Old Movies of the Republic of China II

The mountains are vast, and the moonlight is bright.

In the land far away from human settlements, nature shows its generosity to the fullest.

After the heavy snowfall, the barracks seemed to be buried in a white grave.

Zhang Zheng was busy, and Qinghe and Min Zijing were wandering around the barracks together.His status is really special, no matter where he wants to go, no one dares to stop him.

Min Zijing's understanding of the war was even more profound after the start of the all-out war. He looked at the food, grass and supplies in Zhang Zheng's barracks, and couldn't help asking Qing He: "Aren't you afraid that I will speak out?"

Qinghe was wrapped in a thick cloak, his body was not in good condition, no matter how careful he was in the future, it would not help.

He turned his head to look at Min Zijing, his pale and delicate face against the dark fur gave Min Zijing an illusion of unreality.

When he opened his mouth, he asked another question: "Do you like Hou Xiao?"

Min Zijing was taken aback for a moment, then shook his head and said, "It's not like that."

Hou Xiao has been by Zhang Zheng's side for many years, so he doesn't know what kind of person he is.

When Min Zijing was a teenager, he realized that he didn't like girls whom other boys liked. He listened to boys talking about girls, but he gave his own evaluation of boys in his heart.

This made Min Zijing very painful. He thought he was a monster, and his embarrassing identity had been his shackles. If he made a wrong step, Min Zijing would repeat in his heart, you are an illegitimate child, you can't make mistakes.

Min Zijing didn't dare to let anyone know what he thought...classmates, teachers, friends, especially his mother Wei Shi.He stayed away from friends and society, buried his head in the sea of ​​books, and watched with cold eyes.

When he finally realized that liking the same sex instead of the opposite sex didn't mean he was a monster, but he had become another kind of monster—he couldn't socialize normally, he laughed at everyone in his heart, and he refused to be a monster when he was alone. Head down.

Emotionally, he is not promiscuous, and he abides by his principles when interacting with every "friend".

But Hou Xiao is different from his friends in the past. Min Zijing is a rational person, and he doesn't want to make himself too tired because of his feelings.He once thought that Hou Xiao was a playboy, and after knowing that he was wrong, he was even more unwilling to talk about feelings with someone who was too serious.

Qinghe is wrapped in a big cloak.

"When you leave here, you won't see him a few more times."

Min Zijing said with a sigh of relief: "I admit that he is a very good friend."

Although Zhang Zheng and Zhang Ziran were there, Hou Xiao never thought about it. He spoke as if they were good buddies, but Min Zijing was very clear about his own sexuality, and he also knew that being a man would be a good friend. How another man acts when he becomes interested.

Hou Xiao knew nothing about it.

He was bored and leaned on the table, and the voices of Zhang Zheng and others discussing did not disturb him.

When the crowd dispersed, Zhang Zheng kicked him lightly and scolded, "Do you fucking want to go back to Xiangdao?"

Hou Xiao returned to his senses and shrugged his shoulders: "I'm not interested in these. Do you have anything to do later? It's okay, let's go hunt some rabbits."

The master baked rabbit is a must.

Qing He stretched out his hand to keep warm, and the aroma of rabbit meat permeated the air. Unlike the one that was roughly roasted on the road, these few were cooked just right, the sauce was fragrant, the rabbit skin was crispy, and occasionally dripped a drop of oil.

Min Zijing drank two sips of wine, which was strong wine, and his face instantly turned crimson, as if he was overwhelmed by alcohol, but his speech was still clear and his logic was very strict.

This is a rare meal, Qinghe thought, there may not be many such opportunities in the future.

The rabbit still needs to be roasted for a while, Min Zijing took out a small book and wrote and drew on it, Qing He thought he was preparing to write about Zhang Zheng and this powerful team, but no.Min Zijing turned the little book upside down, and a naive rabbit was drawn on it with a few strokes.

Qinghe laughed.

After the rabbit meat was roasted and the master chef left, the atmosphere of the meal was more relaxed, like a small gathering among friends.

Min Zijing ate a piece of rabbit meat slowly, looked at Zhang Zheng and said, "I personally think that Marshal Zhang is not militaristic, but many of his actions are not good."

Zhang Zheng said coldly, "Tell me."

Qinghe felt that Min Zijing was pretending to be drunk, and said things that he could not normally say or dared to say on the basis of his slight drunkenness.

He flipped through the little book, cleared his throat, and began to read: "Marshal Zhang... is ambitious, wants to enter the customs, and doesn't care about the needs of the people to recuperate..."

Zhang Zheng cut the roasted rabbit meat with a slender knife, listened casually, and put the meat into the Qinghe bowl at the same time.

Hou Xiao interrupted with a smile: "What are you talking about at this time, it's really disappointing, let's talk about something happy. Zijing, would you like to write an article to scold the crow named Miao? He is really not a thing, look It looks like a dog, full of bad water."

He was disappointed to find that it was all in vain, Min Zijing didn't seem to hear his voice, and was still reading him.

"...The world is in chaos, but Marshal Zhang doesn't think about how to appease the people..."

Hou Xiao covered his face.

Qinghe was a little worried, Zhang Zheng had always disliked Min Zijing, not to mention that no one had ever dared to say these words to him.

Zhang Zheng's reaction was beyond the expectations of the two of them—perhaps also beyond Min Zijing's expectations—he didn't show any anger on his face, as if he didn't care what Min Zijing was saying at all.

He put a small piece of rabbit meat in front of Qinghe, and Qinghe ate it with a sigh of relief, knowing that Zhang Zheng would not get angry.

Min Zijing finally finished reading a long paragraph, as satisfied as if some long-cherished wish had been fulfilled. He didn't need Zhang Zheng to react to this, but just wanted him to know what he thought and what the people thought.

Zhang Yishan is the one talking about things in the three eastern provinces, and Zhang Zheng is probably the only one who can really influence Zhang Yishan to change his mind.

Min Zijing is not an optimistic person, nor does he think that Zhang Yishan will give up on the Central Plains, and with the broadening of his horizons, he realizes that his views are not necessarily correct. Politics is too complicated. He is just a literati who sees far away Not as deep as Zhang Yishan and Zhang Zheng.Min Zijing is just doing his best, but he has a clear conscience.

Zhang Zheng said: "The words you said have been said by countless people."

Zhang Zheng downplayed it, so he didn't mention it.

Qing He ate meat very seriously, a small piece of oil rubbed the corner of his mouth, Zhang Zheng pulled a handkerchief from his body and wiped it away.

This scene made Min Zijing feel creepy. It was difficult for him to accept the scene when Zhang Zheng and Qing He were alone. In his eyes, Zhang Zheng was a fierce man, an invisible martial artist—who dared to brazenly behead three thousand How many generals were captured by the Japanese army in China?

Min Zijing didn't believe that he didn't know the consequences of this kind of behavior, and he didn't believe that his action was just a spur of the moment.

Such a person can do such a warm thing in front of others...

Min Zijing couldn't accept it.

However, envy really arose in my heart.

Even in such troubled times, it is difficult for people to accept that two men are openly together... Part of Min Zijing's pessimism is because he knows that in the future he will face different forms of persecution from the Wei family and even Min Lishan, and he cannot tell them that he likes men. It is even more impossible to describe intimacy with a man in broad daylight.

His original sin was liking the same sex, and this original sin made him doomed to be depressed all his life.

Only with Zhang Zheng's status and status can he do whatever he wants, and be so close to Zhang Ziran in front of everyone, and no one dares to criticize him in person.

Min Zijing couldn't help but glance at Hou Xiao, what about him?

Suddenly an impulse arose in his heart, so why not tell everyone!He is an illegitimate child!He just likes men!Who he wants to be with doesn't need anyone's consent!

Min Zijing thought, this is crazy.

He sketched in his mind how Wei Shi would react when he knew that he was the "Second Chair". He probably held his hand while crying and said that it was a bad mother who didn't teach you well, but why are you so disappointing? !

Min Zijing almost laughed out loud.

Hou Xiao said: "Hey! Don't be so blatant! This is a military camp."

Zhang Zheng had already put the handkerchief on the table, raised his eyebrows and said, "Isn't Young Master Hou confident that he can find a woman who will accompany you here to suffer? I'll wait and see."

Hou Xiao rolled his eyes: "I want to look for it, but didn't my third uncle come when we were in the capital? With him around, what else can I do besides pretending to be a grandson with my tail between my legs?"

He turned his head and complained to Min Zijing: "Zijing, you haven't met my third uncle yet. He is a very powerful person. Among all the elders, I fear him the most."

Min Zijing withdrew from his excited fantasies, and said nonchalantly, "It must be a great person who can scare you."

"It's amazing. My dad said that if he wasn't the old man's biological son, he and the second uncle might not even have a foothold at home-but don't get me wrong, my third uncle is not the kind of person who doesn't recognize his relatives. I'm good, and I'm good to my dad and second uncle." Hou Xiao sighed: "He just always likes to force me to do things I don't like, whether it's inheriting the family business or getting a wife, we have to follow his wishes. It’s not that I can’t refute him in person, I just don’t want to disappoint him.”

"It sounds like you have a very good relationship." Min Zijing had completely calmed down.

Fantasy can only be fantasy.

He is not Zhang Zheng, he doesn't have Zhang Zheng's courage to point his eyebrows coldly at thousands of people, and he doesn't have the ability not to worry about other people. If he wants to live decently in this troubled world, he needs to give up some things.

Looking at it from another angle, it's not a big deal, but you can't invest too much emotion in each relationship. Anyway, this kind of thing doesn't mean that you will be rewarded if you pay.Even if it is really announced to the world, it may not be of any help to the relationship itself.

How many couples in the world have turned against each other, and Min Lishan and his wife are famously loving couples, don't they also have a wife?

In terms of articles, he is willing to be an idealist, but in terms of feelings, he hopes to be wise and safe.