My bamboo horse can't be so scumbag
Chapter 12
For the students of No. [-] Middle School, this time was the closest they got to the championship. So at the beginning of the finals, they gave Xu Yizhi and others the strongest support. The students of No. [-] Middle School were not far behind. Slogans even appear to be more enthusiastic than the situation on the court.
"Return to defense quickly! Hurry up!"
The instructor was directing from the sidelines, yelling until his throat hurt, but the players on the court still couldn’t hear him. He Zhao took out the tricks he learned from playing street basketball that day. The referee was anxious to curse, but someone always appeared to block him How did the No. [-] Middle School score a goal?He didn't see it, and naturally he couldn't do anything without seeing it.
The cheers and slogans on the sidelines have gradually turned into a tendency to abuse each other. The sixth middle school said that you fouled the fifth middle school, and the fifth middle school said that you invited foreign aid. Many boys in the sixth middle school have loud voices. Unconvinced, he immediately stood in line to help No. [-] Middle School.
No. [-] Middle School never called a stop, and the game continued until the end of the first half. No. [-] Middle School had already led by many points.During the break, a group of people squatted together and listened to the teacher's arrangement.
"This game is not easy to play. You all worked hard," the instructor said, "But if you work hard, you have to win. If you want to win, you have to fight hard. He Zhao was very good in the first half, but you have to be careful in the second half. They will definitely stare at you."
He Zhao nodded.
The instructor went on to say: "Next, if you want to maintain your advantage, you have to change your strategy. He Zhao, you have to find opportunities for Huo Guang. He has a better chance than you if he doesn't play at halftime, and has more chances for three-pointers than you. The others will fully cooperate."
"Okay!" Everyone clasped their hands together and roared, "Come on!"
At the beginning of the second half, No. [-] Middle School showed the most powerful offense and defense ever. Xu Yizhi, He Zhao, and Huo Guang cooperated very well. Everyone took the initiative to run and did not miss any chance to score.
The No. [-] Middle School also tried their best. Just as the instructor expected, they put the target of defense on He Zhao. When the No. [-] Middle School realized that Huo Guang and Xu Yizhi were the main players to score points in the second half, the difference in score was already over. Very different.
Xu Yizhi dribbled the ball with his left hand past three people and passed the ball to Huo Guang. Xu Yizhi understood what he meant and scored another three points.The moment Huo Guang received the ball, he took off without hesitation. Brother Liang happened to be right in front of his eyes and jumped at the same time as him.
Brother Liang touched the ball with his finger, but probably due to luck, the ball flew out with a proper arc.
When it landed, the cheers were almost overwhelming, but after the ball, the No. [-] Middle School did not score any more points. Brother Liang finally showed the level that the provincial team should have. He was skillful in rebounding, stealing, and scoring points. , the score was about to tie, which greatly boosted the morale of No. [-] Middle School.
In the last tens of seconds, almost everyone went crazy, the referee couldn't suppress the field at all, the shouts of the students overwhelmed the waves, and the teachers who were instructing No. [-] Middle School outside the field also became anxious, shouting Commander, who has the loudest voice compared with the coach of No. [-] Middle School.
The players on the field couldn't hear this clearly. He Zhao became anxious. When Xu Yizhi passed him, he said to him: "Don't worry, hold on." He Zhao raised his head and met his eyes. He found Xu Yizhi's The eyes are very calm, calm but full of firmness.He Zhao nodded, while adjusting his mood to wait for the opportunity.
Brother Liang missed the last goal, He Zhao quickly grabbed the ball and passed it to Xu Yizhi decisively.With no one in front of him, Xu Yizhi dribbled the ball as fast as the wind, and threw the ball steadily and neatly from one stand.
There are only three or four seconds left in the game, and almost everyone's eyes are fixed on the ball. If the goal is scored five times, the winner is won, and if the goal is not scored six times, it is the champion.However, the arc of this ball is very large, which is worryingly large.
The cheers outside the court spread to the court, and He Zhao realized that the ball really went in. He stood under the backboard and turned to look at Xu Yizhi. The other party was looking at him and smiling. Xu Yizhi was very beautiful when he smiled, 70.00% more beautiful than usual.Da Jiang crossed his arms and asked in disbelief: "Have we won the championship?"
He Zhao answered irrelevantly, he said, "I might have to confess my love."
"Ah?" Dajiang didn't react, "with whom?"
He Zhao walked towards Xu Yizhi, and suddenly a person rushed out and punched He Zhao. He Zhao fell down, and more students rushed up. The court instantly turned into a fight scene.
He Zhao opened his eyes and saw that the person who beat him was Brother Liang.Student He Zhao was not polite at all, and punched the opponent twice with his backhand, "You are sick, why don't you just lose a game?"
Brother Liang tilted his head and said coldly: "As far as your style of play in the first half is concerned, what's the difference between playing hooligans? I'm teaching you for Coach Liu."
He Zhao was not in the mood to talk to this person any more, so he didn't speak again. Soon a teacher came to separate the people on both sides, and then there was an award ceremony, which was the kind where a group of people grinned and took pictures with awards.
After receiving the awards, everyone went to a dinner together to celebrate. When they went out, the audience had not yet dispersed, and some of them whistled when they passed by. He Zhao felt that the atmosphere was a bit too enthusiastic.
A female classmate blocked them, holding a pink envelope and a box of chocolates in her hand, obviously about to confess her love.
The teammates looked at each other, and Huo Guang felt uncomfortable, so he said, "What are you looking at me for? Are there any girls willing to come to me?" To tell the truth, his sexuality is not a secret among classmates, and then Everyone turned their attention to He Zhao and Xu Yizhi.
The female classmate took a few steps forward and stood still in front of Xu Yizhi.
"Wow~"
The teammates started to get excited, He Zhao felt a little bit in his heart, and looked at Xu Yizhi nervously.He Zhao was still a little unconvinced. He wanted to confess on the court just now, but he was delayed when he was punched ...
The female classmate said: "Xu Yizhi, do you know that I have liked you for a long time?"
It's not that Xu Yizhi has never met a girl who confessed to him, but this was the first time in such a public situation.He had an impression of the girl in front of him. Last year, they represented the school in the mathematics competition together.
"Gan Ting?" Xu Yizhi hesitated and wondered whether he should accept the chocolate handed over by the girl. After all, there are so many people here that he refused too much. first."
"Okay." Xu Yizhi accepted.
Gan Ting smiled as if she had succeeded, and said half-threateningly: "If you didn't refuse chocolate today, you won't be allowed to refuse anything else next time."
Xu Yizhi didn't know how to respond, and the booing around was even more intense, as if they were making a private appointment for life in public.The displeasure on He Zhao's face was obvious.
Classmate Dajiang misunderstood the meaning and asked him quietly: "You said you wanted to confess your love just now, so you didn't mean it with Gan Ting, did you?"
He Zhao held his breath and ignored him.When Huo Guang heard what Da Jiang said, he suppressed a smile and said, "Da Jiang, don't recruit him, it will be very painful."
He Zhao stared at Huo Guang with a murderous look.
Huo Guang felt confident, and grinned at He Zhao.
Xu Yizhi thanked politely: "Thank you for the chocolate."
"Well," the girl clicked, "If there is something to say, let's talk about it in private?"
Xu Yizhi nodded, "Okay."
He Zhao only spoke now, "What do you want to say to her in private?"
Huo Guang couldn't bear it anymore, hugged Dajiang and laughed, Dajiang was a little scared, he said: "Huo Guang, what's wrong with you?",
Huo Guang smiled and shook his head.
The dinner was hot pot, and a group of people even moved half a box. Everyone is a student and dare not drink too much.Dajiang felt that he had seen through everything, and insisted on sitting between He Zhao and Xu Yi in order to prevent internal conflicts from breaking out. However, Huo Guang who sat across from him always smiled at him. He reminded himself to persevere and not bend.
This meal, Da Jiang ate with fear.
On the way home by bike, Xu Yizhi said, "I don't know her well, and I wouldn't say anything in private."
He Zhao heard that Xu Yizhi was explaining to him, and deliberately asked: "Really? Don't lie to me."
Xu Yizhi smiled, "I'm not lying to you."
He Zhao: ...I want to confess more, but what should I do?
He Zhao squeezed the brake, "Xu Yizhi, let's stop by the side of the road."
Xu Yizhi stopped the car suspiciously, He Zhao went to the side of the road to buy a pack of cigarettes and a new lighter, handed them to Xu Yizhi, and he said, "I have something to tell you, you smoke one first."
Xu Yizhi was delighted, "Then it should be you, why me?"
He Zhao said: "We both have to make some mental preparations to smoke together."
The two squatted on the side of the road and smoked a cigarette each, and He Zhao finally said, "Xu Yizhi, are we dating?"
He Zhao knew that he was impulsive, and he had only folded a dozen thousand origami cranes, and even fewer were put in Xu Yizhi's glass bottle, but he couldn't wait any longer, and he had to say this today.
Tomorrow, his grandparents are going to Singapore, and he has to speak up before then. He wants to be with Xu Yizhi only because he likes it, not for any other reason. Having a companion is not pure enough.
When he said this to Luo Zi, Luo Zi thought he had too many things to do, "You mean you have to have the right time, place and people to get along with someone?"
He Zhao didn't ask Xu Yizhi to answer him immediately, he didn't want to push him too hard, He Zhao said: "You go first, I'll have another cigarette."
Xu Yizhi glanced at him and rode away.
He Zhao stared at Xu Yizhi's back in a daze, thinking to himself, why did you walk so simply, what if I was just saying something polite to you?
He Zhao smoked two cigarettes in a row. After smoking, he felt uncomfortable all over his body, and his heart was still uncomfortable. Xu Yizhi didn't respond until the next morning, and he didn't dare to contact him. I'm just kidding, we'll continue to be brothers."
That's so silly.
He Zhao sent his grandparents to the airport, and his uncle said politely, "Come to Singapore after the college entrance examination, and uncle will take you to the amusement park."
He Zhao didn't want to go to the amusement park and was not interested in going to Singapore, but he thanked him anyway.
Grandpa and grandma took him by the hand and gave instructions for a while, fearing that he would starve himself, He Zhao listened patiently, put the two elders on the plane, and then took a taxi home.
The driver is an acquaintance, "He Zhao? Going home?"
"Well, you know the way." He Zhao nodded, he remembered the driver, he took his car on the first day he came to Yushi, and he pointed him to Xu Yizhi's wholesale department, saying that Xu Yizhi was his nephew.
The driver uncle said again: "I heard that your grandparents immigrated?"
He Zhao: "Yes."
"From now on, you won't be able to eat the bento from your grocery store," the driver uncle seemed to think of something, "Then you live in Yushi alone?"
"Yes, finish the third year of high school here." He Zhao said.
The uncle driver sighed, "The kids these days are quite creative..."
The uncle driver was still the same as before, leaving He Zhao at the entrance of the alley, He Zhao walked slowly in by himself, no one picked him up this time.He walked with his head down, and when he was almost downstairs, he heard someone calling him: "He Rizhao."
Xu Yizhi? !
He Zhao hurried over, it was Xu Yizhi, he asked, "Why are you here?"
Xu Yiyi put one hand on the bicycle, looked at He Zhao, smiled and said, "Wait for my boyfriend."
male!friend!friend!He Zhao couldn't hide the smile at the corner of his mouth, and asked stupidly, "Is it me?"
Xu Yizhi nodded.
He Zhao's heart was pounding, and suddenly he felt a little shy, "I don't believe it, then give me a kiss."
Xu Yizhi kissed him on the lips.
He Zhao quickly took a look around, took advantage of no one and hugged Xu Yizhi, and said in a tearful tone, "Why are you so nice?"
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He Zhao didn't expect Xu Yizhi to respond to him so quickly, and it would be such a big surprise.The three words boyfriend sounded sweeter than honey, and as soon as He Zhao was happy, he hugged Xu Yizhi and refused to let go.
Xu Yizhi let him hold him and didn't push him away, but after all, it was broad daylight, even if it was downstairs in his own house, he had to pay attention to the influence.He Zhao counted silently in his mind and then let go of Xu Yizhi. He felt reluctant to let go, and stared at Xu Yizhi blankly.
Xu Yizhi thought it was funny, "You were amazing yesterday, why are you acting like a fool?"
"You don't know that I've endured it for a long time," He Zhao said deliberately sadly, afraid that he wouldn't believe it, "I've endured so much that I'm going to go crazy."
Xu Yizhi was actually not as calm as he was, and he was also nervous.He still got up early today to deliver the goods, and it was estimated that it would be almost time after delivery, so he came over and waited for He Zhao.He Zhao knew how to buy a pack of cigarettes when he was nervous, but Xu Yizhi refused, he just stood there motionless, looked at the entrance of the alley and felt that he was too nervous, then stared at his toes, and then looked up again. Follow the road at the entrance of the alley.
He Zhao is wearing a hoodie today. He is used to putting the hat on his head and not zipping it up. He approached slowly with his head down. Xu Yizhi called him when he got close enough to hear his voice, "He Sun Summon!"
Then, Xu Yizhi saw He Zhao stumbling over and looked at him in disbelief. At that moment Xu Yizhi knew that he had come to the right place.He could understand the affection in He Zhao's eyes.
Xu Yizhi laughed out loud, "Me too."
He Zhao was already excited at this meeting, but Xu Yizhi suddenly stunned him by doing this. He suddenly changed from a crush to a relationship, and his social status rose too fast, and suddenly the serf turned over and sang, He was so excited that he didn't know what to do.So he asked Xu Yizhi: "Then what should we do now?"
Xu Yizhi's meeting was actually messed up, he had never been in a relationship before, and it was not appropriate to copy Huo Guang's routine. After thinking for a while, he said, "Why don't we eat first."
He Zhao couldn't think of eating now, he didn't want to eat at all, he would definitely see Huo Guang when he went to Xu Yizhi's place, he didn't want to go, he just wanted to be alone with Xu Yizhi.
He Zhao's idea was so easy to guess, Xu Yizhi didn't even have to think about it, he said, "Don't go to my place, eat at your house."
He Zhao smiled and nodded, "Well, let's go upstairs, there is food at home."
"Okay." Xu Yizhi said.
The two went upstairs, Xu Yizhi was visiting He Zhao's house for the first time, so he couldn't avoid taking a second look, but in fact there was nothing to see, the house was almost emptied, even the TV in the living room was sold.
He Zhao didn't ask Xu Yizhi to help, he filled the soup and rice by himself, and then heated the dishes in the microwave. This was the last meal his grandmother left for him, and it was very rich, with six dishes and one soup.
He Zhao set the table before letting Xu Yizhi come over to eat. Xu Yizhi looked at it and said with a smile, "Did I pick the right date?"
He Zhao handed the soup bowl to Xu Yizhi, "Drink the soup, you will be mine after you drink it."
"Yo?" Xu Yizhi looked at him and said, "Young people have deep tricks."
Xu Yizhi and He Zhao drank soup and ate together, and the two of them sat side by side on the floor. He Zhao babbled to Xu Yizhi about how difficult it is to have a crush on him and how hard it is to chase him.
What He Zhao said was distracting, Xu Yizhi didn't have the heart to expose him, so he just bought a pack of cigarettes, what's so difficult?
Xu Yizhi didn't leave until the afternoon, and rushed home as soon as he arrived at the wholesale department.Huo Guang said: "Your father asked for you, and I stopped you for you. You probably arrived at the same time as the ambulance when you go home now."
Xu Yizhi turned around and left without saying a word. He didn't even have time to say thank you to Huo Guang, and the two of them didn't pay much attention to this.
The sound of the ambulance was very familiar to Xu Yizhi. When he arrived, the medical staff were carrying his mother into the car. Xu Yi went up to check and found that there was no wound this time.
His dad reminded him, "It's gas."
It took Xu Yizhi a few seconds to react, and asked his father, "Are you okay?"
His father shook his head, "Fortunately, I arrived in time."
Xu Yizhi looked back at his father, said nothing, and jumped into the ambulance.
The next day, He Zhao found that he couldn't get in touch with Xu Yizhi, he didn't reply to the text message, and only found out that the phone was turned off when he called.He didn't dare to think about it by himself, so he went directly to Xu Yizhi's wholesale department.
The wholesale department is closed.He Zhao checked the time with his mobile phone. It was past eight o'clock. He didn't know where Xu Yi's house was, and he didn't dare to go if he knew. He squatted at the door and waited.Two hours later, Huo Guang came.
He Zhao squatted for a long time, his legs were numb, and it took him a long time to stand up. Huo Guang was surprised to see He Zhao, but he also guessed that he was looking for someone. He said, "Xu Yizhi is not here."
"I know, he turned off the phone, I'm worried..."
Huo Guang looked at him suspiciously, "Are you two alright?"
"En." He Zhao didn't know what to say for a while, Huo Guang's reaction was obvious, Xu Yizhi didn't mention this to him, could it be possible to keep it from Huo Guang?Not so.
Huo Guang's reaction to this matter was to nod his head, and he opened the door and said, "But Xu Yizhi probably doesn't care about you."
He Zhao became anxious, "What do you mean?"
Huo Guang opened the door, "Come in and talk."
Xu Yi didn't sleep all night. He never understood why his mother wanted to die, but gradually he realized that his mother didn't want to die.According to the doctor, her suicide was actually a distress call.When she feels uncomfortable and stressed, she will choose to vent in this extreme way.
When I left the hospital last time, the doctor said: "Don't let your mother go to the hospital anymore. The hospital is the most uncomfortable place for her. She is always emotionally unstable in the hospital. The hospital, doctors, and nurses are all her sources of stress. .”
Xu Yizhi was speechless. Holding the medical record in his hand, he asked the doctor coldly: "Then what should I do? Shall I watch her die?"
The doctor sighed at their mother and son.
Less than two months after the last time, his mother was admitted to the hospital again, still in the same hospital, and the same doctor was in the emergency department.Xu Yizhi watched the doctor rush in and out, and then a nurse came to tell him that the poisoning was not serious this time, and he would be fine when he woke up.
His mother woke up in the early morning. After waking up, the doctors and nurses were busy again. Xu Yizhi thought he could finally rest for a while, but his mother said to him: "It's your father."
Xu Yizhi didn't hear clearly, "What happened to my dad?"
"He's going to kill me."
When his mother said this, she wasn't afraid or even hated at all, she was very calm.Xu Yizhi suspected that he had heard wrong, and wanted to ask a few more questions, but his mother lay down after she finished speaking, closing her eyes and pretending to be asleep.
Xu Yizhi was stunned, not knowing what to do to react.
Just seconds before, his mom, who kills herself every few months, said that his dad was going to kill her.What Xu Yizhi felt first was disbelief, then fear, and finally he realized that it was cold, as if he was stepping on ice.
"But he relented in the end, it was he who called the ambulance for me." His mother spoke again.
Xu Yizhi regained consciousness and asked, "Then do you want to live separately from him?"
"No need," his mother refused. She thought it was unnecessary. "If you kill someone, you will pay for your life. He doesn't dare to do it again. Besides, who would believe what a lunatic said."
Xu Yizhi never thought it was so absurd, his father attempted to kill, and the intended murder target was his mother?What a mess!
When his mother really fell asleep, Xu Yizhi went to sit in the corridor of the hospital. There was no cigarette in his pocket, and his phone was out of battery, so he could only sit like this.A few hours later, at dawn, his father came to him with breakfast, just like usual.
Xu Yizhi sat down and ate breakfast, and left the porridge for his mother.Xu Yizhi didn't dare to look into his father's eyes, and asked after eating, "Dad, are you going for dialysis today?"
"Yeah, I'll just go by myself." His father said, "I'll go see your mother."
Xu Yizhi stood up nervously, "Dad, don't go."
His father turned to look at him, still holding the porridge to be sent to the ward in his hand, and asked him, "What's wrong?"
"You turned on the gas, right?" Xu Yizhi said as calmly as possible, "My mother never turns on the gas at home, can you tell me why?"
His father suddenly looked lonely, and reached out to pat Xu Yizhi's shoulder, "Son, sit down and talk."
Xu Yizhi sat down.
His father said: "Scared you? Your mother..."
Xu Yizhi interrupted him, "Talk about your business."
"Listen to me," his father put the thermos aside, and said slowly: "Ten years ago, your mother said that she was going to go to sea. I know she had an idea and couldn't stop her. She also made a lot of money at the beginning. But then it failed, and she even vouched for others, and everything was gone in an instant."
"Later, she became like this. The doctor said he was manic-depressive. She was happy all of a sudden and sad at the same time. She even... committed suicide."
"She doesn't want to die." Xu Yizhi interjected.
"Yes, I know." His father smiled, "But our family is just like your mother, but two years ago I was found to have uremia, and the creatinine was 800 on the blood list. I still don't believe it. I would be so unlucky, but the doctor asked me to do dialysis. My illness was soon known to the school leaders, and they didn't fire me, but I didn't stand on the podium again..."
Xu Yizhi looked at him: "What exactly do you want to say?"
"My condition is not very good recently," his father said, "I won't last long, and you have to plan more for yourself. What will you do if you have a mentally ill mother by your side?"
Xu Yizhi really didn't expect his father to say such a thing, he was provoked all of a sudden, and reminded: "That's better than adding a murderer's father, don't worry about it."
After a while, his father admitted: "I was wrong."
After his father left, Xu Yizhi was still sitting in the corridor of the hospital. He knew very well what his father didn't say. Since it was me and your mother who made you work so hard, then I will die with her. up.
His father's thinking made Xu Yizhi feel scared and incomprehensible. He is not afraid of hard work, and he is working hard. He can see the hope that life will become better and better, why his father can't see it.
When He Zhao rushed to the hospital, he saw Xu Yizhi, haggard, pale, with blue eye circles, as if he hadn't slept all night.He Zhao felt distressed, but Xu Yizhi still smiled at him, "Are you here?"
"Huo Guang told me that you are here," He Zhao sat down beside him, and when he touched Xu Yizhi's hand, He Zhao felt even more distressed, Xu Yizhi's fingertips were cold, He Zhao said: "Let Huo Guang stay here later, You go home and sleep."
Xu Yizhi leaned his head on He Zhao's shoulder and said in a very soft voice, "Okay, I'm too tired today."
Huo Guang didn't come alone, he brought someone with him. He Zhao remembered that it was Cheng Yuzhe, a famous figure in No. [-] Middle School and Huo Guang's boyfriend.Seeing that Huo Guang didn't come alone, Xu Yizhi politely said, "I'm sorry to trouble you."
"No trouble," Huo Guang was used to being a free labor force, and he said to Xu Yizhi, "You two can leave at ease, even if you want to jump off a building, I will detain you back."
He Zhao said, "Thank you."
"It's fine for Xu Yizhi to be polite to me, thank you for nothing?" Huo Guang said with enthusiasm, "Don't tell me, I forgot to congratulate you, you finally took down the male god, are you happy?"
Of course He Zhao was happy, but in this situation, he had no choice but to glare at Huo Guang.
When the two of them left, Huo Guang turned his head and said to Cheng Yuzhe, "It's fine if I'm here, get out of here."
Of course Cheng Yuzhe didn't leave, he grabbed Huo Guang's hand and said, "Don't make trouble."
The hospital is very close to Xu Yizhi's wholesale department. In the past, He Zhao thought it was a coincidence, but now he thinks it might not be. When he got there, one of Xu Yizhi fell asleep as soon as he touched the bed.
The more He Zhao looked at it, the more distressed he felt, Xu Yizhi must be exhausted, why did he end up with such a careless mother!
Xu Yizhi fell asleep, if Huo Guang was here, he could still watch the stall for Xu Yizhi downstairs, He Zhao could only sit and wait, what a blow, he was too unqualified as a boyfriend.
When I was free, I took out a book from the bookshelf to read. Half of Xu Yizhi’s bookshelf was about psychological books, most of which were related to bipolar disorder and depression. After reading it for a while, He thought it was boring, and took out his phone again. Play Lianliankan.
Xu Yizhi didn't wake up until after one o'clock, and He Zhao immediately poured him water, "It's warm, just right to drink."
"Thank you." Xu Yizhi took the cup.
He Zhao said, "How about I deliver the goods for you? You must not have time today."
"Huo Guang must have given it to me," Xu Yizhi patted on the edge of the bed, and He Zhao sat down next to him. Xu Yizhi stretched out his arms to hug him, and buried his head in He Zhao's shoulder. He said, "He Rizhao, you very nice."
He Zhaoxin said how good I am, it's fine to pour you a glass of water, then I will definitely be better, many, many times.
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Xu Yizhi hugged He Zhao tightly, and his body was still trembling slightly. If He Zhao said something provocative to him, he would cry immediately.He Zhao finally realized that he was not simply tired, but he was not willing to ask, he could only accompany him like this, and Xu Yizhi must be willing to tell him some things.But soon, he couldn't wait any longer.
"Xu Yizhi..." He Zhao looked at him like this, his nose was a little sore, and his voice was not right when he opened his mouth.
"Huh?" Xu Yizhi looked up at him, He Zhao had a bitter and bitter expression on his face, his eyes were reddened, "I'm fine, you're here with me."
He Zhao felt even more uncomfortable when he heard this, "I can't help you with anything."
He Zhao can only give money, but Xu Yizhi definitely doesn't want his money. Fuck, this is another blow. It's really hard to be a qualified boyfriend.
Xu Yizhi asked, "What do you know?"
"Your mother is addicted to suicide and occasionally runs away from home," He Zhao summed up what Huo Guang told him in the morning. "Your father has uremia and often needs hemodialysis."
"I know a lot," Xu Yizhi smiled slightly, "How about it, do you think I'm particularly miserable?"
He Zhao was not willing to say that Xu Yizhi was miserable, he shook his head and said in the most firm tone: "But you are still so good, your family and your parents have not changed you."
This is sincere, He Zhao thought so, but after he finished speaking, he felt embarrassed again, so he urged Xu Yizhi to take a bath, "I'll go buy...there won't be anything to buy here, why don't you take a bath?" Shall we have a cupcake together?"
Xu Yizhi said, "Okay."
Back to the hospital again in the afternoon, Xu Yizhi's mother was still lying down, Huo Guang said: "Get out of bed twice, once to eat and drink and once to lax."
Cheng Yuzhe held the person in his hands hard, "Speak civilized."
Huo Guang looked back at him, impatiently with a little sweetness, coughed lightly and then said to Xu Yizhi: "I wonder if your mother has received some new stimulation, I'm really not used to her being so quiet all of a sudden. "
After Huo Guang finished speaking, he still held his chest.
Xu Yizhi was noncommittal, "Go back, I will stay here with He Zhao."
"Him?" Huo Guang wanted to say that he wasn't enough to cause trouble for you, but seeing He Zhao's expression, he held back and said nothing. He couldn't help Xu Yizhi forever, and He Zhao was actually quite reliable.
"What's wrong with me?" He Zhao was not convinced.
Huo Guang smiled quickly, "You are very kind, then I will withdraw first, and call if I have something to do."
Xu Yizhi nodded at him, entered the ward, He Zhao also followed, Huo Guang hurriedly grabbed him, He Zhao asked: "What are you doing?"
"I have something to say." Huo Guang walked a few steps away and told He Zhao, "You must go to school tomorrow. Let him sleep again before you go home. He won't dare to sleep after you leave."
He Zhao nodded solemnly.
When He Zhao entered the ward, Huo Guang said, "Why does he behave like a hero? Xu Yizhi's mother was fine when she was normal. She used to make rice dumplings for me. They were delicious."
"Hey, why are you pinching me!" Huo Guang looked at Cheng Yuzhe, the more he looked at him, the more unpleasant he became, he raised his leg and kicked hard.
Cheng Yuzhe: "..."
Huo Guang ran away after kicking, Cheng Yuzhe followed, "Where are you going!"
Huo Guang didn't turn his head back, "Go home, my mother is waiting for me to eat!"
In the ward.
Xu Yizhi peeled apples for his mother, while He Zhao stood by the wall tremblingly, thinking belatedly, does this count as meeting the parents?Can't count.Xu Yizhi cut the peeled apple into small pieces and put it beside the bed, then turned around and smiled at He Zhao, "Let's go out."
He Zhao nodded.
The two of them didn't dare to go far, so they sat in the corridor. There were a lot of people coming and going in the hospital. They didn't dare to get too close, so they sat facing each other. When no one passed by, they smiled at each other.
He Zhao felt that this was very good. Xu Yizhi had a lot of responsibilities and burdens on him, but he didn't hide them, he was very honest.He Zhao wanted to cry and say that his stepmother pushed him out because of his pregnancy, but after thinking about it, it was too useless, and it was nothing to Xu Yizhi, so he had no choice but to say nothing.
When it was time for dinner, Xu Yizhi asked, "Do you have dinner?"
He Zhao shook his head, "Huo Guang told you to sleep for a while."
"He just likes to worry about these things," Xu Yizhi waved at He Zhao, "There are few people in this session, please sit down."
He Zhao passed by and asked him, "Can we eat somewhere else? The smell here is too strong to eat."
Xu Yizhi squeezed his hand, "Okay."
There was nothing good to eat near the hospital, so the two of them found a small shop that was fairly clean and went to eat claypot rice.After dinner, Xu Yizhi refused to let He Zhao go back to the hospital with him, he said: "You have to go to school tomorrow, go back early, haven't you finished your homework yet?"
He Zhao really didn't write, there were too many things that happened in the past two days to take care of, but He Zhao refused to go home so early, "Please let me stay for half an hour, I will be back on time at six o'clock."
"Okay." Xu Yizhi agreed.
It was more than ten minutes before six o'clock, so Xu Yizhi didn't go upstairs anymore, and walked downstairs in the hospital with He Zhao. He Zhao hated this hospital, "Oh, I didn't expect there to be a small garden. It doesn't matter if there are no flowers. Only grass."
Xu Yizhi looked at He Zhao through the setting sun and smiled very shallowly.He Zhao took a picture of him with his mobile phone and replaced it with a screen saver of his mobile phone. He added a line of words to this photo in his heart: My boyfriend is smiling at me.
Xu Yizhi said: "The photos are pretty good, you should take them back."
He Zhao didn't want to leave, but he knew Xu Yizhi couldn't stay downstairs with him all the time, before leaving, he asked, "Can I come to the hospital to see you after school tomorrow?"
"No, my mother will be discharged from the hospital tomorrow," Xu Yizhi said, "I will go to school tomorrow afternoon."
Only then did He Zhao go home in peace.
When he got home, the first thing He Zhao did was to take a bath. Now that the weather was cold, he shivered from the cold shower, so he got under the quilt directly after washing.Picking up the phone, he wanted to send Xu Yizhi a text message, but he was afraid that Xu Yizhi would think he was too clingy, so he sent a text message to Luo Zi: Dude is in love!
Luo Zi was really happy for him, so he called, "What's the matter, why don't you bring me to my brother during the winter vacation?"
"winter vacation?"
Luo Zi became anxious, "It seems that you have a good life in Yushi, you don't remember the days, and you don't plan to come back during the Chinese New Year?"
He Zhao really didn't expect that the end of the term was coming soon, and he didn't plan at all, "Let's talk about it."
Luo Zi persuaded him a few words, and He Zhao talked about another matter, "Do you remember Brother Liang? The one who played with us before? The provincial team."
He Zhao told Luo Zi about the basketball game, and asked him to tell the coach that Brother Liang would definitely have to complain to the coach. He Zhao was afraid that he would embarrass the coach.
Luo Zi sighed: "As expected of my brother, the league in the city can be played as a street basketball, this wave is fine!"
He Zhao: "...can we pay attention to the key points?"
"Okay, say hello to the coach, right? It's a trivial matter." Luo Zi chuckled twice, "You don't know, that brother Liang was suspended last month for injecting prohibited drugs."
"Really?" He Zhao didn't believe it.
Luo Zi sneered, "How else would he play your game? Don't worry, the next time he hits you, we'll call the police and arrest him."
He Zhao: "..." The police uncle is not so busy!
He Zhao finished his phone call to make up his homework. It was almost eleven o'clock when he finished his homework. He picked up his phone and saw a text message from Xu Yizhi. The content was very simple, just two words: Good night.
He Zhao also said good night, and added two cautions.
22 chapter
As Luo Zi said, the final exam is coming soon, and the teachers of various subjects have given out the scope of the final exam one after another, and the test papers have been handed out one by one. The sudden increase in homework makes the students feel uncomfortable.
"Return to defense quickly! Hurry up!"
The instructor was directing from the sidelines, yelling until his throat hurt, but the players on the court still couldn’t hear him. He Zhao took out the tricks he learned from playing street basketball that day. The referee was anxious to curse, but someone always appeared to block him How did the No. [-] Middle School score a goal?He didn't see it, and naturally he couldn't do anything without seeing it.
The cheers and slogans on the sidelines have gradually turned into a tendency to abuse each other. The sixth middle school said that you fouled the fifth middle school, and the fifth middle school said that you invited foreign aid. Many boys in the sixth middle school have loud voices. Unconvinced, he immediately stood in line to help No. [-] Middle School.
No. [-] Middle School never called a stop, and the game continued until the end of the first half. No. [-] Middle School had already led by many points.During the break, a group of people squatted together and listened to the teacher's arrangement.
"This game is not easy to play. You all worked hard," the instructor said, "But if you work hard, you have to win. If you want to win, you have to fight hard. He Zhao was very good in the first half, but you have to be careful in the second half. They will definitely stare at you."
He Zhao nodded.
The instructor went on to say: "Next, if you want to maintain your advantage, you have to change your strategy. He Zhao, you have to find opportunities for Huo Guang. He has a better chance than you if he doesn't play at halftime, and has more chances for three-pointers than you. The others will fully cooperate."
"Okay!" Everyone clasped their hands together and roared, "Come on!"
At the beginning of the second half, No. [-] Middle School showed the most powerful offense and defense ever. Xu Yizhi, He Zhao, and Huo Guang cooperated very well. Everyone took the initiative to run and did not miss any chance to score.
The No. [-] Middle School also tried their best. Just as the instructor expected, they put the target of defense on He Zhao. When the No. [-] Middle School realized that Huo Guang and Xu Yizhi were the main players to score points in the second half, the difference in score was already over. Very different.
Xu Yizhi dribbled the ball with his left hand past three people and passed the ball to Huo Guang. Xu Yizhi understood what he meant and scored another three points.The moment Huo Guang received the ball, he took off without hesitation. Brother Liang happened to be right in front of his eyes and jumped at the same time as him.
Brother Liang touched the ball with his finger, but probably due to luck, the ball flew out with a proper arc.
When it landed, the cheers were almost overwhelming, but after the ball, the No. [-] Middle School did not score any more points. Brother Liang finally showed the level that the provincial team should have. He was skillful in rebounding, stealing, and scoring points. , the score was about to tie, which greatly boosted the morale of No. [-] Middle School.
In the last tens of seconds, almost everyone went crazy, the referee couldn't suppress the field at all, the shouts of the students overwhelmed the waves, and the teachers who were instructing No. [-] Middle School outside the field also became anxious, shouting Commander, who has the loudest voice compared with the coach of No. [-] Middle School.
The players on the field couldn't hear this clearly. He Zhao became anxious. When Xu Yizhi passed him, he said to him: "Don't worry, hold on." He Zhao raised his head and met his eyes. He found Xu Yizhi's The eyes are very calm, calm but full of firmness.He Zhao nodded, while adjusting his mood to wait for the opportunity.
Brother Liang missed the last goal, He Zhao quickly grabbed the ball and passed it to Xu Yizhi decisively.With no one in front of him, Xu Yizhi dribbled the ball as fast as the wind, and threw the ball steadily and neatly from one stand.
There are only three or four seconds left in the game, and almost everyone's eyes are fixed on the ball. If the goal is scored five times, the winner is won, and if the goal is not scored six times, it is the champion.However, the arc of this ball is very large, which is worryingly large.
The cheers outside the court spread to the court, and He Zhao realized that the ball really went in. He stood under the backboard and turned to look at Xu Yizhi. The other party was looking at him and smiling. Xu Yizhi was very beautiful when he smiled, 70.00% more beautiful than usual.Da Jiang crossed his arms and asked in disbelief: "Have we won the championship?"
He Zhao answered irrelevantly, he said, "I might have to confess my love."
"Ah?" Dajiang didn't react, "with whom?"
He Zhao walked towards Xu Yizhi, and suddenly a person rushed out and punched He Zhao. He Zhao fell down, and more students rushed up. The court instantly turned into a fight scene.
He Zhao opened his eyes and saw that the person who beat him was Brother Liang.Student He Zhao was not polite at all, and punched the opponent twice with his backhand, "You are sick, why don't you just lose a game?"
Brother Liang tilted his head and said coldly: "As far as your style of play in the first half is concerned, what's the difference between playing hooligans? I'm teaching you for Coach Liu."
He Zhao was not in the mood to talk to this person any more, so he didn't speak again. Soon a teacher came to separate the people on both sides, and then there was an award ceremony, which was the kind where a group of people grinned and took pictures with awards.
After receiving the awards, everyone went to a dinner together to celebrate. When they went out, the audience had not yet dispersed, and some of them whistled when they passed by. He Zhao felt that the atmosphere was a bit too enthusiastic.
A female classmate blocked them, holding a pink envelope and a box of chocolates in her hand, obviously about to confess her love.
The teammates looked at each other, and Huo Guang felt uncomfortable, so he said, "What are you looking at me for? Are there any girls willing to come to me?" To tell the truth, his sexuality is not a secret among classmates, and then Everyone turned their attention to He Zhao and Xu Yizhi.
The female classmate took a few steps forward and stood still in front of Xu Yizhi.
"Wow~"
The teammates started to get excited, He Zhao felt a little bit in his heart, and looked at Xu Yizhi nervously.He Zhao was still a little unconvinced. He wanted to confess on the court just now, but he was delayed when he was punched ...
The female classmate said: "Xu Yizhi, do you know that I have liked you for a long time?"
It's not that Xu Yizhi has never met a girl who confessed to him, but this was the first time in such a public situation.He had an impression of the girl in front of him. Last year, they represented the school in the mathematics competition together.
"Gan Ting?" Xu Yizhi hesitated and wondered whether he should accept the chocolate handed over by the girl. After all, there are so many people here that he refused too much. first."
"Okay." Xu Yizhi accepted.
Gan Ting smiled as if she had succeeded, and said half-threateningly: "If you didn't refuse chocolate today, you won't be allowed to refuse anything else next time."
Xu Yizhi didn't know how to respond, and the booing around was even more intense, as if they were making a private appointment for life in public.The displeasure on He Zhao's face was obvious.
Classmate Dajiang misunderstood the meaning and asked him quietly: "You said you wanted to confess your love just now, so you didn't mean it with Gan Ting, did you?"
He Zhao held his breath and ignored him.When Huo Guang heard what Da Jiang said, he suppressed a smile and said, "Da Jiang, don't recruit him, it will be very painful."
He Zhao stared at Huo Guang with a murderous look.
Huo Guang felt confident, and grinned at He Zhao.
Xu Yizhi thanked politely: "Thank you for the chocolate."
"Well," the girl clicked, "If there is something to say, let's talk about it in private?"
Xu Yizhi nodded, "Okay."
He Zhao only spoke now, "What do you want to say to her in private?"
Huo Guang couldn't bear it anymore, hugged Dajiang and laughed, Dajiang was a little scared, he said: "Huo Guang, what's wrong with you?",
Huo Guang smiled and shook his head.
The dinner was hot pot, and a group of people even moved half a box. Everyone is a student and dare not drink too much.Dajiang felt that he had seen through everything, and insisted on sitting between He Zhao and Xu Yi in order to prevent internal conflicts from breaking out. However, Huo Guang who sat across from him always smiled at him. He reminded himself to persevere and not bend.
This meal, Da Jiang ate with fear.
On the way home by bike, Xu Yizhi said, "I don't know her well, and I wouldn't say anything in private."
He Zhao heard that Xu Yizhi was explaining to him, and deliberately asked: "Really? Don't lie to me."
Xu Yizhi smiled, "I'm not lying to you."
He Zhao: ...I want to confess more, but what should I do?
He Zhao squeezed the brake, "Xu Yizhi, let's stop by the side of the road."
Xu Yizhi stopped the car suspiciously, He Zhao went to the side of the road to buy a pack of cigarettes and a new lighter, handed them to Xu Yizhi, and he said, "I have something to tell you, you smoke one first."
Xu Yizhi was delighted, "Then it should be you, why me?"
He Zhao said: "We both have to make some mental preparations to smoke together."
The two squatted on the side of the road and smoked a cigarette each, and He Zhao finally said, "Xu Yizhi, are we dating?"
He Zhao knew that he was impulsive, and he had only folded a dozen thousand origami cranes, and even fewer were put in Xu Yizhi's glass bottle, but he couldn't wait any longer, and he had to say this today.
Tomorrow, his grandparents are going to Singapore, and he has to speak up before then. He wants to be with Xu Yizhi only because he likes it, not for any other reason. Having a companion is not pure enough.
When he said this to Luo Zi, Luo Zi thought he had too many things to do, "You mean you have to have the right time, place and people to get along with someone?"
He Zhao didn't ask Xu Yizhi to answer him immediately, he didn't want to push him too hard, He Zhao said: "You go first, I'll have another cigarette."
Xu Yizhi glanced at him and rode away.
He Zhao stared at Xu Yizhi's back in a daze, thinking to himself, why did you walk so simply, what if I was just saying something polite to you?
He Zhao smoked two cigarettes in a row. After smoking, he felt uncomfortable all over his body, and his heart was still uncomfortable. Xu Yizhi didn't respond until the next morning, and he didn't dare to contact him. I'm just kidding, we'll continue to be brothers."
That's so silly.
He Zhao sent his grandparents to the airport, and his uncle said politely, "Come to Singapore after the college entrance examination, and uncle will take you to the amusement park."
He Zhao didn't want to go to the amusement park and was not interested in going to Singapore, but he thanked him anyway.
Grandpa and grandma took him by the hand and gave instructions for a while, fearing that he would starve himself, He Zhao listened patiently, put the two elders on the plane, and then took a taxi home.
The driver is an acquaintance, "He Zhao? Going home?"
"Well, you know the way." He Zhao nodded, he remembered the driver, he took his car on the first day he came to Yushi, and he pointed him to Xu Yizhi's wholesale department, saying that Xu Yizhi was his nephew.
The driver uncle said again: "I heard that your grandparents immigrated?"
He Zhao: "Yes."
"From now on, you won't be able to eat the bento from your grocery store," the driver uncle seemed to think of something, "Then you live in Yushi alone?"
"Yes, finish the third year of high school here." He Zhao said.
The uncle driver sighed, "The kids these days are quite creative..."
The uncle driver was still the same as before, leaving He Zhao at the entrance of the alley, He Zhao walked slowly in by himself, no one picked him up this time.He walked with his head down, and when he was almost downstairs, he heard someone calling him: "He Rizhao."
Xu Yizhi? !
He Zhao hurried over, it was Xu Yizhi, he asked, "Why are you here?"
Xu Yiyi put one hand on the bicycle, looked at He Zhao, smiled and said, "Wait for my boyfriend."
male!friend!friend!He Zhao couldn't hide the smile at the corner of his mouth, and asked stupidly, "Is it me?"
Xu Yizhi nodded.
He Zhao's heart was pounding, and suddenly he felt a little shy, "I don't believe it, then give me a kiss."
Xu Yizhi kissed him on the lips.
He Zhao quickly took a look around, took advantage of no one and hugged Xu Yizhi, and said in a tearful tone, "Why are you so nice?"
19 chapter
He Zhao didn't expect Xu Yizhi to respond to him so quickly, and it would be such a big surprise.The three words boyfriend sounded sweeter than honey, and as soon as He Zhao was happy, he hugged Xu Yizhi and refused to let go.
Xu Yizhi let him hold him and didn't push him away, but after all, it was broad daylight, even if it was downstairs in his own house, he had to pay attention to the influence.He Zhao counted silently in his mind and then let go of Xu Yizhi. He felt reluctant to let go, and stared at Xu Yizhi blankly.
Xu Yizhi thought it was funny, "You were amazing yesterday, why are you acting like a fool?"
"You don't know that I've endured it for a long time," He Zhao said deliberately sadly, afraid that he wouldn't believe it, "I've endured so much that I'm going to go crazy."
Xu Yizhi was actually not as calm as he was, and he was also nervous.He still got up early today to deliver the goods, and it was estimated that it would be almost time after delivery, so he came over and waited for He Zhao.He Zhao knew how to buy a pack of cigarettes when he was nervous, but Xu Yizhi refused, he just stood there motionless, looked at the entrance of the alley and felt that he was too nervous, then stared at his toes, and then looked up again. Follow the road at the entrance of the alley.
He Zhao is wearing a hoodie today. He is used to putting the hat on his head and not zipping it up. He approached slowly with his head down. Xu Yizhi called him when he got close enough to hear his voice, "He Sun Summon!"
Then, Xu Yizhi saw He Zhao stumbling over and looked at him in disbelief. At that moment Xu Yizhi knew that he had come to the right place.He could understand the affection in He Zhao's eyes.
Xu Yizhi laughed out loud, "Me too."
He Zhao was already excited at this meeting, but Xu Yizhi suddenly stunned him by doing this. He suddenly changed from a crush to a relationship, and his social status rose too fast, and suddenly the serf turned over and sang, He was so excited that he didn't know what to do.So he asked Xu Yizhi: "Then what should we do now?"
Xu Yizhi's meeting was actually messed up, he had never been in a relationship before, and it was not appropriate to copy Huo Guang's routine. After thinking for a while, he said, "Why don't we eat first."
He Zhao couldn't think of eating now, he didn't want to eat at all, he would definitely see Huo Guang when he went to Xu Yizhi's place, he didn't want to go, he just wanted to be alone with Xu Yizhi.
He Zhao's idea was so easy to guess, Xu Yizhi didn't even have to think about it, he said, "Don't go to my place, eat at your house."
He Zhao smiled and nodded, "Well, let's go upstairs, there is food at home."
"Okay." Xu Yizhi said.
The two went upstairs, Xu Yizhi was visiting He Zhao's house for the first time, so he couldn't avoid taking a second look, but in fact there was nothing to see, the house was almost emptied, even the TV in the living room was sold.
He Zhao didn't ask Xu Yizhi to help, he filled the soup and rice by himself, and then heated the dishes in the microwave. This was the last meal his grandmother left for him, and it was very rich, with six dishes and one soup.
He Zhao set the table before letting Xu Yizhi come over to eat. Xu Yizhi looked at it and said with a smile, "Did I pick the right date?"
He Zhao handed the soup bowl to Xu Yizhi, "Drink the soup, you will be mine after you drink it."
"Yo?" Xu Yizhi looked at him and said, "Young people have deep tricks."
Xu Yizhi and He Zhao drank soup and ate together, and the two of them sat side by side on the floor. He Zhao babbled to Xu Yizhi about how difficult it is to have a crush on him and how hard it is to chase him.
What He Zhao said was distracting, Xu Yizhi didn't have the heart to expose him, so he just bought a pack of cigarettes, what's so difficult?
Xu Yizhi didn't leave until the afternoon, and rushed home as soon as he arrived at the wholesale department.Huo Guang said: "Your father asked for you, and I stopped you for you. You probably arrived at the same time as the ambulance when you go home now."
Xu Yizhi turned around and left without saying a word. He didn't even have time to say thank you to Huo Guang, and the two of them didn't pay much attention to this.
The sound of the ambulance was very familiar to Xu Yizhi. When he arrived, the medical staff were carrying his mother into the car. Xu Yi went up to check and found that there was no wound this time.
His dad reminded him, "It's gas."
It took Xu Yizhi a few seconds to react, and asked his father, "Are you okay?"
His father shook his head, "Fortunately, I arrived in time."
Xu Yizhi looked back at his father, said nothing, and jumped into the ambulance.
The next day, He Zhao found that he couldn't get in touch with Xu Yizhi, he didn't reply to the text message, and only found out that the phone was turned off when he called.He didn't dare to think about it by himself, so he went directly to Xu Yizhi's wholesale department.
The wholesale department is closed.He Zhao checked the time with his mobile phone. It was past eight o'clock. He didn't know where Xu Yi's house was, and he didn't dare to go if he knew. He squatted at the door and waited.Two hours later, Huo Guang came.
He Zhao squatted for a long time, his legs were numb, and it took him a long time to stand up. Huo Guang was surprised to see He Zhao, but he also guessed that he was looking for someone. He said, "Xu Yizhi is not here."
"I know, he turned off the phone, I'm worried..."
Huo Guang looked at him suspiciously, "Are you two alright?"
"En." He Zhao didn't know what to say for a while, Huo Guang's reaction was obvious, Xu Yizhi didn't mention this to him, could it be possible to keep it from Huo Guang?Not so.
Huo Guang's reaction to this matter was to nod his head, and he opened the door and said, "But Xu Yizhi probably doesn't care about you."
He Zhao became anxious, "What do you mean?"
Huo Guang opened the door, "Come in and talk."
Xu Yi didn't sleep all night. He never understood why his mother wanted to die, but gradually he realized that his mother didn't want to die.According to the doctor, her suicide was actually a distress call.When she feels uncomfortable and stressed, she will choose to vent in this extreme way.
When I left the hospital last time, the doctor said: "Don't let your mother go to the hospital anymore. The hospital is the most uncomfortable place for her. She is always emotionally unstable in the hospital. The hospital, doctors, and nurses are all her sources of stress. .”
Xu Yizhi was speechless. Holding the medical record in his hand, he asked the doctor coldly: "Then what should I do? Shall I watch her die?"
The doctor sighed at their mother and son.
Less than two months after the last time, his mother was admitted to the hospital again, still in the same hospital, and the same doctor was in the emergency department.Xu Yizhi watched the doctor rush in and out, and then a nurse came to tell him that the poisoning was not serious this time, and he would be fine when he woke up.
His mother woke up in the early morning. After waking up, the doctors and nurses were busy again. Xu Yizhi thought he could finally rest for a while, but his mother said to him: "It's your father."
Xu Yizhi didn't hear clearly, "What happened to my dad?"
"He's going to kill me."
When his mother said this, she wasn't afraid or even hated at all, she was very calm.Xu Yizhi suspected that he had heard wrong, and wanted to ask a few more questions, but his mother lay down after she finished speaking, closing her eyes and pretending to be asleep.
Xu Yizhi was stunned, not knowing what to do to react.
Just seconds before, his mom, who kills herself every few months, said that his dad was going to kill her.What Xu Yizhi felt first was disbelief, then fear, and finally he realized that it was cold, as if he was stepping on ice.
"But he relented in the end, it was he who called the ambulance for me." His mother spoke again.
Xu Yizhi regained consciousness and asked, "Then do you want to live separately from him?"
"No need," his mother refused. She thought it was unnecessary. "If you kill someone, you will pay for your life. He doesn't dare to do it again. Besides, who would believe what a lunatic said."
Xu Yizhi never thought it was so absurd, his father attempted to kill, and the intended murder target was his mother?What a mess!
When his mother really fell asleep, Xu Yizhi went to sit in the corridor of the hospital. There was no cigarette in his pocket, and his phone was out of battery, so he could only sit like this.A few hours later, at dawn, his father came to him with breakfast, just like usual.
Xu Yizhi sat down and ate breakfast, and left the porridge for his mother.Xu Yizhi didn't dare to look into his father's eyes, and asked after eating, "Dad, are you going for dialysis today?"
"Yeah, I'll just go by myself." His father said, "I'll go see your mother."
Xu Yizhi stood up nervously, "Dad, don't go."
His father turned to look at him, still holding the porridge to be sent to the ward in his hand, and asked him, "What's wrong?"
"You turned on the gas, right?" Xu Yizhi said as calmly as possible, "My mother never turns on the gas at home, can you tell me why?"
His father suddenly looked lonely, and reached out to pat Xu Yizhi's shoulder, "Son, sit down and talk."
Xu Yizhi sat down.
His father said: "Scared you? Your mother..."
Xu Yizhi interrupted him, "Talk about your business."
"Listen to me," his father put the thermos aside, and said slowly: "Ten years ago, your mother said that she was going to go to sea. I know she had an idea and couldn't stop her. She also made a lot of money at the beginning. But then it failed, and she even vouched for others, and everything was gone in an instant."
"Later, she became like this. The doctor said he was manic-depressive. She was happy all of a sudden and sad at the same time. She even... committed suicide."
"She doesn't want to die." Xu Yizhi interjected.
"Yes, I know." His father smiled, "But our family is just like your mother, but two years ago I was found to have uremia, and the creatinine was 800 on the blood list. I still don't believe it. I would be so unlucky, but the doctor asked me to do dialysis. My illness was soon known to the school leaders, and they didn't fire me, but I didn't stand on the podium again..."
Xu Yizhi looked at him: "What exactly do you want to say?"
"My condition is not very good recently," his father said, "I won't last long, and you have to plan more for yourself. What will you do if you have a mentally ill mother by your side?"
Xu Yizhi really didn't expect his father to say such a thing, he was provoked all of a sudden, and reminded: "That's better than adding a murderer's father, don't worry about it."
After a while, his father admitted: "I was wrong."
After his father left, Xu Yizhi was still sitting in the corridor of the hospital. He knew very well what his father didn't say. Since it was me and your mother who made you work so hard, then I will die with her. up.
His father's thinking made Xu Yizhi feel scared and incomprehensible. He is not afraid of hard work, and he is working hard. He can see the hope that life will become better and better, why his father can't see it.
When He Zhao rushed to the hospital, he saw Xu Yizhi, haggard, pale, with blue eye circles, as if he hadn't slept all night.He Zhao felt distressed, but Xu Yizhi still smiled at him, "Are you here?"
"Huo Guang told me that you are here," He Zhao sat down beside him, and when he touched Xu Yizhi's hand, He Zhao felt even more distressed, Xu Yizhi's fingertips were cold, He Zhao said: "Let Huo Guang stay here later, You go home and sleep."
Xu Yizhi leaned his head on He Zhao's shoulder and said in a very soft voice, "Okay, I'm too tired today."
Huo Guang didn't come alone, he brought someone with him. He Zhao remembered that it was Cheng Yuzhe, a famous figure in No. [-] Middle School and Huo Guang's boyfriend.Seeing that Huo Guang didn't come alone, Xu Yizhi politely said, "I'm sorry to trouble you."
"No trouble," Huo Guang was used to being a free labor force, and he said to Xu Yizhi, "You two can leave at ease, even if you want to jump off a building, I will detain you back."
He Zhao said, "Thank you."
"It's fine for Xu Yizhi to be polite to me, thank you for nothing?" Huo Guang said with enthusiasm, "Don't tell me, I forgot to congratulate you, you finally took down the male god, are you happy?"
Of course He Zhao was happy, but in this situation, he had no choice but to glare at Huo Guang.
When the two of them left, Huo Guang turned his head and said to Cheng Yuzhe, "It's fine if I'm here, get out of here."
Of course Cheng Yuzhe didn't leave, he grabbed Huo Guang's hand and said, "Don't make trouble."
The hospital is very close to Xu Yizhi's wholesale department. In the past, He Zhao thought it was a coincidence, but now he thinks it might not be. When he got there, one of Xu Yizhi fell asleep as soon as he touched the bed.
The more He Zhao looked at it, the more distressed he felt, Xu Yizhi must be exhausted, why did he end up with such a careless mother!
Xu Yizhi fell asleep, if Huo Guang was here, he could still watch the stall for Xu Yizhi downstairs, He Zhao could only sit and wait, what a blow, he was too unqualified as a boyfriend.
When I was free, I took out a book from the bookshelf to read. Half of Xu Yizhi’s bookshelf was about psychological books, most of which were related to bipolar disorder and depression. After reading it for a while, He thought it was boring, and took out his phone again. Play Lianliankan.
Xu Yizhi didn't wake up until after one o'clock, and He Zhao immediately poured him water, "It's warm, just right to drink."
"Thank you." Xu Yizhi took the cup.
He Zhao said, "How about I deliver the goods for you? You must not have time today."
"Huo Guang must have given it to me," Xu Yizhi patted on the edge of the bed, and He Zhao sat down next to him. Xu Yizhi stretched out his arms to hug him, and buried his head in He Zhao's shoulder. He said, "He Rizhao, you very nice."
He Zhaoxin said how good I am, it's fine to pour you a glass of water, then I will definitely be better, many, many times.
21 chapter
Xu Yizhi hugged He Zhao tightly, and his body was still trembling slightly. If He Zhao said something provocative to him, he would cry immediately.He Zhao finally realized that he was not simply tired, but he was not willing to ask, he could only accompany him like this, and Xu Yizhi must be willing to tell him some things.But soon, he couldn't wait any longer.
"Xu Yizhi..." He Zhao looked at him like this, his nose was a little sore, and his voice was not right when he opened his mouth.
"Huh?" Xu Yizhi looked up at him, He Zhao had a bitter and bitter expression on his face, his eyes were reddened, "I'm fine, you're here with me."
He Zhao felt even more uncomfortable when he heard this, "I can't help you with anything."
He Zhao can only give money, but Xu Yizhi definitely doesn't want his money. Fuck, this is another blow. It's really hard to be a qualified boyfriend.
Xu Yizhi asked, "What do you know?"
"Your mother is addicted to suicide and occasionally runs away from home," He Zhao summed up what Huo Guang told him in the morning. "Your father has uremia and often needs hemodialysis."
"I know a lot," Xu Yizhi smiled slightly, "How about it, do you think I'm particularly miserable?"
He Zhao was not willing to say that Xu Yizhi was miserable, he shook his head and said in the most firm tone: "But you are still so good, your family and your parents have not changed you."
This is sincere, He Zhao thought so, but after he finished speaking, he felt embarrassed again, so he urged Xu Yizhi to take a bath, "I'll go buy...there won't be anything to buy here, why don't you take a bath?" Shall we have a cupcake together?"
Xu Yizhi said, "Okay."
Back to the hospital again in the afternoon, Xu Yizhi's mother was still lying down, Huo Guang said: "Get out of bed twice, once to eat and drink and once to lax."
Cheng Yuzhe held the person in his hands hard, "Speak civilized."
Huo Guang looked back at him, impatiently with a little sweetness, coughed lightly and then said to Xu Yizhi: "I wonder if your mother has received some new stimulation, I'm really not used to her being so quiet all of a sudden. "
After Huo Guang finished speaking, he still held his chest.
Xu Yizhi was noncommittal, "Go back, I will stay here with He Zhao."
"Him?" Huo Guang wanted to say that he wasn't enough to cause trouble for you, but seeing He Zhao's expression, he held back and said nothing. He couldn't help Xu Yizhi forever, and He Zhao was actually quite reliable.
"What's wrong with me?" He Zhao was not convinced.
Huo Guang smiled quickly, "You are very kind, then I will withdraw first, and call if I have something to do."
Xu Yizhi nodded at him, entered the ward, He Zhao also followed, Huo Guang hurriedly grabbed him, He Zhao asked: "What are you doing?"
"I have something to say." Huo Guang walked a few steps away and told He Zhao, "You must go to school tomorrow. Let him sleep again before you go home. He won't dare to sleep after you leave."
He Zhao nodded solemnly.
When He Zhao entered the ward, Huo Guang said, "Why does he behave like a hero? Xu Yizhi's mother was fine when she was normal. She used to make rice dumplings for me. They were delicious."
"Hey, why are you pinching me!" Huo Guang looked at Cheng Yuzhe, the more he looked at him, the more unpleasant he became, he raised his leg and kicked hard.
Cheng Yuzhe: "..."
Huo Guang ran away after kicking, Cheng Yuzhe followed, "Where are you going!"
Huo Guang didn't turn his head back, "Go home, my mother is waiting for me to eat!"
In the ward.
Xu Yizhi peeled apples for his mother, while He Zhao stood by the wall tremblingly, thinking belatedly, does this count as meeting the parents?Can't count.Xu Yizhi cut the peeled apple into small pieces and put it beside the bed, then turned around and smiled at He Zhao, "Let's go out."
He Zhao nodded.
The two of them didn't dare to go far, so they sat in the corridor. There were a lot of people coming and going in the hospital. They didn't dare to get too close, so they sat facing each other. When no one passed by, they smiled at each other.
He Zhao felt that this was very good. Xu Yizhi had a lot of responsibilities and burdens on him, but he didn't hide them, he was very honest.He Zhao wanted to cry and say that his stepmother pushed him out because of his pregnancy, but after thinking about it, it was too useless, and it was nothing to Xu Yizhi, so he had no choice but to say nothing.
When it was time for dinner, Xu Yizhi asked, "Do you have dinner?"
He Zhao shook his head, "Huo Guang told you to sleep for a while."
"He just likes to worry about these things," Xu Yizhi waved at He Zhao, "There are few people in this session, please sit down."
He Zhao passed by and asked him, "Can we eat somewhere else? The smell here is too strong to eat."
Xu Yizhi squeezed his hand, "Okay."
There was nothing good to eat near the hospital, so the two of them found a small shop that was fairly clean and went to eat claypot rice.After dinner, Xu Yizhi refused to let He Zhao go back to the hospital with him, he said: "You have to go to school tomorrow, go back early, haven't you finished your homework yet?"
He Zhao really didn't write, there were too many things that happened in the past two days to take care of, but He Zhao refused to go home so early, "Please let me stay for half an hour, I will be back on time at six o'clock."
"Okay." Xu Yizhi agreed.
It was more than ten minutes before six o'clock, so Xu Yizhi didn't go upstairs anymore, and walked downstairs in the hospital with He Zhao. He Zhao hated this hospital, "Oh, I didn't expect there to be a small garden. It doesn't matter if there are no flowers. Only grass."
Xu Yizhi looked at He Zhao through the setting sun and smiled very shallowly.He Zhao took a picture of him with his mobile phone and replaced it with a screen saver of his mobile phone. He added a line of words to this photo in his heart: My boyfriend is smiling at me.
Xu Yizhi said: "The photos are pretty good, you should take them back."
He Zhao didn't want to leave, but he knew Xu Yizhi couldn't stay downstairs with him all the time, before leaving, he asked, "Can I come to the hospital to see you after school tomorrow?"
"No, my mother will be discharged from the hospital tomorrow," Xu Yizhi said, "I will go to school tomorrow afternoon."
Only then did He Zhao go home in peace.
When he got home, the first thing He Zhao did was to take a bath. Now that the weather was cold, he shivered from the cold shower, so he got under the quilt directly after washing.Picking up the phone, he wanted to send Xu Yizhi a text message, but he was afraid that Xu Yizhi would think he was too clingy, so he sent a text message to Luo Zi: Dude is in love!
Luo Zi was really happy for him, so he called, "What's the matter, why don't you bring me to my brother during the winter vacation?"
"winter vacation?"
Luo Zi became anxious, "It seems that you have a good life in Yushi, you don't remember the days, and you don't plan to come back during the Chinese New Year?"
He Zhao really didn't expect that the end of the term was coming soon, and he didn't plan at all, "Let's talk about it."
Luo Zi persuaded him a few words, and He Zhao talked about another matter, "Do you remember Brother Liang? The one who played with us before? The provincial team."
He Zhao told Luo Zi about the basketball game, and asked him to tell the coach that Brother Liang would definitely have to complain to the coach. He Zhao was afraid that he would embarrass the coach.
Luo Zi sighed: "As expected of my brother, the league in the city can be played as a street basketball, this wave is fine!"
He Zhao: "...can we pay attention to the key points?"
"Okay, say hello to the coach, right? It's a trivial matter." Luo Zi chuckled twice, "You don't know, that brother Liang was suspended last month for injecting prohibited drugs."
"Really?" He Zhao didn't believe it.
Luo Zi sneered, "How else would he play your game? Don't worry, the next time he hits you, we'll call the police and arrest him."
He Zhao: "..." The police uncle is not so busy!
He Zhao finished his phone call to make up his homework. It was almost eleven o'clock when he finished his homework. He picked up his phone and saw a text message from Xu Yizhi. The content was very simple, just two words: Good night.
He Zhao also said good night, and added two cautions.
22 chapter
As Luo Zi said, the final exam is coming soon, and the teachers of various subjects have given out the scope of the final exam one after another, and the test papers have been handed out one by one. The sudden increase in homework makes the students feel uncomfortable.
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