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After more than a month of silence, during this month, Lin's father and Lin's mother never answered Lin Ze's call back, nor did they call Lin Ze, which meant to sever ties with Lin Ze.

Lin Ze probably also knew that the shock and harm brought to his parents by this matter was quite great, but he knew this but he couldn't do anything about it.Jiang Chen is someone he can't let go of.

Lin Ze was so busy at work that he basically had no time to think about some of these things, but he thought clearly in his heart.

The day when the two decided to go abroad was getting closer and closer, and both of them were a little excited.Jiang Chen has been looking forward to this day for more than four years, and Lin Ze also hopes that the relationship between the two can have a witness.

Both of them asked for leave from the hospital at the same time, and everyone in the hospital witnessed their long-distance running love, knowing that they were going to go abroad to obtain a certificate, especially the nurses and sisters were all excited for a while.

The two asked for leave a week in advance. For various reasons, the higher-ups actually agreed to the two taking a month's leave, which made many people jealous.But the jealousy goes back to the jealousy, and I still sent blessings to the two in advance.

Shen Yan and Jiang Yao knew when they were going abroad, so they naturally wanted to join in the fun.Knowing that the two of them had asked for leave a week in advance, and they had also taken a one-month long leave, I couldn't believe it.

"Why are you two so lucky!" Shen Yan thought about herself and Jiang Yao, and it was a good idea to ask for a leave of absence to go abroad to accompany the two of them, and it took a while to talk about a week's leave.

Jiang Chen was packing his and Lin Ze's clothes in the room. Actually, he didn't have many things, just a few sets of clothes.

He didn't pay attention to Shen Yan, Jiang Chen just quietly sorted out their things.

Perhaps Shen Yan didn't even think about asking Jiang Chen to answer anything, he just muttered about it by himself.It's all kinds of complaints about Jiang Chen and Lin Ze.

Lin Ze and Jiang Yao were sitting in the living room, also chatting about something.

"Shen Yan and I probably went out for those two days, anyway, we can meet together with you." Jiang Yao said, also wishing this friend beside him.

The acquaintance between him and Lin Ze was purely due to fate, seeing Lin Ze and Jiang Chen walking along the way, he also knew that it was not easy for the two of them or Jiang Chen.

"Enough." On such an important day, it is quite good to have friends by your side.

It's a pity that he and Jiang Chen couldn't go to the scene of Shen Yan and Jiang Yao's good days.

"By the way, did your parents still not answer your phone?" Jiang Yao knew that his question was a bit abrupt, but he asked it anyway.

Lin Ze pursed his lips and shook his head, probably his parents were really hurt by him.He is the only seedling in his family, even though Jiang Chen is also.However, his parents always hoped that he could find a girlfriend to show them later.

Every year, his parents would ask if he had a girlfriend, but Lin Ze always said no.It's also true that he doesn't have a girlfriend, because he has a lot of boyfriends.

This is not considered to be deceiving the parents, but from the perspective of the parents, I must be angry that I have never disclosed this news to them in four years.

"There are no parents who do not care about their children. After you and Jiang Chen received the certificate, when you came back, you two would go home and have a look, and stay for a few days. Explain everything that should be explained clearly, and they probably have been angry with you for so long I told them the news." Jiang Yao said.

At the beginning, he never thought about keeping the matter with Shen Yan from his parents.For some things, the sooner you tell your family members, the easier it is to reduce the degree of difficulty.

Fortunately, although his parents were shocked by his sexuality at the time, after calming down for a few days, they agreed to meet Shen Yan first.Parents are always easy to soften their hearts in front of their children, and then make compromises.

"I know." He kept it a secret from his family for four years. Thinking about it from another angle, if it was him, I would also be very excited.

Jiang Yao and Shen Yan didn't stay for too long, they also have jobs, so they don't have much time to squander.

The two of them don't have many things, and a suitcase is almost just right.

"Jiang Chen, when the time comes back after receiving the certificate, let's go home and stay for a few days." Lin Ze said while lying on the sofa, looking at the ceiling.

People, once you are free, you can't help but think about various things in your mind.Especially something that has been bothering me.

"Well, I thought so too." Jiang Chen responded.Although Lin Ze usually didn't say anything, Jiang Chen could sometimes see the troubles in Lin Ze's heart when Lin Ze was free and in a daze.

The attitude of parents is something they have to care about.As a child, before marriage, I always hope that my parents can participate and send their blessings.

"Jiang Chen, do you think they will refuse to recognize my son?" It has been more than a month, and he has called his parents many times after that, but they have not been connected.

Lin Ze said in his heart that it was impossible not to feel uncomfortable.He even sometimes had the thought of "simply delay getting the certificate with Jiang Chen".Of course, this idea just popped up, and Lin Ze threw it away. If he really told Jiang Chen like that, probably... Jiang Chen might accommodate him.But Lin Ze knew that if he did that, he really didn't deserve Jiang Chen's love anymore.

Jiang Chen paid too much for him, this time was the only action he could tell Jiang Chen to make him feel at ease.

In fact, Jiang Chen and him are not the only ones who will face this kind of situation, and many lovers like them have also faced it.

Choosing between love and family affection has different choices for different people. Some choose love and reluctantly ignore family affection, and some cut off love that is not recognized by relatives for the sake of family affection.

Everyone knows that you can't have your cake and eat it too.But there are some things that can really have both, as long as you use the right method.

It is impossible for Lin Ze not to recognize his parents, but he also cannot let go of Jiang Chen.

"No, how your uncle and aunt treat you has never changed. It's just that you need to give them some time to relax on this matter." Jiang Chen said.

"Yeah." Lin Ze responded sullenly.In fact, he knew and understood, but he just felt bored and uncomfortable.

"Don't think too much, there are still a few days left, we can visit some scenic spots in Guangzhou first. You are usually very tired from work, so it's rare to have a chance to relax." Jiang Chen sat beside Lin Ze, touching patted his head.

"Okay." Lin Ze smiled. Since entering the hospital as an intern and working now, he really hasn't had much time to walk around. "However, accompany me to the city library tomorrow. Recently, Doctor Fu recommended a book to me, but it is said that only the city library has the book."

Hearing this, Jiang Chen felt a little helpless, after this person came to you to study medicine seriously, he was really addicted to medicine, and he couldn't control it.

"Okay. I'll accompany you to the library tomorrow." Jiang Chen naturally wouldn't refuse Lin Ze's request.When Lin Ze was still studying, Jiang Chen often accompanied Lin Ze in the library of University A when he was free, and sometimes he even took Lin Ze to the library of University C to stay for a day.Every time Lin Ze reads all kinds of books about medicine, but most of them are about clinical medicine.

After leaving the decision, Lin Ze woke up early the next day without Jiang Chen waking him up.Then they woke Jiang Chen up, and the two of them ran a few laps back in the morning, and bought breakfast at a breakfast shop downstairs by the way.

After returning home and taking a shower, the two of them had breakfast before packing up and going out.

This time it was Lin Ze who drove the car. He got his driver's license test when he was in school, but he didn't drive much because Jiang Chen was mostly responsible for picking him up.

When he arrived at the city library, Lin Ze followed what Dr. Fu said to find a library manager and explained his purpose.Dr. Fu probably called this person or someone else in advance, so Lin Ze borrowed the book almost without saying anything.Naturally, it is not allowed to be borrowed, and Lin Ze also knows that since it is a Tibetan copy, it is naturally precious.

After borrowing the book, Lin Ze returned to the place Jiang Chen had occupied earlier.

"So fast?" Jiang Chen lowered his voice and said in surprise, after all, it was a Tibetan book, so he thought he had to explain it to the person in charge.

Lin Ze smiled happily, nodded his head a few times, and then seriously flipped through the book in his hand.

Lin Ze's movements also appeared to be very cautious, and of course he also took some notes while watching.Lin Ze only dared to do this with the consent of the other party.

Jiang Chen was sitting next to him, and he left his seat to answer a phone call, and when he came back, he also had a book in his hand.It was just something he used to pass the time, but it was also a psychological book.Lin Ze was very absorbed in reading, Jiang Chen couldn't just sit by and look at Lin Ze.

Although there was a book in front of him, most of the time his eyes still fell on Lin Ze.

Lin Ze is always the most beautiful scenery in his eyes, this is what Jiang Chen didn't say in his heart.Just looking at Lin Ze quietly, he also felt very satisfied in his heart.Of course, the premise is that this person is now his.

Jiang Chen turned over a few pages from time to time, but he didn't know if he really read it seriously.

Lin Ze would occasionally raise his head and puff his chest to look at Jiang Chen, because Jiang Chen's gaze was too obvious. Although Lin Ze calmed down, it was still easy to detect this kind of laser-like gaze locking.

Every time at this time, Jiang Chen would smile at Lin Ze, making Lin Ze smile back reflexively.For this person's behavior of "disturbing" him invisibly, Lin Ze felt a little funny in his heart, but he just shook his head helplessly and stopped talking to this person.

This is not the first time the two have been like this, it has been like this for most of the time Jiang Chen spent with him in the library in the past few years.From the very beginning, I was always disturbed by this person's gaze, but now I am used to it...