A mediocre little goblin's love story

Chatting along the way, Xu Wei drove Fat Brother back to his place of residence.

Xue Hong got out of the car because he was worried about Xu Chuan.Xu Wei grabbed him, "Where are you going?"

"I... went to see Xu Chuan."

As soon as Xu Wei heard this name, he began to feel disgusted.But there is an outsider in the car, he is not easy to get angry on the spot, especially Mochi who is good at observing words and expressions and is very gossip.He was afraid that Mochi would see something strange, so he loosened Xue Hong's hand.

"You still have work tomorrow morning, go back early."

Facing Xu Wei's almost threatening expression, Xue Hong broke free.

Xu Wei had no choice but to watch Xue Hong leave.

Xue Hong and Fat Brother got out of the car together, and waited until Xu Wei drove away before he heaved a sigh of relief.

Fat Brother actually thought that Xue Hong should go and see Xu Chuan, because the last time he saw Xu Chuan, the other party's condition was really not good.He carefully reminded, "Why don't you let Mr. Xu go back to China first? You don't have much time when you are busy."

In fact, there was time, but who would have imagined that Xu Wei would stay with them here all the time, even willing to be a driver and an assistant.Xue Hong also vaguely felt that it would be better for Xu Chuan to go back first, but he was somewhat worried.

Xu Chuan's room is next door to where he used to live.Xue Hong knocked on the door, but Xu Chuan didn't open it.Xue Hong looked at the time again. It was not yet ten o'clock. He felt that Xu Chuan hadn't slept yet, so he called Xu Chuan.

No one answered, Xue Hong hesitated, and glanced at the fat brother who was waiting at the door with him.

"Do you want me to call customer service?" Fat Brother asked.

Xue Hong also became anxious and sent a text message to Xu Chuan. "I'm at the door of your room. Where have you been? Open the door for me."

After another half minute, the door was opened.

Fat Brother breathed a sigh of relief, and opened his room, "Call me when you want to go back, and I'll call a taxi for you."

Xue Hong shook his head, "No, you should rest well, I will do it myself."

He pushed open the door of Xu Chuan's room and went in, only to find that the room was dark without even turning on the lights.He turned on all the lights again, and saw Xu Chuan sitting on the sofa, staring out the window in a daze.

The night view of this room is very good, with floor-to-ceiling windows, the night is full of shining neon lights.But Xu Chuan looked very lonely sitting there, and even had the illusion that he was about to disappear into the night sky.

Xue Hong was worried, and asked Xu Chuan, "What's wrong with you? Brother Fat said you are not feeling well."

Xu Chuan quietly looked out the window, not knowing what he was thinking.

Xue Hong walked closer, squatting beside him, looking up at him.

Only then did Xu Chuan look at Xue Hong, his face pale, but there was a smile in his eyes, and he reached out to touch Xue Hong's face.

"How did we... know each other?"

Xue Hong was taken aback. Facing Xu Chuan like this, although he faltered, he didn't dare to lie anymore.

"Just... in the bar, I... beg you to take care of me."

After speaking, Xue Hong lowered his head, not daring to look directly at Xu Chuan.No matter how ignorant and fearless he was back then, he has understood a lot of things now, and he never dared to make such a request again.

"why?"

"I don't have any money or anything," Xue Hong bit his lip, "I thought that someone would like me that way."

"Do I like you very much?"

"You are very good to me." Only this point, Xue Hong firmly believed.He raised his head again, looked directly at Xu Chuan, and repeated. "You were... really nice to me."

Xu Chuan couldn't agree with this, and he suddenly envied Xue Hong.Because Xue Hong was too innocent, he couldn't even feel the harm.

"Since I'm good to you, how did we separate?"

Xue Hong was stunned for a moment, but he still told the truth. "You said you were getting married."

"Yes," Xu Chuan said softly, "Is this very good?"

Xue Hong didn't understand Xu Chuan's sadness. In fact, he was ignorant at the time, but he was very confused about what he would do in the future, and he was not too sad.With Xu Wei's company, he soon began to integrate into campus life.

He still insisted, "You are very good to me."

Xu Chuan laughed, and gently touched Xue Hong's face. "I'm going to Japan for a while."

"But your body?"

"It's okay, just go and have a look, I want to get some memories back."

Xu Chuan has already packed his luggage. In two hours, he will go to the airport. He will go back to China first, and then to Japan. ?He remembered something, but it wasn't enough.

The memories of that person almost brought him pain.At the last moment, they rushed to destruction together.He watched that person die with his own eyes, his face was covered in blood, his eyes were filled with madness, and the corner of his mouth was still smiling.

"You will always be mine," he said.

That person refused to let him go until his death, and he didn't think he was wrong until his death.

Whenever Xu Chuan thought about it, his whole body would tremble with anger.He hates so much, he hates a person so much that he hates it hard.Even if he lost his memory, the first person he remembered was the person he hated the most in his life.

Xue Hong noticed Xu Chuan's strangeness, and felt Xu Chuan's fear and anger.He had only seen Xu Chuan lose control of his emotions once.

The body moved first, Xue Hong hugged Xu Chuan.The person in his arms was already very thin and couldn't be more fragile.

"Don't be sad."

Being hugged suddenly, Xu Chuan broke away from that emotion and was still panting.Tears flowed down his face involuntarily.

"Xue Hong, don't hate me one day."

Xue Hong shook his head violently, "How could I hate you?"

"If you hate me," Xu Chuan also stretched out his arms to hug Xue Hong, "Just tell me, and I will die myself, and I won't bother you."

"What nonsense! I don't hate you. You are not allowed to die!"

The two hugged quietly for a long time, and Xu Chuan finally calmed down.He began to speak slowly.

"I have lived for nearly 30 years, and I don't even know what my real self looks like."

"I don't have my own preferences, I don't have my own dreams. Everything is what he wants me to be."

"Everything about me was given to me by him, so everything about me should be his. That's what he calls love."

"The scariest thing is that we are so much alike, so much alike. I'm really afraid that one day I will be like him."

Xue Hong listened quietly, he didn't understand what Xu Chuan said.But the person who could make Xu Chuan suffer so much, he only thought of that man.

"He's an old bastard! Don't mind him!"

Xu Chuan was taken aback, "You also know?"

"It's his fault! You are completely different people!"

Xu Chuan stared blankly at Xue Hong. Xue Hong's eyes were so firm that Xu Chuan was even shaken.

"You're right...he's dead, and I won't be like him."

Xue Hong's subconscious words cheered up Xu Chuan.Anyway, he survived the car crash.He still remembers what he decided when he was discharged from the hospital.He will live on.

Dead people are dead after all.Once a person is dead, nothing can be done.Can no longer influence him, can no longer control him.