[Entertainment] Baked sweet potatoes at the girl's house

"I'm absolutely insane!"

What did she just say? "Just that little bit?"

At this moment, when Di Luyan realized what she just said, the moment she came back to her senses, her mentality exploded instantly.

What did she just say?After Di Luyan finished speaking, she was shocked and hugged the quilt tightly.

Thinking back, she just had... had a dream?

Thinking of this, Di Luyan buried her little head in the quilt helplessly, trying to escape the fact that she had roughly guessed.

Yes, in this regard, she has no experience, but she is not stupid, whether it is the reaction of her rejection in the dream just now, or the subconscious reaction of her just waking up from sleep.They are undoubtedly telling her an indisputable fact:

"She's really into it."

Thinking of this, Di Luyan fell into silence.Yes, maybe all along, in the eyes of everyone, she is the image of the "desperate third mother" who is shrewd and capable and willing to work hard for her career.But no matter what, no matter how strong an image she maintains in front of outsiders, she is nothing more than an ordinary girl in the end.

She is strong, she is persistent, and in many cases, she puts her career first and relies on her face.But at the same time, as a girl who grew up in Paris, France, a city advocating romanticism, how could she not have fantasized about the kind of sweet love like most girls do.

She has, even because she followed Yan Ma who returned to the workplace to work hard in her spare time since she was in school, and grew up at the newly established SCO fashion studio. She grew up in the fashion circle since she was a child, almost It can be said that he is an out-and-out strange person who "watches the handsome guy grow up".

So on the other hand, how could Di Luyan, who has seen one after another exquisite "handsome guy" in the fashion circle since she was a child, be attracted to those "yellow-haired boys" whose facial features have not yet opened up among her peers? ?And it is precisely because of this that, for Di Luyan, her ideals and fantasies since she was a child are too idealistic, so that most of the time, although she may be attracted by someone's face, but But there was almost no real heartbeat.

She knew that it was just an appreciation for beautiful things, and she herself was not too attached to them.And then, gradually, as her personality became more and more stable under Yan Ma's "independent" style of free-range education, and under the behavior pattern that became increasingly cautious through the workplace, she gradually became "Rationality" rarely recalls the fantasies of the past "little girlhood".

And later, when she really decided to become an idol under the influence of Jeon Jo-yeon, this rationality was directly raised to the peak with their "self-reliance" debut model.

Since her debut, Gidle has been self-reliant, and the heartache of gaining a firm foothold in the circle bit by bit has reminded her all the time that as an idol who has just debuted, she has to bear the "injustice", so she gradually I won't think about similar things anymore, so that in the circle, no matter when facing the same sex or the opposite sex, they always have a business-like attitude.

But now, no matter how much Di Luyan tried to hypnotize herself, it was useless.

The previous hesitation in front of the studio, as well as the terrifying feeling of the reality of the dream just now, completely presented the facts before her eyes, making it impossible for her to ignore the fact that "she was tempted".And at this moment, it is precisely because she has clearly understood her current thoughts that she is even more entangled.

It is almost an absolute taboo in the circle that rising idols fall in love, and because the combination of Gidle is a relationship built from scratch by a few of them, the two are intertwined, which makes her feel very chaos.

She didn't know how to describe that feeling, but she knew that now...

"Absolutely can't stay here again."

Di Luyan has never been in such a mess like today. On that day, she was almost in a panic. She walked out of the bedroom, changed her clothes as fast as she could and rushed back. She hasn't been there for more than a month. Go back to the dormitory.

Responsibility, feelings, she doesn't know what to do with herself, she only knows that at this moment, she dare not stay in that place less than tens of meters away from "him".She needs to be calm.So at that moment, she almost rushed back to the dormitory at her fastest speed without stopping.

The dormitory was very quiet, even because everyone was at Gidle's studio except for Yuqi, who was still running the schedule in Huaxia, this usually noisy dormitory seemed unusually quiet.And I don't know why, when she walked into this small dormitory and saw the few cheap bunk beds in the dormitory, she was still upset to the point of collapse in her own home, but she was almost in a hurry. It calmed down instantly.

She was hesitant, but she didn't know why, when she lay on her simple bed and saw the wooden bed board on the bed, the top bunk position she had seen so many times, the rod in her heart was swaying. In an instant, the scale stabilized at a slight angle of inclination.

"Lord, bless me."

While talking, Di Luyan drew a sign of the cross on her chest with her fingers.

She didn't believe in religion, and she knew that what she did was meaningless, but at this moment, lying on the small bed in the dormitory, she somehow recalled her childhood in the church choir.

So she silently took out her mobile phone, and then through the music software on the mobile phone, she dug out the melody that she hadn't heard in a long time.

She doesn't believe that there is really a god in this world, but at this moment, when the clear and ethereal melody without any impurities is transmitted to her brain through the earphones, she seems to really feel a kind of "Strange" power.

And she gradually opened her eyes silently as the music progressed, then put her hands together and said silently in her heart:

"Lord, although I still don't believe in your existence, at least at this moment, I hope you can bless my choice is not wrong."

After Di Luyan finished reading this sentence silently, she made a sign of the cross on her chest again.

She doesn't know whether the thought in her heart is the best choice for herself now, but at least, at this moment, she is willing to believe that what she thinks in her heart is correct.

Thinking of this, Di Luyan showed her first smile after a long absence today after her nervous breakdown.

"It's really not suitable for me to be idle."

After Di Luyan finished saying this, she quickly got up from her bed, and then put on her coat again. At that moment, after thinking through some things, she was so relaxed that she quickly, When she walked into the studio that belonged exclusively to Gidle, even Quan Zhaoyan, who was most familiar with her working state, subconsciously stopped typing on the keyboard.

At that moment, she didn't know why her partner, who had always been extremely strict with the established work plan, would suddenly return to the studio ahead of schedule, contrary to the original plan.And it is worth noting that the Di Luyan in front of her is undoubtedly the same as before in terms of her dressing style and way of speaking, but for some reason, as a composer who pays attention to artistic conception, she always feels that there is something wrong with her partner. same.

My partner has changed.At this moment, although Quan Zhaoyan herself couldn't say any meaningful reason, but at this moment, even if she couldn't say the reason, she couldn't find out what kind of changes had occurred in her partner, but she just felt sorry for this. There is an inexplicable certainty at one point.So much so that at that moment, when Di Luyan, who had just walked into the studio, greeted her as usual, her response was really very stiff.

She wanted to figure out exactly where her partner had changed, but no matter how much she used her little head known as a genius, she still couldn't figure out what was the difference between Di Luyan and her previous self after returning this time. what a difference.

At the same time, on the other side, Di Luyan, who had already returned to her work station in the attic of the studio, also saw the sketch of the model that she had drawn casually on the first design drawing she completed today, and her face was full of excitement. Helplessly smiled and said:

"I'm really hopeless!"

After Di Luyan said this, she casually stretched her waist, and after lightly stroking the figure on the drawing paper, she got up silently, and took out an unopened roll from the locker beside her. The cloth then said:

"I'll be there as soon as possible...wait for me!"

On that day, Di Luyan didn't know why, obviously not long ago, she was so entangled that she didn't want to do anything, but not long after, she seemed to have an inexhaustible motivation.

Fish and bear's paw, responsibility and emotion, no matter what, she is unwilling to give up, so she will do her best to obtain the power that can have both as soon as possible.

So soon, not long after, the members who had just packed their luggage and prepared to bring BTS the next day, went to the United States to assist BTS to complete them. At the "ebackShow" held in the United States, BTS exclusive Cody saw it again Those three oversized suitcases that Di Luyan carried to the TV station back then.Also in the envelope taped to the suitcase:

"Although the new clothes are different from the previous ones, I think they should be quite suitable for BTS's new song concept this time!"

——Di Luyan.

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