[Titanic] Surprise in the bubble

At 16:30, after changing clothes, I went to the dining room of the Titanic in a glamorous manner, and found the table where Hockley and the others were sitting.

Sit in a seat where you used to sit, and pick up the knife and fork.In the few days here, even though I always eat in the den with Jack, I have gradually mastered some skills in using knives and forks.

These etiquettes of nobles are actually easy to fool. If you don’t know the rules of using those knives and forks, you can simply eat some salad and drink some wine.

——In particular, those who already know that even if they make a mistake, they will not question it in person, that is enough.

Holding up a fork, with a sincere and appreciative smile, he stuffed a mouthful of vegetable salad into his mouth, then accidentally met Rose's embarrassed eyes, and Hockley's familiar smile, raised the cup, and raised it slightly to signal , Respect them for a hundred years together, happy forever...

Guggenheim was still telling those commercial jokes loudly, and several blue veins popped out from the neck of the leading laugher, lurking under the skin, making him look red and happy!

I still can't understand what they are saying, but the strange thing is that this time I don't feel bored at all, but rather nostalgic.

Because I am about to leave, I suddenly feel a little melancholy about all the things here. When I think about losing the opportunity to continue to live in this beautiful space, I will feel a lot of sadness in my heart.

These sentiments are always inseparable. No matter how many reasons I use to convince myself secretly, such as "going home soon", "starting a new life", "everything will be fine", it still doesn't help.

When the dinner was over and the men were looking for a cubicle to talk about business, they had to excuse themselves and leave.

But I don't understand those things, and I don't want to use my brain in the last time here to deceive more people here.

I went to the kitchen and asked for some food. The quantity was large, and they were all served on a tray. I also ordered a whole jug of juice, which I planned to put into Jack's box later.

"Mr. Pastor, oh! How can I let you do it yourself?" Fred on duty ran into the doorway of the corridor, he exclaimed, quickly took the tray from his hand, and let him take it obediently, and Asked: "Do you know where there is a kettle?"

"...what, sir?" asked Fred in surprise. "You mean... the kettle?"

"Yes." Nodding calmly, he said, "If you want to need him, especially, you don't need to know what to use him for. Anyway, it's not a crime of murder?"

"Yes, sir, you are right." Fred was taken aback by his sudden coldness, and immediately bent down habitually, and politely replied: "After a while, only a few minutes I can bring you the kettle at the right time."

"Thank you, it's best to hurry up." We just came to the door of the room, took the tray, refused to let his sight fall into the room, quickly turned around and entered the room, then closed the door carefully, and put the tray away Put it on the coffee table.

At 17:40, the clock on the wall honestly told that there were only five short hours left before the disaster. This made me feel a sense of urgency for a moment, but then I remembered that there was no When something needs to be done, he quickly relaxes.

First, I poked my head to look at the back room, and found that Jack was still asleep, so I tiptoed to find a note, which wrote: [Eat more, Jack.We may have to go through a long adventure to earn a future, so we must save the most abundant physical strength and come and take it away when we are ready. 】

After pasting this note on the dinner plate, he scolded himself several times about "shameless" in his heart, then lit a cigarette, and waited for Fred to bring in the kettle.

——To be honest, I am now a little bit reluctant to go into the back room and see the beloved Jack. I am really afraid that there is such a slight possibility that I will do something unimaginable.

At such a moment, it is probably impossible to calm down and think about the life you want most about yourself like a few hours ago.So impulsively ruining one's life for the sake of love is very likely to happen.

Just like now, no matter what, it's just pretending, it's still as calm as before...

Irritability began to attack my heart and brain again, and for the umpteenth time, it hit my state of mind.

I had to think about that over and over again, and it was finally found——Self.

This thing is easy to hide in the first place. If you can't catch him now, then all your insights will be in vain...

At 17:50, Fred brought an army jug, poured the jug of juice into it, found Jack's case, and stuffed it firmly.

At 18:00, saw Jack for the last time, and... turned around and went out.

At that time, I didn't know that I would be so cruel-to myself.

When I went out, I ran into Fred who was in awe of him. He was probably frightened just now, but now that he was close to him, before he spoke, he seemed to feel something similar to... He was very scared. The mentality of firing him as soon as he gets angry.

But as long as you walk out of this door, or if you are a little farther away from Jack, you can maintain peace.

So at this time, with a very calm mind, indifferently, even gently, said to the young man who was serving: "Goodbye, Fred."

"Good-bye! Sir!" Startled, he straightened his body and saluted. This time, he couldn't even see the slightest confusion.

Or maybe it was an abnormality that he didn't notice at all because of his nervousness.

So it's just a chuckle of 'wh-', a pat on the shoulder, and off he goes, "God be with you, Fred."

".......Yes."

These were the last words he answered. Unfortunately, in the end, it was impossible to know whether the young man survived the disaster.

He walked down the stairs quietly, scanning the luxurious hall with his eyes.I still remember that when I first came, it was the stairs that greeted me first.At that time, stepping on the soft floor, confused by the sudden scene, unable to touch anything, even like a country bumpkin, always wanting to stare at these reliefs...

Touching the handrail of the stairs, he looked at the door through which he walked into this legendary ship from the outside.

The door is closed now, and it will probably only be opened when getting on and off the boat, but now I can still recall without hindrance, the narrow wooden bridge that I only walked once.

I remember that from the outside, I walked in with a heroic, twisted, perverted, and even expectant mood. I thought that after I died with all the luxurious things here, I would be completely enlightened, and turned to After going back, look for those lost happiness.

But unexpectedly, not only did he find himself, but he almost threw himself here.

Sighed, still smiling.At this moment, I don't even know what kind of mentality I am using to stand here, under this diamond-encrusted chandelier and its flickering lights.

Just a simple farewell to this place.

Goodbye...this life, this life, all this...

Then, quietly, I went to the place that I had planned a long time ago, the place where I exchanged my feelings with Jack - the singing classroom.

I was almost alone along the way, and walked to the place I wanted to go without being disturbed, immersed in my own thoughts, and there was no entertainment or small talk that could divert my attention.

Because the ladies were almost gone at that time, at night, those noble ladies probably prefer to find a room for reunion by themselves, and the men also guessed that in the small compartment of the main restaurant, Zaduner discussed cooperation and business discussions in full swing. .

Even the poor people in the third-class cabin are probably about to start their carnival-this was watched from a movie before, and the strange thing is that I suddenly remembered this scene until now, and I remembered that in this scene, Jack's crazy Carnival and laughter, I couldn't help feeling a burst of sweet and greasy happiness in my heart.

After passing through the dining room, I saw a few sailors coming out of their studios, wearing aprons, and holding cigarettes in their hands, they lit each other up, and went outside together to talk loudly, saying that they had discovered again today. A certain boss actually has an unexpectedly long hair under his neck.

Frowning and thinking for a while, I always felt that what Mr. Guggenheim said was a bit like Mr. Guggenheim, so he smiled along with it, and then sighed——

——Look, the sailors on the Titanic were also happily accompanying each other, and the bodyguard probably also teased each other with their roommates, or played cards or something——I imagined that, because I didn’t see him either, It's a pity that I probably won't be able to say goodbye to him.

It seems that for a moment, everyone on this ship has their own things to do, is still full of enthusiasm, and is happy for the future-only, an outsider who is familiar with the unfortunate fate of this ship and its passengers, put those words They were all holding back their stomachs, planning to take those things with them and sink into the sea together.

So lonely, no time for Jack...

The author has something to say: the next chapter of the key figure will come out~~~hehe~