common, so he can flash Out of the clip, like Qi Mo, like Ning Shao, don't forget the timeless past.Still, Iris wasn't worried.

It is true that his strength is now weaker than before, but he is now ten thousand times stronger than before.

He will definitely find him again and find a way to stay together.

Wait for me, my love.

When we say goodbye, let's start a new love, shall we?