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Zhao Nan likes Xia Qiu.

Love it so much.

He met Xia Qiu in Rongwan, and his final parting was also in Rongwan.

The first beginning was Xia Qiu's tender and crisp "Senior".From then on, there was a warm and lingering figure beside Rongwan's top school grass.

When Zhao Nan was young, his family changed suddenly, and he was forced to live with others. The object was his cousin who was the former school doctor in Rongwan.Biao Shu is a person with a weird personality, and he talks inconsequentially, so naturally he doesn't care about him.Zhao Nan, who was originally indifferent, was completely reduced to "the most popular and most difficult person in Rongwan".

Regarding this development, Zhao Nan said coldly: "Childish." He blocked all the sights projected on him.

Many years ago, Xia Qiu, who met Zhao Nan for the first time, was also attracted by his knife-like beauty and frosty temperament.

The young man with neurotic indifference was his mentor's disciple, and he was his mentor's junior disciple.

Seniors and juniors have a natural sense of intimacy that runs down the line.The young Xia Qiu stared at the equally young Zhao Nan, trying to find the gentle attitude on his meticulous face when facing his junior brother.

Obviously, he completely forgot the advice of his tutor and everyone in the academy to "stay away from Zhao Nan".

Unfortunately, Zhao Nan's neurotic indifference and ignorance dealt him a heavy blow, and once again threw the mentor's advice to him.

What's even more unfortunate is that Xia Qiusheng lacked a muscle in a certain hidden emotion. He caught Zhao Nan's advice about the mentor and threw it behind him.What is reflected in the world of his eyes is not Zhao Nan's indifference, almost cruel treatment, and his eyes as if he looked at a dead thing, but a shy "senior" who is not good at negotiating with others.

tutor:"……"

Everyone in Wanrong: "..."

To be honest, how on earth did you see the word "shy" from that face with a thousand years of facial paralysis! ! ?

Everyone was terrified. They suddenly discovered that Xia Qiu not only lacked sad brain cells, but also lacked a pair of eyes with good vision.

Therefore, Xia Qiu, adhering to the development of a good relationship with the seniors and striving to change the current situation of the seniors, unswervingly implemented his "big plan".

First of all, he has to catch up with his senior with his talents, after all, the senior is the best student in Rongwan; secondly, he needs to get to know himself, the only senior, from multiple perspectives, after all, "knowing yourself and the enemy can win every battle"; finally, On the premise of not disturbing the normal life of the seniors, we should strive for more time to get along with the seniors, and strive to be a qualified "elementary student".

Xia Qiu locked the plan in the diary.He likes to record words in writing, and sometimes graffiti. In his diary, the image of Zhao Nan is a lazy and unsocial black cat.

As for why a delicate and soft cat is used instead of a tall and straight man?

Xia Qiu's explanation is that among cats, only cats are so arrogant and not annoying, and are popular everywhere.

Zhao Nan, who was totally unpopular with everyone in Rongwan and had never been "tsundere", was speechless at this moment: Is it too late to give Aqiu a pair of glasses?With such a confused personality and defenseless mentality, how did he survive until now?If you leave it alone, what will you do if you encounter big trouble one day?

Non-vegetation, ruthless Practice makes perfect.

Zhao Nan's temperament is indifferent but not to the point of being terribly miserable. The stupid Xia Qiu thinks he's hiding everything, but he doesn't know that his every move is under the control of the other party.

Xia Qiu wanted to catch up with him in studies, and stayed up all night for several years, and his emaciated body bones were hard boiled into cured pork ribs; When the outsiders ostracized and insulted him, he refuted with a cold face; Xia Qiu spent an hour with him every day, and used a thick diary to record every detail and word of their acquaintance and reunion.

Xia Qiu wanted to integrate herself into the life of a man named "Zhao Nan", but she fought and failed repeatedly.

Fortunately, he finally succeeded.

Zhao Nan once thought that Xia Qiu had a crush on him, after all, he had never met such a person who cared about him in his life.This idea haunted Zhao Nan from the day it appeared, making him sleepless all night.Even in his dreams, he always dreamed of the same lingering figure.

In the era when Zhao Nan and Xia Qiu lived, love between men and men was not easily accepted.But Zhao Nan's parents have passed away long ago, except for the crazy cousin, there is no contact between relatives and friends at all.And Xia Qiu's life experience is even more simple. Ever since the old director of the orphanage died of illness, he has long been alone in this world.

No, there is still a "relative" - ​​Zhao Nan who calls himself a "lover" in his heart.

Zhao Nan, who is proud of the spring breeze but has never shown anything on his face, secretly plans their future life.Xia Qiu sat with him in the attic of the library. He looked indifferently at the figures coming and going through the doors and windows. His face was like an iceberg hidden under the clouds, maintaining a nervous alienation and indifference.

"Senior, I want to adopt a child after graduation. Well, although I'm not rich, I still have saved some savings, and the school doctor's salary is good for me. I want to give it a try... I want to have a family……"

Zhao Nan couldn't hear what he said.In his mind, the uncontrollable paranoia of any expression on his face at any other moment...

--I like you

- you like me too, don't you

——We will be together forever, okay?

——So, stop looking at other people with these eyes

— Please always love me

……

Zhao Nan once thought that he had contracted a mental illness, and the source of the virus that lured him to contract it was named "Xia Qiu".

Zhao Nan didn't want to quit at all, and couldn't bear to quit this "virus source". On the contrary, he wanted to make a special and safe glass ball and put his favorite person in it.

Hold tight.

never separate.

——Xia Qiu, you just need to look at me.

Your eyes, your voice, your smile just need to bloom for me.

Whenever you're with other people, I'm remorseful.

I shouldn't have let you out, I shouldn't have let other people see you, I shouldn't have let them take away my sight.

I long to bury you with love, imprison your soul with each other's breath, and leave my trace with my body.

Because you belong to me and I belong to you.

No?

Zhao Nan, who has always been famous for his neurotic indifference and intellect, has simply forgotten the most important point: there are many people in this world who want to be inseparable forever, but no one has ever really succeeded.However, when confronting reality with conjecture, it is always the former that fails.

Zhao Nan thinks that Xia Qiu will stay by his side forever, but ignores that Xia Qiu is also a person with isolated thinking, and has never belonged to him.

The past does not belong, the present does not belong, and the future does not belong.

The "love" buried in his heart is a self-centered fantasy, and he never took the initiative to talk to Xia Qiu about his increasingly collapsing self-control and possessiveness.

Therefore, he is destined to become a "silent loser".

Xia Qiu is destined to be different from him, his love has been distributed to too many people - Xia Tian and Xia Nuan who were picked up by him, the child who was imprisoned in the attic accidentally discovered, and - the one whom Xia Nuan called "" Sister Lin", the girl who was admired by Xia Qiu.

Zhao Nan never thought of herself as a kind-hearted and soft-hearted person, but she challenged her endurance time and time again in front of Xia Qiu.

He wanted to embrace Xia Qiu desperately, let his body be covered with his own traces, and called his name with a lingering voice... He thought a lot, but the love in his heart was rotting, but he didn't know it.

——It's... terrible!

………………

When Zhao Nan woke up from sleep, Wu Yue was knocking on the door.

Uh, no, it was "knocking on the door" with a fist.

While knocking on his mouth, he dubbed himself: "Zhao Nan, open the door quickly. As soon as I don't watch out for you, you will report to Aze!? When did you know Aze well?! Open the door, give me Make it clear! 'A friend's wife can't be bullied', don't you know?! Ah!!!"

Infinite loop.

Zhao Nan felt more and more that Wu Yue's painting style had developed in a weird direction since the young man named Rong Ze "came alive".

The friendship of "two grasshoppers on one line" has long since ceased to exist, and now Zhao Nan feels heartbroken every time he sees him.

If the door is not opened, Wu Yue will definitely attract more people to watch.He is shameless, Zhao Nan still needs it.So he threw the quilt out of bed in a burst of noise, walked through the guest room, opened the door, and ushered the irascible youth into the house.

Zhao Nan got herself a glass of water, shook it and wanted to drink it all down.His lips stuck to the mouth of the cup, but he still couldn't drink it.Because he found that the cup is insulated, but the water is cold.

He put down his water glass calmly, frowned and looked at the extremely excited young man before dawn, "What's the matter?"

At any rate, Wu Yue had a brief contact with Zhao Nan, and knew that his current expression was a typical upset mood.Swallowing his saliva, he swallowed the sarcasm near his Adam's apple, and asked in a slow tone, "Did Aze come to look for you yesterday? What did you tell him?"

Zhao Nan looked indifferent, and after a long time, two words popped out, "Gu Ze?"

"Yes, that's it!" Wu Yue wailed, knelt down and cried, "Why did you tell him about Gu Ze? That's all right, now he's chasing me and asking who 'Gu Ze' is and if it's him The family member before I lost my memory. How do you tell me to tell him? Tell him that the original owner of his current body was 'Gu Ze'? Or did I make a slip of the tongue and misremember his name? You found a good one for me. trouble!"

Zhao Nan felt more and more that there was a world of difference between Wu Yue's miserable appearance as a "wife slave" and the shrewd appearance he conspired with him a few months ago.One is in the sky and the other is on the ground, and they are suppressed without human rights.

However, the person involved is still enjoying it, and has no intention of repenting.

Looking at his chattering appearance, Zhao Nan inexplicably heard the gentle and lingering figure that appeared in the dream.

So, he interrupted Wu Yue's self-narration and asked, "When can I 'resurrect' Aqiu?"

He paused and said, "I miss him."

Wu Yue rolled around like a carp, sat down, tilted her head and smiled, "Missing a little lover?"

Zhao Nan remained silent.

Wu Yue continued, "The soul should be warmed up, the only thing missing is a 'Yin Man'. You can't just find this Yin Man, he must have a similar fate and a high degree of soul compatibility with your little lover. You know, I searched for several years before I found one, and I let my Aze go to test it all night before trying it out. If your little lover wants to come back to life, you need to search hard."

He sat on the ground and looked around Zhao Nan's clean and bright room, "At least we can't stay here all the time."

This time, Zhao Nan responded quickly, "Where are you going?"

"Go to the north." Wu Yue said with a smile, "It happens that Ze's body seems to have some problems left over, and the medicine to cure him can be found in the north. We will go with you."

Zhao Nan understood, and then he got up and walked into the bedroom, and when he came out, he had a sealed box in his hand.

There were several freshly glued letters on the box.

The destination is - the highest police station in J province and various media.

"You want to expose Rongwan?" Wu Yue glanced at it. As Zhao Nan's partner, he certainly knew what was inside.

"Yeah." Zhao Nan nodded indifferently, "The people from Rongwan were responsible for the fire."

Wu Yue: "..."

Well, he finally knows how much revenge this girl has.

Tsk, fortunately he didn't count on me.

Otherwise, it is completely defenseless.

Zhao Nan cast his gaze out of the window, it was the end of summer and autumn, and the air was filled with the fragrance of corrupt flowers, matching the lingering aura of the man in his memory one by one.

North?

he thought.

I don't know if Ah Qiu would like the home in the north?

It's really... exciting.

The author has something to say:

Zhao Nan——the second person who successfully blackened in the full text (the first blackened person was Wang Jue)

Representative flower——Blue Enchantress (Flower language: Staying together is a promise, and you are my deepest love.)