Your Majesty, the National Teacher is in a bad mood today

If it wasn't for him, who wouldn't want to stay with the one they love for the rest of their lives.

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Ever since Ye Tang could remember, he was trained as a master.

Of course, he is not the only candidate for the detailed work.

Everyone has a desire to survive.

In order to keep himself alive, Ye Tang fought openly and secretly since he was a child, and dozens of people died in his hands every day.

After several years, he survived stepping on the corpses of countless people, and even he himself hated himself like this.

But he was afraid of death, especially afraid.

Seeing Ye Tang's cruelty, he was sent to the emperor of Dongling Kingdom, who was not Nangong Ying at that time.

The night before he left, the head of the secret cabinet who had been extremely harsh on him since he was a child chatted with him all night.

The supervisor is very old, he has white hair and a white beard, he drank wine one after another, and took Ye Tang to see the life of the people in Dongling Kingdom.

The hierarchical system of Tangling Kingdom is very obvious. Under the oppression of senior officials, the common people have no human rights at all, and they suffer unspeakably everywhere.

Ye Tang saw the darkest side of Dongling that night, it was a memory he will never forget.

At that time, the master in charge told him while drinking: "You are the most intelligent child I have ever seen, and even growing up in the dark pavilion can't erase your brilliance. If one day Dongling can have a monarch like you, The people will be saved."

Ye Tang firmly remembered this sentence in his heart.

After leaving the dark pavilion, he was tattooed on his collarbone, and later he was sent to Beiyang.

He saw Han Jin.

That innocent little prince.

Ye Tang is very clear about his identity, he is a spy, he wants to gain trust, and then destroy the country.

But he thought of the tragic situation in Dongling Kingdom that he had seen when he was a child.

He knew that Han Jin would be a wise king, and he wanted to use Han Jin's ability to save the people of Dongling.

In the end, he unknowingly fell in love with Han Jin, which was the last thing that should have happened.

He realized that he had feelings for Han Jin, and he kept this feeling silently in his heart, never thinking of saying it.

But he gradually discovered that Han Jin's feelings for him were different.

He was a little worried, and at the same time he could only pretend to be stupid, he pretended not to understand, not to understand, not to mention that he himself knew nothing about emotional matters at that time.

Until one day Han Jin secretly kissed him in the study while he was asleep.

Ye Tang didn't fall asleep at that time, but lay down on the table to rest. When he opened his eyes and looked at Han Jin, Han Jin blushed so thoroughly that he couldn't even speak.

In the end, he only staggered out a sentence: "You are so beautiful, I will marry you in the future."

Then Han Jin expressed his heart to Ye Tang.

Ye Tang was only 14 years old that year.

If he had known what would happen later, he would never have agreed to be with Han Jin at that time.

It's just that they were too ignorant at that time, young and frivolous, and didn't know the heights of the sky and the earth.

Ye Tang didn't even think about the consequences, he only knew that he liked Han Jin, and Han Jin also liked him, so they should be together.

But then there are more things to face.

Ye Tang felt very embarrassed by the covetous ministers in the court, as well as the pressure from the queen mother and the emperor.

But he can bear it for Han Jin.

They have been together cautiously for two years, during which time they even held hands seldom.

Han Jin is also very obedient, he won't do it if Ye Tang doesn't let him do it, even if he likes Ye Tang again.

Originally, Ye Tang thought that as long as they liked each other, they would be able to be together, and there was nothing they couldn't overcome.

But everything is because he thinks too highly of himself.

It was only later that he discovered that he had no way to fight the poison in Han Jin's body.

After knowing how to cure Hong Zhulei, he began to distance himself from Han Jin, hoping that the poison would not flare up.

Even though he had already left Han Jin, he hadn't seen Han Jin again for two years, and finally the poison still flared up.

It was obvious that he had made up his mind to leave for two years. He suffered from lovesickness for two years, but in the end it was all for nothing and he got nothing.

When he rushed back day and night and saw Han Jin's poisonous hair, he was very distressed.

He wants to save Han Jin, he must save Han Jin.

So he later tried his best to bury the Gu technique in Han Jin's body, so that all the pain in his body was transferred to himself, and he came to bear all this for Han Jin.

It's not that I haven't thought about discussing this matter with Han Jin,

But what's the use of that.

Even he has no other way to untie Hong Zhulei, let alone Han Jin.

If he didn't tell Han Jin, but secretly helped him detoxify himself, at most he would die alone.

But if he told Han Jin, Han Jin would definitely not let him use his blood to detoxify him. In the end, Han Jin would die under the poison, so how could he live alone? In this way, neither of them can get rid of the ending of death.

One dies and two dies.

The choice between these couldn't be easier.

Ye Tang is a smart person, of course he chose to die alone, not to mention, he still has selfish motives.

He wanted Han Jin to ascend to the throne, he wanted Han Jin to save the people of Dongling, save the world, and lead Beiyang to prosperity.

For the sake of the world, he finally gave up his feelings for Han Jin.

He knew it was unfair to Han Jin, but he could only be so selfish, leaving Han Jin alone in the world to endure the torment of loneliness.

What is owed to him can only be repaid in the next life.

So he planned to make Han Jin hate him.

Not for anything else, just to make myself not so unwilling.

If he knew that Han Jin loved him deeply, how could he be willing to leave like that, he also wanted to be with Han Jin...

Besides, if Han Jin hated him, it wouldn't be so sad to stay alone in the future.

So he tried every means to make Han Jin hate him.

That feeling is really uncomfortable, every step is like walking on the edge of a knife.

He even found other people in order to make Han Jin fall in love with others. That idea was really too much. He never thought that he could be so selfish and disgusting.

That boy named Meng Qingyun was very innocent, his eyes were clear and clean, he didn't even dare to look at him.

Even if he didn't succeed in the end, that incident still made him suffer a lot.

Later, he went to Meng Qingyun's hometown to see him, but he didn't see him. The news he got was that after Meng Qingyun returned home, his family sold him to the local snake again.

Meng Qingyun committed suicide after being raped.

Ye Tang couldn't describe his feelings at that time, he felt that he had hurt Meng Qingyun.

Later, he saw Zixi, whose eyes were very similar to Meng Qingyun, so he tried his best to protect Zixi and his life.

It is impossible for Han Jin to fall in love with others, he can only make Han Jin hate himself.

Every time he saw Han Jin looking at him with disgust, Ye Tang didn't know how he could pretend nothing had happened.

But he couldn't stop.

While making Han Jin hate himself, he secretly searched for the whereabouts of the antidote.

He wanted to find the antidote quickly so that Hong Zhulei would not be able to threaten Han Jin.

At the same time, he also wanted to find the antidote slowly, because once he found the antidote, it meant that he would have to use his heart and soul as a sacrificial medicine.

Later he learned that the antidote was in the imperial tomb.

He once again took advantage of Han Jin's feelings for him, feigning death and entering the imperial mausoleum.

At that time at the palace gate, Han Jin hugged him and wept bitterly, Ye Tang felt like a knife was twisting his heart.

It turned out that Han Jin would be so sad when he was about to leave.

Then what should he do if he really wants to leave in the future, at that moment he had the idea of ​​retreating, he didn't want to die, he wanted to stay with Han Jin all the time.

During the period of suspended animation, he was completely unaware of everything in the outside world, as if he was dead.

The time he entered the imperial mausoleum was also a narrow escape.

At that time, he almost died there, and finally he got out of the imperial mausoleum with a lot of ruthlessness.

That was a real close call.

At the same time, he also found the antidote in the imperial tomb.

But when he saw clearly what clothes he was wearing, he froze suddenly.

It was the court dress worn by the empress at the Queen's Sealing Ceremony. The clothes were very gorgeous. It looked like they had been made for a long time, and they couldn't be made in three to five years. This showed that Han Jin had been preparing this dress for a long time.

That time Ye Tang cried heartbreakingly.

He really didn't want to leave, he didn't want to leave Han Jin alone...

That was the one he loved with his life.

Later he wanted to try other methods, whether there were other methods, whether he could stay with Han Jin without dying.

So he returned to Dongling Kingdom, and he wanted Han Jin to transfer his hatred to Nangongying, the monarch of Dongling Kingdom.

If Nangongying made Beiyang's invasion utterly ruined, would Han Jin hate Nangongying? Surely he would.

Although he started to help Nangongying deal with Beiyang, he really didn't want to see Han Jin again at first.

He wasn't sure if his plan would work.

It's just that he didn't expect that the person guarding the border at that time was Mo An.

So Han Jin knew about it later, and rushed over as fast as he could.

That was the second year after his fake death.

In fact, he really wanted to see Han Jin, so he went to see him.

At that time, Han Jin seemed to have lost a lot of weight, and his whole body was haggard. His eyes were originally dull, but they lit up the moment he saw him, and Ye Tang couldn't help but feel guilty.

But he couldn't leave Han Jin, and he couldn't leave Han Jin either.

At that time, Han Jin told him that he envied General Lin and Zixi very much.

He did not comment at the time.

But what Han Jin didn't know was that he was extremely envious of Yuezhaojun and Song Qingmiao when he was in Baixiachuan.

The end result was no success.

Even though Nangong Ying has already invaded the imperial city, Han Jin still loves him deeply.

Ye Tang really had no other way. He let Han Jin take the antidote that night when the city was broken, and then began to help him detoxify.

When his chest was stained red with blood, Han Jin was also taken away by Eunuch Li.

Ye Tang fell on the cold ground and looked sideways at Han Jin's figure going away.

At that moment, he regretted it.

He wants to be with Han Jin.

How long can we go together, then cherish the time we can still be together.

But he didn't even have the strength to open his eyes.

What he wanted to say to Han Jin had already been written in that letter.

If there is an afterlife, continue the frontier, and never give up in life and death.

He hoped that one day, Han Jin could forgive him.