The benefactor has a second-rate brother who is suffering

"I'm in love with Xiaoyuan." Jiang Qi didn't look away at all, and didn't leave any room for ambiguity in his words. I love him.

Xu Wan's body swayed, and her tears were like broken beads.

Jiang Muhai frowned, and patted Xu Wan's hand.

"Do you... know what you're talking about?"

"I know." Jiang Qi smiled bitterly, "If possible, I also hope not to make mother sad."

Jiang Muhai threw a teacup down, and the white porcelain cup shattered in front of Jiang Qi.

Although the teacup missed him, Jiang Muhai could see it clearly, Jiang Qi knelt there straight and didn't even hide, "I'm unfilial, you should be angry, just punish me."

As soon as this sentence was finished, Jiang Muhai became angry again, "Do you think you are the only one who protects the whole family?"

Jiang Qi was in a bit of a dilemma. In fact, he and his father had not communicated smoothly all the time. He could only bite the bullet and continue, "No...you were very protective of your mother in front of your grandparents back then."

Jiang Muhai: "..." Why on earth did he want to have a son?Why? !

"Can't change it?" Jiang Muhai's eyes were serious and deep.

"It can't be changed." Jiang Qi couldn't help but smile bitterly, "If it can be changed, it would have been changed seven years ago."

"Seven years ago!" Jiang Muhai almost didn't come up in one breath, pointing at him with trembling fingers: "Seven years ago, Xiao Yuan was only sixteen!"

"I know." Jiang Qi said frankly: "I couldn't forgive myself at the beginning, so I left... It was my son who was unfilial."

"You couldn't forgive yourself back then, what about now?" Jiang Muhai spoke sharply.

"Still can't forgive." Jiang Qi looked at his parents, but there was no regret in his eyes, "But I am even more reluctant."

"When I found out that year, I felt that I couldn't pull Xiaoyuan into the abyss, he was too dependent on me."

"...Then what about now." Xu Wan's tears were still rolling in her eyes, but like every mother who loves her child, her actions will involuntarily betray her reason.

Jiang Qi stared at his hands for a long time, and then looked up with regret in his eyes, "The protection I thought might have caused him more harm."

Xu Wan couldn't help but took a few steps forward and hugged Jiang Qi, tears wet Jiang Qi's collar, "Why are you all so stupid..."

Jiang Qi hugged Xu Wan's shoulders, feeling the fragility and strength of a mother at the moment, "Mom, I'm sorry, we probably can't let you hold your grandson."

Jiang Muhai is no longer young, but his brain is not old either, "You said before that you want to get married."

Jiang Qi actually knew that the best way was to take back what Jiang Muhai said back then, but he couldn't. If he really did that, it would be too unfilial.

"I thought about giving up, and I was forcing myself to give up, so I thought about getting married, but I still couldn't help it." One is that Xiao Yuan doesn't like it, and the other is that they are really married. He and Jiang Yuan are really married. There is no more possibility.

During the long flight, Jiang Qi thought a lot, and finally found regretfully that he was not as free and easy as he imagined.

If he could really let go, he would never consider the possibility of cooperating with Sui Mingyue because of Jiang Yuan's words.He will not allow Jiang Yuan to invade again and again. In his opinion, letting go is more about satisfaction. He is satisfied with Jiang Yuan's concern, he is satisfied with Jiang Yuan's care, otherwise he will not be in the dark because of his ignorance at night. Jealousy because he would call others "brother" and get angry.If he could let it go, he should have pushed Jiang Yuan away forcefully when he showed affection, instead of being gentle, he should have drawn a clear line between their ambiguity.

He admits that he can't do it, even if it has nothing to do with love, he can't do it, Jiang Yuan is not the most important person in his heart.He can't even do that the child he's thinking about has already put his heart naked in front of him, and he still has to choose to push it away, except for not saying that, but his little wish is much more than what he said many.

"That girl..."

"She has someone she likes, but she can't be together, so she wants to cooperate with me."

Hearing the word cooperation, both Jiang Muhai and Xu Wan breathed a sigh of relief at the same time.

Jiang Qi was a little amused, and hugged Xu Wan, "How could the son you taught do such an unreasonable thing?"

Jiang Muhai blew his beard and stared at him, "Is what you did right?!"

"Is that your real brother, but for me and your mother, it's no different at all! You're called Youpu?!"

"Actually, it doesn't make any difference to me. If I didn't treat him as my own brother, I wouldn't have struggled with it for so long, and I wouldn't just tell you and Mom now. I just figured it out not too long ago."

Jiang Muhai: "..."

A few minutes later, Jiang Muhai finally came to his senses, the leaves of his lungs ached from the ground, "You, you, you mean that if it was your own brother, you wouldn't be able to do it?"

Jiang Qi neither admitted nor denied, "This kind of thing has no hypothetical possibility and significance."

Jiang Muhai: "..." What kind of son did you have? ! !

Seeing the father and son with similar faces, Xu Wan felt a little headache. Although they loved the younger son more, the elder son was the one who truly resembled Jiang Muhai, both in appearance and personality.

They all refused to say half a sentence.

After Xu Wan cried, her heart was also settled, and she looked at her son's knees with distress. The place where he knelt was on a solid wood floor, but there was no carpet. He had been kneeling for almost an hour. Jiang Muhai didn't feel sorry for her, but he did.

"Let's get up first and then talk."

Jiang Muhai glared bitterly at Jiang Qi who refused to say even a soft word, "Let him kneel."

Xu Wan glanced over, Jiang Muhai cleared his throat, "Cough...then what, your mother told you to get up, so you can get up."

Jiang Qi got up, first helped Xu Wan back to the sofa, then moved a small wooden stool and sat down.

Jiang Muhai's face became better, "What are you going to do in the future?"

"Go back and confess to Xiaoyuan first..."

"Cough...cough cough..." Jiang Muhai choked on the tea, "You guys aren't together yet?!"

Xu Wan was also shocked, silly son, why are you out of the closet when you're not together?

"Dad, Mom, even if Xiao Yuan doesn't accept me, I probably won't marry anyone else in the future."

The two parents of the Jiang family finally figured out the logic of the eldest son, and they were stunned.

"Then if Xiaoyuan really doesn't accept you..." Jiang Muhai looked at him thoughtfully.

"I won't let myself hurt him." Jiang Qi paused, "But Xiao Yuan probably won't reject me."

Jiang Muhai felt a bit of a toothache, "Stop, stop, skip this part."

"Are you going to make your relationship public?"

"The meaning of looking at Xiaoyuan will not be concealed on purpose, but it should not be made public on purpose. If he wants a wedding..."

"Stop, stop, skip this part too." Jiang Mu Hai Ya felt even more painful.

Jiang Qi said helplessly: "Grandpa, I will tell you."

Jiang Muhai squinted his eyes and stared at him, "You are not afraid..."

"Don't be afraid." Jiang Qi said decisively: "I know that grandpa has been urging the marriage. When Xiaoyuan and I were together... I didn't have the confidence to hide it from his old man. That's really disrespectful."

"It's good that you know." Jiang Muhai said angrily.

"At that time, I was still young and ignorant. In the future, Xiaoyuan and I will come back to accompany our parents more often."

"Just let Xiaoyuan come back, don't come back!" Jiang Muhai flung his eyes at him.

"Then it's alright if I accompany Xiao Yuan back to her mother's house?"

Xu Wan couldn't control herself and laughed out loud.

Jiang Muhai gritted his teeth, "Stop showing affection to me, your mother and I are going to rest, your business is not over yet."

Jiang Qi smiled, that means he has passed the test.

It's just that he knew that his parents were open-minded, but he never thought they would be so open-minded. After all, what he coveted was not an ordinary man, but his precious brother, the youngest son they raised as their own sons.

How could he not know that the matter of coming out of the closet would ultimately grind the hearts of his parents, and what he agreed to face would be the eyes and oppression of the outside world, and what he would lose if he didn't agree would be his two sons.For parents who love their children deeply, this itself is a multiple-choice question with no options.

So even if Jiang Muhai and Xu Wan agreed from the beginning, he should bow to these heads.

After all, they are unfilial.

"Mom, good night." Jiang Qi bent down and kissed Xu Wan on the cheek who sent him out of the bedroom, and hugged his mother, "Thank you."

"Silly son, the two of you are much more important than non-existent grandchildren. We don't care about those, but we are just afraid that you will have a hard time in the future..."

"No matter how hard it is to go, we will go on together." Jiang Qi wiped away tears for Xu Wan.

Xu Wan nodded, "You, did you not tell Xiao Yuan about your return?"

Jiang Qi shook his head, "Mom, isn't your son yet to show his cards? Don't tell him yet."

After Jiang Qi returned to the room, Xu Wan couldn't help but said: "These two brothers don't look the same, why do they have the same style of doing things?"

Jiang Muhai snorted, "Is Xiaoyuan the same as him? Can't he be subdued?"

"You still pointed at your son holding your leg and cried, acting like a spoiled child?"

Jiang Muhai groaned and said nothing, but it was written on his face——what else?

"Xiao Qi follows you, do you think you can do it?"

Jiang Muhai: "..."

Xu Wan was also a little annoyed, she thought about it even when she couldn't see her, whenever she met Jiang Muhai, she always saw Jiang Qi's dislikes, if it wasn't for Jiang Qi's knowledge of his father's character, and the fact that the youngest son usually coaxed this and that, It is estimated that the relationship between the father and son has long since collapsed, "Come on, come on, act like a baby and cry for me."

Jiang Muhai: "..."

***

"Uncle Wang."

And the white-haired butler looked up, his eyes couldn't help but get wet.

"Sorry, I haven't come back to see you all this time." Qi Wei hugged the thin butler uncle.

"Hey, it's good to be a good person... It's good to be a good person, Xiao Qi has grown taller and has become a big boy."

Qi Wei smiled. In fact, he had already graduated from university when he left that year, but he was not as precocious as Jiang Qi. Jiang Qi's departure was deliberate, and he was mostly impulsive. This is probably the protected person and the protected person. difference.

But no matter how late he matured, so many years of being on his own has also tempered him, isn't he really grown up?

Qi Wei went to see Mrs. Yuan, and Mrs. Yuan's health is still not very good, but her complexion has improved a lot, at least she no longer feels insecure like before.

He remembered that when he and his mother first came to Yuan's house to work, sometimes Mrs. Yuan became nervous, and only when Yuan Mo was by her side could she feel better.

What surprised him even more was that Mrs. Yuan could speak Chinese to him. You must know that when he first arrived here, Chinese had become a taboo in the house, which made him at a loss for a long time.

Only then did he realize that Mrs. Yuan spoke Mandarin very well, with the gentle taste of Jiangnan water town: "Xiao Wei..." Mrs. Yuan patted his hand.

"lady?"

"Call me auntie. My maiden name is Qi, and my boudoir name is Qianluo."

Qi Wei was stunned for a moment, and hurriedly said: "...Auntie." After a long while, he said again: "Your name sounds very nice."

"That's what you would say. I said those words back then for no other purpose..." Qi Qianluo frowned slightly, "Actually, those words are not for you, but for myself."

—— "Who can protect a person for a lifetime?"

—— "Even if he can protect him now, what about after he gets married? What about accidents? What about external pressure? Even if all these things have been overcome, people's hearts are changeable, how can anyone stay the same for a lifetime?"

……

Every word hit his heart, smashing all his thoughts. At that time, he thought that Qi Qianluo had broken his secret love for Yuan Mo. He still remembers her hysterical appearance at that time. Qian Luo fell ill again, and Qi Wei knew it was time to leave.

At the beginning, I didn’t dare to think about it, and starting a business was hard. He and Jiang Qi struggled bit by bit until everything settled down, but after chewing those little memories over and over, I realized that it was indeed possible to be like Qi Qian. What she said was ordinary, she was talking about herself.Back then, Qi's father refused the marriage because of her, and he had a stalemate with the family for a long time. The two of them finally married Qi Qianluo into the family after suffering. Therefore, fairy tales always end with the big marriage of the two, and their stories are also the same.

An accident, this is what the original father said.What shocked Qi Qianluo the most was that the person who climbed into the bed of her former father was a Chinese student whom she subsidized and treated as a younger sister.The original father was very guilty. Although Qi Qianluo forgave him at first, but the accident had a product, and the woman sent the child to Qi Qianluo. Since then, Qi Qianluo's mental state began to deteriorate. Good and bad.That's why when Qi Weigang arrived, everyone in the Yuan family didn't let him speak Chinese. In fact, they were afraid that it would affect Qi Qianluo's mental state.

It's just that although Qi Qianluo's mental state is not good, her temper is still good, and she has never complained in front of outsiders. Whether she really knew something sensitive about that outburst, Qi Wei still can't tell for sure.

Qi Wei shook his head, "Thanks to my aunt, I went out for a while, and it was pretty good, but I didn't find time to come back, but it was my fault." He couldn't blame her, he came here as a migrant worker with his mother, The high tuition fees were paid by Qi Qianluo. He and Yuan Mo were about the same age and studied together. After his mother died unexpectedly, Qi Qianluo felt sorry for the loss of his father since he was a child and fell in love with Yuan Mo, so he decided to raise them together. There is not much emotional communication, but he will not lose his share of food and clothing.

So he understands a mother's feelings for her son, and he also knows that he can't avenge kindness.

He liked Yuan Mo, and he still likes it to this day.But if Qi Qianluo hadn't taken him in back then, what would a teenage child do if he went out?So he was grateful to Qi Qianluo, but he felt very guilty for not setting foot here for so many years because of his little thoughts.

"Good boy." Qi Qianluo sighed, "... If you really have the heart, it's good to come back more often. I'm old too, and those things about being young are gone. If I don't have that heart, there will be nothing left in my eyes You are three older brothers."

Yuan Mo also has a younger brother, Yuan You, who is only twenty now, far less capable than his elder brother, but really has the same name as him, more like a playboy, but he has a lively personality, and he is also good to him, one bite at a time Brother Wei yelled.

"Auntie, don't worry."

Passing the desk when leaving, I saw a line of hairpin lowercase with wet ink on it - "There are thousands of hanging branches, but there is no life left."

Qi Wei suddenly understood why Qi Qianluo said that he was the only one who thought her name was nice, "Auntie, your name is really nice, Fangtang is like a mirror grass, and Luoyue is full of river trees."

Although Qi Qianluo doesn't like to hear Chinese because of the foreign student, her grandparents immigrated to the United States, but after all, she is a scholarly family, and she always has some books. When Qi Wei was homesick, she would quietly read some poems .Not to mention how much love he had for Yuan Mo back then... Thinking of this, Qi Wei didn't dare to think about it.

Qi Qianluo smiled and waved to him, somewhat relieved.Sure enough, he was a good boy. He still remembered to comfort himself when he treated him like this.

Walking in the corridor, Qi Wei suddenly wanted to go and see the room where they lived together, but he didn't know if they stayed or not.

When Qi Wei saw the portrait of that person, he really belonged to a big family. This tradition is still preserved. When he grows up, that person has also matured. It’s not that he hasn’t seen the photos secretly taken by the media, but he doesn’t dare to look at them for fear Endless thoughts will pour out.

Yuan Mo inherited his grandmother's lineage. If you don't look carefully, it is black, but if you look closely, the eyes are dark green. Qi Wei always thinks it is very beautiful, like the most expensive gemstone, with a straight nose and a slight eagle hook.His lips pursed even tighter, it must be very hard work.Qi Wei was a little distressed, and couldn't help reaching out his hand to touch the person in the portrait.

A familiar yet unfamiliar voice completely froze his movements—"Qi Wei."

Qi Wei's eyes widened, and he didn't dare to turn his head. Shouldn't he be on a business trip in India?Why are you at home? !

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* Fangtang is like a mirror grass. ——Li Duan, "Gift to Prince Consort Guo"

*The falling moon shakes the trees in the river. ——Zhang Ruoxu "Spring River Flower and Moon Night"

The author has something to say:

Inexplicably counting the words, covering his face.

There was a bug in Jiang’s father’s name, so I changed it, Jiang Muhai, Jiang Muhai, Jiang Muhai, important things are said three times. QAQ The story of the original family is actually mentioned in the film king. When Mo Bai went on vacation, didn’t he borrow the island with Jiang Qi?And the Yuan Lu who made Jiang Yuan jealous at that time was the child of the mistress here.So when Yuan Lu deliberately mentioned Jiang Yuan's life experience, Jiang Yuan choked back.

In fact, the CPs in this book are all two-way pursuits but can't let it go.

Because I really like this kind of thing, and there are things like how to develop bamboo horses. It’s fun to write all at once, Wangtian.