Eternal

Perhaps during the day, Chi Jing kept talking about the relationship between asking me to write a book for Big Cat and Firefox, and at night I had a dream.

To say it was a dream is not quite accurate, because everything in front of me makes me feel that I have come to a certain ancient time, the scene when an indescribable existence created all things——

Thinking like this, a little light suddenly appeared in the pure black space, and the light gradually became larger, stretched, and finally formed a big fire character.

In the boundless chaotic darkness, the shining fire character kept raising his hands to support something.

Occasionally when it gets tired, it will put its hands flat to form a "big" character and take a rest.

But soon it will turn back to the word "fire" with raised hands.

After tens of thousands of years like this, it seemed to feel that it was okay, so it completely relaxed, lowered its hand, and turned into a character for "person".

Heaven and earth are silent.

Just when I felt that the surroundings were too quiet,

Just listening to the sound of "meow", Big Cat and Firefox actually appeared next to the word "person" in the next second——

I was startled and shouted: "Big cat, Firefox, what are you doing there? Come back!"

After the two of them heard it, they just turned their heads and yelled each other, and then turned into two ancient pictographs of cat and fox in the next moment.

Before I could show surprise or sadness on my face, the two pictographic characters quickly circled around the character for "person".

The speed is getting faster and faster, and finally the word "犭" and "人" are combined into a book.

At this moment, I only thought that this place was a day-to-day dream, so I stretched out my hand towards the book without thinking——

In the next second, the ancient book with the blue cover flew towards me.

After I took it in my hand and opened the first page, I saw a picture of a person who looked exactly like me flipping through a book with a blue cover. I lowered my head to see the name of the book. However, it was completely sucked in the next second.

When I opened my eyes again, I found myself standing alone on the edge of a high mountain cliff, still holding the book with the blue cover in my hand.

This sudden change of scene made me stunned for a moment.

For a while, I just stood there in this empty world, not knowing where I was.

Sudden--

"Qianyue, you came here alone again."

The voice behind me brought me back to my senses, and I turned around immediately——

It was a man who looked like he was standing tall, wearing a green shirt, and on the top of this empty mountain was the bone of immortality.

However, when I saw this man's face clearly, I couldn't help being shocked and said:

"Master, how could it be you?!"

The visitor smiled when he heard the words, but walked up to me without answering, put the cloak in his hand on me, and then replied: "Hearing your tone, it seems that I shouldn't have come looking for you!"

"No, it's not like that, I just—" I explained anxiously and confusedly, "I was just a little surprised to see the master just appear like this."

"Oh? Wenyue was surprised? Why? Can you talk to Master Wei?" The master asked softly while arranging the knotting of the shawl for me.

"I, I," I looked at the young and elegant face of the master, and faltered, "I'm just surprised that the master is so kind to the apprentice. After all, even if I disappeared in the mountains for three to five days before, the master never Never cared."

"Silly boy, at that time you were just my teacher's apprentice. I knew you had the means to protect yourself, so I wouldn't worry about it. But today is different. Now you are the closest person in my heart. Naturally, I care about you. It's messy." Said the master's tone and touched my cheek with his hand.

Because I don't quite understand the meaning of the word "intimate", so I looked back at him blankly and said, "What does the most intimate mean?"

"You have a good memory, did you forget the things that were confirmed yesterday? No matter, maybe yesterday was too sudden, which caused you to run here in shock. Then, as a teacher, let's do it all over again—" —”

"What—" my words were submerged in the master's lips in a second.

The next second I pushed him away violently, turned around and squatted down hugging my knees.

"What's wrong with you, Wenyue?" The master sat beside me and asked worriedly.

"No, no." I shook my head desperately and buried my head between my knees.

——Where is this place, is it really just a dream of mine?

If it was a dream, why would I see the young master in the dream, and have an admiration for him?

If not, then what exactly is——

"Qingyue?" The master's words sounded again.

After I heard it, I couldn't put my head down on pretending to be a quail, so I wiped my face secretly, raised my spirits and smiled, "Master, I'm fine, I just thought of an interesting question just now, and I was just thinking about it."

"Oh, what question is so important, so important that you can ignore it as a master?" The master looked at me intently.

"That, that is," I said, looking at the book in my hand from the corner of my eye, and with an idea, I opened the first page and handed it to the master, saying: "That's it, this is the book when Mochizuki stood here alone just now." Putting it on a stone, at a certain moment, the sound shocked Tuer back to his senses, but at first glance, it was the wind that blew the pages of the book. Tuer was silently reciting the "Fu of the Front and Back Chibi" and Zhuangzi's Dream The story of Butterfly is a blessing to my soul, and when I thought about it, I suddenly thought: Could each page of this book become a world by itself?Just like "one flower, one world" in Buddhism?Every world has a master and me? "

"Your idea is interesting. Compared with the eternal way of heaven, human beings are just a drop in the ocean, between heaven and earth. There are so many wonders in the world, and maybe it is unknown. I just don't know. In other countless worlds, Wen Yuehe is a teacher. Can we still get to know each other?"

"Of course I can!" I held back the sourness at the tip of my nose and said with a smile, "A teacher for one day is a teacher for the rest of his life. A master is a disciple's master in this world, so it must be the same in other worlds. No matter what age we met, the master will definitely be the most important person in the disciple's life!"

"Good, good, good student. It's worth loving you for my teacher."

The master said lovingly and embraced me in his arms.

Only this time, there is only warmth, no more ambiguous ripples.

At this time, a gust of wind blew, turning the page to the next page——

After I saw the figure on it clearly, I raised my head suddenly, and shouted to the master: "Master, you must live a long life! You must be happy! This disciple will miss you forever!"

After I finished speaking, I only had time to hear the master's words "You are also a good student" before I felt a blur in front of my eyes and lost consciousness.

When I woke up again, I was still sitting on the front of the carriage, but I was half leaning against Chi Jing's arms.

I slowly straightened up somewhat unnaturally.

For a while——

"Chi Jing, Master seemed to have fallen asleep just now."

"Well, yes. The master fell asleep right after Tuer finished saying "wait for this master to write a book for Big Cat and Firefox". "

Huh, okay, okay!And be saved!I was secretly happy.

"Then, that teacher shouldn't have said anything strange in his dreams, right?"

"Well, it seems there is!"

"What did I say?" I asked nervously!

"It seems to be some words like "being a teacher" and "disciple". At that time, there were suddenly more pedestrians and horses on the road. The disciples had to concentrate on driving and protect the master from falling. In addition, there were so many people making noise, so , What did the master say in detail, but the apprentice didn't hear clearly, so please forgive me, master! "

"Haha, this is just a trivial matter, what is there to forgive, then, the teacher hasn't slept enough just now, so I went in and continued to rest."

"Okay, master, you go!"

"Yeah." I nodded and quickly entered the carriage.

Spring morning and evening photos are already fast asleep.

Big Cat and Firefox huddled not far from them, flicking their tails one after another.

I just sat down by the window.

"Master——" I read these two words, and suddenly a drop of tears came down.

At the moment of returning to reality, when the great loneliness suddenly poured into my heart, I began to believe that everything in the dream was real, and "one flower, one world" was also real.

I'm not crying because I'll never see my master again, or because I might just live on a page, or because I realize how small I am—

It's because I'm aware of the fact that each of us is a timeless thing.

Yes, we are all just a bunch of blank and empty thoughts of heaven and earth. In the world of unlimited time and space, we have all kinds of dreams.

It's like a cloud of air in front of the repertoire on a stage, jumping into each repertoire countless times without hesitation.

Because it is too boring in the chaotic and dark silence, all the joys, sorrows, sorrows, sorrows, joys, separations, reunions, life and death on this stage have become the whole of beauty.

The me who was thinking about "mayfly" in the cold wind between heaven and earth is now thinking about "eternal" me.

We are all the same, living in the same stage.The stage is infinitely wide and endless.Countless "Sun Wenyue", countless sweet dreams.

As long as the mind in front of the stage is willing, "Sun Wenyue" as the master of "Su Chijing" and "Sun Wenyue" as the master's apprentice can always repeat the process from birth to death.

Like a recurring play.

Maybe my thoughts today, my dreams, and my tears have already been watched "thousands of times" by a certain existence before I knew it, and I have repeated this process "thousands of times" tens of thousands of times."

"Master, the road ahead has some potholes and may be bumpy, please pay attention—"

Hearing this, I responded, "Okay, I see."

After I finished speaking, I looked at the spring morning and evening photos, and found that they were all covered with thick mattresses, so I closed my eyes and lay down in peace.

——No matter what, in this world, I am "Sun Wenyue" who met Chi Jingchun sooner or later.

It was Sun Wenyue who saved Sangyu.

It was Sun Wenyue who took away the child of Mother Firefox.

It was Sun Wenyue who wanted to find a wife for Big Cat.

It was Sun Wenyue who had to go back to the small wooden house with the master and was buried under the budding pagoda tree.

In the end, she will also become a "Sun Wenyue" with a unique destiny.

So, death, don't be in a hurry.

The future is not scary

Even if my "Sun Wenyue" as a human being comes to an end.

As a member of the primordial eternity, I will also start this "fate" again——

Clear and start over.

As for now, let me and these destinies named "Su Chi Jing", "Spring Morning", "Late Photo", "Big Cat" and "Firefox" support each other and go on.

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"Master, we've arrived at the inn. Let everyone get off the bus."

"it is good!"

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