Phaseless Demon

In the world of Yongye, there is no concept of "time".

Whether it's 1000 years or just a moment.In this world, they are almost the same in comparison. You can only experience endless darkness and despair. You can't see the light or hear the sound. You can only move forward at a loss, or stay in a daze.

Then you start waiting, but you don't even know what you are waiting for.

The darkness will slowly erode everything about you, and you will gradually forget those beautiful or painful memories, and you will gradually forget them while recalling them, and you will forget the people related to you one by one, and forget what you have done In everything you do, you will forget about important or unimportant people, and in the end, even yourself will be left behind by yourself.

You forget your name, you forget who you are.

But you need not fear, this is only the beginning.

Forgetting...is just the first step in your integration into the dark world.

Because next, you will start to forget that you "exist".

You will not even remember that you are a "human being", your self-will will disappear in the darkness, you will no longer have a personality or the ability to think, and you will completely merge into this darkness and become a part of it.

This is the eternal night, the world of eternal night.

……

He Qianjue pulled Lu Xuange into the darkness, and almost at the moment of stepping in, Lu Xuange could no longer see He Qianjue, nor could he feel He Qianjue's body. Touching He Qianjue's hand, but now he doesn't have any sense of touch, his body seems to have lost all senses, sight, hearing, smell, touch, taste...all of these have disappeared, and he can't feel anything.

"Qianjue?" Lu Xuange yelled He Qianjue's name, but he wasn't sure if he made a sound, because he couldn't even hear his own voice or breathing, everything was too quiet, so quiet go Ape.

"Qianjue..." Lu Xuange chanted the name, he didn't panic at first, he still forced himself to remain calm, he thought maybe some kind of enchantment or restriction trapped him, he had heard of such This kind of restriction can seal the five senses of human beings. This kind of restriction is actually quite terrifying. You can't see anything, hear anything, or perceive anything. This feeling...is terrible.

Lu Xuange didn't want to overwhelm himself with fear, he tried to hint to himself to keep calm, and then tried to mobilize the spiritual power in his body.Cultivators are good at this point. Spiritual power can almost be called omnipotent. It can be regarded as a "third hand" or a "third eye". It can replace all of Lu Xuange's senses to perceive the outside world , Find out what is the thing that traps you, and Lu Xuange will have a solution to the problem.

But Lu Xuange discovered another terrible thing.

...he couldn't perceive his own spiritual power.

In other words, he can't even perceive his own body. If he wants to move his left and right hands, he just thinks about it in his mind, but are his left and right hands moving?he does not know.

You can't even feel your body, let alone your spiritual power.Lu Xuange realized that the only thing that was active in him now was his thoughts. He could only think, and he couldn't do anything else except thinking. There was only darkness in front of him. He couldn't even be sure whether the darkness was what he saw with his eyes, or whether it was the darkness. Thoughts come to mind.

There is no sense of distance, no sense of direction, there is darkness up and down, left and right, front and back, endless darkness.

"Am I dreaming?" Lu Xuange asked himself this question again, until the second before He Qianjue pulled him into the darkness, Lu Xuange thought he was dreaming, because He Qianjue was dead, he could only see it in the dream He Qianjue.But now, Lu Xuange couldn't be sure, because it was too real and terrifying, it didn't look like a dream at all.

Then Lu Xuange thought of what He Qianjue said to him before, He Qianjue said:

"This is the inside of Fengtian Mirror."

in the mirror?

"I'm inside Fengtian Mirror?" Lu Xuange said to himself, his mind was in chaos, all his thoughts were like flying birds, flying around and screaming everywhere, the chaos made Lu Xuange almost crazy.

Why is he in the mirror?Was it really He Qianjue who brought him in?Where did Yue Rong go?What happened?

Lu Xuange tried to recall, he wanted to sort things out bit by bit, he had to know what happened, there was always a reason for all this, but...

Something was watching him.

Suddenly, Lu Xuange's whole body trembled. He didn't know why he had such an idea, but he did feel that there was something looking at him in the depths of endless darkness, which made Lu Xuange feel horrified!He can hardly feel anything, whether it is sound or touch, etc., but he can only feel that sight, that "monster" in the darkness is watching his sight!

"I must be crazy!" Lu Xuange said to himself.

He felt that he couldn't continue to think anymore, because he thought he couldn't think at all. It was as if a swarm of bees had been stuffed into his mind and kept buzzing endlessly, making it impossible for Lu Xuange to calm down and think about anything. ...Even if it is a very common thing.

calm!I want to calm down, this is nothing to be afraid of, this is just a dream!

"Dream?" Lu Xuange silently repeated the word.

No, this is not a dream!

This is indeed the inside of Fengtian Jing. Lu Xuange remembered that he had heard of it before... I don’t know who told him, or he saw it from an ancient book, but he knew that inside Fengtian Jing was indeed an eternal space. Endless darkness, people say that the darkness in this mirror can devour everything, so every person or demon or something else who is sealed to the Heaven-Sealing Mirror has no possibility of escaping.

It was because of this that he made up his mind to seal He Qianjue into this mirror.

Because as long as he did this, He Qianjue would completely disappear from this world.Just killing He Qianjue is not enough, he still has a soul, and he can be reincarnated if he has a soul.Lu Xuange was very afraid that he would not be able to bear it in the future, he would look for He Qianjue's reincarnated soul, and bring He Qianjue back to his side... He actually knew very well how much he fell in love with He Qianjue.

He knows that he is very affectionate.

But he also knew that he couldn't be so emotional. There is no so-called love on the road of cultivating immortals and gods, especially monks who have entered the realm of gods, they are even more desperate.

They can stand at the top and become real "gods" only if they cut off this thread of love.

That's why Lu Xuange chose the most extreme method, so that He Qianjue's soul would be devoured by the mirror. In this way, He Qianjue no longer had the chance of reincarnation, and Lu Xuange also lost the possibility of finding him again.

Lu Xuange felt as if he was sinking, and wanted to cut off all his escape routes.

So he also drove himself to a corner.

"Feng Tianjing...haha, Feng Tianjing!" Lu Xuange suddenly laughed wildly in his heart.

He laughed at himself: "You also have today, Lu Xuange, you also have today! You deserve it! You deserve it! You deserve to die, you deserve to be driven crazy and swallowed by darkness in this ghost place! You deserve to be forever! Nevermore! Haha! "

That line of sight in the darkness is still watching Lu Xuange silently, watching him slowly sink into madness in the darkness.

Merge with despair.

……

"He's starting to break down." Yong Ye spoke to He Qianjue silently.

He Qianjue didn't answer, he is actually immersed in the darkness like Lu Xuange now, but He Qianjue is very used to this kind of darkness, he is used to this feeling of not being able to perceive anything, as if he has returned to some original form, just like in the mother's womb.

So He Qianjue didn't need to think or worry, just treat himself as a stone or a lifeless substance, let go of everything, and silently...enjoy this peaceful darkness.

This is the experience He Qianjue gained from drifting in the darkness for thousands of years. If you don't want to be defeated by the darkness, then accept it.

Accepting... is much more comfortable than resisting.

Yong Ye fell silent after finishing what he just said, and did not disturb He Qianjue enjoying the darkness and tranquility. He Qianjue has been with his monster friends all this time, so he has rarely returned to this darkness. Now he is back Now, Yong Ye can wrap He Qianjue with his own darkness, which makes him have a wonderful feeling of holding He Qianjue in his palm.

But it is a pity that Yongye is just a kind of "will", he has no real body or hands and feet, he will never be able to touch or hug He Qianjue, the only person he cherishes and can coexist with him, Yongye can only watch silently with him.

Watch him laugh or suffer, watch him lose and gain again, watch him have more and more friends, and see him getting farther and farther away from Yongye.

Sooner or later, He Qianjue will leave this mirror.

Leave Yongye.

"What mess are you thinking about?" He Qianjue interrupted Yong Ye's thoughts suddenly and coldly, "I can't do without you, and I can't leave this mirror. Part of your attributes. And unfortunately there is no way to break my contract with you, so I will be a part of you, always will be."

Yong Ye was even more frustrated: "This is not good, I don't want you to become the second Yong Ye."

"Even if you don't want it, this process is irreversible." He Qianjue said naturally, "Why bother? Just let nature take its course."

"I don't understand." Yong Ye said, "What's the meaning of my birth in this world? I don't know anything except to keep devouring. I can only be company with darkness and loneliness, and I can't feel any emotions. Can't have any happiness, if only I were a normal human or a monster, just like you."

He Qianjue laughed: "That's a coincidence, I actually don't know what the meaning of my birth is, you know that I am a formless demon, I will never have my true appearance, I am longing for myself, and I can't stop Copying someone else... In a sense, we're both exactly the same."

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Lu Xuange couldn't remember how long he had been in this darkness.

It may not be long, maybe a few minutes and half an hour.

However, in just a few minutes or half an hour, Lu Xuange felt that he... seemed to have forgotten something.

But what am I forgetting?

Lu Xuange couldn't remember.

He was a little dazed, he forgot what he was recalling just now, and he also forgot what he was recalling, his mind went blank, for a moment, he couldn't even remember his own name, Can't remember who I am.

And he doesn't even feel fear, maybe he has forgotten what fear is.

He floated quietly in the darkness, he only felt the sight that was always watching him, always on him, always spying on him.

Lu Xuange thought: That's it.

So it fell silent, turning into an eternal shadow in the darkness.

with him.

……

He Qianjue didn't let Lu Xuange stay in the dark for too long.

When Yong Ye reminded He Qianjue that Lu Xuange had begun to collapse, He Qianjue waited for a while, then went to grab Lu Xuange's hand and dragged him out of the darkness.

He Qianjue didn't want to make a deal with Lu Xuange according to what Yue Rong said, and use the way of trading to obtain the memory of the other party.Because He Qianjue had no interest in Lu Xuange's memory at all, he didn't want to know anything about Lu Xuange's thoughts.

Moreover, the transaction is a matter of both parties. After Lu Xuange gave He Qianjue his memory, He Qianjue had to take out some things and hand them over to Lu Xuange.

But this is impossible, He Qianjue will not give anything to Lu Xuange.

So He Qianjue decided to use another method to force Lu Xuange to "amnesia". This method is to use the darkness of Yongye, and it would be the best way to use darkness to swallow Lu Xuange's memory. There is no loss to He Qianjue, nor to Yongye. What a loss, anyway, he devoured too many things.

Just using Yong Ye to devour Lu Xuange's memory has a very serious disadvantage...

That is, if it is not done well, the darkness will swallow Lu Xuange's whole body.Not only his memory, maybe even his personality and soul will be swallowed by darkness.If such a result came out, it would be a big trouble. He Qianjue didn't want Lu Xuange to die, he was going to take Lu Xuange back and exchange with Yue Rong for more fairy world resources.

So on the first day, He Qianjue just let Lu Xuange experience it in the dark, and by the way, tested how serious the darkness would be to Lu Xuange's mental damage. After the test was completed, He Qianjue threw Lu Xuange into the darkness the next day. When his memory is almost wiped out, he can be taken out.

He Qianjue planned to turn Lu Xuange into the same state as when he woke up in the mirror. He didn't remember anything except his own name. It would be better if he could still maintain basic knowledge and IQ, so Yue Rong would be very satisfied.

He had to make Lu Xuange forget completely, so he had to use the darkness of Yongye to cause some spiritual damage to him, the kind that could not be cured, so that Lu Xuange would never be able to recall his past again. After he returned to the fairy world, he You can continue to practice honestly, becoming a god or becoming a god is none of He Qianjue's business, so let He Qianjue never have to see him again!

Speaking of which, He Qianjue felt that his heart was softening.

After all, he was not the kind of cruel and cold-blooded guy. He could obviously tear Lu Xuange's body into pieces, but He Qianjue couldn't really do it.

When he dragged Lu Xuange out of the darkness, he saw that Lu Xuange had fallen into a coma, his face pale and convulsed, He Qianjue thought for a while, then reached out to touch Lu Xuange's forehead, picked him up by the waist, and carried him to the mirror space In the bedroom, let him lie on He Qianjue's bed.

He Qianjue was also a little surprised when he picked him up, this guy was so light, his body was very thin and haggard, completely different from what He Qianjue had imagined.

In my impression, Lu Xuange was burly, a very tall figure that always made He Qianjue look up at him.

But now, he seems to be thinner than He Qianjue.

In fact, from the day when Lu Xuange sealed He Qianjue, Lu Xuange has been tormenting himself continuously. Don't look at his cultivation base soaring, it is estimated that most of it is due to crazy cultivation and continuous fighting with others in the fairy world. Yes, his mental state has always been unstable, which led to his unstable state of mind, but his cultivation base has risen so fast, which makes it easier for him to become obsessed and on the verge of collapse.

He Qianjue put him on the bed and covered him with a quilt, then said to Lu Xuange, "You are really miserable now."

Naturally, Lu Xuange would not answer him, so he lay quietly, with a trace of pain on his face, He Qianjue could understand his feelings, walking in that terrible dark abyss, at first He Qianjue was also in pain, that kind of The feeling of being almost driven crazy but always keeping calm can torture He Qianjue to the point where he wants to kill himself, but he can't find a way to kill himself.

With that said, He Qianjue sighed, and continued: "After such a toss, I'm afraid your cultivation base will regress a lot, but with Yue Rong backing you up, you may be able to rise back soon. And in the future, when you forget Future, when embarking on a new path, there will be no demons to burden you any more, and your previous arrogant and indifferent character will also change with the passing of memory, and you will become stronger than you are now. Well, everything that kills you will give you life."

"Look at how kind I am to you." He Qianjue lay beside him, resting his chin on his elbows. He didn't know whether he was talking to Lu Xuange or himself. He continued: "I will never hurt you, I will never hurt you. I won't hate you either. Of course, I can't even talk about loving you."

"This is the worst, isn't it? When I don't have any feelings for you, you are a stranger to me. When I see you suffering, I will give you sympathy and pity." He Qianjue said, "However There is only sympathy and pity... I am such a kind fool, when I see a beggar on the side of the road, I can't help throwing a few copper coins into his bowl."

He Qianjue's words had a strange meaning. He stared at Lu Xuange and said, "Do you want those copper coins too?"

……

Lu Xuange woke up afterwards.

He was shocked to find that he could actually "wake up"!He can open his eyes, he can see the light, he can feel his limbs, and he can hear the faint voice from the side.

This made Lu Xuange recover immediately from that horrified state, so he sat up abruptly after a bit of trembling. His movement of getting up was so violent that the bed board he was lying on let out a scream like Squeak.

He Qianjue, who lay beside him and slept for a while with his eyes closed, was also awakened by his movement, opened his eyes and raised his head to look at Lu Xuange.

Lu Xuange's face was haggard, pale, and sweating profusely, his eyes stared blankly ahead, as if he hadn't recovered from the horror of being trapped in the darkness.He gasped violently for a while, and then slowly began to observe the surrounding environment subconsciously. When he turned his head, he could see He Qianjue at a glance.

"Qianjue." Lu Xuan shouted subconsciously.

Of course he still recognized He Qianjue, his memory did not disappear to that extent in a short period of time, but this made Lu Xuange a little confused, of course he knew He Qianjue in front of him, but felt that He Qianjue looked a little strange.

He Qianjue stood up and sat beside Lu Xuange. He gently held Lu Xuange's hand and said softly, "You're awake."

"You look bad, you could get some more sleep."

Lu Xuange couldn't understand what he said, he still couldn't distinguish reality from dreams, and even started to wonder if he was alive or not. He felt that he was dead, and died in that endless darkness.

"Do you want to kill me? Qian Jue?" Lu Xuange asked him suddenly.

He Qianjue was slightly taken aback when he heard the words, then pursed his lips and smiled: "Why do you think so?"

"I think you want to kill me." Lu Xuange said with a dazed and haggard face, "You always wanted to kill me, you hate me, you hate me, I'm terrible... I'm a hopeless bastard , I'm damned, I'm really damned."

He Qianjue shook his head at him: "I won't kill you, I won't do that."

Lu Xuange suddenly cried.

He actually started to cry, his eyes were red, and the tears were pouring out, but he grabbed He Qianjue's hand tightly, but his fingers were trembling, and he said, "I don't mind if you want to kill me or not... Even if you really kill me, Qian Jue, I want to hug you...I miss you so much, where have you been? I can't find you anyway..."

Lu Xuange was crying intermittently and talking nonsense, but he crawled over, stretched out his arms to hug He Qianjue, and stuffed He Qianjue into his arms with all his strength, he said: "I don't want to forget you, Qianjue Jue...don't make me forget, I don't want to forget, please...please..."

He Qianjue reached out to hold the back of his head, comforted him softly and said, "You are tired, you should go to sleep, you will be fine when you wake up, don't be afraid."

"Don't... I don't want to sleep, don't throw me in..." Lu Xuange cried like a child, hugging He Qianjue, "Don't throw me away... Qianjue, I love you...don't throw me away, I've always loved you before." It's my fault, you can beat me and scold me, don't throw me away..."

"Be good, Xuange." He Qianjue still comforted him, and even cast a soothing spell on Lu Xuange, "Go to sleep, everything will pass, it's not that scary, don't be afraid."

The current Lu Xuange had almost no ability to resist. He Qianjue's calming spell made him drowsy, but he still struggled, holding He Qianjue and unwilling to let go.He may be clear, he knows what He Qianjue is doing to him, he knows that he is forgetting everything, he is terrified, but he has no strength to fight back.

However, He Qianjue always maintained a gentle smile and a gentle tone to comfort him, but pushed him into the abyss.

Then He Qianjue began to sing a lullaby to Lu Xuange. This tune would be very familiar if Han Chan was around. It was a lullaby his mother often sang to him, and He Qianjue would also sing it. Singing slowly, Lu Xuange was soon bewildered by the singing, and lay still in He Qianjue's arms.

He will sleep for a long time.

When he wakes up, it will all be over.

"Don't be afraid, Xuange." He Qianjue put him back on the bed, straightened the messy hair on his forehead, and said in the sweet tone of talking to a lover, "The pain is short, and it will end soon, I promise .You are luckier than me, you don't have to go through 1000 years."