[Entertainment] Baked sweet potatoes at the girl's house

The sudden epidemic has disrupted everyone's original rhythm, and in such a situation, as there are three Chinese members in the team, Gidle, whether it is from the mentality of two Chinese members in the team whose family members are in mainland China, Or as the fact that they are deep overseas, but not far from the Chinese mainland, they are clearly telling them that this moment is definitely not the best time for them to return.

Although the outbreak of the epidemic is still in China at this moment, and there are no actual confirmed cases overseas, who can guarantee that the spread of the epidemic is really only spreading in the country?The national border is just the division of the country, not a protective cover for vacuum isolation. Therefore, in the case of an outbreak in China, will South Korea really not be affected?

After calming down and thinking about it, Di Luyan understood that, whether considering the mentality of the members, the safety factor, or their actual benefits, now that everything is unclear, it is definitely not a good time to be aggressive.And the most important thing is that she knows that her current state is definitely not suitable for going on stage like this.At the same time, although she hasn't contacted her specifically, but based on her long-term understanding of her two Huaxia sisters, at this time, no matter how "secondary" their personalities are on weekdays, they will definitely not be in harmony with each other. It may be a state of calm state of mind.

Coupled with the uncertainty of the epidemic itself, not to mention their own safety issues, if the song is halfway through, and the promotion is stopped halfway because of the epidemic, everything will really end badly .

Their studio has just been upgraded to a company, and they can't stand the storm at this time.

Family affection, worry, fear, career.At this moment, all kinds of negative emotions and problems that can't be sorted out, sorted out, or explained clearly, are entangled in Di Luyan's mind like a bunch of messy hemp.

She was very tangled and confused. She didn't expect that the day before when they planned to wait for this wave of heat to come back, they were stuck at the time when BTS was about to end playing songs. This is the critical moment that determines whether they can take root in the first-line position, making a bright start to the new year.

They knew that the first comeback after the end of "Queedom" was a time to consider whether they could turn the traffic generated in the show into cash.She knew that this opportunity was very important, so even after the "Queendom" finals, their final song "Lion" followed the power of Shuhua's cultivation system and completed a counterattack on the wave source, she did not At that time, she was eager for quick success to join in the fun at the end of the year, and the reason for this was because she knew that it was definitely not suitable for them to venture forward.

"Queendom" has given them too much attention, and even to a certain extent, they already had the traffic that a first-line girl group would have at that time, but at the same time they also knew that with the traffic attention and What comes is a corresponding increase in standards.

"Lion" started from their debut. When it was determined that Shuhua, the cultivation department, would join, they created a concept like a "final exam" based on the ideas given by Representative Hong. It was a long-term polished , which symbolizes the "turning point" when their Gidle enters a new stage.Although Di Luyan must also admit that the title song prepared by her captain for the next comeback, while maintaining her own style, still has a very strong musicality, but at the same time, although that song has been determined to be The quality of the new album's main song is definitely good enough, but compared with "Lion", which has been polished for a long time and represents the growth of members, it is still different in terms of story and meaning.

Therefore, Di Luyan is worried that if the two are too close, the public will be affected by the "feelings" for the story line of "Lion" and the meaning behind it, so that they will pay more attention to the concept of the style of the song behind them. To try a new song, have a look with "colored glasses".That's why they want to suppress the possibility of this situation after a short period of precipitation, and then launch their new main line with the strongest combat power as a shock to the first promotion of the so-called fifth-generation women's team first-line name.

In addition, they themselves just upgraded their studio to a company relationship at the end of last year.Everyone is watching what kind of state they can achieve when they really start to struggle as a "company".

So at the beginning of this year, when she completed the collaboration song "Singurity" with Kim Jung Hyung and decided to make a remake of the MV for another song "SweetNight", it was as if Dahei also used this A wave of traffic effects has fueled the flames. As a preview, BTS will return with "Black Swan" directly. Gidle is also planning to return in the interval following the return of BTS, so as to maximize the residual value of this wave of traffic. maximum.

It's just that what they didn't expect was that the "epidemic" that disrupted their plans suddenly appeared, "Cheng Yaojin", so that at this moment, under the pressure of various thoughts and concerns, Di Luyan's mentality directly ... "Crash"!

At that moment, she didn't know what to do now, but she knew that the current situation and her current state were definitely not suitable for returning.So at that moment, after thinking about it in every possible way, she got in touch with her captain and manager, oh no, the current representative, An Zhengxian, and asked them not to rashly reveal their comeback plan until everything was stabilized. .

Di Luyan was bewildered, yes it was not "foolish", but "confused".Although as the original operator, and also one of the operators after the studio has been upgraded to a brokerage company, Di Luyan has always done a good job in handling problems.But at this moment, when she is faced with the countless "tasks" before her eyes, the path is unclear, and she doesn't know where to start, she really doesn't know what to do.

It's really uncomfortable to know that you have to do something now, but don't know where to start.

She knows that every problem she is facing now must be dealt with as soon as possible, but at the same time, in her view, every problem has risks to be faced now, and she has no way to make the same choice as she used to. In that way, to avoid risks and make that relatively safe choice.

This feeling of powerlessness is strange to her, she has never experienced such a state, helpless, powerless, she feels that there are many things around her waiting to be done, but at the same time she doesn't know what she should do. do what.

Hanging up the phone, at that moment, after raising her doubts about whether the emergence of the epidemic would have an impact on their next plans to her manager (representative) and her team captain, she sat alone at her home. Stopped and moved around.

Pressure, this is the only thing she can feel now, she doesn't know what she should do now, and she doesn't know what she can do.

From childhood to adulthood, she has always been the so-called child of other people's family in the eyes of others, with good background, good looks, and good grades. In such a country full of romantic fantasy, she was educated by her parents who combined Chinese and Western styles. , when other children were still playing wantonly, in such an environment, they learned more than most European students who focused on enjoying freedom and happiness in their teenage years.

This is the same as the different educational models in Asia and Europe.The Asian region believes that children should lay a good foundation from an early age, so that they can become talents later, while European and American countries, under the concept of advocating freedom, choose to maximize the so-called autonomy of children, so that they can be independent in childhood. Growing up freely, their parents will not give them too much intervention. Even in most bookish European families, they have the concept of leaving the family and living independently when they are adults, so in many cases, although they They recognize the abilities of children educated in Asia, but at the same time, most of them don't understand why parents in Asia give their children so much restraint and help.

They think that everyone is an independent individual, so on the premise of excluding special circumstances, they think that the "education method" of parents in Asia is like cultivating a "giant baby". They think that the formulaic education in Asia Although the concept has cultivated batch after batch of young people with guaranteed "average quality", it has also stifled more possibilities for young people.Therefore, in a mixed-race family like Di Luyan’s parents, in the process of children’s growth, first let the children use European-style freedom to follow their own interests, find what they want to do, and then adopt Asian-style education methods, Qian Ga's way of talking about children's abilities in their fields of interest has always been a relatively "high-quality" education method in their eyes in recent years.

Therefore, when Di Luyan used her young age to gain the recognition of the brand's seniors one after another in practice, her self-confidence also grew unconsciously, even when she had the ability to read files. During the process, Mama Yan even began to have more time to meet and communicate with her peers, and Di Luyan, without a doubt, gradually grew into an existence that Mama Yan's peers envied.

Therefore, from the perspective of intuitive first reaction, Mama Yan’s education method is undoubtedly successful. This education method allows Di Luyan not only to have an independent personality under the European education method, but also to have an Asian education system. Under the premise of being cautious and serious about things, this kind of education method also inevitably has disadvantages. Therefore, under the premise that Di Luyan has the advantages of these two kinds of education methods, he will inevitably lose these two almost extreme education methods. The advantages that can be produced in extreme environments are the so-called "free and easy" and "strong ability to resist pressure".

The liberal education in Europe and the standardized education in Asia gave her the autonomy to choose independently, as well as the seriousness and prudence in dealing with things, but at the same time, such a neutral education also made her lose the freedom of Europe The "free and easy" style of education, as well as the ability to resist pressure of the "standardized education concept" in Asia, so when she originally made a very perfect plan, because of changes that were beyond her expectations and could not be resisted, it had a huge impact At that time, since she was free and easy to give up at any time under the European liberal education, and without the Asian education concept, she could grit her teeth and persist even if it was a mess, breaking her willpower to swallow her stomach.

She easily floated to the sky, but she also lost the sense of security brought by the earth, so at this moment, when an accident that is difficult for human beings disrupts all her plans, the feeling that is far beyond her The kind of power within the scope of her ability, the powerlessness of being at a loss, is the most fatal to her.

She can do well below the upper limit of her ability, or slightly beyond the limit of her ability, but when everything develops far beyond her imagination, she doesn't have the confidence to stay so strong.

She was in a mess, and it was out of control.For the first time, she didn't make her bed immediately after waking up, and she didn't manage her appearance in the first place. Even her usually stable and dignified demeanor was at this moment, in her confusion. In a state of being overwhelmed and overwhelmed, she became erratic. For the first time, she was so helpless that she went crazy. Not only did she not have any make-up, she went to scratch and shake herself, who had been carefully maintained on weekdays, Even in the circle of artists, there is no lack of long hair of admirers.

She doesn't know what's wrong with herself, she hates herself who seems to be unable to do anything now, she knows that there are still many things on her "shoulders" waiting to be dealt with by herself, but at the same time her worries make her I don't know if I should deal with it, what should I do, deal with it!

She was worried, she hesitated, and she didn't know what she should do. The long-term independence made her gradually forget the feeling of relying on others.When encountering troubles, she will subconsciously carry it out by herself, instead of seeking help from others after being frustrated, and with such an independent personality, she does not face unplanned endgames, or even failures. ability to withstand stress.

So at this moment, she was caught in an endless loop in her own world. She wanted a direction, but she didn't know how to seek other people's opinions and broaden her thinking from other people's thinking, so she just As if he had entered a dead end of thinking, he kept digging into a dead end, and even completely lost his rational appearance in the past.

She didn't know what was wrong with her, she wanted to do something, but she didn't know how to start, so she waited until later Kim Jung Hyung called and asked her to go to his studio, saying that there was a place in the sound source of the "Sweetnight" MV that he wanted to modify For a moment, when he asked Di Luyan if he had time, as if he had grasped at a straw, Di Luyan, who felt that he finally had something to do now, almost subconsciously agreed to Jin Hongheng's proposal.

At that moment, almost subconsciously, when she heard Jin Hongheng's invitation to "adjust the sound source", she jumped out of the unprecedentedly messy bed that she had tossed and turned over and over again, and then her whole body was crackling. , changed his clothes for going out, and went downstairs to Jin Yunheng's "studio" in the opposite community.

She accelerated her speed as much as possible, and the feeling of being overwhelmed made her very nervous. She wanted to find something "worthy" in her eyes to do as soon as possible, so she tried her best to Improving her speed, and after hanging up the phone, she quickly put on the down jacket she hung on the entrance hallway, and went to finish the job that at least made her feel that at least it would not make her have any "problems and concerns" .

And it was this kind of reaction that made Jin Yunheng on the other side of the phone almost subconsciously shudder.

Although such a work call became very brief under Di Luyan's haste, but at the same time it was enough for Jin Yunheng to feel Di Luyan's "abnormality".And the crackling sound in the last few seconds before the phone hung up also made him extremely worried.

He called Di Luyan again because he was worried, but at the same time, Di Luyan only replied to him, saying that he would be there soon, and then hung up the phone.

He knew that that voice was indeed Di Luyan's, but the feeling that that voice gave him was something he had never felt from Di Luyan's body.In his eyes, Di Luyan has always been such an intellectual, rational girl who can face everything calmly and accomplish it well.Therefore, the feeling of confusion and panic on the phone just now really made him feel very strange.And not long after, when he saw Di Luyan rushing to his studio at a speed far exceeding his expectations, he really couldn't believe his own eyes.

He had never seen Di Luyan like this.Messy hair, an unwashed face, and the same crooked outfit as the previous day's filming.

All of this is far beyond his impression of Di Luyan.

He clearly remembered that when Di Luyan was styling them, as an artist, whether it was to shape the image or maintain the mystery (safety) of the artist, he must try to avoid one of his clothes as much as possible. Appearing in the public's field of vision, even if you can't choose, you must adjust the way of wearing as much as possible to keep the audience's freshness of your look.

This is what Di Luyan often said to them, rough guys, and him, the "problem child" in the eyes of the other party, every time he helped them do styling, but at this moment, Di Luyan had obviously Completely disregarding the principles that I once said personally.

Jin Yuheng didn't know what was going on now, and he didn't know what happened to Di Luyan, but he knew very well that Di Luyan's state was definitely not right at this moment.

Although at this time she has a high degree of human affection and enthusiasm for work, her extreme situation is obviously at the "diametrically opposite pole" of her usual life.What's more frightening is that under such a situation, when Jin Yunheng quickly entered the working state and started recording at the request of Di Luyan, Di Luyan actually... "out of tune"!

Out of tune, this is a problem that a person often encounters when singing in a bad state, but it is obvious that this is very important for having an "absolute pitch", and even on the stage, you can use your own live vocals to achieve " For Di Luyan, who has the effect of pad sound, it can definitely be called a rather abnormal phenomenon.

Although Jin Yunheng may not be able to hear Di Luyan's Live status from time to time like the members of Gidle, but at the same time, whether it is the previous stage cooperation of "Singurity" or the previous recording of "SweetNight" Demo, Kim Yunheng I have clearly understood the advantages of this girl's vocal strength and musicality in the live scene and in the studio recording state.

But at this moment, all these advantages have disappeared. What's more serious is that at this moment, Di Luyan's voice is not just partially out of tune, but her entire voice is out of tune.

At that moment, Jin Yuheng, who knew that the previous recording was smooth, and even wasted most of the demo recording time, was in disbelief at this moment. After hearing the sound recorded by the device and taking off the earphones, the whole person was in a daze up.

This is no longer a problem of abnormal performance, this kind of situation is even a problem that many amateurs will not have.

Jin Yuheng opened his eyes wide in confusion, and at the same time, Di Luyan, who was on the other side of the recording studio and had no way to perceive the environment outside the recording room except for the vision of the soundproof glass window in front of him, obviously also I have already heard what I just sang, oh no, it should be said to be the "singing sound".

Her condition was not good, but even so, her ears could still allow him to distinguish this extremely obvious mistake.

Vocal music, this is what she is best at, and this song is also the song that she played over and over again when Jin Yunheng helped her record the song demo for the first time after she was driven by "girly heart" to practice continuously.

Over the years, she has absolute confidence in her singing skills, no matter whether it was entertainment before, or after becoming a trainee, she officially began to demand herself as a singer. Before she had time to tell which note she was singing, she could still clearly feel her mistake.

Such a contrast is huge, so at that moment, Di Luyan, who was hit in several fields that were close to her best, finally couldn't bear it... she cried!

The author has something to say: rest assured that you will recover soon.