If you wear it fast, you will return the scum

Chris knew from an early age that his father and mother were not as written in the textbook.

No matter how glorious and great his father was in front of the media, he still looked wretched under the camera.

His mother was, say, a queen, rather an appendage of his father.Or rather, a plaything.

After Chris grew up a little bit, his father began to take him to various places and let him learn how to negotiate with various politicians in advance.

The most common scene he saw was a group of well-dressed politicians pushing glasses and changing glasses, and there were often one or two male or female Omegas hanging beside them.Sometimes when someone drank too much, they picked up a whip and whipped them a few times, or tortured them by other means.

Then the others laughed amidst the screams of those people, and after laughing, they continued to talk about the most worthy of concern at the moment.

Chris' mood changed from surprise at the beginning to numbness, and finally to indifference.

until his mother died.

She suffered from a very serious illness, and the illness came like a mountain.

Perhaps compared to illness, psychological torture is the real reason for destroying her.

As she lay dying, she called Chris to her bed and stroked his cheek with her pale, thin hand.

Chris didn't show much expression, no sympathy or pity, he had been like this since he was a child, even in front of his dying mother.

"Chris, don't be like your father in the future," she told him.

Chris didn't answer her, he just looked at her like a stranger.

Chris didn't speak to her until her death.

He felt that his mother had lived a humble life, and that life and death were all controlled by others.

But when his own destiny is also controlled, Chris can't calm down.

There is a politician who only likes male alphas, and that person is very powerful, so his father is going to send him there.After all, he only needs to give up his virginity, and his father can benefit greatly.Chris even thought that if the man was not interested in him but his father, his father would agree on the spot and go to accompany him.

But Chris was not happy, he was tied up and sent to the politician's room like a sacrificial offering.

No one cared if he was the prince of the empire, and no one asked him if he was happy or not, after all, it was such a common thing.

Chris broke free from the handcuffs by breaking his own fingers, and then found a knife in the room and hid it under the pillow.When the man lowered his head to kiss him, he pierced the knife from the upper left side of his chest, straight into his heart.

Chris even felt a sense of satisfaction when the politician was pouring blood on him.It was also from that time that he clearly realized that in order to truly live, he must have power.

Even though he was not taken advantage of by the politicians, in the short few hours waiting for the politicians to come, in the endless panic, he had already experienced what is called real despair.

He felt a sense of relief for no reason when he saw a politician die.

And he has really changed since then.

After killing the politician, he calmly broke free from the rope, and then took a knife and carved two words on the body: "garbage."

Then he dressed and went out the door.

Overnight, he turned against the politician's subordinates and disintegrated the politician's power.

When he returned to the palace the next day, his father heard that he had killed the politician and was so excited that he almost killed him, but when he heard what he did later, he praised him for a good job with a smile on his face.

Chris sneered in his heart, and at the same time secretly made up his mind that one day he would let his father taste the regret.

He began to seize power crazily, and gradually he became a figure just like his father, but he felt that he was a little more noble, because he only provided them with a place, but he didn't mean to end it himself.

He looked at those officials with only superficial appearance, looked at them laughing and laughing, looked at them dirty and rotten.

Until he met a spider, or Wen Xiao.

He is the number one hacker in the world.

Wen Ling is not the first hacker he has ever seen, nor is he the most powerful person he has ever seen.

In other fields, Chris had seen someone more high-profile than Wen Xiao, but Wen Xiao was the one who left the deepest impression on him.

Chris has been paying attention to him since then. He knows that he is a mercenary, and he also knows that he has become a person with the eyes of the sky.

Like a middle school girl who has a crush on the person she loves, he learns about him from various channels.

Until Chris catches him.

God knows how happy Chris was when he found out that Wen Xiao was arrested, he almost rushed over impatiently to see what kind of person Wen Xiao was.

Wen Xiao is a little more beautiful than Chris imagined, very delicate, but not as delicate as a porcelain doll, his body is full of vitality, like a sunflower facing the sun with its head up.

When talking about punishing him, it was actually the first time for Chris.

He originally had many methods of torture, but he chose this one.He knew that Wen Xiao would definitely not care about physical bullying, but Chris did it purely because he wanted him, that's all.

His actions were rude, but Wen Xiao could always find something to tease him about.His mouth seems to never stop, you don't need to stop him, he will chatter about some obscenities to tease you.

Chris is obviously the stronger side, but Wen Ling always has a way to make him helpless.

To him, Wen Fei was like a weed growing out of a piece of rotten mud.

It is not as delicate as a flower, it is so tough, you can only break it, but you cannot bend it.You make him submit to you, but soon you will discover that his submission is only a facade.When you remove the power that suppresses him, you will find that he is still the same as before, and has not changed in the slightest because of your destruction.

Chris couldn't help but wonder what it would be like to destroy him completely.

Just like people can't help cutting rubber with a knife, when many things exist in front of your eyes, you can't help but want to destroy them.

Especially something so hopeful like Wen Fei.

So he destroyed him, he deprived him of his sight and made him a vehicle for his offspring.

He watched him being pushed into the darkness step by step by himself, trying to see when he would break down.

But he is so tenacious, as if nothing can break him.

Whether it is physical torture or mental torture, he can resist it.

While Chris was angry, he also admired him somewhat.

His desire to destroy him was gradually replaced by the desire to possess him.

He has seen too much darkness, and even his own heart is full of all kinds of dirty things.That's why he longed for an existence like Wen Fei even more, he wanted to keep him by his side, as long as he stayed like this.

He envied Wen Fei, and he also liked him, but he would not change for Wen Fei.

And he paid the price for it.

After Wen Fei died, he could not see him for the last time, nor could he find the place where Ran Fei buried him.

He just disappeared, as if he had never been there.

When he learned of Wen Fei's death, Chris didn't feel too much pain.

He just felt like a hole in his heart, empty, no matter what he grabbed, he couldn't fill the missing place.

He seems to have become the fatuous king in the history books, ignoring political affairs for the sake of an omega.

Even when Tianyan made a comeback, he didn't have the heart to resist.

He changed from a king to a prisoner, and they criticized him verbally and in writing. He listened to those harsh words, but what he thought about was whether Wen Fei felt the same way when he was criticized by others.

He thought of his stubbornness, his smile, and many things about Wen Fei in the gap of time.

He didn't know what he was sad about, he couldn't say it, but he felt as if the sky was falling.

In the dream, he saw his mother again. His mother was lying on the hospital bed with a haggard appearance, and said to him, Chris, don't be like your father in the future.

Chris, Chris, Chris...

He woke up from his dream, the moonlight coming in from the prison window was extremely cool.

He hugged his knee in a daze, as if he had become the scared child again.

He always thought that he was different from his father, but in the end he found that he was no different from him.

It's just that his father only loved power, and he fell in love with power, and also fell in love with Wen Fei.

He doesn't know how to love someone, he just wants to keep him, put chains on his limbs, and let him stay by his side forever.

But he still hurt him.

Trampling his dignity, destroying his glory, forcing him to fall from heaven to hell.

He thought it was love, but it wasn't.

He pressed him too hard and made him angry.

So he bared his sharp teeth at himself, injected the toxin in the name of love into his body, and then walked away happily.

He has always been so free and easy, as if he doesn't care about anything.

He thought that Wen Fei should hate him very much, he fell asleep every night, but Wen Fei never entered his dreams.

So he didn't even have the chance to see him in his dream.

After Wen Fei died, he began to try to understand his ideas and accept them.

With unprecedented sincerity, he read some books on equal rights and listened to the voices of those who have been treated unfairly.

It's a different feeling, like a sadist who killed countless cats and dogs and suddenly became a member of the Humane Society.

Others say that he has changed a lot, becoming more gentle and approachable.

But he knew that he was just making atonement.

He wanted to become a better person, at least this would not make Wen Fei feel disgusted.

When his heart became as calm as stagnant water, he met Serena.

At that moment, he almost thought that Wen Fei had returned to him.

He stood up in surprise and wanted to hug her.

But she refused.

He could only watch the guards protect her and watch her slowly walk away.

He sat down slumped, and his whole figure seemed to be a sculpture.

At that moment, he was so sad that he wanted to cry, but he couldn't cry.

He created that child with his own hands. When she was a cell, he watched the doctor put her into Wen Fei's body.

He also felt that if it was an omega, then he would definitely not want it very much.

Now she has become an existence that she cannot touch.

In fact, what is the difference between omega and alpha? She is the child of herself and Wen Fei, no matter what gender she is, it doesn't matter.

Although he is under house arrest, he will learn about Serena's developments through TV, newspapers, or other means.

He knew that Ran Fei had educated her very well, and that she was also very capable of governing the country in an orderly manner.

In fact, Chris really wanted her to come and see him, but she never came.

Chris read a lot of books during his prison life, and he could only rely on this to pass the time.

Sometimes Ran Fei would come over and beat him up on purpose because he didn't like him.

Chris let it go, and even wished she had hit her harder.This will make him feel better.

But Ran Fei seemed to be able to guess what he was thinking, and always left after the fight, never procrastinating.

This kind of life didn't end until she found Lin Qi.

During this period, Chris tossed himself into anorexia, which made him only rely on drugs and infusions to maintain his life.

He became thin into a skeleton, and his past demeanor became a cloud.

Sometimes he looked at himself in the mirror and thought he was seeing something from a horror movie.

But these are not important anymore, anyway, that person is gone, no one will care whether he is beautiful or ugly.

When he had had enough of that lonely life, he applied to be exiled to Inota.

On the past day, he seriously searched for the places he and Wen Fei had been to.

It's just that the forest there expanded more and more, engulfing the places where they had been.

It took him a lot of effort to find a place that still remained in his memory, and he stayed there.

The days spent with Wen Fei on Inota were the happiest days in his long life.

He chopped wood to make a hut, waiting for someone who would never return.

Self-inflicted—this word seems to have been tailor-made for him.

He couldn't eat, and his body became weaker and weaker.

He often has a fever due to the cold, and when he is in a daze, he will think of Wen Fei.

Every time he hopes that he can die completely, but every time he wakes up in disappointment.

His favorite thing to do is to watch Serena's official updates every day through the camera that he took with him when he left.

Serena, Moonlight, she is also a child as white and flawless as Moonlight.

Just like her father.

Inota planet has slowly entered the rainy season, and the rain is getting more and more. Even when Chris is lying in bed, there will be raindrops coming in from the door.

He was very sick, and his body, whose resistance had been weakened due to anorexia, seemed to be unable to hold on in the cold.

In a trance, he saw a familiar figure walking into the wooden house. That figure was thin but not thin, just like the one he remembered.

For a moment, he couldn't tell whether it was a dream or reality, but he felt that his long-sick body seemed to have some strength.

He asked him excitedly: "Is it Wen Fei, have you come to pick me up?"

The man didn't answer, but held out his hand to him.

Chris, who was drowsy due to a high fever, stopped breathing in his dream.When he died, there was still a smile on the corner of his mouth, as if he finally got what he expected and yearned for.