Goddess, Rival and Me

Chapter 51

I don't want anyone else, I just want Ming Biao.It's clear that the big villain is irresponsible for breaking others, isn't he worthy of a scum like himself?

——You didn't tell Mingbiao that you were a man at all, and he didn't know that he was bent by you.

The little person in my heart refuted Qu Jingshu like this.

Only you are a scumbag, showing that others are super good!

You see, even he himself agrees that he is a scumbag.

Qu Jingshu was lying on the bed, flipping through his phone idly.After breaking up with Mingbiao, it seems that his whole vitality has dissipated with the end of the relationship.

He didn't want to practice the piano, nor did he want to talk to people, let alone smile.Such Qu Jingshu made Sister Qu very worried.

Not only Sister Qu, but also Father Qu and Mother Qu, they would even force Qu Jingshu to play outside.

Qu Jingshu didn't want to worry his family, but even if he went out, he didn't know where he could go.

Either staring blankly at the screen in an Internet cafe, or being a wandering ghost by the river, even the kite being pulled by a string has more goals than him.

Perhaps only in class can he cheer up, but even so, he was severely scolded by the teacher.

"If you're not in the mood to learn, go back and don't waste time with me. Waste your time and waste my time." The one-on-one tutor angrily scolded.

Qu Jingshu didn't dare to refute even a word that was disheartened.

Seeing his pitiful appearance, he was also his proud disciple after all, the instructor could only sigh in his heart, changed his tone, and asked: "You have not been energetic in class these few days, what happened to you?"

When Qu Jingshu came in, apart from sister Qu, there were few people she could vent her worries to.In school, I dare not say a word about love with others.

After all, the group of buddies in the dormitory are completely in the style of "nothing can't be solved by a bottle of white, if there are two bottles".

It's not that Qu Jingshu is afraid of drinking, he just gets drunk if he is a big deal, as long as he can solve it.

I'm afraid that after he gets drunk, he will tell the earth-shattering event that he once fell in love with a boy while dressing up as a woman.Then you really have to drop out of school.

Of course, now that his teacher was asking, even if Qu Jingshu wanted to confide again, he just let the desire to confide violently hit his teeth, and did not reveal it at all.

He tightly closed his lips, afraid that the moment he opened his mouth, he would say everything out of his head.

The teacher looked at Qu Jingshu and just pursed his lips stubbornly, shaking his head vigorously, knowing that he really didn't want to say it.He didn't force it, "If you don't want to say it, don't say it, but you still have to adjust your state as soon as possible. Practicing the piano is no different than others, and you can't be careless every day."

Qu Jingshu nodded.After class, he walked out in a daze.

I want to find Mingbiao.

When Qu Jingshu came to his senses, his hand had already opened the contact list and pulled to the column of Mingbiao.

"..." Qu Jingshu swore that he really didn't have the memory of those few seconds, it was completely subconscious, and he didn't need to think about it at all, even his body remembered how to contact the other party.

But what qualifications does he have to meet Mingbiao?

Now, Qu Jingshu has closed the live broadcast room.The last live broadcast was the weekend after breaking up with Mingbiao.

That's because he didn't broadcast live for three days during the May Day holiday, and the fans on Weibo screamed.But he himself was really not in the mood for a live broadcast, so he held a super-long live broadcast on the weekend to satisfy everyone's appetite.

As a result, at the end of the live broadcast, Qu Jingshu released a big move, "I am here, and I have something to tell everyone."

【Eh?what is it ? ? ? ? 】

【Baby, don't you mean we can't let others know about our marriage】

[Black and white is going to marry me! 】

[Important news: UP master Black and White confessed his love to fans in the live broadcast room! 】

Even knowing that this is a barrage that often occurs in the live broadcast room, Qu Jingshu can't help thinking-could one of them be posted by Mingbiao?

However, soon, he could only smile wryly.Come to think of it, after his breakup, Mingbiao probably didn't even want to come in the studio.

"It's not that kind of thing." Qu Jingshu didn't dare to look at the barrage, and simply turned it off, "Actually, I came to the live broadcast in the first place so that someone could see it."

[Sister man? 】

[Lily Dafa is good! 】

[Why can't it be the cute girl of the big eagle? 】

For a while, the barrage was full of people guessing who the "unique favorite" lucky one was, whether it would be in this live broadcast room now, and whether it would post barrages with everyone.

However, Qu Jingshu didn't see any of these dense bullet screens, and he couldn't explain them.

He continued: "But now there is no need." There is no need to get close to Fu Ziqi anymore, because he already has someone else he likes.

Even if he lost that person because of his own death, Qu Jingshu can no longer pretend that nothing happened in the live broadcast room, chatting and laughing with the audience.Not to mention that he has not been able to get up the energy to practice the piano recently.

In other words, he wanted to completely dissolve the relationship with Mingbiao.

Even though he went back and forth several times a day and unconsciously opened the contacts and almost dialed Mingbiao's phone number.

Even if he misses the person who is only a 10-minute walk away from him all the time.

But on the other hand, Qu Jingshu also realized that maybe he took the initiative to delete these contact information between them, which is the best comfort for Mingbiao, and it is the only thing he can do for Mingbiao now. things.

"I... I won't live broadcast here anymore. I won't live broadcast again in the future." After Qu Jingshu finished speaking, he restrained the desire to open the barrage, "This is entirely because of my own reasons. I'm so sorry to all of you who waited for me. I don't know how to repay you, just... just... only one sorry. I don't even know what I can do for you other than to say I'm sorry."

After a pause, Qu Jingshu fell silent, not knowing what to say next.He is not a person who is good at words, and he feels very uncomfortable when he thinks that fans may turn from fan to black in the barrage.

That being the case, then stop saying, "We have come to the end, and there is only one song "Time to say goodbye" for everyone."

Touching the keys lightly with his fingertips and pressing the notes heavily, Qu Jingshu couldn't help thinking that in the car that night, he didn't say goodbye to Mingbiao properly.I hope today's live broadcast can be regarded as a complete goodbye.

Put an end to his shady love affair.

Farewell, I will sail with you in the dark - my moon, my sun.

The author has something to say:

"Sail with you", "my moon" and "my sun" are all the lyrics in "Timetosaygoodbye".

We will return to sweetness in the next chapter, so it is really only the size of a fingernail!