Release

Yan Zisheng felt disgusted.

Looking at that line of powerful and beautiful words, he threw the note into the trash can without blinking his eyes.

He recalled that year, he and Shu Xiuqi said: "I, I like this poem so much, you see how beautiful it is, I have nothing to give you, so I have to give you the whole spring in the south of the Yangtze River." He It took a long time before I had the courage to speak again and continue. "I... I am all yours."

Yan Zisheng really wanted to travel back to three years ago and give himself a big slap in the face.

He didn't want to see Shu Xiuqi at all.

When I walked downstairs to the dormitory.

The evening wind on a March night made his cheeks ache.

He took out the vocabulary book in his pocket, and leaned against the street lamp to recite twenty words. He saw that the people in his class came back 10 minutes before the lights were turned off, so he kicked the vocabulary book back into his pocket. Go upstairs slowly.

"Fan Zhengyang!! You actually ordered takeaway behind my back!!!" As soon as he entered the dormitory, he saw Fan Zhengyang eating chicken chop rice at the table, and Fan Zhengyang turned around laughing: "I brought you chicken chops!"

"You're so kind, I'm so cute." Yan Zisheng took out the vocabulary book from his pocket and put it on the bookshelf. Naturally, he also saw the chicken chops on his table, emitting bursts of fragrance.

"Don't, I love cute girls."

"Praise you are still breathing." Yan Zisheng forked a big mouthful of chicken chops, opened the cabinet to look at what Gu Lanqing brought him. "My sister is feeding me like a pig."

In addition to clothes and pants, Gu Lanqing bought him three big bags of fruit, a lot of bananas, raisins, apples, oranges, and cherries.

"I've been used to your sister for a long time. Last time I came to see you, I brought twenty packs of bridge ribs and seven grapefruits in one go. One pack is too much for each dormitory! I admire how generous your sister is. "Fan Zhengyang took the last bite of the meal, saw that there were still 5 minutes to turn off the lights, and slipped away to brush his teeth and wash his face, "Hurry up, sister Vii Jijuan is going to go crazy again when the lights are turned off."

The dormitory of the No. [-] Middle School is a four-person dormitory with an independent bathroom, desk and cabinet. Originally, there were four people in the dormitory in the second year of high school, and two in the third year of high school. He often stays in the classroom until the lights are turned off before returning to the dormitory. Yan Zisheng’s movements are always slow, and he often starts brushing his teeth after the lights are turned off. Walk around after lights out." I was educated the next day.

"Understood, I definitely have to turn off the lights today, I have to take care of this pile of things."

"Be careful."

"Ok."

The lights were turned off at 55:10, and Yan Zisheng was busy in the dark until 30:[-] before he finally lay down on the bed, pulled up the quilt, touched his stomach with his eyes open, and digested the chicken chops in his stomach.

Fan Zhengyang turned over on the bed next door. The bed was very firm, and there was no creaking sound, only when the cloth rubbed against it.

Yan Zisheng opened his mouth and said, "Hello."

"what?"

"I ask you."

"You said."

"Non-restrictive attributive clause, tell me about it?"

"You let me tell you what I will tell you in a while. You can ask Lao Liu yourself tomorrow. You are finally willing to learn English well. He will probably touch his tears and say that you can finally move from 211 to 985."

"Fan Zhengyang?"

"So what."

"Have you thought about what's next?"

"I thought about it."

"Then would you give up something you like very much?"

"Since I like it, why should I give up, no, Yan Zisheng, what's the matter with you."

"It's nothing, just sleep."

Yan Zisheng closed his eyes.

When he said that poem to Shu Xiuqi in March three years ago.

Shu Xiuqi leaned over to kiss him, and said to him with a smile. "We only have one semester left." He thought that Shu Xiuqi was saying that there was only one semester before they would graduate and maybe go to different high schools.

As a result, Shu Xiuqi broke up with him after the NO.19 exam in June.

Shu Xiuqi went to Japan in early July.

That sentence meant that he was only given one semester.

In Shu Xiuqi's future plan, he only has four months.

his first love.

Only four months.

From the beginning, towards the end.

It was also the year when the third year of junior high school ended. When I read Zhang Zao's "In the Mirror", the poet said at the beginning: "As long as you think of the things you regret in your life, the plum blossoms will fall." The plum blossoms fell all over Nanshan."

Yan Zisheng prefers a sentence that the poet also said.

"I was young and arrogant, and I wrote poems and threw them on the ground."

The author has something to say:

15 years old is probably when you are young and ignorant, and you are swaying about your own sexuality, or you must be at this age.

Young people have been out for a few years, and they feel that homosexuality is nothing, so they turn back and that's all.

Yan Zisheng is really wronged

Who hasn't just decided to have sex, who hasn't fallen in love with you out of fear, why should they break up just because you are swaying, right?

In fact, to put it bluntly

Young people are used to be impulsive. If you don't even want to be impulsive, you probably don't like it enough.

I have never understood the feeling of breaking up as soon as the teachers and parents found out.