Don't run after school next door!

To be honest, the moment Lin Zan heard that sentence, he felt a sense of disgust in his heart.But when he thought that the object of his disgust was Fang Xun's father, he felt indescribable again.

Before he could think about what to say, Fang Xuan ran out of the room, and when she heard the noise, she came to greet her brother. "Hey, brother Lin Zan, you're here too?"

Lin Zan smiled at her: "The community where I live has no water supply, can you come and stay for one night?"

Fang Xuan quickly replied: "Of course, welcome to play. Come in quickly, brother, what are you doing at the door?"

Fang Xun looked at her with a gentle voice: "Nothing, go in. Are you studying?"

"Hey." Fang Xuan smiled until his dimples showed, and replied obediently, "I'm watching cartoons."

Fang Xun couldn't help laughing when he saw her like this: "Keep watching. Mom hasn't come back yet?"

"not yet."

Let her continue playing, while Fang Xun took Lin Zan into his room.

The first time I came here, Lin Zan looked around curiously.Fang Xun's room was not very big, but it was clean and tidy, and it looked quite spacious.The furniture is all plain, and the overall look is simple and bright.There are computers and some books on the desk, and a tree-shaped bookshelf on the side.

The sheets were linen, dark gray and neatly made.There is a bay window next to the bed, with a few decorations in fresh colors on it, and outside the glass window are large expanses of green trees.

In short, all of this is very in line with Lin Zan's imagination of Fang Xun's room.

Fang Xun helped him put away the things he brought, took him to the bathroom to wash his hands, and introduced the layout of the room, trying not to make him feel uncomfortable.But he himself was obviously affected by what happened just now, and he was not very interested.

The two returned to the room again. As soon as the door closed, Lin Zan hugged Fang Xun lightly, and whispered in his ear, "Fang Xun."

Rather than comforting, Lin Zan prefers to spread things out and settle them.A few words of innocuous care can't dispel the distress.But this kind of thing was too private and embarrassing, and he couldn't comment directly.I had to call his name to show that I was by his side and cared about his thoughts.

Fang Xunhui hugged him: "I'm fine, I'm just thinking about what to do."

"Have you figured it out?"

Fang Xun laughed: "You think it's so fast?"

"That's right," Lin Zan said honestly, "You're very smart."

Fang Xun's smile deepened, then gradually faded away. He rested his chin on Lin Zan's shoulder, as if his head was heavy.

"I think she—is Aunt Li..., did you see her just now?" he said.

"I see." She must be very embarrassed. It is really embarrassing enough to show up in this kind of interpersonal relationship.

"Looking at her appearance, my father's illness should be serious." Fang Xun said, and unconsciously hugged Lin Zan tightly, "I guess my mother doesn't know about it yet."

If it wasn't for serious illness, Li Meng would not have come to him in such an embarrassing capacity.She is an out-and-out third party who cannot be cleared of the "crime", no matter how you think about it, you should know that Fang Xun will not treat her well.But not only did she come, but she also begged him in a humble manner, which probably explained her feelings for Fang Xun's father.Of course, it may also be out of interest considerations.

"Lin Zan, I know you care about me, so the next words are from the heart, not very nice. But I hope you don't hate it." He suddenly said this again.

Lin Zan couldn't laugh or cry: "I understand what you mean. How could you hate it."

"That's not good." Fang Xun continued to take vaccinations, raised his head and emphasized seriously, "It's really not good."

Lin Zan was quiet for a few seconds, then looked into his eyes: "I don't need you to tell me nice nonsense. Just show me what kind of person you are. I only mind if you make up an illusion."

If two people want to understand each other, they will inevitably encounter such dangerous moments.No matter how close the relationship is, it is not necessarily possible to imagine what the other party is thinking at a certain moment.In the depths of the heart that have not been exposed, in addition to good, there must be evil.

After he said that, Fang Xun didn't hesitate any longer, and told him all the choices.

It's ugly and it's ugly.Anyway, his love was just like this once, and he would only be so honest with Lin Zan.

"I don't want to worry about him." Fang Xun said honestly, "I don't care whether he is dead or alive. I hate people like him."

"He obviously has a new family, and Aunt Li is his family. She has ignored us for so many years, but it is only at this time that she thinks of having a son, and the daughter with a low IQ simply ignores it." Fang Xun sneered. , "Let Auntie Li come to me, and made it clear that he doesn't think the most important person is her, he just wants someone who is related by blood to go to his funeral."

"I think," Fang Xun paused, "it's a bit offensive to say it, but I think Aunt Li is as pitiful as my mother."

Fang Xun looked at Lin Zan: "That's it. I really can't sympathize with my biological father, even though he may be dying of illness."

Lin Zan raised his hand and rubbed his face: "I understand. You don't need to be so serious, I don't hate it at all."

After finishing speaking, he added another sentence: "I don't think you are cold-blooded and ruthless. I just think it is very real."

"reality?"

"That's right." Lin Zan smiled helplessly, "I didn't think that way before. I'm always a little, um, naive. Sometimes when I look at things, I tend to believe what I only want to believe. Now I understand, How others treat you, you will have corresponding emotional feedback to him, this is the real situation."

He said: "If it was before, I might think that no matter what, he is your father. But if you don't want to sympathize with him, it means that he hasn't done anything to arouse your sympathy, right?"

Fang Xun was silent for a while.He doesn't like to think about it very much, and the memories of his father are unpleasant.

But he still said it out: "Xiaoxuan grew up a little bit, and he found that she was slower than others in learning everything. Later, he knew that she was born with a low IQ, so he unabashedly showed his dislike and even beat her. He also I don’t stay at home often, my mother took us with us when we were young.”

"He is a person of low character." Fang Xun commented, "He just has a good appearance and can talk."

Apart from such superficial advantages, Fang Xun couldn't think of any merits in this person, which made Jiang Yue never forget him.

"Then have you decided?" Lin Zan asked softly.

Fang Xun said slowly: "I hope he recovers soon. But if there is any accident, I will not go there. I have no feelings for him, I don't want to give him a ride, and I don't want to go to participate in the distribution of his estate Go. He has his own family."

"He began to contact me frequently this year, probably because he realized that something was wrong with his body. But he obviously doesn't have any feelings for me. At this time, he cares about the so-called blood relationship and abandons his wife around him. I I don't want to fulfill his wishes."

"Okay." Lin Zan's voice followed his tail.

He listened intently to everything Fang Xun said, and looked at him with black and white eyes.Think what he thinks, use his whole body and mind to experience Fang Xun's feelings.

When Fang Xun's eyes touched those eyes, Fang Xun's heart suddenly collapsed. He hugged Lin Zan again uncontrollably, and kissed him on the lips: "I don't like to complain, I just said this to you. Thank you you listen to me."

"It's okay, I want to understand you." Lin Zan raised his head, laughed, and kissed him back, "That's how I will love you."

Use his way of thinking to think, understand all the causes of his character, and perceive his every emotional change, so that he can love him, cherish him, and sympathize with him with all his soul.This is how Lin Zan feels about love.

They hugged each other again and kept silent for a while.

The sound of the security door being unlocked sounded, and it was Jiang Yue who had returned.Lin Zan pushed Fang Xun out quickly, arranged his clothes in a hurry, and walked out of the room to say hello to Jiang Yue.

He shook hands nervously, but kept a smile on his face: "Hello, Auntie, I'm Fang Xun's friend, my name is Lin Zan. Our community has no water today, and Fang Xun asked me to stay for one night, please. gone."

"Hello." Jiang Yue also laughed, "It's the first time I come here to play, so relax and be casual."

She looked at Fang Xun again: "Haven't you had dinner yet? Mom is going to do it now."

"it is good."

Jiang Yue warmly greeted Lin Zan: "Does Xiaolin have any taboos? Do you like spicy food? Let me cut some fruits for you first."

"No, no, auntie, please rest for a while." Lin Zan said quickly, "I can eat whatever I want, I'm not picky."

Jiang Yue cared a lot about Fang Xun's friends, and she was very concerned about Lin Zan, asking a few questions from time to time, and cooking another big table.He also took care of Lin Zan during the meal, busy serving him soup and telling him to add more vegetables.

She wanted to know more about Fang Xun's campus life, so she asked Lin Zan a few more questions.Lin Zan said in embarrassment that he and Fang Xun did not belong to the same school.

Jiang Yue was a little surprised: "Then you are classmates in junior high school? I haven't come to play before."

"We got to know each other this semester, and we just got on well with each other." Fang Xun spoke from the side.

"Oh, that's it." Jiang Yue didn't ask any more.

Lin Zan felt guilty and buried himself in cooking.Fang Xun likes spicy food, Jiang Yue didn't make it too spicy to suit the taste of the guests, but he still added some chopped peppers to taste.Lin Zan accidentally picked up a chopped pepper and mixed it with carrots and ate it, his face flushed from choking.

Jiang Yue became anxious all of a sudden: "Hey, I'll pour you a glass of water later."

But before she stood up, Fang Xun went to the refrigerator and took a box of frozen soy milk from it.He disassembled the straw, inserted the straw and handed it to Lin Zan, whispering, "Drink slowly."

Lin Zan coughed for a long time while clutching the tissue handed over by Fang Xuan, and drank a few mouthfuls of soy milk before recovering, looking at Fang Xun embarrassedly.It's shameful.

Fang Xun smiled at him: "Keep eating."

Jiang Yue asked with concern: "Is it better? It's all my fault, I forgot to remind you, this carrot dish is made spicy, but other dishes are fine."

"It's okay," Lin Zan said, "Auntie's cooking is delicious."

Lin Zan helped clean up after the meal, but was pushed away by Jiang Yue with a smile, so he had to follow Fang Xun back to the room to play.

Originally, this night's stay should be more harmonious. It was the first time he slept in Fang Xun's bed, and he should leave good memories anyway, but this day was so unsatisfactory.

In the middle of the night, Fang Xun was woken up by Lin Zan, and the person in his arms asked him weakly, "Do you have any painkillers at home?"

Fang Xun immediately came to his senses, turned on the light, and looked at his face: "What's wrong? Where does it hurt?"

Lin Zan's face was pale, and he clutched his stomach and said, "Stomach pain. Maybe it's because I ate iced food this morning, and then it was too spicy. Just find me a painkiller."

There was also a lot of sweat on his forehead, and his body temperature was higher than usual.

"Probably acute gastroenteritis." Fang Xun said, "Don't take medicine indiscriminately. Let's go to the hospital."

"I don't want to move." Lin Zan huddled into a ball in pain, trying to be more mellow so that Fang Xun could not catch him. "Just take a painkiller."

Fang Xun coaxed: "I'll carry you on my back, you don't have to move. Be good, you must seek medical treatment in time for acute gastroenteritis."

"this late."

"The emergency department is open."

In the end Lin Zan was picked up by Fang Xun, changed his clothes and walked to the hospital.Before going out, Fang Xun went into the kitchen again, filled a cup with warm water and took it with him.

When changing shoes at the door, Jiang Yue came out yawning: "What are you doing?"

Lin Zan was in so much pain that he didn't want to speak, so he lay on Fang Xun's back and buried his face in it.Fang Xun answered her: "Lin Zan has a stomachache, it's very serious, I'll take him to the hospital."

Jiang Yue became anxious when she heard this: "Are you okay? Wait, I'll change clothes and go with you."

Fang Xun stopped her: "No need, I've packed everything. Mom, go back to sleep." He stood up to steady Lin Zan on his back, and strode out the door.

Jiang Yue looked out of the door worriedly for a few seconds, her drowsiness was almost gone, she sighed, and was about to close the door and go back, when she suddenly found that Fang Xun's cell phone was still on the cabinet.

He doesn't have a mobile phone, and he doesn't use a wallet, so how can he register to pay the bill?Jiang Yue grabbed the phone and ran out.

The elevator was still on the 24th floor. Jiang Yue heard the sound in the stairwell, and ran over there. Just as she was about to call Fang Xun, she heard an unbelievably gentle voice: "Good boy, I'll be at the hospital soon."

The coolness in the stairwell seemed to pour over her body. She shivered and was stunned for a few seconds before she said, "Fang Xun! You didn't take your phone."

"I'll get it." Fang Xun's voice came up from below.

Jiang Yue's mind was also chilly, she walked down the railing and handed over the phone.

"Thank you mom, go back to sleep." Fang Xun was in a hurry, speaking quickly, took the phone and ran down quickly.

The lights in the corridor came on one after another.

Jiang Yue leaned on the railing, poked her head out tremblingly, and looked under her eyes: Fang Xun was holding the man's back firmly, and the boy's hands were wrapped around his neck with great reliance, and his head was leaning on him softly shoulders.