[Titanic] Surprise in the bubble

"What are you looking at? Hai?" I wanted to change the subject. That embarrassing thing is obviously not suitable for detailed discussion, especially because I feel that I can't face those eyes, and I'm afraid of seeing sarcasm there.

But when I leaned forward on the railing, I looked around.It was really empty, because all I could see was the sea, the sun and the sky.This kind of experience is very novel and comfortable, I can't even see other passenger ships, as if the whole sea area is only mine, and I can do whatever I want!

I couldn't help but look at him naturally, and said with a smile: "Are you enjoying such a beautiful scenery all to yourself? What a pity, I thought sharing would make us happier."

"Yes, but I don't know if this is worth sharing." He answered dispensable, then turned sideways, and looked at this beautiful and spacious world with his eyes like mine.

He is quite short, no matter in Europe or Asia, he only reaches a little above my shoulders.The thin layer of shirt was blown by the sea breeze and ran backwards, but he couldn't escape, so he could only paint the lines of his body unwillingly, making him even more slender.

I was a little nervous and actually started to worry that he would be blown away by the wind all of a sudden, and then I ruthlessly rejected such thoughts in my mind.

After that, I heard his voice, which had been silent for a long time, "Every time I stand in front of the sea, I always burst out with some unrealistic ambitions. Of course, this is only in the eyes of others, but for For myself, I always believed I could achieve that ambition."

"Huh?" I looked at his shirt that was still inflated uncomfortably, and pinched the corners of my clothes with my fingers.

I'm actually annoyed at myself for throwing all my suits down there just now.

"Because I always feel that I can do everything, but in fact, I have lived for 20 years, and up to now, I still have nothing." He was a little disappointed, "I have met many rich people, and they all have various All kinds of despicable people, and I have seen many poor people, but they are surprisingly tolerant and kind...so sometimes, I am always confused about the two concepts of rich and poor, and I can’t tell the difference. Which group of people I am, so just now, I was just thinking about what kind of life is really rich."

"...It sounds a bit profound, because of my despicable behavior just now?" I stared at him for a while, and found that he was actually much calmer about the incident just now than I thought, because he Laughed easily, "Yeah, originally I thought there was going to be a beautiful love affair on this ship, but it was ruined by your meanness... so I was just thinking, why are you in the same boat In the world, Rose is so different from you?"

"Because I'm gay, or a man?" He shrugged, and responded, "I don't know, but I prefer someone like Rose, who listens to other people's ideas and loves free."

"Wh-freedom?" I dismissed it this time, "I never knew what freedom is, and this sounds like a joke."

Jack fell silent. He certainly didn't expect me to say that.I also knew that my tone was a bit off, so I sighed and said vaguely: "Sorry."

But I still don't intend to leave like this because I really don't want to be alone right now.So I suddenly grabbed his hand with bad intentions and rubbed it a little.

He seemed a little overwhelmed by my sudden behavior, and then glared at me angrily, as if he wanted to fight!

"Don't get me wrong!" I explained immediately, and was amused by his reaction, "I just think it's a bit cold in here. You don't wear so little, don't you think so?"

"Of course I don't think so!" He pulled out his hand with all his strength, provided that I didn't insist on holding him, "It's noon now, and the wind is hot!"

"Oh... yes, is it?" I smiled awkwardly. Indeed, until he reminded me, I didn't realize that although the sea breeze was blowing hard, it was not cold at all, so I had to cough dryly. , and then sighed resignedly, "Forget it, I think...Actually, I am really not suitable to talk about life with a beautiful boy here. Compared with those contents, I will pay more attention to you."

He blushed, and then asked in a vicious voice: "Just like your accomplices, compared to other people's thoughts, all you want is their bodies."

I can't explain to him that I'm not a classy person, and I don't want to have any more trouble with him.

This boy always makes me feel light and happy, but even so, I don't think I'll ever find it fun to talk about things that give me headaches.

There are still two days before the shipwreck. Although it is short, it is really long for a person like me who is always melancholy and sensitive, and will experience all kinds of abnormal emotions as long as I feel lonely.

That sounds extreme, and sometimes I think I might be sick, but right now, I don't want to think about it.

All I want right now is to relax, to be happy, and to do things that make me forget about being alone.

So just before Jack was about to leave, I grabbed his arm and pulled him off the deck.

He's not one to fight violently, the lad is always so even-tempered, otherwise he wouldn't have walked off deck with me instead of punching me.