I Wasn't Born Lucky

As Shen Mi said, the abyss is a piece of darkness.

Its darkness is different from the darkness with the lights turned off in reality. The darkness here is sticky, like a flowing swamp, without a trace of light, obviously without any smell, but it makes people feel suffocated.

It took an instant to come here, just like entering a dungeon, Xiao Li felt that he was standing on flat ground in the blink of an eye, but he couldn't see what he was stepping on.

He looked around, then turned around and asked the young man, "Where is the pollution?"

"In the dark, it's everywhere, but because I'm here, you can't see it." Shen Mizhi kept holding him, just like a parent who is afraid of a child getting lost, with his chin resting on his shoulder, clinging to him "I'll take you to a deeper look."

He let go of his arms and led Xiao Li forward.

There is no other scenery in the depths of the abyss, and it is still dark when you go inside, the difference is only the speed of the dark flow, which is more active.

It was an indescribable feeling, staying in this kind of place for a long time, it was easy to suffocate.

The abyss was not big, Shen Mizhi led him around, it took less than 10 minutes, and he took Xiao Li to sit down where he usually sat.

There is nothing to see here, everything is familiar to Shen Mizhi, but with his lover as company, this time he is more satisfied than any resort.

He stretched out a hand and said in a low voice: "Any trace of darkness here, flowing out, can easily pollute a god."

"What will happen after being polluted?" Xiao Li asked.

Shen Mizhi: "Crazy before dying, and its death will pollute more worlds."

"Earlier, the order of the dungeon hadn't taken shape. I had to guard here for a minute and couldn't go out. Now, the power of the gods has been enhanced by the dungeon, and then fed back. I have more free time. Now I will come back within a month Half a day is enough to suppress them."

Xiao Li listened to him, and when he heard this, he suddenly reached out and patted the young man's back.

He just stayed here for a while and felt a little uncomfortable, but Shen Mizhi guarded here every day and night, no different from being in jail.Until he was able to come out from here, he continued to go outside to buy a supper for him, or just wanted to see him and stood downstairs in his house.

At that moment, it seemed that some emotion burned along the blood.

Xiao Li grabbed the young man's arm, and he pushed Shen Mizhi to the ground, his voice seemed to be suppressing some emotion: "I have one more strange thing."

Xiao Li used too much force, and Shen Mizhi hit the ground directly, but his brows did not move at all, and he only asked him: "What?"

Xiao Li's fingertips brushed over the young man's first button, and he undid it with a blood-spitting slowness: "When I first entered the dungeon, you changed my mission book, yes I said the first sentence, and I didn't know you then."

"So, why do you... like me?"

Shen Mizhi didn't seem to expect that Xiao Li would ask this. He looked at the other party for a long time, and suddenly stretched out his hand to pinch his jaw.

"Maybe you don't remember," Shen Mizhi said slowly, as if recalling the past, "but we met once a long time ago."

Xiao Li stopped moving: "When?"

He thought about it carefully, a long time ago, he and Shen Mizhi didn't have any intersection.

Shen Mizhi lay back, his light-colored pupils were deep and almost black in the abyss, he said softly: "That was when I could only come out for half a day a year, a long time ago, you lived with your mother."

——That was really a long time ago.

Although Shen Mizhi is powerful, he never goes out of the abyss on weekdays. The rest of the gods are afraid of him and respect him, so they have nothing to do with him, and he doesn't want to have anything to do with them.

After realizing that he could come out for a short time, Shen Mizhi would choose to watch the scenery somewhere in the main universe where the gods gathered, and spend the half day in silence. Later, he wanted to go outside to have a look, and finally went to reality.

He didn't want to change anything, like a bystander, he started from where he landed.

That day, Shen Mizhi happened to pass by a certain community, and there were many people in the community, and the sunset at dusk dyed the world lightly, like his eyes.

At first, Shen Mizhi was just passing by.

At the entrance of the community, a pretty little boy was walking outside, and a chubby boy was also following him behind him, entangledly tugging at the hem of his clothes, as if he wanted to play with him.

The boy in front showed impatience with a cold expression, and said "I still have something to do" several times, but the little chubby pier behind him kept pestering him, muttering: "Auntie said that I can play with you, you What can happen?"

The boy was impatient with being entangled, and pointed at Shen Mizhi casually: "I have something to do with him."

Shen Mizhi stopped in her tracks and turned her head to look at him.

The boy tugged on his sleeve, winked at him, and dragged him away without being afraid of life.

Shen Mizhi didn't stop him, the other party took out his pocket money and invited him to eat a popsicle at the cold drink shop at the street corner.

At first, he was just curious about human beings, so he left the stick behind and returned to the abyss.

Later, when he came out in the second year, Shen Mizhi thought about where to go for a while. Although he lived a long time, he didn't have anything of interest, so he decided to visit the little boy who invited him to eat popsicles.

The other party didn't recognize him in the crowd, so he just glanced at it from a distance.

Year by year.

He was able to come out more and more time, and spent more time "observing" Xiao Li.

He saw grown-up teenagers squatting down to feed stray cats after school; saw the side face of the other party explaining the question when asked by classmates; saw the other party leave a meal for the homeless aunt in the restaurant; looked at the other party Cover your mother with a quilt after she falls asleep.

This is a very mysterious feeling.

Shen Mizhi's feelings have accumulated over time, but the other party has never found him, or he has never known him, but the gentleness under his cool appearance has hindered Shen Mizhi's footsteps, making him choose As long as I have free time, I want to stay by each other's side all the time.

This situation lasted for a long time.

Later, one day, a girl invited Xiao Li to the garden behind the school.

Shen Mizhi happened to be there at the time, so he disappeared and followed.

He saw the girl blushing and approaching Xiao Li.

For some reason, he began to feel extremely uncomfortable, and he hoped that Xiao Li would just push that person away.

But Xiao Li didn't. He just watched the girl's next move indifferently. She held a letter with a heart drawn on the envelope, and handed it to the boy with a blushing face.

Shen Mizhi's long-term relationship collapsed at this moment, and the seeds took root and sprouted in the heart. With the heart as the core, it spread to the limbs with every blood flow, and became a towering tree.

He even wanted to kill the girl.

It wasn't until Xiao Li rejected her mercilessly, saying that he had no intention of falling in love in a short time, that he was able to breathe again.

It was at this moment that he understood what he wanted: he wanted the other party.

Later, the River Styx poured out completely, reality was pulled into the dungeon, and Shen Mizhi had relative freedom.

He almost couldn't wait to replace Xiao Li's original mission book, he entered the other's life and became his deskmate.

After Xiao Li heard Shen Mizhi finish speaking, he fell into an eerie silence.

Shen Mizhi: "What?"

Xiao Li said honestly, "I think you're a bit perverted."

He was half lying on the opponent's body at the moment, because of this posture, Shen Mizhi could feel any of his movements, so naturally he should also be able to sense that Xiao Li was actually smiling.

But perhaps because he cared too much about the other party, Shen Mizhi didn't notice the smile in his words.

The young man silently wrapped his arms around his waist: "I am."

I am such a pervert, I want everything from you, your love, your attention, your tenderness.

"But don't leave me." Shen Mizhi continued, his hands were trembling, he pulled down Xiao Li's upper body, and buried his face into his neck in this position, "I love you."

But I am willing to be a "normal person" for you.

Xiao Li felt something was wrong with him, raised his head and reached out to touch his face: "...I know."

"I already guessed that you are a pervert. I knew it when you were still a mission book."

Xiao Li pressed Shen Mizhi's hand, held it in the palm of his hand, and then cupped his face: "But you have to understand one thing."

"What?" Shen Mizhi asked in a low voice as he leaned too close, with his bright red lips so close.

Xiao Li looked into his eyes, and he softened his tone and said almost gently: "I hope you know, since I promised you, it means I love you, you don't have to hug me like this, I will stay at your side."

In the darkness, Shen Mizhi's eyes shone like stars.

The young man covered Xiao Li's hand in this posture, and said in a hoarse voice, "Say it again."

"What?" Xiao Li was slightly taken aback.

Shen Mizhi's voice was very low, as if swallowed by darkness, Xiao Li couldn't hear it unless he listened carefully: "Say that sentence again."

"...I love you." Xiao Li said, "You don't have to worry about gains and losses like this."

Shen Mirage's Adam's apple rolled: "Say it again."

If Xiao Li didn't do anything, with Shen Mizhi's current state, he might be able to repeat it a hundred times.

Xiao Li didn't repeat any more, he gently kissed the other's lips, and pressed down, Shen Mizhi took advantage of the situation to deepen the kiss.

You catch me under the boundless cliff, and I can accompany you into the abyss.

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"Since you don't like me calling you baby, then I can call you 'brother' at this time." Shen Mizhi looked at him.

Xiao Li wanted to hit him a little bit.

The darkness magnifies the senses, and now is not the time to discuss titles at all.

Shen Mizhi: "It's better for you to call me, darling, once you call, I'll stop."

Xiao Li: "..."

"..."

"……elder brother."