[Titanic] Surprise in the bubble

I looked at him silently, thinking that he might have noticed that I was different from Jack, but I still didn't take it seriously.Because I know that this ship can't reach the United States, and I can't reach the United States either.What's more, I don't know who that young master is?

I am just a period of consciousness staying here for a short time, and the things beyond this period of time, as well as the original owner of this body, have nothing to do with me.

So I didn't feel that there was anything wrong in my heart, I just put on a serious face, gave a vague answer, and let him go out.Then he picked up the tray with a normal expression and walked into the back room.

Jack has been sitting on the edge of the bed, with his head slightly lowered, his eyes staring at the floor in a daze, looking a little depressed.

I sat next to him, helped put the tray on the bedside table, and held one of his hands, "I told you, don't think about it."

"...No." He defended dryly, then restrained his emotions, and raised his head again, "Let's eat first, I just wanted to change the sheets... "He said, blushing looking at the dirty things on the bed sheet, and then as if he suddenly remembered something, he immediately came back to his senses, avoided my sight, and wanted to stand up to get the soup cup.

But as soon as he straightened up, his legs went limp and fell down again, right on top of me.I hugged him, let him sit sideways on my lap, stopped his outer arm, and placed it gently on his heart.

The heart is still beating very hard, just by placing it here, the rhythm of 'bang bang bang' can be heard from the palm of your hand.I saw that his lips were a little purple again, and the rhythm of his chest rising and falling became more rapid, so I immediately hugged him tighter, put him in my arms and coaxed him well, "Okay, okay, it's okay, don't be afraid .”

"...I'm not, I'm not afraid." He was obviously panting again. No wonder, before the dangerous period had passed, his mood began to fluctuate again, and he kept moving like this repeatedly. It will be uncomfortable.

But I really don't know how to explain it to him. I can't say that I never thought about our future, and I never thought that we could be together forever.I couldn't tell him that my love was only intended to last for three days from the beginning.

I can't say anything, and I don't know how to lie, because my liking is indeed true, but I'm ready to lose, so I'm not so devoted.

——I thought so at first, even just now, I found out that I fell in love with him, but I was still ready to lose.

Although this knowledge has always caused me pain every minute and every second.

But apparently, Jack was more involved than I thought.He obviously cared a lot about our relationship, and I just realized that too.

I don't know what made him like me so much after only knowing me for two days, maybe it was my performance just now that made him realize that I am a good person?And therefore really think about the future with me.

Otherwise, he wouldn't have become like this when he heard those words just now.

Jack began to poke his body back as before, half-closed his eyes, opened his mouth wide, hung his head in mid-air and breathed hard. Rolling, his neck was thin and fragile, and there were hardly any muscles visible there.

I held his chest, sweating all over my body in a hurry, and I didn't think of anything to comfort him, but seeing him breathing more and more, it was very uncomfortable, and I even covered my mouth with one hand, trying to restrain myself Although I can't see his face, he has already started to tremble all over, and just now he shuddered suddenly, it seems that he is about to fall ill again.

I touched his bare skin, and the sweat seeped out of his skin again like crazy, and soon he seemed to be fished out of the water again.

"Uh, uh...huh..." I heard an inexplicable sound from his throat, as if he was suffocating, his chest contracted obviously and vigorously, as if in an instant She lost a lot of weight and looked more fragile and bony, as if she was dying.

I suddenly felt guilty, so guilty that my throat was blocked like a stone, and my heart was also uncomfortable, and I couldn't help but feel that Jack had become more important than I thought once again.

He is always like this, subconsciously using physical illness to win my love, making me deepen my nostalgia for him time and time again.

—Let me even feel annoyed and angry about it!

"Jack... calm down baby, calm down, you can't get sick anymore... you're going to die!"

He must have known, because he'd been trying to calm himself, been trying to breathe deeply, inhale hard, but it wasn't working.I don't know if it's because he's suffering right now that he's especially vulnerable emotionally, although it's a common thing among patients, I really hope he's stronger and calmer now.

I remembered that the one who came just now was going to be put outside and was not brought back, so I wanted to lay him back first, and then go get the medicine.

I hug him back and let him breathe on my shoulder.Only then did I see clearly that Jack's lips were purple, his face was already flushed, and his eyes were rolled up and down, as if he was about to lose consciousness.

But what hurt me the most was that I saw that his eye circles were a little red and his eyelashes were a little wet. Suddenly, I didn't dare to look at his face, so I hugged his stiff body sideways, stood up, and planned to put him on the bed .

Just as soon as I let him lie down, he immediately grabbed my hand and stared at me with his eyes open.

The red eye circles were suddenly exaggerated countless times, blooming on my retina, making my heart ache.

"Sheen..."

He said tremblingly, he kept opening his mouth, trying to make a sound, but he closed it weakly for countless times, swallowing his saliva.

He can't speak now, but he wants to say something to me.Looking at him like this, I couldn't help but feel scared.

I had an urge to run away, because Jack made me face him, his love, and my cruelty.