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Yan Zisheng remembered what Xue Fang told him when he got home and sent him a WeChat message. He lowered his head and closed the backyard door. When he looked up, he found that the light at the back door was always on. He knew that they must know that he was not at home.

At the bottom of the stairs at the back, I was about to change into my slippers and go upstairs, but after some hesitation, I turned around and went to the front living room.

Sure enough, the light was still on in the living room. His grandfather was sitting on the sofa, with his head resting on his hand, he seemed to be asleep. When he heard the sound, he opened his eyes, and he saw that he was waiting for him.

"I'm going out in the future, tell Grandpa."

"Yeah..." Yan Zisheng was dumbfounded and didn't know how to answer him.Opened his mouth, and choked out a harmless sentence: "Grandpa, go to bed early, too."

"I, Yan Junxiong, have done one wrong thing for so many years. I didn't teach your father well. He did a lot of wrong things. But grandpa is always toward you."

This was the first time his grandfather spoke like this in so many years. Yan Zisheng walked forward and sat on the side sofa: "Grandpa, it's my own problem. I'm in a bad mood, so I'll go for a walk."

"We are well-behaved children. Grandpa knows that. They always say that we can't be rich for three generations, but we are sensible and will never mess around. Grandpa is at ease when our family's things are in your hands. In fact, we The family is not rich and powerful, but it is better than ordinary people. Grandpa is old and knows that starting a business is easy and difficult. You see, I basically closed the toothpaste factory, and I didn’t do any export. I just kept some domestic tricks. For your father, your uncle also opened his own company outside, and I went to buy shops and houses, all of which are increasing in value, and these are all ours, and no one can take them away."

His grandfather didn't care what he explained, just watched him talk alone.He is almost 70 years old, but he is not confused when he is old. Just looking at him like this, he still has a familiar and loving appearance, but every word pokes Yan Zisheng's sensitive heart.

Yan Zisheng's tears that had finally stopped that day flowed out again.

"Grandpa knows that you don't like your uncle who always wants to get something, and grandpa doesn't like it, but who told him to marry my daughter, grandpa can see clearly. We are not stingy people by nature, but we are just angry with him. way of doing."

"Also, we haven't really blamed your mother for so many years. It was your father who was sorry for her, but I never thought that she really took the money and left, and she really didn't come back to see you for so many years. Until the person in the middle of the year before last I saw her take you there and told me that she gave you all the money. Grandpa also has selfish intentions after all, you know that grandpa values ​​you the most, this matter is grandpa's fault. "

"Shengsheng is a big kid, and grandpa will support whatever he wants to do. The college entrance examination is free, and no one can influence you to go."

"Grandpa is tired, go to bed first, and you must tell me when you go out in the future, and you must take your mobile phone with you. Your friend, grandpa, don't worry, if you don't go home, you must tell me, okay?"

Yan Zisheng said good, wiped away his tears carelessly, and when his grandfather went upstairs, he turned off the light at the bottom and rushed to the study room, and sent Xue Fang a crackling sentence, "I'm going to bed, good night." He sat down Sitting in a chair.

He is mentally unbalanced, unstable, and in a bad state of mind. It is he who cannot get out by himself.

He knows.

He is selfish, vulnerable, arrogant, and unreasonable.

A book could be written about the mess that went on in his family, but he wasn't that unlucky either.

He sat for a while and then got up to wash up.

There was another message on the phone.

Xue Fang said to him, "Okay, good night."

The author has something to say:

Because I wrote this article from the perspective of Yan Zisheng, so the previous depression is also in his heart.

I said at the beginning that he wasn't that lucky to have everything, but he wasn't that unlucky either.

The conflict between him and his aunt and uncle still exists, and the estrangement between him and his father also exists, which cannot be eliminated, but he knows that his grandparents like him, but he can't get out.

After all, he grew up in an incomplete family.