SAYE

This was the first time Jiang Cheng saw Gu Fei crying.

Hearing his cry, felt his body trembling slightly, his chest was warm, it was Gu Fei's tears.

Jiang Cheng has always felt that he is a fairly strong person, and every time he shed tears after coming here, he would feel emotional, crying again, motherfucker, why are you crying again.

He has always felt that Gu Fei is stronger than himself, or in other words, in some respects, Gu Fei is more indifferent than him, and is "indifferent" than him. He has never associated Gu Fei with tears in his subconscious mind.

But now, this person who he thinks is so strong that he is a little indifferent, the bully of the steel factory, no one in the school dares to provoke him, he can take beautiful pictures, put candy in his pocket, act coquettishly, and say "Brother Cheng" My wrong little rabbit is obedient, just buried on his chest.

cry.

From the low and suppressed cry at the beginning, it gradually turned into a venting roar with grievances.

Jiang Cheng has never seen such a Gu Fei, nor imagined such a Gu Fei, and now he just feels that his mind is in chaos, he doesn't know how to comfort him, and he doesn't want to comfort him.

Gu Fei like this should not need to be comforted, no matter how clever the comfort is, it will be of no help to Gu Fei.

He just needs to be here and listen.

Gu Miao, who had been drawing rabbits beside her, did not know when she stopped. She held a pen and looked at Gu Fei quietly, frowning, but her face was very calm.

This expression reminded Jiang Cheng of the time he fought with Gu Fei, and the time Gu Fei swung him up a tree. Gu Miao always had a calm expression, as if she didn't know what happened.

Jiang Cheng didn't know what she was thinking, or if she was thinking about anything, and he didn't know if she could feel Gu Fei's pain.

Jiang Cheng lowered his head and kissed the top of Gu Fei's head, his lips sticking to his newly grown stubble.

Today's situation was completely unexpected for him, and he felt a little regretful.

But I am a little lucky.

If he had never heard Gu Fei's words today, would he never know Gu Fei's true thoughts? His helplessness and despair would always be a secret.

In case... In case they really parted one day, would he never know that the person who once occupied an important position in his confused youth buried such a secret deep in his heart.

He lowered his head and rubbed the top of Gu Fei's head with the tip of his nose.

"Don't prick?" Gu Fei buried his chest and asked in a muffled voice.

"Huh?" Jiang Cheng was stunned for a moment, Gu Fei's nasal voice sounded very distressing.

"My hair feels prickly when I touch it myself." Gu Fei said.

"A little bit," Jiang Cheng rubbed the hair on the top of his head again, "Aren't you planning to let it grow out, how many times have you shaved it..."

"I think I'm handsome like this." Gu Fei rubbed against his clothes.

"...Are you wiping my face with my clothes?" Jiang Cheng looked down.

"Yeah," Gu Fei paused, and slowly moved down, "If you're not allowed to use clothes, use pants."

"Fuck," Jiang Cheng was startled, and glanced at Gu Miao next to him, Gu Miao was still holding a pen and watching them both stupefied, he quickly pulled Gu Fei's clothes up, "Your sister is watching! "

Gu Fei stopped, with his face still buried in his stomach, stretched out his hand and flicked his fingers on the paper Gu Miao was drawing on. Gu Miao lowered her head, took the pen and continued to draw the rabbit.

"I'll go..." Gu Fei supported the sofa and stood up, bent over to look at Jiang Cheng, "Wash your face."

"Okay." Jiang Cheng nodded.

There were still tears on Gu Fei's face, and his eyelashes were all wet, twisted into little strands by the tears. Jiang Cheng's heart suddenly softened, and his heart ached so badly.

"Your eyelashes are so long," he said.

"Your eyelashes are also very long." Gu Fei smiled, leaned over and kissed him on the forehead, "Are you waiting for this sentence?"

"Get out," Jiang Cheng said.

Gu Fei went to wash his face, Jiang Cheng turned his head to look at Gu Miao who was about to fill the second piece of paper with rabbits, and took another piece of paper for her.

The living room was very quiet. Jiang Cheng raised his head and leaned on the sofa, feeling a little heavy in his heart, but it was surprisingly transparent, as if he had experienced a bad cold with a blocked nose for a week and finally breathed out. .

Gu Fei didn't hide from his sight, and the appearance of crying with tears all over his face was just shown in front of him. He liked this kind of Gu Fei.

I may have a side that I don't want you to see, but if I want you to see it, I won't hide it anymore.

Jiang Cheng stood up and walked into the toilet. Gu Fei was wrapping ice cubes in a towel and pressing on his eyes. He stuck behind Gu Fei and hugged him: "Swollen eyes?"

"A little bit, not serious," Gu Fei said, "It's probably about 15 minutes."

"I was afraid that you would scare Gu Miao just now." Jiang Cheng said.

"No," Gu Fei smiled, "She can't feel other people's emotions."

"I see," Jiang Cheng sighed softly, "I... can feel it."

"Did that scare you?" Gu Fei asked.

"No," Jiang Cheng said, "I just feel very distressed."

"Actually, it's nothing," Gu Fei said, "Some things just close the door and take care of yourself, open the door and go out. No one knows how many unsatisfactory people are behind their backs, and everyone looks like a bird."

Jiang Cheng didn't speak, but lowered his head and bit Gu Fei's shoulder.

"When did you memorize the score?" Gu Fei asked while icy eyes.

"What score?" Jiang Cheng didn't react.

"The piece I played today." Gu Fei said.

"I just heard that one time before, so I can almost remember it," Jiang Cheng said. Thinking of this incident, he felt uncomfortable for a while, because Gu Fei didn't hear him and felt a little regretful, and also because if it wasn't for this incident. What's wrong, he and Gu Fei didn't have the same conversation today, "I changed some things, but I can't remember some things clearly."

"It sounds good, better than the previous one." Gu Fei said.

"Huh?" Jiang Cheng suddenly raised his head and looked at him in the mirror, "Did you hear that? Didn't you leave? I didn't see you when I came on stage!"

"I left after I finished listening." Gu Fei pressed the other eye, "The auditorium is not soundproof, I just finished listening under the window on the back wall."

"Damn it," Jiang Cheng opened his mouth for a long time and didn't know what to say, so he repeated "Damn it."

"But I can't hear very clearly." Gu Fei turned around and leaned against the sink, "The school's audio system is not working."

"Ah." Jiang Cheng still didn't know what to say.

"Help me press it, Brother Cheng." Gu Fei handed him the ice towel.

"Oh." Jiang Cheng took it and pressed the towel to his eyes.

"I didn't write that song well, I was still young at that time," Gu Fei said, "I wrote it blindly."

"Are you bragging?" Jiang Cheng said, "You're bragging very cleverly."

Gu Fei laughed: "I'm serious."

"In the eyes of people like me who don't have musical talent, you are definitely a big boy who weighs eight and a half catties." Jiang Cheng looked at him.

"Be civilized." Gu Fei said.

"It's a big bull fork that weighs eight and a half catties." Jiang Cheng said.

Gu Fei hooked the corner of his mouth, and leaned over to kiss the tip of his nose: "Are you really angry today?"

"It's not angry, is it?" Jiang Cheng took off the towel and wrung out the water, "You know my temper, sometimes I just can't hold it back, I just thought at the time, if you get angry, unhappy, upset, At least tell me, you come over and scold me Jiang Cheng, you are a fucking idiot or something, or fight with me, I can also know what's going on, right..."

Gu Fei didn't speak, and moved forward to kiss him.

Jiang Cheng paused, the tip of Gu Fei's tongue swept across his teeth, and he came back to his senses, and suddenly hugged Gu Fei tightly, entangled with him.

It's like having a grudge, when the enemies meet each other, they are extremely jealous, and the tip of the tongue will compete, the teeth are shining, and the tongue is shadowed, and it is impossible to tell the winner or loser for a while.

Jiang Cheng felt that he was very, very hungry, so he wanted to knead Gu Fei into a ball and hug him fiercely, or bite him one bite at a time, the kind where teeth marks could be seen with every bite.

Probably Gu Fei also had this idea, pushed him to the wall and gnawed him from his earlobe to his shoulder, Jiang Cheng couldn't hold back in the end, and went over to bite his arm before Gu Fei did.

"You're a dog!" Gu Fei squeezed his cheek, "Shut up!"

Jiang Cheng let go, leaned against the wall, raised his head and let out a long sigh of relief, then closed his eyes.

When the two returned to the living room, Gu Miao had already finished drawing a picture of a rabbit, and was looking at it seriously with a picture book.

Jiang Cheng really couldn't understand the behavior of a child like Gu Miao. There were so many pictures in the picture book, rabbits, dogs, chickens, birds, kittens, and piglets. She obviously enjoyed watching them, but she only drew rabbits.

"Change your clothes." Gu Fei took his own T-shirt and handed it to Jiang Cheng.

Jiang Cheng entered the bedroom and changed his clothes: "Are you going to take pictures? Did Yi Jing take your camera?"

"Well, she will take it to the store," Gu Fei said, "We won't be shooting today, and the light is not good right now."

"You usually ignore her, why do you feel that you are quite familiar with her?" Jiang Cheng asked.

"After all, I'm the class monitor." Gu Fei glanced at him, "Lao Xu arranged for her to give me extra lessons."

As soon as Lao Xu was mentioned, Jiang Cheng couldn't help but click his tongue: "I really should stare at Lao Xu again and tell him not to say anything."

"Actually, I can't blame Old Xu," Gu Fei said, "He's just like that, and besides, he probably can't figure out who should put this matter on."

"Then... what to do," Jiang Cheng looked at him, "Now I know everything."

"If you know it, you will know it," Gu Fei said, "The gears of fate start to turn, and it may hit some mechanism with a click, such as you."

"Me what?" Jiang Cheng asked.

"Didn't you just turn the gears in?" Gu Fei smiled, "Let's go, I'll take you somewhere."

"Where are you going?" Jiang Cheng looked at him.

Gu Fei had already returned to his usual state, whether it was his words or his expression, he couldn't tell what happened before, he couldn't tell that he was crying so sad just now on the sofa.

Jiang Cheng didn't know if it was because he was really fine, or if his long experience had allowed him to quickly recover and maintain a balanced posture.

"Steel factory." Gu Fei opened the closet.

"What are you going to the steel factory for?" Jiang Cheng was a little surprised, the two of them hadn't been to the steel factory for a long time, since he rented a house, it was the most private space, "If you want..., why don't you just go to my place? "

"Brother Cheng," Gu Fei smiled while supporting the closet door, "Can you be more serious, a top student, what's on his mind?"

Jiang Cheng didn't say a word. After watching him for a long time, he finally waved his hand, turned and went back to the living room, and sat on the sofa to read a picture book with Gu Miao.

Gu Fei came out after him, and Jiang Cheng froze after glancing at him.

Gu Fei was actually carrying a guitar bag.

"That... what?" Jiang Cheng subconsciously asked, he really didn't expect that Gu Fei would suddenly come out with a guitar.

"Cello." Gu Fei said.

"Fart!" Jiang Cheng said.

"Then you still ask, thinking you haven't seen a guitar before." Gu Fei walked to the sofa, reached out and snapped his fingers in front of Gu Miao. Gu Miao looked up at him, and he said softly, "Brother has something to do, you I have to send my brother a message before going out to skateboard."

Gu Miao nodded.

"Brother Cheng," Gu Fei stood up, "Let's go."

Jiang Cheng followed Gu Fei all the time, and he suddenly realized after going downstairs, Gu Fei wants to play the guitar?

To play guitar in a steel mill?

The distance wasn't too far, Gu Fei didn't ride a bicycle, and just walked towards the steel factory with his guitar on his back. Jiang Cheng followed him, never leaving Gu Fei's eyes all the way.

He has seen Gu Fei wearing a helmet and driving a motorcycle, he has seen Gu Fei riding a bicycle and taking Gu Miao on a skateboard on the road, he has seen Gu Fei playing basketball, he has seen Gu Fei holding a camera, and he has seen Gu Fei. Gu Fei, who was dressed in black, leaped from building to building in the flames...

I have also seen Gu Fei crying.

But now Gu Fei gave him another surprise. Although he knew that Gu Fei had played in a band and knew that Gu Fei could play the guitar, he was still excited by Gu Fei walking in the sunshine with his guitar on his back.

What are you excited about?

do not know.

Just excited.

Every time he took a step, he wanted to turn his head and take a look at Gu Fei.

The steel factory is very big, and Jiang Cheng didn't go there many times, so he didn't complete the tour of the steel factory. It was as if Gu Fei took him to open a new map and walked on a road that he had never walked before.

"Aren't you going to the hut?" Jiang Cheng asked.

"No," Gu Fei said, "Who knows if there are dogs, men and women there."

Jiang Cheng didn't say a word, he should be referring to Li Yan, but when he thought about the two of them having done things there, he felt that Gu Fei was thick-skinned enough to call someone else a bitch.

"I've never been here before." Jiang Cheng changed the subject.

"I don't come here often," Gu Fei said, "The houses here are almost demolished, and the ones that haven't been demolished are all dangerous buildings. It's not interesting to come here."

"Then where are we going now?" Jiang Cheng asked.

"Dangerous building." Gu Fei replied.

"...Oh." Jiang Cheng nodded.

The demolition here is almost complete. Many old buildings have been demolished until only the framework remains, a pile of broken bricks and stones, and piles of scrap steel that has overgrown grass.

It should have been very prosperous at the beginning. In such a large factory area, the people living in this area are all former employees of the steel factory, and many nearby places still have records of the steel factory's prosperity at the time.

X Steel Kindergarten, X Steel Primary School, X Steel Canteen, X Steel Recreation Center, X Steel XX...

"It's ahead." Gu Fei pointed forward.

Passing through the demolished old factory area, there is a...dangerous building in the open space. It has only one floor, but it is very tall, like an auditorium, larger than the one in the No. [-] Middle School.

It's really dangerous, it's broken in half.

But after getting closer, Jiang Cheng found that this half was not demolished, but collapsed.

Stepping on a piece of rotten bricks, Gu Fei led him in through the "door" of this building.

The light inside is quite good, because the roof has already collapsed in half. It really is an auditorium, and the rows of chairs are still there, but a lot of them were buried by the collapsed roof.

The roof of this half of the stage has not collapsed, but the large windows on both sides are gone, and the sunlight pours in from outside the windows, covering the entire stage in splendor.

"You sit there." Gu Fei pointed to the chairs in the first row, "Sit in the middle."

"Ah." Jiang Cheng took a look, then walked over to the chair in the middle of the first row.

There was a thick layer of dust on the chair, and he scratched it with his finger. After the floating dust on the top was scratched, the bottom was still dust, which had been perfectly integrated with the chair surface after soaking in the rain.

He wanted to find something to wipe, but after hesitating for two seconds, he sat down and leaned back.

Gu Fei stood in the middle of the stage.

"Are you announcing the scene yourself?" Jiang Cheng asked, he was already sure that Gu Fei wanted to play the guitar, and played it for him.

"For a while," Gu Fei smiled, squatted down and put the guitar on the ground, "I still have work to do, I'm too rushed today..."

Sure enough, it was in a hurry, and it must have been a temporary decision, because his preparations actually started with stringing the guitar.

Jiang Cheng didn't speak, and looked at Gu Fei quietly.

After the strings were installed and tightened, Gu Fei took out his mobile phone and slowly tuned the strings with the tuning software.

Judging from the screen, from the first time Gu Fei swept his fingers across the strings, he had already instantly killed Wang Xu, who had a silver dragon in his chest, and there was no scum left in seconds.

Gu Fei had long fingers. Whether it was the right hand picking the strings or the left hand pressing the strings, it seemed that his eyes were full of enjoyment. He didn't need to listen to the sound at all, and he could already make Jiang Cheng as comfortable as lying on a bean bag.

"Okay." Gu Fei stood up after tuning the sound, picked up a stick from the stage, whether it was a broom or a mop, and poked it into the crack of the wooden floor in the middle.

Jiang Cheng sat up straight and started to applaud.

Gu Fei walked to the "microphone" and cleared his throat. Jiang Cheng quickly took out his phone, clicked on the video and started recording to him.

"I haven't touched the guitar for a long time, and I haven't sung for a long time," Gu Fei said. "Standing here today is also an accident."

Jiang Cheng smiled.

"In life, there are always many accidents." Gu Fei adjusted the length of the guitar strap, "Some accidents are expected, and some accidents are unexpected."

Jiang Cheng didn't understand the meaning of his words for a while, but he had to watch this video at least [-] times.

"Jiang Cheng," Gu Fei looked at him, "You are my unexpected surprise."

"You too." Jiang Cheng looked at Gu Fei on the screen, and then looked up at the stage.

"This song is for you. It's a temporary play. I thought about it on the way here. Let's listen to it first and change it later." Gu Fei lowered his head and swept his fingers lightly on the strings, "Show wild."

Jiang Cheng's hand trembled slightly, and he had to take a deep breath and use his other hand to help, so that the video screen did not shake too much.

Gu Fei patted the piano case a few times with his hand, and then the prelude started.

Jiang Cheng's breathing paused slightly, and he suddenly felt that even the slight wind sound in his ears carried musical notes.

The previous song had left a deep impression on him, making him feel that Gu Fei's style would probably be like that, confused, flustered, and empty.

But this prelude is a completely different feeling.

"I think, one look will make you old..." Gu Fei said, his voice was slightly hoarse, gentle and gentle.

With just this one sentence, Jiang Cheng suddenly felt himself sinking into Gu Fei's breath.

"I think, raise your head to warm the spring grass, you give me a simple hug, I want to break through the confusion and walk through time, and you will hear it when you open your eyes, I think, you are on the left shoulder, and you are smiling on the right shoulder," Gu Fei looked up. Looking at him, "I think, in your eyes, running wildly, I think, one look, you will grow old..."

In the sunlight, a boy in a white T-shirt standing on the stage, with a smile on his lips, fingers plucking the strings...

Jiang Cheng looked at Gu Fei in a daze, and felt that he was suddenly in a trance, as if he couldn't tell whether the voice was in his ears or in his heart.