i never die

"Jiang Han...Jiang Han!"

The girl in the tattered mountaineering suit was half kneeling on the ground, tightly grabbing the hem of his lower garment with bloody hands.

Her hair was disheveled and her face was covered with blood. When she looked at him from the side, two horrible blood holes appeared on her slender neck.

Gu Shi took a step back, but heard the stones rolling down under his feet.Looking back, behind him was an invisible cliff.

The girl's face was also very familiar. He frowned and tried to recall, but his memory was still blank.

"Jiang Han, you liar! Traitor!" The girl's face became more ferocious, and seemed to contain endless sadness.

"I don't understand what you're talking about." Gu Shiyi's brows became tighter and tighter, but his heart was surprisingly calm.

He has lost his memory and can't remember the past, so, this girl is someone he knew before?

The girl's hand that was holding the hem of his clothes was tighter and tighter, and she looked at him with sad eyes.Suddenly, she violently pushed Gu Shiyi out.

Gu Shi was caught off guard and fell off the cliff, the last thing he saw was the tears on the girl's face.

Then, someone caught him.

Turning around, meeting Adelaide's worried eyes, Gu Shiyi didn't feel any peace of mind, but subconsciously pushed him away.

This was the body's natural reaction. After pushing away, Gu Shiyi realized what he had done.Seeing Adelaide's astonished gaze, he pursed his lips in confusion, but he couldn't reach out his hugging hand again.

Then, without warning, he woke up.After blinking twice, he realized that he was dreaming just now.

His body was still weak, and he had experienced this feeling for several months, so he didn't feel too much discomfort.However, the content of the dream just now made him quite concerned.

He didn't know that girl, but there was a strong sense of familiarity in his heart.And the "Jiang Han" that the girl called, could it be his name?But that was not the name Adelaide had spoken to him.

Moreover, judging by the girl's expression, their relationship does not seem to be simple.

What puzzled him the most was why did he push Adelaide away in the end?The moment of humiliation and anger in his heart was something he could never forget.

This might be the nightmare that Adelaide was talking about, but Gu Shiyi just felt a little strange and confused, an overly intense feeling that had not been recorded.

Is it because he lost his memory?Or is there another reason?

As soon as Gu Shi fell into deep thought, Adelaide hurried back from the outside and saw him half leaning against the bed. Although he was weak, his complexion was a little better than before, so he couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.

"Xiaoyi," he said with a smile on his face, but when he saw Gu Shiyi's eyes looking over, his movements suddenly stopped.

What a familiar look, full of vigilance and vigilance, no longer the intimacy before.

Barely maintaining the smile on his face, as if he hadn't noticed anything, he still strode forward and said affectionately, "How are you resting? Seeing you fell asleep, I went out and cooked some porridge for you."

As soon as Gu Shi looked at him, the hatred that appeared in the previous dream resurfaced again, he tilted his head, avoiding the hand that Adelaide extended.

"What's wrong?" Adelaide pretended to be puzzled, but his red eyes became darker.

"Why on earth did I lose my memory?" Even though he was weak, his tone was still aggressive.

Hearing his question, Adelaide breathed a sigh of relief.Asking this question means that Gu Shiyi hasn't recovered his memory yet.Maybe it was just the nightmare that reminded him of some small details, like, that woman.

"An accident." He still insisted on the previous statement, and then ignored the young man's dodge, and put his hand on his forehead: "Why, did you have any bad dreams?"

"What's going on with Jiang Han?" Gu Shiyi turned his head away again and put away his hand.

"That was your previous name." Adelaide pursed his lips: "You have changed your name since you were with me."

"Previous name?" Gu Shiyi squinted his eyes, and all the questions that he hadn't thought about came to his mind at this moment.

"I'm a human being, why am I with you? What about my family? Did I... ever have a very good female friend?"

When he said the last sentence, his tone hesitated.

"You had a falling out with your family back then, and you sneaked out and met me." Adelaide naturally thought about this question, and replied calmly: "I don't know how your family is, because you said that you have No longer wanting to go back to that family, wanting to forget about them completely."

"As for a female friend, there seems to be one, but you rarely mention her to me."

His answer sounded reasonable at first glance, and Gu Shiyi couldn't find any problems.It's just that the strange feeling in my heart has not been eliminated.

Perhaps seeing that he was still suspicious, Adelaide raised his brows slightly, leaned over and kissed him.

Gu Shiyi was taken aback, and subconsciously tilted his head back to avoid his kiss, but he didn't expect this to arouse Adelaide's anger instead.

Although he didn't express it on the face, it was a rare time in the past few months that he pressed the back of Gu Shiyi's head and touched his lips.

Gu Shiyi was so breathless from the kiss that he grabbed Adelaide's collar with his hands at some point, and there were physiological tears in his half-opened eyes.

His face was flushed, and following Adelaide's siege, he made a whining sound like a cat cub, which aroused the desire of the person on him even more.

Adelaide's hand slowly slid into Gu Shiyi's clothes, and rolled up the loose shirt, revealing the paler skin due to the bloodline change.

"Ed..." His touch made Gu Shiyi curl up his body with a groan.

After several months of getting along, Adelaide has long understood Gu Shiyi's physique.He squeezed the two red beans maliciously, the kiss gradually slid down, stopped there, and slowly rubbed it with his teeth.

Gu Shiyi was stimulated to bend his legs, his slender neck was thrown back, and he let out an unbearable groan.

Adelaide licked his lips, the dryness in his mouth made him understand that he was actually playing with fire - Gu Shiyi's body was still weak and he couldn't do too much strenuous exercise.

Resisting the fire of desire, he stood up, but Gu Shiyi, who had already been aroused by desire, wrapped his legs around his waist.

"Don't go," he panted lightly, his mind already squeezed to the back of his head by the desire to relieve. "Give me……"

Adelaide's desire, which he had finally suppressed with great difficulty, resurfaced again, and with the unconscious friction of Gu Shiyi's legs, it became more and more intense.

"You asked for this." He bent down and looked at the lost youth. "Don't worry, I will be careful and won't hurt you."

So, after Gu Shiyi woke up the next morning, he felt the malice of the world. (Smile)

Although the body didn't feel too sore, and a certain part didn't hurt too much, but I could still feel something was different.Thinking back carefully, Gu Shiyi's face turned dark.

Does this count as being eaten by yourself?

The loveless Gu Shi only drank half a bowl of porridge all morning.

"What's the matter?" Adelaide bent down worriedly: "Is there something uncomfortable after eating so little?"

"Anyway, I'll spit it out after eating." Gu Shi turned his head aside, his voice muffled.

"If you don't finish eating, your body will recover very slowly." Adelaide patiently persuaded him, and he was not dissatisfied with Gu Shiyi's petty temper, but felt that it was very beneficial.

Gu Shiyi seldom acted like a petty tantrum or acting like a baby to him.

"My health is much better." Gu Shiyi continued to ignore him.

"Little boy," Adelaide kissed him on the cheek, "You don't want to stay in bed all day, do you?"

Gu Shiyi was obviously moved. He had been lying in bed for the past few months, and he felt that he was about to lose the ability to walk.However, he still retorted somewhat unconvinced: "My body is really much better, if you don't believe me, take a look."

He stretched his arms and sat up straight away.

He felt nothing, and Adelaide was taken aback by his movements.Holding his body, he couldn't help scolding him: "Be careful, what to do if you get hurt!"

"Do you think I'm a porcelain doll?" Gu Shiyi knew that he was doing it for his own good, but his heart suddenly became impetuous.

Maybe because he saw that his expression was wrong, Adelaide quickly softened his tone: "Your body hasn't recovered yet, and doing this kind of action suddenly may hurt yourself."

"I know." Gu Shiyi frowned, and looked at him suspiciously: "Ed, were we really lovers before?"

"Of course." Adelaide's mouth froze for a moment, but he quickly replied calmly, "Why do you ask that?"

Gu Shiyi pursed his lips and thought for a few seconds, then finally shook his head: "It's nothing."

He just felt that there seemed to be something wrong with his mentality.He has amnesia, and it may be normal to have no love for Adelaide, but why, when he saw Adelaide recently, hatred emerged in his heart.

There is also a strange feeling, he seems to have no emotion for Adelaide, no love, no hatred, nothing at all.Like a bystander.

These two emotions alternated back and forth, which inevitably made him a little mentally exhausted, and also made him doubt his relationship with Adelaide even more.

And Adelaide at a certain moment will make him feel terrible.

Adelaide looked at the pensive young man, grinned slightly, showing sharp canine teeth.

He thought of one thing.

The potion that I asked for from Silaire at the beginning can make human beings forget their memories.However, now that Gu Shiyi has become a vampire, will that potion gradually start to fail?

"Little one, drink the porridge first." The red eyes became deeper and darker, and there seemed to be ink flowing from the deepest part.However, his tone was still gentle: "Your stomach is still very fragile now, if you drink it cold, it will be even more uncomfortable after a while."

As soon as Gu Shi took the bowl, he raised his head and drank the porridge inside.

"Good boy." Adelaide kissed the corner of his mouth lightly: "I'm going out for a while, you have to be careful here. Don't worry, I will come back as soon as possible."

Gu Shiyi looked at his receding back, and closed his eyes tiredly.

This is the first time that Adelaide has left when he is about to suffer... Is it because of the question he just asked?

If they really weren't lovers, what was their previous relationship?Why did Adelaide lie to him?

Stomach suddenly turned upside down, Gu Shiyi bent over sadly, quickly took the small basin that had been prepared by the side, and vomited out all the things he had just drank.

The result of ingestion that is not suitable for the digestive system at this moment is another heartache in the stomach.Shiyi has endured this kind of painful care many times, only this time Adelaide is not by his side.

Without his hug and comfort, the pain that he was already used to became extremely unbearable.

The body shrunk into the shape of a shrimp, and Gu Shiyi wrapped his body around his body. His hands were no longer warm as when he was a human, but cold.

It's strange, obviously wanting to know about his past, but at this moment there is a sudden panic in my heart.It seems that as long as you remember everything, you will lose everything.

All you have now.