SAYE

This is the third time, leaving by train.

Every time the people around me are different, the mood is also different, and the feeling when looking at the scenery outside the window is completely different.

Jiang Cheng took a sip of his drink, and he had quite a lot of experience.

From the day I was thrown back here to now, everything has completely changed in terms of life, feelings, and state of mind. This should be something no one expected at the beginning.

Jiang Cheng doesn't regret all his choices, every choice, every decision, no matter what happens afterwards, he will never regret it.

It's just so naughty.

He stretched out the drink bottle to the side and knocked on the bottle in Pan Zhi's hand: "Cheers."

"Whatever you want," Pan Zhi glanced at him, "this is a big bottle."

Jiang Cheng smiled and took a sip.

Pan Zhi followed him and took a sip too: "Good luck."

When the bus arrived at the station, Jiang Cheng sent a message to Gu Fei.

- here we are , going well , back to school now

-Okay, I'm taking Er Miao to put flowers

- give me two too

-good

After sending the message, Jiang Cheng quickly backed out, without looking up, and was afraid that if his finger touched something, the page would turn up.

Above are the two messages that he never received a reply from Gu Fei, which makes him feel uncomfortable every time he sees them.

Although it has passed now, and he has also determined what to do next, but when he saw those two messages, the feeling of being in chaos at that time suddenly surged up.

But he is still reluctant to delete it, like a commemorative scar, he wants to keep it.

After having a meal with Pan Zhi, he went back to school.

He didn't return to school early. He could already see many students in the school, and there were students walking around in the dormitory.

Even in their dormitory, he wasn't too early.

When he opened the door and saw Zhao Ke, he thought it was amazing: "When did you come back? Didn't you send a message last time saying that you would come back after Valentine's Day?"

"The plan has changed," Zhao Ke said, "Zhang Dantong suddenly went back to school today, so I immediately refunded the ticket and bought today's."

"And then?" Jiang Cheng asked.

"What then." Zhao Ke said.

"She went back to school, and you immediately followed her, and then lay down in the dormitory?" Jiang Cheng said.

"Otherwise?" Zhao Ke looked at him.

"...I don't know," Jiang Cheng cupped his fists at him, "I just want to say that you are really creative."

"I still want to ask you," Zhao Ke got out of bed, "Why didn't you come back after Valentine's Day?"

"There's no way to celebrate this festival yet," Jiang Cheng said.

"Oh." Zhao Ke responded without asking further.

"I brought some food over here." Jiang Cheng opened the suitcase. There were only half of his own clothes in the suitcase, and the other half were filled with all kinds of specialties and snacks that Gu Fei bought for him to bring over. They were also divided into categories, for Xu Xingzhi, Zhao Jin, Zhao Ke, and classmates.

"This time when Xu Xingzhi passed by, what's the situation with my sister?" Zhao Ke took the food and opened it, "I had a fight with Zhao Jin during the Chinese New Year and didn't talk to each other."

"It's pretty good. There will be improvement right away, but there may be repetitions and pauses in the future. Take your time. The main thing is that you can handle it when you find the right method," Jiang Cheng said. "Sure enough, this kind of thing needs to be professional. Targeted one-on-one with more people."

"That's good." Zhao Ke said.

"Has your sister gone back to school?" Jiang Cheng asked.

"I went back early. After the quarrel, I felt like throwing up when I saw me, so I went back to school." Zhao Ke said.

"...What are you arguing about?" Jiang Cheng looked at him.

"I don't know. I've been arguing since I was a child. It's good if I don't hit me these two years," Zhao Ke said. "We often end up arguing and don't know why. We always digress in the middle, and we don't know why."

"Oh," Jiang Cheng felt admirable, "Here are the snacks I bought for her, should I bring them to her myself, or should you take them and take the opportunity to reconcile?"

"Give it to me," Zhao Ke said, "I'll take half of it out and give it to Zhang Dantong, and then give the rest to Zhao Jin."

Jiang Cheng laughed: "Is there any left?"

"Let's have some left over, there are so many." Zhao Ke said.

There was nothing to do two days before the start of school, so Jiang Cheng asked Xu Xingzhi to come out for a meal, give him something, and express his thanks again by the way.

Xu Xing's family is local, but except for the three or four days during the Spring Festival, he is always at school.

"Why are you so polite?" Xu Xingzhi said.

"It's such a long trip, and it's such an exhausting thing," Jiang Cheng said, "Is that considered polite?"

"But this beef jerky is really delicious to me." Xu Xingzhi smiled.

"Let Gu Fei send some more after eating." Jiang Cheng said.

"No need," Xu Xingzhi opened the bag and took a small piece out and put it in his mouth, "I have to go there again this month, let him buy it and wait for me."

"This month?" Jiang Cheng was stunned for a moment, then suddenly a little excited, "When?"

"Why," Xu Xingzhi smiled, "do you want to come with me?"

"I..." Jiang Cheng suddenly came back to his senses. His excitement was not only because Xu Xingzhi attached so much importance to Gu Miao's illness, but more because of the word "past".

If you want to go there, you will be able to see Gu Fei in just this month.

"I won't go." Jiang Cheng took a sip of the fruit tea on the table.

"Well," Xu Xingzhi nodded, "give him some time, some things need enough time and enough space to do it."

Jiang Cheng didn't speak. He originally wanted to ask Xu Xingzhi what he had said to Gu Fei before he left, but after thinking about it, he still didn't speak.

Xu Xuzhi's words are very reasonable, he must leave enough time for Gu Fei and give him enough space.

"Are you going to take Gu Miao for an examination this time?" Jiang Cheng asked.

"Well," Xu Xingzhi said, "I need to do a detailed inspection and some tests, and I will bring back the results for further analysis."

"Thank you." Jiang Cheng said.

"You're welcome," Xu Xingzhi glanced at him, "Why don't you say a hundred thank yous at once, and I'll make a thank you annual card, so I don't need to say it in the future."

Jiang Cheng laughed: "I'm really emotional, without you, this child might just live like this for the rest of his life."

"It's because of you." Xu Xingzhi smiled.

Is it.

right.

Yes.

Thanks to me.

Great contestant Jiang Cheng!

Jiang Cheng sipped the fruit tea and laughed for a long time.

But if without Gu Fei, Jiang Cheng leaned back in his chair, what would he be like now?

All things affect each other, thanks to meeting Gu Fei.

The second day of school is Valentine's Day. For many young couples who have separated during the winter vacation, this is simply a gift from God.

The mobile phones of Lu Shi and Zhang Qiqi were still on after eleven o'clock the night before, probably because they were stuck sending messages to their girlfriends.

Jiang Cheng took the sunny day doll and squeezed it gently in his hand.

He still remembers this time a year ago today.

He was reviewing, Gu Fei was watching him from the edge of the warm yellow light.

In the end, Pan Zhi robbed the blessing of the first time.

Thinking of this, he wanted to laugh, turned over and laughed silently at the wall for a long time.

The phone is quiet today.

Even Pan Zhi was quiet, he didn't send any hypocritical comfort at this time, he was very grateful to Pan Zhi, he was lucky to meet such a high EQ iron man.

He closed his eyes, ready to sleep.

After midnight, there were two message notifications from the mobile phone in the dormitory.

Without thinking about it, they knew it was the two on the opposite bed, but immediately after that, Jiang Cheng's cell phone rang, and a message came in.

He was stunned.

This news cannot be sent by Gu Fei. Based on his understanding of Gu Fei, Gu Fei is absolutely unable to do such a thing now.

Then it can only be Pan Zhi.

Just after praising him for his high EQ, he was immediately slapped in the face, which is also a wonderful feeling.

But when he turned on his phone and saw the news, he was taken aback for a moment and was happy.

The message was sent by Zhao Ke.

- quick , just send me something

Jiang Cheng replied to him while laughing.

-are you crazy

Zhao Ke's mobile phone rang over there, and the four mobile phones in the dormitory rang four times, which was perfect.

On Valentine's Day, whether you are going to class or eating, you can see roses and smiling faces of girls. It is said that there are boys in the dormitory next door who have successfully confessed their love.

"I can't live it anymore." Zhao Ke looked at his phone, and the official accounts of the schools he followed were all related to Valentine's Day.

"Ke, don't you confess your love today? One semester has passed, half a year has passed, a total of four years, half a year has passed," Jiang Cheng asked, "You are really the most annoying man I have ever met. "

"I'm still preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination." Zhao Ke looked at him.

"It's useless for you to take the postgraduate entrance examination," Jiang Cheng said, "Is she repeating the grade and waiting for you? Isn't she graduating? Maybe she'll get married..."

Zhao Ke stood up suddenly.

"Why?" Jiang Cheng was taken aback, and hurriedly protected the dinner plate in front of him.

"Eat quickly," Zhao Ke said, "Come with me to buy flowers after eating."

"...Oh." Jiang Cheng looked at him.

Zhao Ke seemed to be suddenly stimulated, or he suddenly came to his senses and realized that he had wasted half a year. In short, Jiang Cheng was pulled out of the school by him as soon as he finished eating.

There are quite a few flower shops outside the school, and there are seas of roses, big and small, in various shapes and colors.

For the first time, Jiang Cheng knew that Zhao Ke was probably a patient with severe choice difficulty.

Just a bouquet of roses, I haven't decided after 10 minutes of picking, and I'm probably also picky in the late stage of the disease, this bouquet is big, that bouquet is small, this bouquet is too many, that bouquet is short of flower bones, and the flowers are too big the...

"Just this," Jiang Cheng grabbed a handful and looked at it, "and a box of chocolates..."

"Zhao Ke!" Someone outside the store called Zhao Ke.

Zhao Ke's hand was fixed in the air.

Jiang Cheng turned his head and saw Zhang Dantong who was standing outside the shop holding a bouquet of flowers and smiling at them.

"What should I do!" Zhao Ke asked in a low voice without turning his head.

"Take this and give it to her," Jiang Cheng smiled at Zhang Dantong, turned around and stuffed the bouquet of flowers in Zhao Ke's arms, then took a box of chocolates from the shelf next to him and stuffed them into his arms, "Say you like her She will be your girlfriend, and then take the flowers from her hand!"

"What?" Zhao Ke was stunned, looking away desperately, but he didn't dare to turn his head. He probably didn't look at anything for a long time, "Someone gave her flowers?"

"Nonsense, on a day like Valentine's Day, a goddess can at least say that she can receive ten bouquets of flowers, and it will be too late if you don't open your mouth." Jiang Cheng grabbed his arm and turned him back, pushing him, "Go ahead. !"

As soon as Zhao Ke turned around, Zhang Dantong outside immediately bent over with laughter.

"Your friend is shy," the flower shop owner couldn't help but smile, and said to Jiang Cheng after watching Zhao Ke walk out, "How about you? Have you bought flowers for your girlfriend yet?"

"I..." Jiang Cheng paused, suddenly not knowing how to answer this question.

I don't send it, which is a bit strange.

I didn't, it was unspeakable and he couldn't accept the answer himself.

"Is it still a boyfriend?" The boss smiled again, "Boyfriends also want to give gifts. There are quite a few boys who came here to buy flowers for their boyfriends today, and some of them were ordered years ago."

"Ah," Jiang Cheng glanced at the boss, and smiled after thinking about it, "It's too far away, he's not here."

"That's it." The boss didn't continue talking, and looked out together with him.

Zhao Ke's performance was better than what Jiang Cheng had imagined, probably because he was going all out, and he was quite calm when standing in front of Zhang Dantong talking.

Zhang Dantong kept laughing, and when Zhao Ke finally took the flowers in her hand and handed over his own flowers and chocolates, Jiang Cheng saw her blushing.

"There is a play." The boss said.

"Yes." Jiang Cheng nodded.

Zhao Ke didn't go into details about the process and results of the confession. He probably didn't agree on the spot, nor did he refuse. Jiang Cheng didn't ask. Anyway, he knew that Zhang Dantong was smiling happily when he waved at him with the flowers in his arms and turned away.

"I'll start today." Zhao Ke said.

"Huh?" Jiang Cheng looked at him.

"Chase her." Zhao Ke said.

"Come on." Jiang Cheng patted his arm.

Come on.

People are like this, after much deliberation, hesitation and hesitation, feeling that they are not ready and have enough courage, in fact, as long as they take that step, they will find that everything has been prepared long ago.

He smiled, took out his phone, and clicked on Moments.

The circle of friends is similar to the one around me, and it is related to Valentine's Day.

He didn't post on Moments today, but after looking through it, Gu Fei didn't post either.

But when he went to the library with Zhao Ke at night, he saw Gu Fei send a message.

Only the expression of a little sun.

He smiled and replied with a little sun below.

After finding a seat in the library and sitting down, he opened WeChat and took a look, and found a reply. When he clicked on it, he saw Gu Fei replying to him with a little sun.

He clicked his tongue, and replied to a little sun in the past.

After a while, Gu Fei sent him a little sun again.

Jiang Cheng laughed for a long time before he opened the book and began to read.

In one winter vacation, he didn't even read a book, let alone read a book, and nothing related to his major appeared in his mind.

This is why you can't fall in love early, it delays things too much, and disturbs people's minds.

Gee.

Jiang Cheng took a deep breath, let it out slowly, closed his eyes again to gather himself, and then fixed his gaze on the pages of the book.

He will start the life of the last semester, study in class, read books in the library, and work part-time. Except for the temporary lack of knowledge of psychology, everything else will return to its original state.

Then, he waited for Gu Fei to open his eyes.

When he came out of the library, he turned on his phone while yawning. The phone vibrated before, but he didn't bother to look at it.

To be precise, he felt this vibration when he was concentrating on reading, but he didn't realize what the vibration was at all.

It was a message from Pan Zhi.

-The two of you in your circle of friends who come and go every day don't want to show your face!

Jiang Cheng was stunned for a moment, then clicked on Moments, and saw the row of little suns where he and Gu Fei were coming and going, and immediately had a laugh, and then suddenly felt a little embarrassed when the fun was over.

- get out, you have the brains to think more

- I just watch the show.jpg

He didn't read a book in the whole winter vacation, and suddenly entered the state of study this night, Jiang Cheng actually felt a little tired, and went back to the dormitory without chatting with Zhao Ke and the others, and went directly to bed and lay down.

However, since Zhao Ke confessed his love in the afternoon, he has been in a trance until now, and it is estimated that he will not be able to chat at the moment.

Jiang Cheng closed his eyes, turned over a few times, and sat up again.

I got out of bed and went to the drawer to get a pen and a new notebook and climbed back on the bed.

He lay on the pillow and opened the notebook, squeezed the pen for a while, and then wrote a line.

On February 2, it was sunny.Gu Fei posted on Moments, Jiang Chengcheng replied

He stopped writing before finishing.

It's been quite a long time, and he hasn't paid attention to his handwriting, but now he's concentrating on his handwriting, only to realize that his handwriting, at some point, has changed back again.

Ugly.

It's just... ugly.

He hesitated, and tore the page off.

After practicing a few more times on the torn paper, gather the energy again and start writing.

April 2

18 You ghost!Jiang Cheng stared at this date, and he was so impressed with himself.

So tear up the page again.

Close your eyes for a while and then write again.

Until May Thirty one

"I'll fuck you, uncle!" Jiang Cheng threw the pen away, and cursed in a suppressed voice.

"Please start your performance." Zhao Ke from the next bed said with a smile.

"How can you tear up paper and get angry?" Zhang Qiqi asked.

"Have you ever tried, when you are dreaming, dialing a phone number, but you can't dial it right, no matter how carefully you press the number one by one, you will always be wrong?" Jiang Cheng sat up, leaning against the wall.

"Yes," Lu Shi immediately said, "Don't mention a cell phone number, I want to call the police in my dream, and I can always make mistakes when I dial 110!"

"I often do it too," Zhang Qiqi said, "Sometimes it can wake me up directly."

"Then you should be able to understand me." Jiang Cheng sighed.

"I don't understand," Zhao Ke's voice came over, "You are awake now."

Several people in the dormitory were stunned, and they were all happy, laughing together.

Jiang Cheng tensed for a while and then laughed, "Damn!"

In fact, he just wanted to write a diary that wasn’t considered a diary, and he didn’t write any superfluous content. He just wrote down whether he had contact with Gu Fei every day, what actions Gu Fei did, what content he posted in Moments, and what he posted by himself. or something.

I kept writing until Gu Fei came to him and said "Brother Cheng, let's make up".

This thing is called Gu Batian's awakening.

But the facts proved that he was probably not suitable for using a pen, and he could tear several pages with just one line of writing, and the book would be torn to pieces in less than a month.

He finally opened the notepad on his phone.

A line of words was stamped in today's column.

clear.Gu Fei posted on Moments, a sun.Jiang Cheng replied, a sun.Repeat four times.

"This cat really is afraid of the cold," my mother looked at the clown cat squinting in front of the electric heater. "It's so warm in the house and we need to find a fire."

"It's all the same," Gu Fei looked down at the phone, "Li Yan said he bought a cat house, and I'll bring it here later. That one has a roof, so it might be warmer."

"What's the cat's name?" Mom asked, "I asked you that day, but you didn't tell me."

Gu Fei glanced at his mother: "Er Miao calls it Brother Cheng, you can call it Mimi."

"She likes Jiang Cheng so much," my mother laughed. "I don't call him Mimi, I want to call him... Meow! Meow——"

Gu Fei didn't speak any more, his eyes fell back to the phone screen.

This cat is not only helpful to Gu Miao, it seems to be helpful to the mother too, allowing the mother to transfer part of her girlish heart from the man to the cat.

The interface opened on Gu Fei's phone is... R's big confession wall.

Sometimes he would open and flip through a few pages when he had nothing to do, not only the confession wall, but he followed several official accounts of R University, and when he had nothing to do, he would feel closer to Jiang Cheng when he flipped through it.

It has been half a month since Valentine's Day, and the upheavals in everyone's hearts seem to have not passed. During this time, confessions to Jiang Cheng can be seen almost every day on the confession wall.

At first, I didn't think there was anything wrong with it, Jiang Cheng always attracted girls to like him.

But today, a boy on the confession wall left a message for Jiang Cheng, and directly reported his class, but didn't mention his name, which made him very upset.

Very upset.

But... where is the uncomfortable position?

This time is the most tormented.

He put the phone aside, leaned back on the chair and closed his eyes for a while, then stood up again and put on his coat.

"Going out?" Mom asked.

"Well," Gu Fei responded, "Turn around, Li Yan is here and let him call me."

"Oh." Mom said.

Outside the door was the old Beifeng who was in a pocket. He pulled his collar, opened the little steamed bun, and drove directly to the rental house.

Now he would go to the rented room to stay for a while almost every day. When Jiang Cheng was by his side, he felt that there were many things he couldn't figure out clearly, but now that Jiang Cheng was no longer by his side, he still wanted to stay in a place where there were traces of him.

And Xu Xingzhi will come over tomorrow, he wants to tidy up the rental room, if he wants to talk or interact with Gu Miao alone, it will be more convenient to come here than to go home.

In fact, the house was quite clean. After he wiped down the tables and chairs, there was nothing to clean up.

So he stretched himself, walked into the bedroom, and sat down at the desk.

There are still a lot of Jiang Cheng's books piled up here. Jiang Cheng didn't let him throw away the scrolls he made before, saying that he kept them as souvenirs, to commemorate those days when he died.

He smiled and patted on a stack of books.

When he retracted his hand, he knocked down the book next to him and knocked down the whole table.

"Hey." He sighed, picked up the books one by one and put them back together again.

A piece of paper slipped out of an old soft cover book, and when he was about to clip the paper back, he scanned a line of words on the paper.

May we all be as brave as each other.