The Haunted

"Don't you feel... lonely?"

"What is loneliness?" the voice asked him back.

"It's just a person, very lonely, very lonely."

"No," said the voice, "I don't know what this feeling is, and I don't feel it."

……

Now he finally experienced this feeling, but after that person left.

There will not be another voice calling him, and there will not be another figure existing in his domain—the sky, land, and sea created by that man are still standing there, so out of tune with the surrounding darkness , but the master who created them has disappeared.

Human beings fall into reincarnation, but throw eternity alone to loneliness—a loneliness that has never been experienced before.

Before realizing love, he first realized what loneliness is and what loneliness is.

He tried to leave his realm, leave eternity, and wander in the endless countless worlds.

He tried to understand the life that person once had, tried to integrate into it, and let the endless creatures resolve the boundless loneliness.

His consciousness travels through all living beings, seeing the various forms of life, seeing the flashing neon signs, watching the tea, rice, oil, salt... All living beings cannot perceive his existence, so he stands silently by the side, as a bystander, from a The world sees another world.

But if it wasn't for that person, I felt that the empty space would never be filled anyway.

Either way it's wrong.

After returning to eternity again, he suddenly realized that he shuttled through so many worlds, hurriedly walked, refused to stay, and was just a passerby, in fact, he just hoped to see that familiar figure at the next corner.

He never looked for him with a clear goal, but subconsciously wanted to meet him who was reincarnated in this billions of worlds.He wants to see him.

He starts to miss him.

I will answer you, I will hug you, I will kiss you, I will not leave you alone again, will you come back?

He began to think, what if he has gone through so many reincarnations, he has forgotten to come back, and the way back; Disappeared in these thousands of worlds, and I don't want to come back, and come back to him again.

After traveling through the river of the world, he realized that for human beings like him, before lovers parted, one party had to say to the other party, "Come back early, I'll wait for you".

And he didn't say "I'll wait for you" to Ah Yan at that time, so would his Ah Yan come back?

Completely bored, fascinated, never coming back, never seeing each other... He will leave him forever, and they will never see each other.

He could no longer hear his call.

He can't see him anymore.

He can't find him anymore.

Until the final spirit disappears, even oneself is powerless.

Suddenly great fear and panic surged in his heart, and once the thought of never seeing him appeared, he kept pestering him, like a hand strangling his throat, making him unable to breathe.

For a moment, a hundred thoughts arise, and a hundred feelings arise.Love is born, love is born, and fear is born.

Obsession abounds.

Suddenly, Ming Wu's feelings were so heavy that he could hardly bear it, and he gradually condensed into reality—he looked at his hands curiously, thinking silently, did he just want him to hug him with these hands?Was he just begging for such a hug?

He thought he was going to find him, before he couldn't find him again.

Even if there are billions of worlds in the world river, it is not difficult to find out which world Ah Yan will appear in and chase after him first.The rule of reincarnation is that no creature can have memories that are not in this reincarnation. This rule has been working very well. Ye Yingzhi has no intention of destroying or changing him—even if it means that he will lose his memory after entering reincarnation.

It doesn't matter.

He is his and he can always find him.

*****

Chi Yan gradually opened his eyes from the darkness, and the deepest memory is still the bright sea of ​​light, and the existence in the darkness that is getting farther and farther away.

He looked forward to it, and watched over tens of thousands of years of existence.

Then all kinds of reincarnation came one after another: he was a frail young man who was haunted by ghosts, and the other party was the evil spirit of the suffering master who was entangled with him after stealing his ashes; he was an innocent ordinary person who provoked evil spirits, and the other party pretended to be him His good roommate came to please him; he was an exchange student who was alone and helpless, and the other was the blood prince who robbed him of his blood; finally, there was a life where two people could stay together when they were young, and the other still took the first step, but became the whole The source of the world's upside-down yin and yang...

Chi Yan finally understood the meaning of the phrase "does it hurt" when he was half asleep and half awake—he asked whether the knife he stabbed himself in the previous life hurt.

Life after life has been hand in hand, he can't live with him, but die with him time and time again.

Chi Yan opened his eyes and looked at his lover, who was extremely familiar, who had been entangled for generations, and called him softly: "...Ye Yingzhi."

They were still standing in that cave, Ye Yingzhi was standing in front of him, behind him was a black passage - Chi Yan could already vaguely guess where it would lead.

The beginning of everything, the end of everything.

"I'm here." Ye Yingzhi hugged him calmly, looked down at him, and slowly told her lover what happened after that, "In the last life, I came to this world with you because of the spell you used last. At that time, I failed to enter reincarnation like you, but was directly attracted to the evil pole of this world, and fell into a deep sleep here. The evil energy here is very righteous and very strong. In my deep sleep, I slowly remembered everything until I sensed you It was only after the breath showed signs of waking up, but at that time I didn't fully wake up, and I didn't really wake up until a few years later, and I will leave here immediately and go out to find you."

In fact, the first time he met Chi Yan in reincarnation, Chi Yan's spirit was already very weak, if it wasn't for the aura attached to him, Chi Yan probably wouldn't be able to hold on long ago.Even so, at that time, Ah Yan's weak soul was still coveted and spied on by all kinds of demons and ghosts.Although several lifetimes have passed, he still feels terrified when he thinks about it again.

Just a little bit, just a little bit.If he wakes up later, he will lose his Ah Yan forever.

"Memories other than this world are not allowed in reincarnation, this is the rule of reincarnation. But here I can open the access to the realm of eternity, so that you can restore your memory. So I must bring you back here again " Xie embraced her lover deeply, "I'm sorry, Ah Yan, I'm sorry. I always scare you. But now we should go home, can you come home with me?"

He took a step back, lowered his head and stared seriously at the human in front of him, holding the other's hand but never letting go.

"You promised me, next time, accompany me to eternity."

Chi Yan closed his eyes, as if the vampire's blood-stained hands and gentle entangled face appeared in front of his eyes again—"Next time, will you accompany me to eternity?"

"Okay." He heard himself muttering, put his arms around the other's neck, and pressed his lips.

He waited for him for thousands of years, and he chased him for five lifetimes.Who can explain all the entanglements during this period?

He only knows that he is in love with him, and he only knows that if the other party is him, then he is willing to be with him in the endless eternity.

All he knew was that for Ye Yingzhi, he would never, ever, be willing to let go.

"Don't leave me anymore." He heard Ye Yingzhi sigh softly, "Don't leave me alone again."

"You know, I am eternity, and I am in eternity. If I love anything, it is eternal love."

"Chi Yan, it was you who broke into my domain, you are responsible."

The black passage leading to eternity has been opened behind Ye Yingzhi.

"I'm in charge." Chi Yan raised his head, slightly bent his eyes, looked at him and smiled.

Once he died on the ancient altar, but was involved in it unintentionally. Going round and round, in the end, he still wants to return to Sri Lanka with his lover.

No matter how long and lonely eternity is, they are no longer alone.

Carrying each other, they slowly stepped into it, into pure eternity, into the domain that belonged to Ye Yingzhi.

"It's not the same." Chi Yan looked at the scene before him in amazement, the sun, the blue sky, the distant mountains...and the familiar house in front of him - it looked like the last place where he and Ye Yingzhi died in the first life that home.If he remembered correctly, there was another room on the second floor of this house that was Ye Yingzhi's mourning hall.

He is sure that he did not arrange all this by himself.But Ye Yingzhi's domain used to be a vast darkness, it was not like this at all.

Just when he was wondering, he heard Ye Yingzhi standing beside him, saying in a flat and natural tone: "This is the reflection of my heart. Whatever my heart is, it will naturally be like this place. Ruthless and natural." Wuxin, so it was always dark before. Ah Yan, only you, came in when it was empty."

You broke in when I didn't have a heart.