[Quick Transmigration] Xiao Shou is always dying

"Iris, miss me?" Outside Alice Kindergarten, just as Iris climbed onto the airship, he was crunched and hugged by a pair of hands that seemed to be carved from white jade. on the lap, pointing to Iris' forehead and asked.

Iris's cheeks were flushed, and he lowered his eyes shyly when he heard the words, then raised a small hand, separated five fat and short fingers, and said seriously, "I thought about Xiao Ruo five times today, and once when I was in school. , Art class once, lunch once, nap once, physical class once in the afternoon. Nothing more." Thinking too much will make you grow short, so you can't think too much.

Zhu Ruo smiled and kissed Iris' forehead, and put his hands on Iris' face to cool him down. Robert launched the airship, which took off steadily, and returned to the Roland Manor villa in a short while. Before going out, Zhu Ruo had prepared dinner long ago, and now it's time to wash up and eat.

And Iris has long been used to this kind of life, and he likes this feeling very much. After returning home, he washed his hands, sat on the dining table and waited for the bamboo, and looked into the kitchen with his legs dangling. I can't be sure if the robot is working well, and I always feel that the robot is not good, so he should grow up quickly.

As long as he grows up, Xiao Ruo's wish can be realized.

When Iris thinks of this, he has a lot of fighting spirit and wants to grow up.

I don't know if it was out of guilt, or Winston's apology for his unreasonable anger at Zhuruo. In the second week after his business trip, the service staff of the Mermaid Center first sent a nutrition box for mermaids, and said that the customized The auxiliary robot needs to be equipped with the latest defense system, and it will take two days to deliver it. Yesterday, the two 1.3-meter-long robots were also delivered to the villa, and they were put into use after practice. Iris was worried and pushed the chair for Zhu Ruo, and there was an extra layer of safety when going up and down the stairs.

Zhu Ruo said that robots are optional, such robots are at most just to make his life more convenient, not necessary for him, but the arrival of the nutrition warehouse really solves Zhu Ruo's urgent need. Ruo was very surprised, really happy.

After eating, Zhu Ruo and Iris sat side by side on the sofa. Tomorrow is the weekend, so Iris will not be busy doing homework. Zhu Ruo tapped Iris on the head, waiting for Iris to look at her At that time, he pointed to his wrist and said with a smile, "Iris, can you call your father?"

Although Iris has opened up all the authority of the bracelet to him, Zhu Ruo will still ask Iris' opinion first, and he will give Iris the highest respect within the possible range.

Iris felt a little suffocated at once, his small face couldn't help showing some displeasure, but he was still very obedient, and moved to Zhu Ruo's side, Zhu Ruo picked him up and sat on his lap, Iris opened the bracelet, Find Winston's number and dial it. There is a bright white light on the light curtain, and the call is connected soon. The handsome Winston is projected in the living room. Winston seems to be having a meal. Ruo and Iris looked like they were sitting face to face.

"Winston." Zhu Ruo tilted his head and rubbed Iris's soft hair, with a natural concern in his brows, "Dining? Is the selection going well?"

Iris lowered his eyes, didn't look at Winston and didn't speak, but raised his small hands, as if maintaining a posture so that Zhu Ruo could talk to Winston better.

"Yes." Winston picked up the handkerchief, wiped the corners of his mouth very elegantly, and then answered Zhuruo. He didn't say much about the selection, and changed the subject lightly, talking to Zhuruo about other things.

Zhu Ruo had no intention of exploring the topics that Winston wanted to avoid. Winston looked down on mermaids in his heart. It was normal to talk to him about work-related matters, so he chatted with Winston a few more times. Talking, Zhu Ruo hinted several times in secret, Iris did not move like a mountain, only when he was about to hang up the phone at the end, he reluctantly said "goodbye" when interrupted by Zhu Ruo's fingers pinching his stomach, Then the phone was hung up, Iris breathed a sigh of relief, leaned back sullenly, rubbed his little head into Zhu Ruo's arms and did not speak.

Zhu Ruo sighed, and hugged Iris tightly. He knew what was wrong with Iris, so he was committed to talking to Winston on the phone. Iris minded Winston's bad attitude towards him, so he never I have been angry since that day. I didn’t say anything to Winston except the word “goodbye”. I didn’t even ask Winston when I had difficulties with my homework. I asked questions on the optical network and waited for others to answer them. .Zhu Ruo understood Iris's thoughts a little bit. Iris thought that Winston did not do well and did something wrong, and Winston did not apologize at all, which made Iris feel incredible and unacceptable.

For a long time, Winston has always been a great father in Iris' heart. Although he doesn't go home often, this does not prevent Iris from admiring Winston, especially the whole country. Suddenly, and when Winston met occasionally, he was so wise and powerful. Iris thought that his father was omnipotent, even omnipotent, and suddenly found that his father had made a mistake, and he refused to admit it. This is too contrary to Winston's image in Iris's heart. Rather than being angry for Zhu Ruo, it is more awkward.

Every child may experience such a thing. The image of the father is broken from being omnipotent and becoming ordinary and ordinary. Iris is precocious, and Zhu Ruo can't help worrying.

"Why," Zhu Ruo patted Iris' head and asked softly, "Your father said nothing wrong, and of course Iris is right, don't be angry, okay?" Iris still didn't speak, just Zhu Ruo shook her head violently in her arms, Zhu Ruo knew that she couldn't force it, and Iris had his own stubbornness, so he stopped persuading him.

It's just a matter of time, and it's better to give it to time to solve it.

Winston is capable, knowledgeable and wise. Iris is very lucky to have such a father to guide him. Although Winston may be a scumbag in terms of emotions, he will teach Iris in this regard and let Iris Be the best person you can be.

Putting down these thoughts in his mind, Zhu Ruo and Iris played some games similar to parent-child interaction, Zhu Ruo chuckled lightly - Iris always thought it was a game between friends.

It was getting dark, and Iris went back to his room to wash, changed into his pajamas, and went to Zhuruo's room. With undisguised joy in his eyes, he hugged his little pillow and threw himself on the bed. He asked Mr. Robert if he There are many children who sleep with the mermaid at this age, and Iris decided to sleep with the mermaid every weekend, sleeping soundly and beautifully. Iris always remembers the good impression of the last time.

In the starry sky, the lights in the room were turned off, leaving only the quiet night and stars, Zhu Ruo opened his eyes, and took out something from the body warmer on his waist, it was a small ring, Similar to the bracelet on Iris's hand, this is what he worked hard to get——

Hearing the not so light breathing of the child beside him, Zhu Ruo turned over, put the ring in his hand close to his body again, and put his arms around Iris's small body. The general silence is like a firefly that is about to burn into ashes, and at the same time, it is shining with charming light.

Thanks to this child for letting him not lose the bottom line of himself.

The more worlds he goes to, maybe it is forced by the situation, maybe it is to prevent others from discovering his flaws, for various reasons, he will give up some of himself and play a person who is not himself and not all others-he was originally A person who is indifferent enough to use deceit by all means, he has never regretted or felt guilty, the only person he does not want to betray is that person.The more worlds he traveled through, he gave up one by one, bit by bit, or a part of himself was swallowed up by the contract. Traveling one after another, gradually eating away at his thoughts, the more and more eager madness, also weakened his sanity—

Just like the ship of Theseus, there are inevitable damages during the voyage. At this time, parts need to be replaced. There is no way. If the last part of this ship is replaced, is it still the original ship? ?

The reason is the same, he has given up more and more in each contract, and the bottom line of persistence has been drawn again and again. When all the self is abandoned, even if he still has thoughts, he still has his own face that has not changed before. Is he like that, is he still?Or is it a whole new person?In that way, what kind of expression and mood should he use to face Xuanxuan who has woken up?

Thanks to this kid, he didn't come and take advantage of him.

This child who trusts him wholeheartedly and wants to protect him wholeheartedly, he doesn't have so many thoughts, his thinking is so simple and pure, Iris relies on him, trusts him, and even wants to protect him wholeheartedly, maybe he is slowly growing up In the process, this relationship may change, but at least for now, there is no hypocrisy in Iris' feelings for him.

Sincerity to the point of making Zhuruo ashamed.

The mermaid doesn't have a bracelet, and this alone restricts many of Zhuruo's activities. If he wants to make some preparations before the outbreak of war, he must have a human identity to facilitate him to do these things.The identity of a mermaid will be rejected by anyone, because no matter what amazing idea you have, it will undoubtedly be denied and rejected. This is an extremely unfriendly environment for mermaids, and Zhu Ruo can't change the environment. Just change your identity.

No matter which world you are in, no matter what kind of system this world adopts and uses, as long as there are people, as long as human beings form a certain social relationship, then there will be no shortage of people who live under the light of the law and do things. Although the things they do are illegal, they don't seem to be that heinous. They just provide false information and forge accounts for those who need them.

With Zhuruo's conditions, it is unrealistic to find someone to do it by himself. He is like a canary, kept in a luxurious room, and has never been exposed to the outside world, so this room is his whole world. .The way for him to understand this world is some deep memories of Zhu Ruo and what he saw and heard after he came here. These are too superficial, he does not understand the outside society, and now he not only has no conditions to go out, Acting blindly would also quickly expose himself, which Zhu Ruo would not do.

So the first thing Zhu Ruo thought of was the Internet. The development of the network system in this world almost constitutes the other half of society.

The mermaid does not have a wristband and cannot access the optical network. The only way is to enter the virtual network through the nutrition warehouse. There is only one nutrition warehouse in Winston’s villa, which belongs to Winston himself. Iris is too young to Equipped with nutrition warehouse.Human beings log in to the virtual network through the nutrition warehouse, and non-personal logins can use part of the functions of the virtual network, but the nutrition warehouse is in Winston's room, and the authority of Winston's room is not open to Zhuruo, Zhuruo even Winston's I can't even get in the door, let alone log in to the virtual network.

Zhu Ruo almost gave up on herself, hating her identity as a mermaid for the first time.

There were too few things he could do in the villa, and with Winston's status, he seemed not to be noticed by Winston, but once he did anything suspicious, he would be noticed immediately.

And the timing of his coming to this world was too unfortunate. He had no chance to use the nutrition warehouse in his room in the Mermaid Center to surf the Internet, so he couldn’t make some preparations in advance. Chances are, the mermaid not only doesn't like to lie in the nutrition warehouse, but Zhu Ruo's gentle personality also prevents Zhu Ruo from asking for a very expensive nutrition warehouse.

At least for now, you can't go out of your way to ask for it.

Expensive, yes.

Zhu Ruo finds it very ironic that the function of the virtual net in the mermaid nutrition warehouse is titled to protect mermaids, and many functions are restricted, such as the arena, fearing that weak mermaids will learn combat skills and get hurt; such as auctions In the market, I am afraid that the naive mermaid will be deceived by malicious people... There are many functions that are restricted because of the identity of the mermaid, but the price is four times higher than that of ordinary nutrition warehouses, under the banner of safety Selling at a high price, as long as there are conditions, I don't mind buying it for the mermaid.

At the end of the road, Zhu Ruo wanted to laugh. In the end, he finally set his sights on Iris. Without the virtual network, he can still pass through the optical network. Although it is more troublesome than the virtual network to hide his identity, he There is no other choice, and with Iris' trust in him, within a few days, he is confident that Iris will have full authority to open the bracelet to him, even though doing so is using Iris, the bracelet is tied I decided to use Iris's bracelet to light up the optical network to do these unscrupulous things. Even if you can use technology to cover up some tricks, it may make Iris take some risks, but he really needs it. That's it - he needs a bracelet, an anonymous crystal card, and a fake human identity certificate, otherwise he can't do anything as a mermaid.

At this moment, Iris opened all the permissions of his bracelet to him with a face of trust. The reason is so simple that it can make people find it funny-because you don’t have it, Xiaoruo, and I want you to have it too, Xiaoruo , I miss you happy.

Looking at Iris's beautiful eyes, Zhu Ruo would feel strange and scary if he even used such Iris!Iris is different from adults, he is a young child, he doesn't have so many thoughts in his heart, and he won't ask for any benefits from him...

When Zhu Ruo came back to his senses, tears were streaming down his face, scaring Iris a lot.

In such a world, a person who moved him so much that he couldn't help crying and wanted to hug him tightly, a child under four years old, gave him all his warmth, so warm that his heart felt The tingling, and then the awareness that I'm still alive.

He hugged Iris and told him that he was just too happy and very sad because he really had no choice—even if he became a complete stranger and couldn't face everything he had ever been, Like the mermaid, there is no room for resistance. Compared with the result of Wen Renxuan's eternal sleep, even if he loses those things, it is not terrible at all.

As long as Wen Renxuan can open his eyes properly.

Guilt erodes Zhu Ruo's heart, perhaps because she was too soft-hearted after becoming a mermaid.The self-mockery in Zhu Ruo's heart made him restless, and for the first time he felt indescribable resistance and guilt for his own behavior, because he knew it well in his heart, even if he knew these things, he didn't stop the terrible thoughts in his heart, even if his soul was Trembling, trembling in the body, screaming in the mind, preventing him from doing terrible things, walking out of the road that once he takes a step, he will never return, and the end leading to it is called eternal doom.

The attachment of not being able to let go unknowingly strengthened the inner demon.

And Zhuruo knew this, but he was powerless to break free.The devil stood behind him, manipulating his actions, in order to reach the heaven in his dream.

Zhu Ruo had already made a decision in his heart. Iris's performance only made his action two days late. Within these two days, Zhu Ruo almost returned to the most anxious and painful time in the last world. At the limit, the mermaid center sent the nutrition warehouse, and Zhu Ruo almost wept with joy at that moment—no matter what the reason or purpose of Winston, he really thanked Winston!

He didn't need to use this child, and he didn't need to hurt Iris. Zhu Ruo's constricted heart finally relaxed. After going through the difficult choices of those days, the appearance may not have changed, but what he accepted was the torture of the soul and the interrogation of humanity. , spiritual criticism, he can hurt a child like Iris, who can guarantee that one day he will even betray Xuanxuan?He couldn't even think about—

Luckily he didn't have that chance!

Zhu Ruo hugged Iris, feeling the child's seemingly calming smell, exhaled lightly, and slowly closed his eyes. Let's swear at this moment, before Iris can bear it, He will give his most sincere and sincere feelings to treat him.Recalling the scenes in my mind, Iris insisted on his own opinion and comforted his little hand in the bathroom; Iris's shining eyes when he opened up all the authority of the room; Time-limited warm body temperature.

Without other guarantees, redundant promises would be unbearable for him.

Before Iris can bear it.Iris will eventually grow into an excellent person, and at that time, his existence probably won't be that important anymore, Zhu Ruo smiled wryly.

Selfish people are always selfish no matter what.

Iris, become my child for a while, Zhu Ruo thought so, and gradually fell asleep.

No words for a night, the night is tolerant.