s future. "

Hearing the news about his mother, Dynasty's arrogance was immediately extinguished by a wave of sadness, and the whole person became quiet.

"I have a bad temper, and my anger is neither serious nor serious. I admit it. I am just a rough person. I haven't read any books and haven't received any good education. If I didn't struggle from childhood to adulthood, I wouldn't starve to death. I will also be bullied to death. Therefore, I only believe in my fist. I hit you just to let you know that this world is cruel, and men can only get everything they want by relying on their own fists and strength. But Your mother doesn't think so, she thinks it's vulgar and barbaric, and it only produces hooligans like me. That's when I realized that I was such an inferior image in her mind. The relationship went from bad to worse ,getting worse."

Wang Zhen's mood was very low. Recalling these unbearable past events was probably more difficult for him than anyone present.But Wang Chao didn't buy it: "You have always been like that. If she disliked her, would she drop everything and run away with you?"

"Yes! She abandoned everything for me, but this has also become her weapon to kidnap me! Just because she gave up everything for me, I will be ashamed of her all my life, and I will live in guilt for the rest of my life. She oppresses and accuses. I am also a man, do you know how tortured this life is for me?"

"So these are the reasons for your irresponsibility? So you can mess around outside? And bring home the messy women and bastards?!" Dynasty said sharply.Wang Ting's complexion also began to become ugly.

"Yes! These are all my faults, I admit it! I couldn't find dignity and warmth from her, so I started to have fun outside and play around. I just didn't expect..."

"I didn't expect that if you walk too much at night, you will always encounter ghosts. Someone is pregnant with your bastard!" Wang Chao added for him.

Wang Zhen's heart trembled, and he glanced at Wang Ting.Knowing that the dynasty is still taking care of Wang Ting's feelings and helping him to cover up the truth, he is full of gratitude and relief.

"When your mother knew the truth, the depression was already very serious. After the accident, I regretted it. I regretted that I was not mature enough, open-minded enough, and failed to tolerate her, understand her, and take care of her. At that moment, I really wanted to let her go I went, but I can't. Because I still have you to take care of. I can't let the same tragedy happen again."

"Stop being hypocritical here! It's not a good time for her to die, so I'll make room for you! Even me, who is an eyesore, was kicked to the United States, so your family can be reunited!" Wang Chao said angrily.Bringing up those sad past events again, the dynasty was a little emotional.Shen Mu stepped forward, pulled him back to the sofa, and gently stroked his chest.This intimate action made the eyes of the beautiful man not far away become sullen.

"Old Li, go get that envelope from the safe in my study." Wang Zhen said.

Old Li was stunned for a moment, then turned and went to the study.

"When your mother left, she left a suicide note. She didn't stay at home, but mailed it to my office. Communications were not developed at that time. When she received it, she had already left for a month." Wang Zhen These words surprised the dynasty.He raised his head abruptly, seeing Uncle Li walking over holding a yellowed envelope, his hands trembled uncontrollably.

"Give it to him." Wang Zhen ordered Lao Li.

Chao Chao took the yellowed old envelope tremblingly, and took a long time to pull out the yellowed old-fashioned letter paper inside.Looking at the familiar and meaningful handwriting, as if seeing her mother's kind face again, tears welled up.

98. Suicide note

"Zhen, as the disease progresses, I have less and less time to be clear-headed. Taking advantage of this rare moment of sobriety, I want to tell you what is in my heart. However, I am afraid that it will be difficult to receive your reply. Because, when When you receive this letter, I am no longer alive.

Forgive me for choosing this way to end our wrong marriage.Please don't be sad, because this is the greatest relief for me.

Shocked, I finally understand how reasonable the old man's saying is that the right family is right.This is not only a question of origin, but also contains the philosophy of marriage.Our origins are different, our growth environments and backgrounds are different, and there are huge gaps in our living habits and values.I love you, madly in love, to the point of ecstasy, but ignore the most important foundations of getting along in marriage.Now, I finally understand how impulsive it was to go with you.However, I still don't regret my choice, because, I love you.This was me at that time, everything I could do for love.

No matter how hard and unsatisfactory life is, with your love and company, I am very happy.God is merciful and gave us such a smart and lovely son. I think I have no regrets in my life.However, the seeds we once planted against the sky began to sprout slowly.As children are born and grow up, the conflict of our values ​​becomes more and more obvious.We fight more and more and you go home less and less.You have more and more women outside, and you care less and less about me.

My world collapsed, and I couldn't extricate myself from the pain.I know that I am wrong, I insist on my thoughts and concepts too much, bind you with love, control you, and make you breathless.But I am tough, I want to save face, I refuse to bow my head, and I put all the blame on you, even forcing it on our son, pulling him to my side, making him hate you and hate you.This made you bore me even more and even beat me up.Unknowingly, the gap between your father and son has deepened.It is I who let myself, my marriage, and my family come to this point step by step. This is all caused by me.

I know I'm sick, very sick.Severe enough to be unable to take care of oneself without medication.I like sleeping.Because when you are asleep, you can escape the pain of waking up.Asleep, I will go back to the past.The more medicine I took, the worse the disease became.Waking up less and less.When I woke up today and looked in the mirror, I saw a face I didn't even recognize myself, and I suddenly realized that I was already dying.

I don't want to go on living like this and be a burden to all of you.I can't be so selfish, I can't let you have a home and can't go back, I can't let Chao'er live in a dark tomb like me.

Shock, I'm leaving.Sorry, I love you.It's just that this love has become a sharp knife, and it has personally delayed our marriage.I don't blame you, I just blame fate for not being able to stay with you forever.If there is an afterlife, I hope that I can be born in a family that is exactly like you. I hope that I can understand you better, understand you better, and protect you well.

Shock, I'm leaving, please don't be alone.That way I won't feel at ease there.Bring back the mother and son, and let them protect you for me.Remember to treat them kindly, and never be willful and do things that hurt the family.Fame, wealth and status cannot represent a man's achievements, only responsibility can reveal a man's brilliance.

This life is not blessed, I have accepted my fate, and I have no regrets.The only concern is Chao'er.Zhen, promise me to send Chao'er to the United States, so that he can receive the best education in that freest country.I believe that the best education can cultivate him into the best person.Then he won't be as stupid and powerless as me, and he can protect you for me.

Remember, when he grows up, tell him for me that my mother loves him very much.Ask him to understand the choices and arrangements his mother made for him.Please forgive my mother's selfishness, because there is a kind of pain that is really more tormented than death.Chao'er, if there is an afterlife, mother must become stronger.At that time, please don't refuse your mother to love and take care of you.Even if it's just a ray of breeze across your face, mother is satisfied.

I'm leaving, shock.This life is born for you and dies for you.I have no regrets.I hope that in the next life, I can still meet and stay with you.You will always be the shining man in my heart.

See you in the afterlife. "

After reading this suicide note, the dynasty was in tears.He put his elbows on his legs and hugged his head, his shoulders trembling slightly.He didn't expect that the true face of the matter turned out to be like this.What's more, he didn't expect that he was sent to the United States because of his mother's love and protection.For so many years, I have blamed all the hatred on my father, but he actually accepted everything without revealing his mother's last wish at all.Why?

"Why did you tell me now, why?" Wang Chao raised his head suddenly, wiped his tears with his sleeve, and asked coldly.

"You were young at that time, even if you read the suicide note, you would not understand the meaning in it. Besides, you were right to hate me. I was sorry for her, which caused such a tragedy. I don't deserve to be forgiven!" Wang Zhen said sadly .For so many years, he was punishing himself.Only the hatred and hostility of the dynasty made him feel better.

Dynasty worked hard to calm down his emotions.It happened so suddenly, for a while, he didn't know how to face such a situation.Everything that was taken away was actually given away by the mother.The person he spent his entire life trying to deal with had already been accepted by his mother.The hatred that had supported him through gritting his teeth for so many years turned into nothing in an instant.All of this was as illusory as a dream, which made him unable to believe it and unable to deal with it.He didn't even dare to imagine how he would spend these years if he knew all this from the beginning.

Perhaps, he will grow into a warm and sunny person.Perhaps, instead of studying business and finance, he would become an artist.Maybe he didn't

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