A mediocre little goblin's love story

Lin Yiqing was surprised that Xue Hong was so obsessed with such a belief. If the reason Xue Hong wanted to become a human was because of Xu Wei, what about now?

"Is there something you are hiding from me?"

Xue Hong lowered his head and said nothing, tears streaming down his face.He lied to Lin Yiqing, there was one thing out of selfishness, he kept avoiding the truth to Lin Yiqing.

Seeing his appearance, Lin Yiqing suddenly felt a trace of panic in her heart. "Xue Hong!"

Xue Hong wiped away his tears, but remained silent.

The two stood in a stalemate.After a while, Xue Hongcai said: "Only people have the thing of next life."

He repeated firmly: "It is best to be a human being."

This is not the common sense that Lin Yiqing taught Xue Hong, this is something Xue Hong himself knows, and he is sure of it.Lin Yiqing finally knew why she was panicking.He knew Xue Hong, but he didn't fully understand Xue Hong's half-human, half-fox identity. There must be something he didn't know, and that matter was very important.

In an instant, countless thoughts appeared in his mind, each of which was extremely bad. For the first time, Lin Yiqing hated himself as a pessimist, and liked to think about everything from the worst angle first.

His lips were trembling, "Xue Hong...you tell me."

Xue Hong simply turned his head away, stubbornly refusing to say a word.This was his rare tough attitude, because he knew that once he told the truth, Lin Yiqing would not forgive him.

In a corner of a remote village, dust whirled up.Lin Yiqing raised his head to look at the sky, and a deep sense of powerlessness filled his whole body. For the first time, he had a sense of reality that was different from Xue Hong's race.

If there are vixens and ghosts in this world, what else does he not know?He recalled all the details of the past, but couldn't grasp the focus of any thoughts.

What exactly is Xue Hong hiding from him, Xue Hong will not lie clearly, what Xue Hong can be vague in front of him.He thought a lot, but still couldn't be sure.

In the end, it was Xue Hong who broke the deadlock. He whispered, "I'm sorry. I don't want to quarrel."

Lin Yiqing took his hand, "This is not a quarrel."

Xue Hong also held Lin Yiqing's hand tightly.But they all know that the real problem has not been solved.

After leaving the village, the two gradually returned to the more prosperous areas, and Xue Hong finally came out of his lost emotions, but Lin Yiqing still couldn't stop himself from thinking wildly.

They found a hotel with a better environment. The original plan was to take a short trip, but Lin Yiqing was not in that mood at all.As soon as the luggage was put down, Lin Yiqing didn't want to continue to be embarrassed in the same room with Xue Hong, so he took a change of clothes and went to the bathroom.

He was in the middle of washing in the bathroom and asked Xue Hong to help him wipe his back.In the narrow space, Lin Yiqing was finally able to force Xue Hong to look directly at him, he kissed Xue Hong over and over again, and asked Xue Hong to answer his questions.

But Xue Hong never gave in, and was forced to bite Lin Yiqing.

For three whole days, the two of them didn't leave the house, and they ordered takeaway for all their food and drinks.It seems that only this kind of almost crazy sex can calm Lin Yiqing's deep anxiety.

On the fourth day, Lin Yiqing's eyes were all blue and black, and he couldn't hold it anymore.He drew all the curtains and opened the windows, sweeping away the obscenity in the room.

Xue Hong lay on the bed, covered the direct sunlight with the back of his hand, and stared blankly out the window.

Lin Yiqing wanted to help him put on his clothes, but when he was halfway through, he lowered his head and kissed him.

Xue Hong finally couldn't hold back anymore, and cried, "I'm in this world, and I can't leave anything behind."

Lin Yiqing was taken aback, seeing that Xue Hong's eyes were full of sadness.

"We are dead, even if we are really dead, ghosts can't do it. There is no next life. Unlike real people, there is no cause and effect." Xue Hong said, and touched Lin Yiqing's face again, "This life is over, just It's really over, there is no next life."

If it was just like this, Xue Hong would not be so sad.Lin Yiqing is an atheist, he didn't believe in the next life, and he didn't think about what his next life would be like every moment of his life.But Xue Hong was different, Lin Yiqing suddenly thought of it, and he finally understood why the same thing was so hopeless for Xue Hong.

Xue Hong knew his lifespan from birth.His life is counting down every moment, and he knows exactly when he will die from the moment he is conscious.Not having a next life is the complete end for him.

This kind of timing of the senses of life is the punishment that half-fox and half-human are born with.

When Xue Hong and Lin Yiqing talked about it, Lin Yiqing just thought it was special.But he didn't think about it, he didn't really think about it. If he knew his lifespan, then every year, every month, every day, every hour, and even every minute and every second, his life would be reduced.

Xue Hong is passionate about many things and is always full of curiosity, precisely because he knows when he will completely disappear from this world.

"I'm sorry." Lin Yiqing hugged Xue Hong tightly.He made preparations early in the morning to end his own life after Xue Hong died, but he failed to imprint this life in his mind at any time, counting down every moment.He can't love his life like Xue Hong.

"It's my fault." Xue Hong lowered his head and murmured, "Don't blame me."

"I will never blame you." Lin Yiqing tried her best to promise.

Xue Hong finally had a smile in his eyes when he got this promise.Lin Yiqing didn't want to be depressed anymore, he wanted Xue Hong to be happy, so he started to propose the short trip that he had planned.

Both of them hid that matter in their hearts and didn't talk about it anymore.They began to travel leisurely and leisurely around the neighborhood, and they had no special plans, just trying to see what was new.

Xue Hong recorded two more eating and broadcasting videos to avoid being urged to go back by the fat brother.

On the last day before going home, Xue Hong and Lin Yiqing ate sliced ​​noodles at a noodle shop.

"I have a lot of plans when I go back. I want to make a food map." This trip alone gave Xue Hong a lot of confidence. He wanted to make a more detailed plan and eat more places.

Lin Yiqing listened carefully, gave some suggestions from time to time, and planned to participate.His mentality has changed unconsciously, and he always has a sense of panic that he will lose Xue Hong at any time, so he can no longer easily reject Xue Hong.

The last two times he recorded videos with Xue Hong, he found that Xue Hong had been growing silently in a place he couldn't see.Many of the videos recorded by Xue Hong in high school required him to prepare scripts before he knew what to say. Many effects were actually edited.But nowadays, Xue Hong is very good and natural, whether it is introducing food or interacting with the camera.Lin Yiqing believes that Xue Hong can record some simple materials by himself even without an assistant by his side.

In Xue Hong's life, the part that needs Lin Yiqing has become very small.

In the past year or so, Xue Hong loves to play, love to be lively, and likes to walk around. Most of the time, Lin Yiqing has no way to accompany him.

Lin Yiqing listened to Xue Hongnian babbling, saying that when he returned, he would work on the theme of mountain climbing with Brother Liang, another anchor in the studio.Xue Hong also wants to learn mountain biking, triathlon, and build his own team.

Gradually, Lin Yiqing's thoughts began to drift away. He was thinking, if Xu Wei hadn't left, would he still have a chance to have this relationship with Xue Hong.The answer is almost obvious.Moreover, Xu Wei will definitely accompany Xue Hong to play everywhere, and has the ability to assist Xue Hong in his career to do better.