SAYE

When Gu Miao came out of the classroom, she walked very quickly, and even pushed away a child who wanted to talk to her.

"Er Miao," Gu Fei, who was waiting for her outside, knelt down and stopped her, "Say goodbye to that little sister just now."

Gu Miao looked at him, she probably understood what Gu Fei meant, but she didn't really want to carry out his request.

"She wanted to talk to you, but you ignored her," Gu Fei said, "You don't have to like her, but you have to be polite and don't push others."

Gu Miao turned around and waved at the child who was following, then turned and left with a cold face.

Gu Fei sighed, stood up and followed behind her.

The little girl is not very willing to come to participate in group activities now, every time Gu Fei comes here, he has to tell her for a long time before he can bring her here.

Maybe it's because the dozen or so children participating this time are all young. Although Gu Miao's mentality is not as good as that of her peers, she can understand many things. She was not completely unable to adapt when she was in school.

Now these children are only five or six years old or even younger, and she can't play with them.

What can I do?

Gu Fei walked to the side of the motorcycle, and Gu Miao was already waiting with her skateboard in her arms.

"Are you hungry?" Gu Fei went over to wrap her scarf, pulled down her hat, put on a mask for her, and stepped onto the motorcycle.

Gu Miao climbed onto the back seat and hugged his waist.

How to do it?

Gu Fei put the helmet on and started the car. For Gu Miao's current state, participating in more group activities and interacting with people is the best way. Moreover, here, regardless of their level, this is the only place where Gu Miao can get help.

He had to miss class several times a week to send Gu Miao over. He didn't really want to go to class. After so many years, it was hard for him to calm down and study like other students, but it was because of Jiang Cheng. In the school he attended, he didn't want to be as messed up as before.

Moreover, Gu Miao's coming to receive rehabilitation training not only affected his class, but also took up his time to pick up work, so he had to stay on to do many things at night.

Whether it is time or money, it will be a bit difficult.

He won't complain, he has been here for so many years, he always has a way to deal with it, as long as Gu Miao can improve...

As long as Gu Miao can make progress.

But Gu Miao didn't make any progress.

Having tasted too much disappointment and loss, it is really difficult for him to be as optimistic as Jiang Cheng.

Back in the store, Liu Li had already cooked the meal, and his mother was taking pictures of the dishes on the small table with her mobile phone.

Since the store was forcibly sold to Liu Li, the business has improved a lot. Liu Li is quite serious in his work. The most important thing is that he cooks more reliably than his mother, at least every meal.

Gu Miao was quite satisfied with the dishes he made, and as soon as she entered the shop, she stood by the table and waited for the meal to start.

"Er Miao, you are blocking the camera," my mother held up her mobile phone, and after she finished speaking, seeing that Gu Miao hadn't moved, she sighed and turned to Gu Miao to take a picture, "My daughter is very photogenic, she looks good no matter what you take. .”

"Let's eat," Liu Li brought out the soup, "Da Fei is tired, go back to rest after eating."

"Not tired," Gu Fei patted Gu Miao's shoulder, "Er Miao, go wash your hands."

Gu Miao walked towards the backyard, and Gu Fei followed behind her. After seeing Gu Miao entered the kitchen, he stopped following and stood by the door to watch.

Gu Miao doesn't have a big problem washing hands and dishes now, and basically doesn't scream anymore.

This is considered progress, forget it.

But this progress has only appeared since the year my father died until now.

Gu Fei didn't dare to think about how many years had passed in between.

hope.

Of course there is hope, but it is too far away.

When he took Gu Miao home after dinner, Jiang Cheng sent a message.

- have you finished your meal

There is also a selfie, the angle is very confusing, still relying on the face, but the background can be seen, it was taken in the library of their school.

Almost every day at this time, Jiang Cheng would go to the library, read books and take notes, etc. Gu Fei was not too clear about the specific content of what he spent there all night.

All I know is that during this period of time, Jiang Cheng was very focused, just like how he used to sit at the desk reviewing, and he would not bother Jiang Cheng.

But sometimes it gets a little lonely.

Compared to Jiang Cheng, his evenings are a bit more leisurely, that is, editing pictures and so on, various product pictures, model pictures, for him, it is basically an assembly line, he does not need to concentrate, and he is not afraid of being disturbed.

But when he wanted to send a message to Jiang Cheng when he was free, he was afraid that he would be disturbed, and two days ago Jiang Cheng even complained to him that the phone of a girl sitting next to him kept vibrating every few minutes on the table, which was very annoying.

But after the library closes at ten o'clock, Jiang Cheng will call him as soon as possible.

"I'm exhausted today," Jiang Cheng said while yawning, "I didn't sleep at noon, and I couldn't open my eyes when I was halfway through my homework."

"Combine work with rest, Brother Cheng." Gu Fei said.

"It's easy, I went back to the dormitory at night and fell asleep," Jiang Cheng said, "Actually, it's not that I want to work hard, after all, there are so many things to do, reading books, sorting out notes, and doing homework, the time is almost used up .”

"It's not that I don't have time to eat big five flowers." Gu Fei smiled.

"If you want to eat, you can eat it. When I was working as a tutor, I passed by two barbecue restaurants," Jiang Cheng clicked his tongue. "No, I can't talk about it. After talking about it, I will be hungry, and I have nothing to eat when I go back to the dormitory."

"Do you want to go buy something to eat?" Gu Fei asked.

"I won't buy it," Jiang Cheng sighed, "I'm afraid of getting fat. You said that a horse can still get fat even if it eats a little grass at night. Is it okay if I eat meat all the time at night?"

Gu Fei smiled and didn't speak.

Jiang Cheng chatted with him a few more words, and talked about the things that happened to him during class during the day, some were funny, some were unpleasant, anyway, he would talk about it every day.

Gu Fei likes to hear him say these things, he can imagine what Jiang Cheng looks like in school, he goes to class, he goes to the cafeteria, he goes to the library, he doesn't like that classmate, he and Zhao Ke partnered in the dormitory to bully the other two girls friend's classmate...

Jiang Cheng's life is very busy and stressful, but it is also very interesting.

The things he said and the people he came into contact with were all very different from when he was in the steel factory. Gu Fei could feel that his mood was up, even when he complained about being too tired.

How wonderful, this is the life Jiang Cheng should have.

Sometimes Jiang Cheng would ask him how the school was, what the classmates were like, and what classes he took, and he would not know what to say. Compared with Jiang Cheng's campus life, he didn't know what to say.

After he casually mentioned that there was a movie appreciation class, Jiang Cheng also recommended a few movies, and his recommendations and analysis were of a higher level than the teacher they attended the class, and Jiang Cheng didn't take the movie appreciation class, but the school would show movies.

This is the gap. Although there must be his bonus of "everything your boyfriend says is the best", this sense of distance still exists, and it can't be erased by just finding an excuse to comfort yourself.

He was not a person who talked too much, he only liked to talk when he was with Jiang Cheng, he liked to tease Jiang Cheng, and he liked to be poor with Jiang Cheng.

But now, as time goes by, he can talk less and less to Jiang Cheng, ummahahhaha, it's his most common way of answering.

"Er Miao," Gu Fei looked at Gu Miao who was standing in the room and refused to change clothes to go out, "We are going to play with the teacher."

Gu Miao leaned against the door frame of her bedroom and looked at him expressionlessly.

"Go change your clothes," Gu Fei said, "There will be a new game today, don't you want to play?"

Gu Miao still didn't respond.

"You don't like to play with other children, you can play with the teacher," Gu Fei said, "Last time the teacher said that he liked you very much and praised you for being smart."

Gu Miao turned her head away.

Today, Gu Miao's resistance was very serious. She understood what Gu Fei said, but she refused to give any response.

"Actually, you don't have to go," Gu Fei said, "You want to let brother know why? Is it because you don't like those children?"

Gu Miao ignored him.

"Don't like Teacher?" Gu Fei asked again.

Gu Miao still ignored him.

"Er Miao," Gu Fei lowered his head and looked at the floor, "Brother knows that you are unhappy, and if you are unhappy, brother will be unhappy too, because brother loves you, so you should feel sorry for brother too, okay?"

"Don't go." Gu Miao finally said.

Still this sentence.

don't go.

Gu Fei closed his eyes.

Compared with those other children, Gu Miao's symptoms should be much milder. Although she can't understand well, she has ideas about many things.

Like now, right now.

don't go.

That's what she thinks.

Although she couldn't fully understand it, she must have understood that Brother Cheng, whom she happily skated with every day, had left and hadn't appeared for a long time.

She definitely can't understand the relationship between her brother and brother Cheng, but she will be aware of her brother's emotions.

Gu Fei raised his head and looked at Gu Miao.

Gu Miao was worried and afraid that her brother would also leave.

don't go.

Brother won't go.

My brother is not going anywhere.

Brother will always be with you, right here.

If it was a year ago, Gu Fei would have used these words to answer her and comfort her without thinking.

But now, he didn't speak.

He felt sorry for Gu Miao, but for the first time he didn't obey her.

Gu Miao started to scream, scratching the door frame with her fingers and screaming.

Gu Fei hugged his head and closed his eyes.

Apart from Gu Miao's screams, there was no other sound in his ears, and his mind was blank.

I don't know how long it took before Gu Fei slowly let go of the hand that was holding his head when there was a knock on the door amidst Gu Miao's screams.

"Er Miao!" A neighbor's voice came from outside the door, "Er Miao, are you at home alone? It's okay, auntie will help you call your brother!"

This is the downstairs neighbor, Gu Miao used to eat at her house when she had no place to eat.

Gu Fei got up and went to open the door: "I'm at home."

"Are you okay? It's not usually so long." The aunt outside the door asked.

"Well, it's okay, I'll coax her later." Gu Fei said.

After closing the door, Gu Fei turned around and looked at Gu Miao who was still screaming, and slowly walked in front of her.

Gu Miao has been picking at the door frame, her fingertips have been punctured by the wood she picked up, and blood oozes out.

"Er Miao." Gu Fei pulled her hand away.

Gu Miao did not resist, but the screaming did not stop.

Gu Fei grabbed her hand, but when he wanted to squat down, his legs were a little weak, and he knelt down on one leg to support himself.

"Er Miao," he hugged Gu Miao and patted her on the back, "I'm sorry."

Gu Miao put her arms around his neck, and finally the screaming gradually subsided, and finally disappeared in Gu Fei's ears.

"Your voice is really good, Er Miao," Gu Fei said softly, "You haven't become hoarse after shouting for so long."

"Will there be a scar?" Jiang Cheng stared nervously at Zhao Ke's hand.

"It depends on your physique." Zhao Ke pinched a piece of band-aid that had been torn off, "but I feel that there may be a hole left."

"What way?" Jiang Cheng stared at him.

"There's still ink inside that can't be washed off." Zhao Ke pressed the Band-Aid on his forehead, "It will leave the color after the epidermis heals."

"Yes," said Lu Shi, who was sitting at the back desk staring at the computer, "and this black ink will change color and become green in the future."

"Just like your girlfriend Wen Meimao." Jiang Cheng said.

"My girlfriend's is semi-permanent and won't change color." Lu Shi turned his head.

"Oh." Jiang Cheng nodded, and pressed the Band-Aid.

It hurt a little, and he didn't know how the pen tip could have such great power when poking it, probably because he was too sleepy, he fell asleep in an instant, and when he stabbed his head down, he felt a little full of energy, and he didn't wake up when the pen tip hit it, The head continued to go down according to the inertia, and he woke up when the tip of the pen made a cut on his eyebrows along with this force.

"Jiang Cheng, let me advise you," Zhao Ke said in a low voice after helping him put on the Band-Aid, "it's not like this to master a skill, it takes time, step by step."

"En." Jiang Cheng responded.

"You force-feed those psychology books like this," Zhao Ke bent down and continued in a low voice, "I'll ask you, do you understand the meaning? Do you understand the cases and treatment plans you read? Two seemingly identical cases, why are different treatments used? A mental illness may have different manifestations, and different mental illnesses may also appear to have the same reaction..."

"Ah..." Jiang Cheng leaned back on the chair back, "I see."

"My sister is free next week, I've made an appointment with her for you," Zhao Ke said, "Don't be in such a hurry."

"Yes," Jiang Cheng nodded, "Thank you."

He was indeed anxious, ever since he found out that Gu Miao's participation in the rehabilitation this time was not very effective, Gu Fei told him not to blame everything on himself.

But it's a fact that he's gone, it's a fact that Gu Miao was angry when he found him gone, it's also a fact that he doesn't care about him anymore, he wants to help Gu Fei, he wants Gu Miao to get better, he can't accept it because he wants to pull Gu Fei out But it made Gu Fei fall into deeper helplessness and exhaustion, and made Gu Miao, who should have made progress, start to retreat.

It's unknown how much Zhao Jin can help, and whether there is any way to help him. He just wants to make his description more accurate when discussing Gu Miao's problem. can be understood more clearly.

He just wants to do everything he can.

He is usually very busy studying. Apart from his normal professional studies and tutoring work, he has to squeeze out time to read psychology, which is indeed a bit tiring.

But he will.

Many people will have this "I do" state, and Zhao Ke, who persuaded himself earnestly and earnestly, also has it, but the way of expression is different.

I am willing to spare time for you to learn more knowledge, and I am willing to have the cheek for you to join a knitting club with only two boys, which is essentially the same.

- Is there a video available?

Gu Fei sent a message.

Jiang Cheng hesitated for a moment, and took a look at the mirror next to him. The Band-Aid was a bit obvious, but if it was torn off, the cut would not be invisible.

Hit the door frame.

That `s a deal.

He walked out of the dormitory with his mobile phone and sent a video request to Gu Fei.

Gu Fei quickly picked it up, and when the faces of the two appeared on the screen, Gu Fei's first words were: "What's wrong with your eyebrows?"

"It hit the door frame." Jiang Cheng said.

"...How could it hit the door frame?" Gu Fei was stunned, "Where is the door of the dormitory?"

"The door of the dormitory," Jiang Cheng smiled, "swayed it and hit it."

"...Break it?" Gu Fei stretched out his hand.

This action made Jiang Cheng's heart soften, and he smiled and said, "Do you want to touch me?"

"Yeah," Gu Fei smiled, "poked the screen."

"Not long," Jiang Cheng thought for a while, "I'll go back on New Year's Day."

"Don't run away," Gu Fei said, "It's only three days, and you won't be able to stay for two days once you come and go."

"You don't want to see me." Jiang Cheng clicked his tongue.

"I don't want to miss you that much," Gu Fei said, "It's so easy to get used to it now, if you come back for a while, I have to get used to it again."

"Me too," Jiang Cheng laughed, "That's fine, let's hold on for a while, just in time for me to see if anyone invites me to dinner on New Year's Day."

"Huh?" Gu Fei was stunned for two seconds and raised the corners of his mouth, "Yo, yo."

"Let me tell you, maybe there is," Jiang Cheng said in a low voice, "Our school has an official account on the confession wall, which is very funny, full of all kinds of confessions."

"I have some for you, do you want to treat you to dinner?" Gu Fei asked with a smile.

"Well," Jiang Cheng said, "I didn't know there was such a number until Zhao Ke told me that day."

R big confession wall.

Gu Fei felt that Jiang Cheng's behavior when he said that he would search immediately was quite silly, but he still couldn't hold back.

Originally, I just thought I wanted to go in and have a look, so I could understand something related to my boyfriend’s life. If I can’t see anyone, I can satisfy my hunger by seeing something related to him, and I feel that the distance is not that far away.

But it was quite surprising to see Jiang Cheng's name at first glance.

[Confession] I sit behind you every night, watching you lower your head, watch you raise your head, look at your back, until every word in front of me turns into you, that’s right, it’s you, Jiang Cheng, you really Don't you look back once a night!

Gu Fei smiled, quite funny.

Scroll down again, and after only about two pages, I saw eating.

[Confession] I've decided, I want to treat Jiang Cheng to dinner!Jiang Cheng from Law 1!Did you see that!My sister wants to treat you to dinner. I don’t know if you can eat spicy food. I hope you like spicy food!

[Confession] The strange sister above who wants to invite Jiang Cheng to dinner, treats to dinner should be said on a first-come, first-served basis. I already expressed that I want to treat guests last week, but to avoid embarrassment, we can invite together... Or if you change your target, the classmate who is always with him is also good, so just invite them all!

[Confession] So the above strange sisters, do you want to confess your love, treat guests, or have dinner together?

Gu Fei kept laughing as he scrolled down, and after turning a few pages, he couldn't laugh anymore. He saw several lines of boys confessing their love to boys.

That straightforward and frank tone, as well as everyone's attitude of not making a fuss, this kind of relaxed feeling is completely different from the people in the environment around him.

Jiang Cheng was no longer as nervous because of his sexuality as he was at the beginning, but most of the time he faced it with a tough attitude of "it's none of your business", and this kind of truly relaxed environment is the environment where he can really relax.

Gu Fei kept scrolling until there was no more content to display, and after confirming that no boy confessed to Jiang Cheng among the dates that could be displayed, he put down the phone.

Lie down on the bed and let out a sigh of relief.

Why breathe a sigh of relief?

Gu Fei thought he was quite funny...

"Can I call Zhang Dantong?" Zhao Ke was on the phone, and Jiang Cheng sat beside him and listened carefully, because the call was for Zhao Jin, and the specific time and place to meet, but Zhao Ke obviously couldn't find the point .

It was only today that Jiang Cheng knew that his goddess was called Zhang Dantong, and he realized that Zhang Dantong, whom he had seen N times in the wall, was his goddess.

From this point of view, Zhao Ke's situation is still very critical.

"Why didn't you call...you didn't call, how did you know she wasn't going?" Zhao Ke was still struggling with the point that got off the topic, "You haven't seen each other for a long time, don't you need to communicate with your girlfriends?"

"Zhao Ke," Jiang Cheng sighed, "Ke..."

"Why is it inappropriate today? Today is just Jiang Cheng wanting to ask you about the situation of his friend's sister, and it's not a serious psychological consultation... You can't even do formal counseling," Zhao Ke ignored Jiang Cheng, "and... Yes, I beg you to do something, I beg you for one thing, I beg for two things, anyway, I have been begging you since I was a child..."

"Zhao Ke," Jiang Cheng couldn't bear it anymore, took away Zhao Ke's cell phone, and whispered, "Call me, Zhang Dantong."

"What are you doing?" Zhao Ke looked at him.

"I'll help you date her." Jiang Cheng said.

"You?" Zhao Ke hesitated for three seconds, pulled a notebook and quickly wrote down a number.

"A time and place to meet with your sister." Jiang Cheng patted him on the shoulder, took out his cell phone and went out.

Zhang Dantong answered the phone, and after Jiang Cheng briefly explained the reason for the call, she couldn't stop laughing over there.

"So that's the situation," Jiang Cheng said, "If you have time today, let's have a meal together. If you don't go, Zhao Ke and I won't be able to leave the dormitory today."

"Okay, I'll give Zhao Jin a call," Zhang Dantong was still smiling, "See you later, you two are so funny."

When Jiang Cheng returned to the dormitory, Zhao Ke had already finished making phone calls. When he saw him coming in, he immediately stood up: "How is it? Did she scold you?"

"What misunderstanding do you have about your goddess?" Jiang Cheng felt helpless, "She agreed, see you later."

"Really?" Zhao Ke smiled suddenly, and wanted to hug him when he came over.

Jiang Cheng quickly raised his arms: "It's enough to express my gratitude verbally."

"No thanks, we're even." Zhao Ke said.

"Oh, yes." Jiang Cheng nodded.

"Let's go," Zhao Ke said, "I made an appointment to eat steak, and it's almost the same now."

"Hmm." Jiang Cheng went over to get his bag, and checked to see if it was stuck in the bag.

For steak, four people, he must not have enough cash on him.

Zhao Ke was a little excited, and when he dragged him to the place, there were still 10 minutes before the agreed time.

The two of them found a suitable booth for conversation and sat down.

Zhao Ke was emotionally overwhelmed and speechless, Jiang Cheng had been summing up Gu Miao's situation in his mind all the time, and he didn't have time to talk, the two of them just looked at each other in silence until Zhao Ke raised his hand and waved.

Jiang Cheng turned his head and saw two people coming in from the door. The one in front was Zhao Jin, and the one behind was not Zhang Dantong, but a man.

"That's her senior." Zhao Ke said.

"Ah." Jiang Cheng didn't realize it until he heard the word "senior". He had seen this man before.

The grassiest one among the three school grasses.