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"Qingyue, have you really decided?"

The baby-faced Jiang Baicao pushed his eyes on the bridge of his nose and looked at Lin Qingyue solemnly.After staying in Ren'ai for so many years, every pregnant Jing tribe will do everything possible to keep the child, because they know how difficult it is to obtain a child of their own given their physique.Those who want to give up their children are rare, and they all have painful pasts that are hard to tell outsiders.

But no matter what the reason is, taking away the child will bring great harm to the pregnant woman, so if the other party is not particularly persistent, Jiang Baicao will dissuade the patient.

Seeing Lin Qingyue's firm eyes and indelible sadness, Jiang Baicao knew that he had made up his mind, and that it would be difficult for things to turn around.

"He shouldn't have come into this world."

Lin Qingyue, who has always been gentle and kind, has never said such unfeeling words, and he was still talking to his own flesh and blood.When these words blurted out, even he himself was startled—when did he become such a cold and heartless person?

My heart throbbed slightly, as if someone had stepped on my heart.Maybe it was his child who was destined to never meet, maybe it was because he still had a little bit of intolerance towards Xue Yan in his heart.

But this feeling only existed for a second and then disappeared. Since that incident, Lin Qingyue has suffered both psychological and physical torture. He dare not recall the hellish days, let alone imagine that once this child comes In the world, what kind of storm will be waiting for him.

Don't blame me for being cruel, kid.Even if you come into this world, it will be difficult for me to face you like an ordinary father...

Lin Qingyue doesn't expect his child to forgive his selfishness, but only hopes that he can have a good pregnancy in the next life, and don't run into such an irresponsible father like him again.

"Baicao, you don't need to say anything, I've already made my decision."

Jiang Baicao sighed, shook her head silently, not knowing what to say.

The operating room was already prepared, but how much he hoped that Lin Qingyue would never walk in there.

"Let's go, I'll take you to the operating room, don't worry, I'll be the surgeon, and nothing will happen to you."

"Well, thank you." Lin Qingyue cast a grateful look at him, and followed him out of the office.

The size of this hospital is not large, it is located in the southeast corner of this bustling city, away from the hustle and bustle of the city, in order to protect the family members from outside interference as much as possible.It doesn't look like a hospital at all from the outside, but when you get closer to the inside, you can find that not only the decoration is elegant, but also the medical equipment used is the most advanced, which shows how much effort the owner of the hospital has put into this place.

It was Wednesday, and there were not many people who came to see the doctor. Lin Qingyue followed Jiang Baicao as he walked in the corridor covered with light gray marble, and the clear footsteps knocked on his heart.As he got closer to the operating room, inexplicable fear and tension gradually surrounded him, making his breathing very heavy.

He didn't know what was waiting for him in the operating room, but since it was the path he chose, he had to muster up the courage to face it.A long-term pain is worse than a short-term pain. After today, he will still be an honest and responsible teacher, and he will never have anything to do with Xue Yan again.

Less than ten meters away from the operating room, Lin Qingyue's heart was almost in his throat, and his heartbeat could be heard clearly.At this moment, he suddenly heard footsteps, as if someone was running towards him.

The footsteps sounded familiar, and Lin Qingyue held his breath, not daring to look back.His pause caught Jiang Baicao's attention, and he also stopped and turned his head to ask, "What's wrong?"

The operating room was located at a corner, connecting two corridors. At this time, a nurse came from the other corridor. She was holding a plate in her hand, covered with gauze. She didn't know what it was.

Compared with other hospitals, the scale of Ren'ai can be described as small, so Jiang Baicao is familiar with every doctor, nurse and all the support staff here.But the nurse in front of him was an unfamiliar face. He didn't remember that the hospital had recruited new recruits recently.

"Wait a minute, are you..." He stopped the woman dressed as a nurse and blocked her way.

The woman raised her head, revealing a pair of sinister eyes, which surprised Jiang Baicao, and what made him even more alarmed was that these eyes passed him and firmly locked on to Lin Qingyue behind him.

"you……"

When he made a sound again, the woman suddenly pushed him away, took out a needle from the plate, and stabbed Lin Qingyue.

Lin Qingyue was still immersed in his own world, and didn't notice what happened in front of him at all. When he came back to his senses, the silver needle was less than ten centimeters away from him.

"Qingyue!"

The third voice sounded, and a huge thrust slammed him against the wall beside him. Lin Qingyue's right arm hit the wall heavily, causing his eyes to stare in pain.

How could he forget this voice that had tormented him for so many days and nights, but how could Xue Yan be here?

"Um……"

Xue Yan groaned in pain, and the needle that was supposed to be stuck on Lin Qingyue's body went straight into his body.He knew very well how deadly the poison was hidden in the needle, as long as the woman pushed the needle two points, he would be hopeless, and he could report directly to Lord Hades.

Fortunately, the woman pulled out the needle in time after realizing that the target was wrong, and did not inject the liquid inside into Xue Yan's body.She raised the needle again and attacked Lin Qingyue, but she missed her best chance. Xue Yan kicked her in the stomach, and the terrifying force kicked her into the air. He hit the door of the operating room with a loud bang.

"Go back and tell my mother that she doesn't need to intervene in this matter, she dares to touch Lin Qingyue, and she is killing me!"

The woman clutched her stomach, her facial features were twisted together, and she confirmed the identity of this person after hearing his words. The employer's son actually ran out and disrupted her plan!It seems that this business can't be done, it's better to leave as soon as possible while taking advantage of the chaos.

Xue Yan's kick made her move a lot slower, and the movement of getting up was naturally not as flexible as before. Jiang Baicao tried to step forward to stop her, but was held back by Xue Yan. In the end, she only had to watch the assailant disappear in sight.

It is absurd that Ren'ai got involved with such a dangerous person but no one knows about it!

Jiang Baicao asked Xue Yan angrily: "Who is she! Who are you!!"

Lin Qingyue, who was still in shock, came over. He saw that Xue Yan's head was still covered with a bandage, and his figure was still tall, but the white shirt was covering his body and it was empty. .Because of losing too much fat, his cheekbones protrude, and his eye sockets are sunken deeply, but these are still light, his face is too pale, and his pure color is turning black...

"Baicao, do you think there is something wrong with him? What was in the syringe of the fake nurse just now?"

Asked by him, Jiang Baicao also noticed Xue Yan's strangeness, which was obviously a symptom of poisoning!

He hurriedly called for a nurse and put Xue Yan on the ambulance bed. At this time, Xue Yan was already exhausted, and his expression was no different from that of a dead person.

"Send the patient to the operating room first, then quickly draw a blood test and ask Dean Qin to come over, the patient is in critical condition!"

Jiang Baicao calmly directed the nurses, but Lin Qingyue stared blankly at what happened in front of him like a fool.

Just for a moment, he felt that Xue Yan had died.This man whom he hated left this world so easily, his face was full of death, not the slightest bit of anger of a living person.

Will he just die like this?

This young, arrogant, paranoid man?

He hates Xue Yan.This is an undoubted fact. He thought about Xue Yan's one hundred and one thousand endings in his heart, but he never expected him to die like this.

This is ridiculous and pointless.The person who caused him great pain died protecting him?

How ironic.

Does this mean that even if you die, you have to live uneasy?

"Xue Yan, Xue Yan..."

Lin Qingyue murmured his name, his body was as cold as if he had just come out of the cellar.

He will not admit that he still has any feelings for Xue Yan, he thinks this is his pity as an ordinary person, and he does not want to see Xue Yan die in hell when he is at his prime.

"Don't die, Xue Yan, I will only live better if you die, I won't feel guilty, and I won't miss you at all..."

He stood at the door of the operating room like crazy, chanting words that only he could understand. People coming and going in front of the door looked at him with weird eyes, thinking that this person had some kind of mental illness.

Fortunately, the little nurse passing by found him and pushed him into the lounge.

"Mr. Lin, how long have you been standing there? Dean Qin has also gone in. Your friend will be fine, don't worry. Your health is still not good, so don't make yourself sick again."

The little nurse thoughtfully brought him a cup of hot water, and was startled when she touched his hand, "Oh, why is it so cold, really..."

While blaming her, she brought a blanket to wrap Lin Qingyue, and then went about her own business.

Every minute was suffering, neither hot water nor blankets could warm Lin Qingyue's body.What he couldn't get rid of was Xue Yan's deadly expression, which was a hundred times more terrifying than the nightmares he had had in recent days.

"Xue Yan... Xue Yan..."

Time seemed to have passed a century, and when the door was opened again, Lin Qingyue seemed to have passed away.

Jiang Baicao's face was extremely tired. The five-hour operation made him almost unable to straighten up. When he entered the lounge, he gulped down a large glass of warm water.

"Is that your friend? He's not out of danger yet. He needs to be observed for another 48 hours to see if the toxin will take effect. Fortunately, the fake nurse didn't push the needle forward. As long as five drops, the deadly poison will be in the body." It took the life of an adult within 3 minutes. But even so, your friend was still contaminated by the toxin on the needle tip, and he was still seriously injured, so I’m afraid he will have to recuperate for a while.”

His words fell into Lin Qingyue's ears word by word as if the slow-forward button had been pressed.His thinking seemed to become extremely slow, and after a while, he realized: Xue Yan, it seems that he is not dead.

At this moment, his heart was full of mixed emotions. He definitely did not expect Xue Yan to die, but when he heard the news that he was fine, his heart was still hazy.It seems that there are only endless troubles and disasters accompanying this man, and he cannot and cannot avoid them.

What kind of evil fate is this?

He still remembered that in the early morning 11 years ago, he pushed open the door of Xue Yan's room and saw a thin boy curled up in a corner. defensiveness and indifference.

Those eyes touched his heart, and made him make up his mind at that moment to help this young man get out of the haze.He did it, although he paid the price of an arm in the end, but when he saw Xue Yan smiling at him, he felt that everything was worth it.

When his arm was not fully healed, the Xue family suddenly moved to the United States, and there was no news for ten years.In the past ten years, he always thought of Xue Yan, but never thought that a bright and wise Xue Yan would suddenly appear at the door of his dormitory, knock on his door, show a mouthful of neat teeth and smile and say to him: " Teacher Lin, long time no see, do you remember me?"

Xue Yan ten years later was completely unfamiliar to him. He used to wonder how far Xue Yan could recover, but everything exceeded his expectations.The young man in front of him looked so perfect, polite and friendly, he was completely different from him ten years ago.He was happy for him, but he ignored the strange eyes he occasionally showed. That kind of crazy possessiveness and paranoia thousands of times beyond ordinary people was even more frightening than ten years ago.

By the time he found out, it was too late, Xue Yan had already made a careful plan, just waiting for him to enter the urn by himself.

And the consequence of all this is the little life in his stomach and Xue Yan who is lying on the hospital bed and is not out of danger.

Lin Qingyue put his hands in his stomach, and fell into a dilemma again.

Li Yuan came to visit Lin Qingyue with soup and meals. He heard the shocking scene in the morning as soon as he entered the hospital. He quickly found Lin Qingyue's ward, knocked on the door in a hurry, and walked in.

"Brother Lin, are you okay, how could such a thing happen?"

Lin Qingyue shook her head, "Who would have thought that? According to Xue Yan, that fake nurse should be sent by his mother, and her target is me."

"Ah!!! Why!" Li Yuan was confused by his words. This is really a thief calling for a thief. Her son raped Brother Lin, but she didn't discipline her son well but wanted to put the victim to death. What a crazy person can do What happened!

"You don't know..." Lin Qingyue knew his doubts, but he didn't know where to start, so he had to tell him what happened that night, "I broke Xue Yan's head with a vase to escape..."

"Then isn't he living a good life? Why did he buy murder? What does Xue Yan's family do, the underworld?"

Lin Qingyue smiled bitterly and said: "I think his mother probably doesn't want me to live in this world anymore. As long as there is me, Xue Yan will never be able to live a normal life. How could the Xue family allow the only heir to love me?" The last man?"

"Damn it! Who are these people? No wonder you can raise a son like Xue Yan!" Li Yuan was so angry that he couldn't calm down when he thought that Lin Qingyue was almost killed by someone.As a commoner, he never thought that the people around him would be assassinated. Isn't that something that only happens in TV dramas?

"Brother Lin, what should we do now? The Xue family is too lawless."

At this moment, Lin Qingyue had calmed down a lot. He rested his head on the cushion, closed his eyes and said, "Wait, the people from the Xue family should be coming soon..."

Li Yuan was worried about Lin Qingyue, since there was nothing wrong with the company anyway, so he decided to stay with him.He made a phone call to He Shichen, and the other party's tone was obviously displeased after hearing what he said. Li Yuan was so busy recently that he neglected He Shichen. He originally planned to cook him a meal tonight and then the two of them got tired of getting together to make up for it. Now that it's all gone, it's no wonder that He Shichen pulled his face down.Through the phone, Li Yuan could imagine He Shichen's gloomy face like an iceberg.

But so what?He admitted that He Shichen had made up his mind, and most of the time he could only follow his lead.But on the other hand, why didn't He Shichen be held firmly in his palm?No matter what he did, He Shichen had no choice but to hold back other than breathing out a few more times through his nostrils.

It has to be said that this feeling made Li Yuan feel very good.He once worried that he would lose himself when he was with a man like He Shichen, and let him who was too strong dominate everything.Now it seems that he was completely overthinking. Although He Shichen was a bit domineering, he still gave him enough respect and freedom, so while Li Yuan deeply loved He Shichen, he was also grateful.

"Okay, I get it, why do I have something to do, don't worry about it... um, I will definitely go back tomorrow... If there is something to do at the company tomorrow, you can help me first... I bought the food for dinner, you Tell auntie to do it, drink less wine at night, if I smell a little alcohol tomorrow, I won’t be able to stay in the hospital...Don’t take it seriously...what are you laughing...you are just a bitch..."

Listening to the conversation between Li Yuan and He Shichen, Lin Qingyue at the side finally had a smile on his face.I thought that getting along with a man like He Shichen would have to go through a lot of hardships, let alone someone like Li Yuan with a rough nerve.Unexpectedly, in such a short period of time, the two had developed a tacit understanding like a young couple. Their conversation was flat and warm, and the parents' short stories revealed their concern for each other everywhere.

It seems that his worries are unnecessary, Li is far stronger and luckier than he imagined, I hope He Shichen knows how to cherish.

On the other hand, I saw a pile of unreasonable old bad debts, hey...

Li Yuan underestimated the Xue family, he did not expect that the person who bought the murderer would enter the hospital in such a grand manner, followed by a bunch of people, including secretaries, doctors, lawyers, a group of people who seemed to be here for a celebration.

Xue Yan's mother was well maintained, she was almost fifty years old, but she didn't have many years of wind and frost erosion. She looked less than forty, with a graceful figure and beautiful appearance, which made people unforgettable at first sight.It's just that the strength and arrogance revealed in those eyebrows made people feel a little uncomfortable.

Xue Yan's appearance combines all the advantages of his parents. His father is tall and handsome, full of mature charm that only belongs to middle-aged men, but in front of his wife, he seems too low-key. It is easy to tell who is the backbone of the family.

It is said that Xue Yan's father was married, and Xue Yan is the only child left in the Xue family's single lineage.But this is a society ruled by law after all, and the Xue family doesn't take human life seriously.

"Mr. Lin, long time no see." Mrs. Xue looked around and said to Lin Qingyue, but there was no hint of greeting in her tone.

"It's been a long time, Ms. Xue." Lin Qingyue was neither humble nor overbearing. He straightened his back and sat on the sofa, facing several pairs of eyes without retreating at all.

"In order to make Xiaoyan forget you, I took him and his family to the United States ten years ago, but I didn't expect that I still couldn't hold back his obsession with you."

Her tone was calm and indifferent, but Lin Qingyue could hear the hidden anger in it. He didn't feel guilty about her veiled accusation, so he looked at her and said, "Ms. Xue, do you think it's my fault?" Is it? So in order to completely put an end to Xue Yan's obsession, you want me to disappear from this world?"

After hearing his question, Mother Xue's expression did not change, "I don't know what you are talking about, I only know that as a mother, the first thing I have to do is to protect my children."

Lin Qingyue sneered, "If you really care about Xue Yan so much, the first thing you should do when you enter the hospital is to visit your son, instead of sitting here and leading a group of people to embarrass me aggressively!"

Li Yuan didn't expect that Lin Qingyue, who was not good at quarreling, would be so powerful at the critical moment. He looked like a warring man who would not give in at all, and couldn't help but give him a thumbs up in his heart.

Xue's mother's expression finally changed. Her husband patted her on the shoulder lightly, but she was pushed away gently by a little annoyed.

"Ms. Lin, your existence has always been a problem for Xiaoyan. I came here this time to discuss with you how to make Xiaoyan forget you completely. I can see that you don't mean that to him, so I hope he can stop thinking about you too."

"This is what I want to do. But I don't want to be hurt again, Ms. Xue, I hope you don't treat the law as nothing and hurt others easily."

Mother Xue smiled, put her hair behind her ears and said, "Don't worry, as long as this matter can be resolved well and Xiaoyan becomes a normal man, I promise I won't bother you again."

Lin Qingyue looked at this strong woman who had been domineering all her life and the submissive man beside her, and found that many of Xue Yan's illnesses came from her, and then rebounded infinitely under her strong desire to control, and finally walked into a dead end, resulting in a huge spirit obstacle.

And the saddest thing is that she never feels that the problem lies with herself, she is always perfect, and it is always others who need to change.

"Ms. Xue, I don't know what your definition of normal is. There are indeed many problems with Xue Yan, but I think your focus is wrong. His sexuality problems are far less serious than others."

"I'm sorry, I don't think so. A child born in a family like ours must have some unique personality. I hope you can understand that. If he can marry a wife and have children as I want and then take over the family business, his life will be different." It will be smooth sailing. The Xue family can't easily have a male daughter-in-law."

When she mentioned the words "male daughter-in-law", her tone was obviously ironic. This kind of humiliation not only made Lin Qingyue, but also Li Yuan who was beside her indignant.

"Isn't this a good thing done by your crazy son? Do you think Brother Lin is willing? I really don't understand. The Xue family is one by one. How amazing is your Xue family? Brother Lin didn't settle the bill with you, but you took the lead and bit back!"

Li Yuan said it bluntly, and it was a bit more lethal than Lin Qingyue's words, which made Mother Xue's face a little uneasy. Seeing the employer's face, a man with black-rimmed glasses beside her said: "Please Mr. Wei should be careful when speaking, and don’t spout blood without evidence, otherwise it will constitute a crime of defamation.”

As soon as he finished speaking, another voice sounded at the door: "As for the evidence, if you try your best to find it, I don't think it's very difficult."

"He Shichen!!!" Upon seeing He Shichen, Li Yuan let out a voice of joy. His appearance was a surprise to him, especially to the members of the Xue family.

"Mr. He? Why are you here?"

"Aunt Xue, long time no see. These two are my friends. I don't know what caused you to go back home suddenly?" He Shichen asked knowingly. The exodus has faded a little.

Mother Xue looked at the three of them suspiciously, not believing the term "friend".But she had to worry about He Shichen, if he intervened in this matter, the problem would become much more complicated.

"Mr. He, since you call me Auntie, I ask you to respect me. This is our family's business, and we should handle it ourselves."

He Shichen walked towards Li Yuan with a blank expression, and suddenly put his arms around his shoulders and said, "I'm sorry, but if it's related to him, then it's my family business."

Li Yuan stared at He Shichen with wide eyes, unable to believe what he heard.He Shichen actually admitted their relationship in full view, and came out so lightly, he really deserves to be He Shichen.

It wasn't just Li Yuan who was shocked, almost everyone was stunned by his actions, especially Mother Xue——

"You, you...does your grandfather know about this?" Is it because ten years abroad have made her out of touch with the domestic situation or people are too open now, such a shocking thing like same-sex love can be said so calm.

"Men with men, don't you feel ashamed at all?"

The two nurses on duty in the waiting room had been watching the spiel of the crowd with the attitude of watching a drama. After hearing this, they suddenly couldn't sit still, and one of the older ones came out and said: "What's the point? Shame, the patients who come to us are basically like this. It's normal for men to be with men."

Another nurse nodded emphatically, and added: "There are very few heterosexual couples here."

The members of the Xue family looked at each other, with colorful expressions on their faces. It seemed that for a moment, the place they were familiar with turned into another world, which was so weird that people couldn't understand it at all.

Lin Qingyue had no time to admire their messy appearance, he just wanted to settle this matter as soon as possible——

"Ms. Xue, I don't want to argue with you for the time being because I won't be able to produce evidence for the danger to my life. I hope you can take Xue Yan away as soon as possible after he is out of danger, as you wish. , I will never take the initiative to find him in my lifetime, and I hope you can take good care of your son and don't let him bother me again."

His words pulled Xue's mother back from the shock, she coughed lightly, withdrew the embarrassment on her face, and once again returned her strong woman's air: "This is not the best way to solve the problem, Xiaoyan is already an adult, I can no longer lock him up like I was when I was a child, and it would be a kind of harm to him. I think the best way is that you can marry a wife and have children as soon as possible, and completely cut off his thoughts. As for I will arrange the candidates for you as soon as possible, don’t worry, you will definitely choose one out of ten thousand, and I will also give you a sum of money to make you live comfortably for the rest of your life, as long as you can do what you said.”

"I refuse!" Lin Qingyue categorically rejected her proposal. It is his wish to marry a wife and have children, but he doesn't want to be manipulated to arrange a woman he doesn't love as his wife, and he can't accept her charity-like conditions. When will it be Xue's turn to make decisions in his life!

"Mr. Lin, I advise you to accept this proposal, or else..."

"Mom!" A weak figure knocked open the door, interrupting Mother Xue's words.Xue Yan, who was supposed to stay on the hospital bed, appeared in everyone's sight. His face was still bloodless, and it seemed that he hadn't withdrawn from the gate of hell. But when he woke up, there was only one thing in his mind. The idea was to find Lin Qingyue.

He was running around in the hospital like a headless fly. The medical staff tried to push him back to the ward, but his strange force pushed him away. Finally, he found this place and heard their dispute. Compared with Lin Qingyue, he More resistance to mother's approach.

"Xiaoyan, how can you get up, sit down quickly, Doctor Li!"

The accompanying doctor immediately wanted to go up to help Xue Yan, but was also pushed away. Xue Yan continued, "Mom, I want to talk to you alone, let them all go out."

Mother Xue hesitated for a while, and finally gave her husband a wink and asked him to lead the others out of the lounge.But Lin Qingyue and his group didn't want to be in the same room with Xue's family for a long time, and they walked out first after hearing Xue Yan's words, and only Xue's mother and son were left in the huge lounge.

Xue's mother was very worried about her son's physical condition, Xue Yan waved her hand to indicate that she was fine.

"Mom, after listening to what I'm going to say next, maybe you will think I'm crazy. But I will use a lot of evidence to prove that it is true. I hope you will decide how to think about Kiyoshi after listening to me..."

After the three of Lin Qingyue walked out of the lounge, they returned to his ward. He felt that Li Yuan had already spent too much time on his affairs, so he persuaded him to go back with He Shichen.

"Brother Lin, I didn't say it. You see, Xue's family brought so many people here. There are only a few doctors and nurses on duty in the hospital. I'm afraid that woman will start to be cruel again later. You won't be able to stand it..."

Li Yuan rejected his proposal, but was interrupted by He Shichen: "Then don't worry, I've planted people around this hospital after receiving your call, and Teacher Lin won't have any accidents."

"Ah? Why didn't I know?"

He Shichen rubbed his head and smiled, but didn't explain anything.He didn't really care about Lin Qingyue's situation, but he was afraid that Li Yuan would be implicated in his affairs, so he rushed over immediately after receiving the news of Xue's arrival.

Under Lin Qingyue's insistence, Li Yuan finally agreed to leave with He Shichen after the members of the Xue family made a decision.

"What do you think the Xue family's mother and son are talking about?"

Lin Qingyue shook her head, "I don't know and I don't want to know. Anyway, I don't want to have anything to do with someone surnamed Xue in my life."

The conversation between Xue's mother and son lasted for a long time, during which Xue Yan walked out of the lounge twice and took something in.When she was a child, when the door finally opened, Mother Xue's face was extremely complicated, hesitant, contradictory, and puzzled. In short, she seemed to be unacceptable for a while after hearing some unbelievable news.

On the other hand, Xue Yan beside her looked calm, and there was nothing special about him except for his tired face.What is puzzling is that after coming out of the lounge, Xue's mother left the hospital with her own people very simply, leaving only the family doctor specially hired by Xue's family.When the group of people came, they were mighty, but when they left, they were silent, as if they had never appeared before.

Seeing them leave, Li Yuan finally felt relieved, got into He Shichen's car and left.It was already two o'clock in the morning, and Xue Yan appeared in Lin Qingyue's ward again.

"Qingyue, that vase of yours made me almost step through the gate of hell. During those few days, I seemed to have been wandering at the gate of hell, but it was precisely because of this that I figured out a lot of things, and I knew I was wrong. I have done a lot of things, and I can't undo it anymore, and I dare not ask for your forgiveness, now I just hope that you can talk to me calmly."

Lin Qingyue didn't dare to look at him. Although Xue Yan was weak and weak in front of him, he could never forget his ferocious appearance.He had no choice but to lower his eyes, letting his eyes fall on the white sheet in front of him, trying to make himself look calmer.

"What do you want to say?"

"..." There were too many terrifying expressions on Xue Yan's face to make it difficult to see Xue Yan's expression clearly. After a moment of silence, he said, "Qingyue, I only have one request, and it's for yourself, please..."

His hesitation caught Lin Qingyue's attention, he looked up at him and asked, "What?"

"Please... keep this child..."

After Xue Yan's voice fell, the ward fell into a dead silence.Lin Qingyue sat stiffly on the kang, his mind was buzzing.

He knows!He knows!

It turned out that his nightmare was not over yet, and the things he feared the most happened one after another, each time making him overwhelmed.

He no longer wanted to investigate how Xue Yan knew the secret of his body, but how could he know the existence of this child!

His hands trembled violently, and indescribable fear spread throughout his body.He alone brought Xue Yan's paranoia to the extreme, and it was even more impossible for him to let it go when he knew the existence of this child.

Does he have to live in Xue Yan's shadow all his life?

No, that life would be worse for him than death!

"No, I'm not going to keep him."

In any case, Lin Qingyue decided to fight for himself, his voice trembled slightly, but he bravely stood up and faced Xue Yan.

"Qingyue..." His determination made Xue Yan extremely painful, his eyebrows were knit together, and there was a look of sadness in his eyes.He slowly approached him, but Lin Qingyue was on high alert. He saw that his fingertips that were firmly gripping the bed sheet had turned white, and his face showed an unconcealable look of horror.

Only then did he realize how deep the crime he had committed was.

He pushed Lin Qingyue, who had already walked out of a failed marriage, into another bottomless valley.

"Qingyue, don't be afraid," he stopped in front of the bed, "I won't do anything to you, maybe you don't believe me, but I really changed, even I didn't expect it, the life-and-death experience It will make me know so much all of a sudden.”

"I... will not interfere with the child's affairs. It's up to you... to make the decision."

After saying this, Xue Yan walked out of his ward dejectedly, leaving Lin Qingyue with a lonely back.

And Lin Qingyue, who hadn't recovered from his composure, seemed to be taken aback by Xue Yan's attitude. He thought that another violent storm would usher in, but he didn't expect the other party to give up just like that?

is this real?

It was another conspiracy by Xue Yan.

He has fallen on Xue Yan too many times, and now he is in a state of war, so he dare not believe Xue Yan's words easily.

But Xue Yan's pitiful appearance just now gave him a little hope. Even if he pretended, Xue Yan would never show himself so vulnerable in front of others.

Maybe it was true as he said, wandering on the edge of life and death made him realize many things?

Lin Qingyue's head began to ache faintly. Too many things happened this day, leaving him no time to breathe. He needed time to calm down and think about the way to go...

And this kid...