Pleasant wood into forest

"What's wrong with the man?" Yang Yizun heard the sound and came.

If you were a sensitive person at this time, you would definitely hear something strange from Yang Yizun's words, and then contact all the traces of their past interactions, it is easy to detect something unusual.

It's a pity that Yue Mu is not. On the one hand, he is too busy, and there are many and complicated things, which distract his attention and prevent him from taking time to take care of his barren emotional world.On the other hand, he himself is deliberately avoiding it.To some extent, Yue Mu is inferior. The accident three years ago left a big shadow on him.Self-blame, fear, remorse... For three years, these emotions have been tormenting him, making him dare not have any extravagant expectations for "intimate relationships", even family affection, let alone love, which is the essence of blood. None of the things.

Yang Yizun looked at Yue Mu's back happily going upstairs with the porridge in his hands, and sighed silently in his heart.Maybe, it's time for a dose of strong medicine, he didn't really intend to be a teacher and apprentice with Yue Mu for the rest of his life.

It is customary to work overtime at night, so Yang Yizun took advantage of Yue Mu's spare time when he went down to buy dinner, and put a magazine on his desk.This is a foreign journal that is keen on discussing social hot issues and advocating the liberation of nature. The overall style is biased towards romantic liberalism.The theme of this issue is homosexuality, and the cover shot is very bold, directly featuring two naked men lying on their sides.

Yue Mu came up with a bowl of noodles, and sure enough, he saw the magazine at first glance.

Yang Yizun sat at his workstation, covered his face with a newspaper, and secretly observed Yue Mu's expression.With such a blatant cover, unless Yue Mu is a god, it is impossible to remain indifferent.He had already thought about it, as long as Yue Mu asked him with a magazine, he would have a showdown with him.

Unexpectedly, Yue Daxian didn't play cards according to the routine, raised the magazine and asked around, "Whose is this?"

The overtime dogs raised their dead fish eyes like zombies, shook their heads, and lowered them down like zombies.

"No one wants it?" Yue Mu muttered, and slowly spread out the magazine, put the noodle bowl up, and ate directly on it.

Yang Yizun: "..."

The theme of the new issue is music. Originally, the team arranged for an employee to go to the museum to collect information on ancient chime bells. Unexpectedly, his wife gave birth prematurely and took two weeks off.Yue Mu had no choice but to replace him temporarily, and drove Yang Yizun to the museum on weekends.

The staff in charge of the reception was a young female doctor, and Yue Mu suffered from academic disease again, chasing after others to ask questions, which made Yang Yizun frown frequently.

"The efficiency is very high today, thanks to you, I thought it would take at least a whole day to finish it."

"It's okay, it's still early, why don't you go shopping again?"

"Is there anything interesting around here?"

"Yes, go five kilometers from here, and there is Guining Temple there." The female doctor showed them the way, "Praying to Buddha for peace and career is very spiritual."

Yue Mu regained his spirit: "Will you seek health for your family?"

"Spiritual," said the female doctor, "but, you can ask for anything, but don't ask for marriage."

"why?"

"Haven't you heard of it? Guining Temple is very strange. Let alone seeking marriage, it is said that as long as couples go together, they will break up when they come back."

Yue Mu laughed: "There is still such a theory? Then I really want to go and have a look."

A trace of anxiety flashed across Yang Yizun's face, and he interrupted him uncertainly: "It's going to rain, don't go."

"Rain?" Yue Mu looked up at the clear blue sky.

"Go," Yang Yizun pulled him into the car, and gave instructions, "Go home."

On the way back, Yue Mu originally wanted to drive, but Yang Yizun strongly refused and took him to the co-pilot.

"You still despise me..." Yue Mu muttered dissatisfiedly.

Yang Yizun was speechless.

This car was probably a shaky M, and it wouldn't be happy if it didn't get scolded by Yue Mu. Yang Yizun drove for a few kilometers, and the car sounded an alarm in dissatisfaction.

"Oops, whoever used the car yesterday didn't fill up the gas." Yue Mu looked at the indicator light and calculated, "Going back forty kilometers, we can't drive that far, we have to find a place to refuel."

Yang Yizun looked down at the map, Yue Mu remembered, and suggested, "Is there a self-service gas station in Guining Temple? Let's drive back."

"No!" Yang Yizun interrupted him without thinking.

Yue Mu was stunned, and looked at Yang Yizun: "What's wrong with you, today is weird."

Thinking that he had exchanged academics with the female doctor for a day today, and didn't pay much attention to Yang Yizun, Yue Mu thought that he was losing his temper because of being left out, so he smiled helplessly and comforted him: "Okay, I ignored you today, but it's all for work. , don't take it to heart, I'll go back and make it up to you? Take you to eat delicious food?"

Yang Yizun frowned: "Don't go."

"Why?" Yue Mu wondered.

"Anyway, don't go."

The two sat in the car silently, Yue Mu's eyes wandered around Yang Yizun's awkward face, a strange feeling flashed in his heart, and he suddenly realized: "Could it be that you believed in the legend of Guining Temple? We broke up?"

Yang Yizun seemed to have been taken in by the words, and his expression was suddenly indescribable.

Yue Mu laughed loudly: "Don't worry, I and you are master and apprentice, not lovers, what are you afraid of?"

Yang Yizun didn't smile, but looked at him fixedly.

"You're so stupid..." Yue Mu was terrified by his serious eyes, and his smile gradually faded.

"What if I didn't regard you as my master?" Yang Yizun said.

If it wasn't master and apprentice, what else could it be? Yang Yizun was sure that Yue Mu could understand the meaning of this sentence.

Sure enough, Yue Mu was stunned for two seconds, and then his expression gradually changed, as if his brain had been hit hard, as if he had been struck by lightning.

Yang Yizun watched his expression become a little bit stiff, and his heart sank a little bit.

For the rest of the journey, Yue Mu didn't say a word, and returned home in silence.When getting out of the car, Yang Yizun wanted to call him back, but the moment he opened his mouth, he was suppressed by a sense of powerlessness.

Sure enough, it was too sudden, he thought angrily, maybe he shouldn't be so impatient, he should take it step by step, take it slowly, and eat him step by step.Yue Mu is a timid sheep, if he is too aggressive, he will be scared away.

Different from Yang Yizun's depression, the first thing Yue Mu did when he got home was to throw himself into the bookcase and flip through books like a war.

He remembered that many years ago, someone gave him a book on psychology. He rummaged through the boxes and cabinets to find it out. Regardless of the mess on the floor, he sat down on the spot and quickly turned to a certain page in it—identifying his own intuition. bend.

The first and most direct one is sexual fantasy.

The conscience of heaven and earth, Yue Mu, as a single dog who has been single for 28 years, let alone sexual fantasies, even the times of self-relieving are very few.

He tried his best to stabilize his emotions and adjust his mood. According to the book, he first tried to imagine a male colleague.Some familiar faces were brought in, Yue Mu just closed his eyes, and immediately opened them with a trembling all over, and was so shocked by the thunder.

"No, no, absolutely not acceptable..." Yue Mu covered his face with his hands and took a deep breath.

The second step is to replace this person with Yang Yizun.

Yue Mu raised his eyelids from between his fingers, stared absently at the words on the book, and stared blankly for a while.Some irrelevant images gradually emerged in his mind: Yang Yizun smiled at him, Yang Yizun stroked his forehead with his hands, Yang Yizun carried him to the sofa who was unconscious due to high fever...

Suddenly, his heart felt at ease, and then Yue Mu's scalp became numb.He was surprised and horrified to find that not only did he not reject Yang Yizun, but he also had some expectations. He casually imagined a certain restricted-level scene, and his little brother even stiffened without moral integrity.

Like a bolt from the blue, Yue Mu petrified.

When he was in middle school, he developed slowly, was thinner than ordinary boys, and with a low-key personality, he basically had no sense of presence in the crowd.In that era when love letters were flying like snowflakes, even the thorny head with the most problems in the class could win the love of girls. As a class leader, he insisted on maintaining the brilliant record of zero scandals in the six years of junior high school and high school.

After entering university, he grew taller, but he has been busy with his studies, turning a blind eye to all the ambiguities around him.It is said that there was once a girl who brought him breakfast for a month in a row. Yue Mu still doesn't remember her face, but he remembers her swearing in the street, "A person is just a piece of rotten wood that doesn't understand the style. "The back view of leaving angrily.

Later, something happened to his family, and he only thought about earning more money for Xia Wei on weekdays, and he had no idea about love.

It is such a simple growth experience that Yue Mu has become accustomed to living a life without desires and desires. He always thought that he should be single for the rest of his life, or at the right age, accept the arrangement of his master and sister, and find someone to marry on a blind date.He never expected that on this road where the bottom can be seen at a glance, a man would be killed halfway to snatch him away, and this man was also a young apprentice brought out by himself.

"What evil did you do..." He hugged his head in pain.

After a whole night of tossing and turning, Yue Mu decided that he would adopt an evasive and cold treatment like a parent who encounters a child's puppy love.It's time to go to work, work, work, public and private, and Quan Dang didn't hear anything in the car that day.

There is no way to do this. After all, he is older than Yang Yizun. Although he has never been in a relationship, he is absolutely responsible for his relationship.He knows very well that once a relationship is established, it will be a matter of a lifetime, and there is absolutely no reason to hang around for a few days based on selfish desires and then pat his ass and leave.It was this prudence that made him dare not respond easily.

Yue Mu always felt that Yang Yizun was still too young, he just went astray for a while, he was only 21 years old, he had just graduated from school, and his wonderful youth had just begun.Maybe it's because he didn't adapt to the workplace when he first entered the workplace, and I happened to help him a lot, which gave him an illusion of admiration. After a while, after he has experienced a lot, maybe he will figure it out.

Yang Yizun kept staring at him when he had nothing to do, making him feel uncomfortable, but he didn't show anything else. He even brought him breakfast regularly as before.

It's just that since Yue Mu knew what this kid was thinking, every day looking at this breakfast, he felt extremely toothache.

That day, the two came to work at the same time and happened to meet in the front hall.Yang Yizun was carrying a bowl of meat porridge and a box of steamed buns. When he saw Yue Mu coming, he deliberately waited for him by the stairs for a while, and handed them to him when he approached. He said softly, "Be careful."

In front of others, Yue Mu couldn't refuse, so he had to accept it.

The girl at the front desk who witnessed the whole process smiled like a flower: "Mr. Yue, if it wasn't because you are a man, I also wonder if he is chasing you."

Yue Mu: "..."

The tears he shed today are all the slobber a few days ago!

Soon it was time for the unit to organize outings. This year, the upper management allocated a sum of money to sign up for a two-day tour for everyone in the group.Yue Mu never liked to get involved in these matters, so he turned down his quota on the grounds of rushing to work, and stayed in the office to work overtime.

The night before he left, Yang Yizun helped him sort out the documents. Yue Mu looked up from the complicated documents and found Yang Yizun lying on the table next to him to catch up on sleep.

Busy these past few days, Yang Yizun barely took a break in order to help him share the tasks, and the dark circles under his eyes became heavier on his fair and handsome face.

It was late at night, there was no one outside the house, and the surrounding was so quiet that only the ticking of the clock remained.Yue Mu stared at Yang Yizun's side face for a long time, his heart softened a little.The defensive lines built in one go collapsed, and what was replaced was a kind of distress and guilt.

He was actually very sad, Yue Mu thought, it seemed that a resonance had occurred, and he was also panicked in his heart.

In early spring, the night wind is very cool.Yue Mu got up and closed the window, and covered Yang Yizun with his own coat, but with a slight movement, he unexpectedly woke him up.

"Are you awake?" Yue Mu withdrew his hand in embarrassment, and pretended to be calm to take the water glass to fetch the water, "Go home and sleep, it's cold here, be careful of catching a cold."

Yang Yizun rubbed his eyes, touched the coat on his shoulders, and was obviously taken aback.

The water dispenser was gurgling and bubbling, and Yue Mu's exhortation was confused and indistinct: "I'm going out to play tomorrow, remember to pack and change clothes when I get back, and don't be late in the morning."

"I reserved a place for you," Yang Yizun looked up hesitantly, "Are you...going?"

Yue Mu avoided his gaze: "I won't go, I have a lot of things to do."

The disappointment in Yang Yizun's eyes flashed past, but soon he laughed again: "Forget it, let's be together next time."

"Go back quickly, it's very late." After Yue Mu finished speaking, he deliberately didn't go to see him, and sat down to write documents.

It was windy outside again, Yue Mu hung his head and looked at the document for more than ten minutes, but didn't see anything.He turned his head, Yang Yizun had already left, and the chair was empty.

Really went back, but felt a sense of loss in his heart, Yue Mu buried his face in his arms and let out a long breath.

He has a feeling, he thinks he's done.