I didn't save any more food today

After opening the door, Fu Yancheng turned on the light inside the door, put the briefcase on the long cabinet next to the entrance, loosened his tie, and bent down to change his shoes, he paused.

The originally full shoe rack was now half empty, and he glanced again, only to find that all of Chen Yan's shoes were gone.

Fu Yancheng's fingertips trembled slightly. He straightened his body, turned around stiffly, and turned his head to look at the living room. He saw Chen Yan, who had disappeared for five days, sitting on the sofa.

His appearance seemed to have been specially dressed, his hair was combed meticulously, his eyebrows were carefully trimmed, his chin was clean and white, and his face seemed to be radiant, making him look radiant.

Looking down, he is wearing a neat suit, bow tie and shirt are the latest models that have been on the market recently, and the leather shoes are polished spotlessly.

Fu Yancheng remembered that pair of shoes, which were specially prepared for the dinner after Chen Yan attended an academic meeting of the National Summit Forum. He has always cherished them very much. After that meeting, he never saw him wear them again.

Fu Yancheng looked at his well-dressed appearance, and was a little flustered for a while. He searched his stomach for a long time, but what he blurted out was:

"Why are you back now?"

Did he know something?Why did you come back two days early?Fu Yancheng was in a mess.

Chen Yan originally lowered his head and seemed to be in deep thought. After hearing Fu Yancheng's words, he raised his head slowly, as if years of aging wine had finally opened the altar. The mellow aroma of the wine wafted everywhere. Fu Yancheng felt that he might be a little drunk up.

Because his eyes were blurred, he saw Chen Yan smiling and waving at him, "I came here to bring you some presents."

It wasn't the question he thought. Fu Yancheng suddenly breathed a sigh of relief. After the tension in his mind was loosened, he suddenly found that his back was dripping with cold sweat.

However, looking at the corner of Chen Yan's mouth with a smile on his face, Fu Yancheng tried his best not to show any signs, as if he had forgotten about changing his shoes, he directly stepped into the living room, and walked slowly in front of Chen Yan.

Chen Yan smiled and signaled, "Sit down."

Fu Yancheng pursed his lips tightly and looked at him inexplicably. He felt that something was wrong with Chen Yan tonight, and he couldn't tell exactly what was wrong.

He was a little confused about what Chen Yan wanted to do, and being at a loss for unknown things made him a little restrained, so he hesitated to sit down beside him.

Chen Yan said that he wanted to show him a gift, but there was no movement. He sat there quietly, his side face looked soft and calm. For some reason, Fu Yancheng could see a different kind of peace of mind from his side profile. As he watched, his heart that had been fluctuating all this time suddenly calmed down.

The two sat quietly for a long time, the atmosphere was rare and peaceful, the lights in the room were dim, and the silhouettes of the people became gentle. After an unknown amount of time, Chen Yan said with some nostalgia:

"It hasn't been this quiet in a long time."

"……yes."

"How long have we known each other?"

"Twelve, no... 11 years and ten months."

"It's been so long..."

"……Yes."

"It's been a long time, and we haven't gone out to play together."

"I played."

"Ok?"

"When we were looking for a job together, we visited various cities."

"At that time, I was only looking for a job, so I didn't really have any interest in playing. It was just going out to relax, not to mention you kept a cold face."

"........."

"Just kidding, I went to a place this time. It is beautiful there. The sky is blue and the clouds are white. After it rains, the air is sweet with the fragrance of green grass. There are many trees on the roadside, and there are not many on the road. Car, children go to and from school by themselves.

The people there are very hospitable, they know all the neighbors in the neighborhood, and they also love food. The streets and alleys are full of various snacks that I have never seen before. "

"...It's a nice place."

Chen Yan raised his head and glanced at him. At that glance, Fu Yancheng couldn't describe how to describe him, but felt terrified for no reason.Chen Yan didn't say anything, but got up and went to the kitchen.

After a while, there was the sound of water from the faucet and the sound of dishes colliding, followed by a moment of silence. After a while, Chen Yan placed a plate of things on the coffee table in front of the sofa, and said:

"This is a fruit I brought from that place, you can try it."

Fu Yancheng's whole body was stiff as a log, he stared fixedly at the dark purple mulberries in front of him, and was speechless for a while.

Chen Yan sat down again, his sitting posture was no longer so upright this time, he sank into the soft sofa, feeling a little lazy, he said:

"The uncle who sells mulberries is very nice. He only charges me 60 yuan for the accommodation fee of 50 yuan a day. He also provides free breakfast and fruit before going to bed. He has a son who is in high school, lives on campus, and returns home every week. Home once, the grades are probably good, every time the boss advances his son, the smile on his face is very bright."

Fu Yancheng followed his words and said, "Did you ask him for his contact information? I will keep in touch in the future."

"No, we met by chance, why bother to know a hero. The feeling he gave me at that moment, I just keep it in my heart quietly, so as not to cause troubles in the future."

Fu Yancheng always felt that there was something in his words, and he didn't know how to answer his words at the moment.

However, Chen Yan changed his voice and said, "However, his words have benefited me a lot."

He gently picked up a mulberry, his eyes fell on the small pieces of flesh, and said,

"This fruit is strange, although it is small, it has a lot of juice. I made a joke when I ate it for the first time, and then he told me, to eat this, you should put the whole fruit in your mouth and chew it whole, don't bite it one by one. , otherwise, it will make me full of juice."

Fu Yancheng sat up straight unconsciously, holding his breath, but saw Chen Yan looking up at him, with an indescribable relief in his smile:

"I thought at the time that it's good to be so straightforward in being a person and doing things. It's not only tiring and hurtful, but it might even get fishy all over your body in the end. So—"

Chen Yan paused, his voice could not help being a little hoarse, but his tone was calm, he said:

"let's break up."

At that moment, it was as if a giant ship hit an iceberg, or as if an earthquake and tsunami, Fu Yancheng's ears were buzzing, and his headache was about to explode. He seemed to be isolated from this world for a moment, everything in front of him could be seen but couldn't be touched, he saw Chen Yan said something again, but he couldn't hear it at all.

Finally, the ringing in the ears passed, like the moment when the magic was lifted in the movie, Fu Yancheng heard Chen Yan whispering:

"You have a son now, you should take good care of yourself, your wife and children in the future, don't be so cold..."

Fu Yancheng murmured: "You know everything?"

Chen Yan nodded: "Yes, I know everything. I knew it a month ago."

Fu Yancheng was in a daze, speechless for a moment.

Chen Yan continued his words:

"Auntie is a very good person, she looks very ladylike, and she is gentle and gentle when she gets angry, unlike what I thought, she would yell at me and kick me out of the house.

But she may be very lonely, you should be more filial to her, don't send her money all the time, and spend more time with her..."

Fu Yancheng interrupted him suspiciously: "Have you seen her?"

Chen Yan smiled again: "Yes, I always wanted to visit her, and the ugly daughter-in-law also wants to meet her in-laws. I don't understand that the relationship I've been in for ten years is not for lovers to have fun, not to be a mistress, and not to destroy people's marriage happiness. Can't see her? Oh, wrong."

Chen Yan looked at him with a self-deprecating smile: "It's wrong, it's because I have a bad memory. Now it's not as good as it used to be. I'm just destroying people's marriage happiness now."

He was laughing at himself, but Fu Yancheng thought he was mocking himself.

The thing that had been carefully hidden in his heart was suddenly uncovered. Fu Yancheng felt guilty for a moment, and after feeling guilty, he became angry from embarrassment.

The anger in his heart for the past five days, coupled with the expression on Chen Yan's face that he had shown him for a month before, fueled the fire in Fu Yancheng's heart, as if a wild beast was roaring in his heart, beating like a thunder.

Before, he wanted to make peace, but he still kept his temper, but now everyone said they broke up, Fu Yancheng clenched his fists tightly and then loosened, loosened and tightened, and the chill on his body became heavier and heavier.

After repeated several times, he finally couldn't suppress the anger in his heart, stood up abruptly, paced back and forth as if venting his anger, said coldly with a cold face:

"You checked me? You found my house? Chen Yan, you are really good. You knew it a month ago. You can really hold your breath, huh?"

Fu Yancheng stared at Chen Yan, nodded coldly, and mocked him:

"You are amazing! You really know how to act! I'm so willing to bow down! Oscar owes you a statuette!

Hehe, you really know enough about me. You know that I am married and have a child. You know that I am a son. You even know where I live in my hometown. You even found my mother!

You can do it, huh?

You said that being a doctor is such a waste, and you are afraid of being followed by the patient's family every day. Why don't you become a detective?That's when you're stalking someone else! ! ! "

Chen Yan let him go crazy, and when Fu Yancheng finished cursing, he asked with a smile, "Have you said enough?"

"I haven't said enough!" Fu Yancheng's voice suddenly became high-pitched: "You have investigated my affairs clearly, but you have hidden your own affairs tightly! Oh, I don't know what's going on with your family until now. People, what are you doing, what background, have you been on guard against me? Don’t you think so!”

Fu Yancheng was tired of talking, he was panting, and looked at Chen Yan smiling, sitting neatly in front of the coffee table, making himself even more embarrassed.

After venting for a long time, the people in front of him didn't give in. Not only did the anger in Fu Yancheng's heart not subside, but it became more and more intense.

He strode forward suddenly, approaching Chen Yan, lifted Chen Yan's collar, pulled him up forcefully, and stared at him closely:

"I have no problem with you doing other things, but why did you go to my mother! Do you know that she has a heart attack? Do you know!!!"

Chen Yan looked into his scarlet eyes, and the smile on his mouth grew wider, "I know. So what."

Fu Yancheng tightly clutched his neckline, gasping for breath, staring at him, looking at the piercing smile on his mouth, couldn't help feeling sad, and yelled at him:

"That! Yes! Me! Mom!"

Chen Yan smiled: "Yeah, what does it have to do with me? We broke up."

Fu Yancheng was stunned for a moment, he felt a sense of powerlessness all over his body, but he gritted his teeth and said:

"I don't listen, I don't agree, I don't break up! Yes, I don't break up! Don't even think about breaking up!"

Chen Yan sighed, broke free from his already weak hand, and adjusted his collar slowly,

"I've already packed my things, and I've found a moving company to transport them away. I won't come here again.

What about you in the future, don’t always eat takeaways, be unclean, don’t always kick the quilt when you fall asleep, don’t always send your clothes to the dry cleaners for washing, don’t always have a cold face, when you live with your wife in the future... ...Don't let her do housework all the time, treat her well. As for the child, don't spoil him too much, educate him well.

Let's get together and leave, let's write off all the grievances and grievances before. From now on, we will still be a member of the science department, and we will see each other when we look up and down, so don't make trouble too ugly.You, take care of yourself. "

With that said, he got up and walked out the door.

After Fu Yancheng reminded him, he suddenly remembered the shoe rack he saw when he first entered the door, and his heart felt like snow, and his whole body felt cold.

He hurriedly glanced at the living room at a loss, then stumbled to open the doors of the bedroom and study room, and found that all the things belonging to Chen Yan had been cleaned up, as if there had never been such a person here.

Only then did Fu Yancheng feel as if he had just woken up from a dream. Chen Yan wanted to break up for real, not because of being awkward, not out of temper, not because he wanted him to coax him to tease him, but for a real breakup. .

His outspoken and arrogant roar looked ridiculous at this moment. Fu Yancheng was stunned for a while, and suddenly remembered something. He rushed out and saw Chen Yan standing in the entrance. He took out a few keys from the keychain and put them on. next to his briefcase, and then said:

"This is the key to the room."

Fu Yancheng stared at the keys in a daze, and the words he had planned in his heart suddenly became stuck in his chest.

He originally wanted to lower his profile and beg him, and also wanted to tell him that he would get a divorce and bring him home in an open and honest manner, and he was willing to pay a series of land cessions and compensation.

As long as you can keep him.

It wasn't until he saw Chen Yan took off the key that he realized that he had made up his mind that no matter how much he begged for mercy, he would break up.He has almost lost himself.

Fu Yancheng stood there blankly for a long time, Chen Yan looked at him as if he had been abandoned by his master, with a slightly sad and desolate figure, didn't know what to say, finally smiled politely, turned around and planned to open the door.

"and many more!"

Fu Yancheng called him suddenly.

Chen Yan turned around.

"Can you listen to a song with me?" Fu Yancheng looked at him and said quietly.

Chen Yan stood still.

"I didn't want to do anything." Fu Yancheng explained clumsily:

"It was the candlelight dinner before. I originally bought a CD with a song in it. The song we both like, Adam Lambert's "Outlaws Of Love". I wanted to give it to you, but now you are leaving. Listen to it."

He had a cautious expression on his face, and he looked like a different person from the thunderous anger before.

Chen Yan thought of the gift he had given out after years, sighed, and said, "Okay."

Fu Yancheng heaved a sigh of relief, went to the study for a while, and then hid in front of the DVD on the TV to tinker. The two sat on the sofa and listened quietly.

"Everywhere we go, we're looking for the sun,

Wandering around the world, just to find a ray of light,

Nowhere to grow old, we're always on the run,

There is nowhere to grow old, this life is destined to be doomed,

They say we'll rotin hell, but I don't think we will,

The world spits us forever, but I don't believe it, They've branded usenough,

Do not believe their assertion,

Outlaws of Love,

Desperadoes of love. "

The author has something to say:

Chen Yan keeps laughing at this. My mother learned it when I was dealing with people. She said, when you want to be angry with someone, you don’t have to quarrel with him. will get angrier.

And that song, everyone might as well go listen to it, watch it with Brokeback Mountain, it's really heartbreaking.

The content after that is that Xiaowei officially appeared on the stage, probably all the time sweet and flirtatious, little fairies, I love you all.