paddock
Chapter 130
Zhang Xiuyan sent Yuan Ning back to school, the blind date was revealed, but Yuan Ning clearly felt that the distance between himself and Zhang Xiuyan was getting further apart.When he heard the task given by Ms. Xue, that's what he thought, thinking that his elder brother would be angry, thinking that his elder brother would be angry at himself, so that the estrangement between them would appear more logical.
Yuan Ning threw away all the thoughts in his head and devoted himself to a brand new university life.Although he and Zhou Yulin were both admitted to Capital University, they are not from the same department, and the dormitories are naturally different.Fortunately, the dormitories of the freshmen are not far apart, so it is easy for them to meet each other.
The new roommates are also very nice.
A few days after the start of school, Yuan Ning has completely adapted to the intense life rhythm of Capital University.On Friday evening, Yuan Ning was going to study in the library when he received a call from Uncle Qian: "Ning Ning, your elder brother is drunk, do you want to come and see him?"
Yuan Ning was taken aback for a moment.Brother is drunk?He hadn't seen his eldest brother drunk.The elder brother was their role model when he was at home, he didn't smoke or drink, let alone get drunk.Must be very uncomfortable to get drunk, right?Yuan Ning hurriedly said, "I'm at school! Let's go!"
Uncle Qian said, "I'll call you right now from the public phone booth outside your school. The car is parked at the east gate, and you can see it when you come out."
"Okay!" Yuan Ning hung up the phone, thought for a while, packed a few books and stuffed them into his backpack, and said to his roommates, "I'm going to stay with my elder brother for one night."
The roommates all knew that Big Brother Yuan Ning was working in the capital, and they all expressed that they would block the inspection of the dormitory management for him, so that he could go out with peace of mind.
Yuan Ning thanked them with a smile.University management is not as strict as junior high school and high school, and dormitory inspections are not often encountered.He ran downstairs in a hurry, not even noticing that some classmates greeted him on the way, which made several classmates a little surprised, looked at him a few times, and said with interest: "Tsk tsk, Yuan Ning won't have a girlfriend." right?"
It was already autumn, and Yuan Ning was still sweating when he ran to the east gate of the school.It was already dark, and Zhang Xiuyan's car parked there quietly, as if it had also stopped at night, and it was like two different worlds from the noisy pedestrians coming and going around.
Yuan Ning ran over, opened the car door, and saw Zhang Xiuyan sitting there leaning on the car seat.Zhang Xiuyan didn't look like he was drunk, but rather asleep.Yuan Ning got into the car, grabbed Zhang Xiuyan's hand, and found it was cold.
Yuan Ning couldn't help asking: "Uncle Qian, why does eldest brother drink so much?"
"Entertainment." Uncle Qian said helplessly, "Your elder brother is too young, anyone can show his age in front of him. Your elder brother is not in a good mood recently. I heard that he didn't refuse to drink. Tonight It's like ten celebration banquets, everyone came to pour him wine, and your eldest brother got drunk."
Bad mood?Yuan Ning looked at Zhang Xiuyan's profile.Zhang Xiuyan closed his eyes tightly, his long eyelashes drooped, and a faint shadow fell on his usually tense face.The eldest brother is in a bad mood, is it because he tricked him into going on a blind date?
If it was him, he wouldn't be happy either.Yuan Ning felt extremely uncomfortable, and quietly grabbed Zhang Xiuyan's hand.When they were downstairs at Zhang Xiuyan's house, Yuan Ning and Uncle Qian helped Zhang Xiuyan upstairs together.Uncle Qian's back hurts recently, Yuan Ning let Zhang Xiuyan put most of his weight on him.When hugging Zhang Xiuyan's waist, Yuan Ning felt like he was a child again, Zhang Xiuyan's breath wrapped him tightly, leaving him nowhere to escape.
Uncle Qian was still there, Yuan Ning took a deep breath, suppressed the inexplicable greed in his mind, took out the key and helped Zhang Xiuyan into the house.
Putting Zhang Xiuyan on the bed, Yuan Ning said to Uncle Qian: "Aunt Qian hasn't been sleeping well recently, Uncle Qian, you should go back to accompany her earlier."
Uncle Qian knew that Yuan Ning was the most appropriate child, and seeing Yuan Ning taking care of Zhang Xiuyan meticulously, he went back with confidence.
Only Yuan Ning and Zhang Xiuyan were left in the room.The surrounding air seemed to freeze all of a sudden.Yuan Ning looked at the room that was exactly the same as six years ago, and suddenly remembered that he had arranged it by himself.Zhang Xiuyan can do everything well, but he doesn't care much about himself. If there is no one to supervise him, he will definitely not think about how to make himself comfortable.
In the past six years, has the eldest brother always been as drunk as he is now?Yuan Ning recalled the news he had inquired from Uncle Qian and the others, and after confirming that this was the first time Zhang Xiuyan got drunk, he felt relieved a little.
Yuan Ning took off the suit jacket for Zhang Xiuyan, and untied the tie that was tied meticulously.Without the adult attire, Zhang Xiuyan looked several years younger.Yuan Ning wet the towel with hot water, and wiped Zhang Xiuyan's face and neck, and the strong smell of alcohol finally dissipated most of it.
After Zhang Xiuyan was drunk, he was very quiet, lying motionless, no different from falling asleep.It can be seen that even at such an uncontrollable moment, Zhang Xiuyan's subconscious still restrains his words and deeds.
Yuan Ning couldn't help stretching out his hand to smooth Zhang Xiuyan's slightly frowned brow, but when his hand was removed, Zhang Xiuyan frowned stubbornly again.
Yuan Ning had a sore nose.Seeing that Zhang Xiuyan had his eyes tightly closed, he couldn't help clasping Zhang Xiuyan's palm hanging by his side, and leaned over to kiss that brow that seemed to never be able to relax.
Zhang Xiuyan moved his hand and grabbed Yuan Ning's waist.Yuan Ning was startled, and after a closer look, he found that Zhang Xiuyan was still asleep, but his hands were on his waist.
They haven't been this close for a long time.
Yuan Ning felt that he was fighting for air with Zhang Xiuyan, and if he was not careful, he would also suck the other party's breath into his nose.
The elder brother's lips were pursed really tightly.After drinking too much wine, the smell of alcohol is a bit strong after getting close to it, and it doesn't smell good at all.Yuan Ning's heart was pounding, looking at the tightly closed lips, she couldn't help but move forward slightly.
bumped into!
Yuan Ning felt that her lips were burning, and her heart was also burning. Before she had time to feel the soft touch carefully, she walked away in shock.
Big Brother didn't wake up.
Yuan Ning's heart returned to its original position.Eldest brother seldom gets drunk, and there may not be such an opportunity in the future... Eldest brother will get married in the future...
Yuan Ning quietly hugged Zhang Xiuyan's strong waist, and kissed Zhang Xiuyan's lips again.
Big Brother's lips are the same as Big Brother's personality, they look cold, but they are actually very soft and warm, just like the smell of wine...
Yuan Ning licked it with the tip of his tongue, and the bitter taste of wine penetrated into every taste bud in an instant, making his scalp numb and forgetting what he was doing.
His lips stuck to Zhang Xiuyan's lips foolishly.
Zhang Xiuyan, who had been sleeping all this time, suddenly opened his eyes.
Yuan Ning realized that Zhang Xiuyan had woken up, and was taken aback, backed away again and again, only to trip over a chair and fall to the ground.His face turned red and then pale: "Brother, I, I—"
Big brother will hate him—— Big brother will hate him—
Zhang Xiuyan sat up.He frowned again, staring at Yuan Ning with a pair of dark eyes, it seemed that a storm was brewing in his eyes.
Yuan Ning kept opening his mouth like "I, I, I", but couldn't utter a word of explanation.His eyes slowly turned red, he lowered his head and shouted helplessly, "Brother..."
Yuan Ning was in a panic when he felt a shadow cast over him.Then he felt that he had left the ground and was hugged by Zhang Xiuyan.
Yuan Ning was stunned.
Zhang Xiuyan said: "Although it is a dream, the ground is also cold." He seemed to have thought of something, and whispered, "I caught a cold a few days ago..."
Yuan Ning was stiffly embraced by Zhang Xiuyan, with his head pressed against Zhang Xiuyan's chest, and he could hear Zhang Xiuyan's steady and powerful heartbeat.
Although it is a dream?
Will Big Brother dream of him?Isn't the eldest brother angry with him?
Yuan Ning was also in a daze: "Is it a dream..."
"Of course it's a dream," Zhang Xiuyan said, "If it wasn't a dream, how could you kiss me? You tricked me into going on a blind date that day—" Zhang Xiuyan's voice was still sullen when he mentioned that day And sad, "I'm so sad, Ningning."
Yuan Ning felt that the line of defense he had built up for six years completely collapsed at this moment.Is the eldest brother also sad?Is the eldest brother's mood the same as his?
Big brother isn't angry that he kissed him secretly, even—is he even willing to let him kiss?
Tears flashed in Yuan Ning's eyes.He stretched out his arms to hug Zhang Xiuyan's neck, buried his head in the socket of Zhang Xiuyan's neck, and tears fell down patter.Is he dreaming?Is this his dream?Yuan Ning cried and said, "Brother, I am also very sad."
Zhang Xiu froze for a moment.He turned his head and gently kissed the teardrops from the corners of Yuan Ning's eyes.
Yuan Ning felt that she was scalded.
He raised his head and looked at Zhang Xiuyan.
They were so close that they almost breathed together.
Brother is still drunk?
Yuan Ning's heart was pounding.
"I want to kiss you too." Perhaps it was because he was in a "dream", or perhaps because he was drunk, Zhang Xiuyan was much more honest than usual, and expressed his thoughts generously, "But this shouldn't be .I haven't dreamed of you for a long time..."
Yuan Ning listened blankly.
"But after you came," Zhang Xiuyan said, "I kept dreaming about you again, dreaming that you were born with me, grew up with me—dreamed that we were the same age—you didn't go anywhere , has been by my side."
Yuan Ning's tears welled up again.
the same!Big Brother is the same!The eldest brother also hopes that they can always be together and never separate——
"Brother—uh—"
Yuan Ning's lips were kissed.
Different from his shallow kisses and light licks, Zhang Xiuyan's kisses were fierce and intense, which made him soften, and he could only let Zhang Xiuyan wantonly plunder in his sensitive mouth.
"I don't want to be your big brother." After a long time, Zhang Xiuyan's voice rang in Yuan Ning's ear, "Why am I your big brother...it shouldn't be."
Zhang Xiuyan's voice was low and hoarse, suppressing deep pain and longing.
"It was you who kissed me first...Ningning..."
Yuan Ning felt warm liquid dripping on his face.
Big Brother cried.
Yuan Ning couldn't stop crying.
Big Brother never cries.
The eldest brother must be suffering more than him.
Eldest brother has been a role model for everyone since he was a child, and he has been praised by everyone since he was a child. He is the heir that his grandfather and father placed high hopes on, and he is also the elder brother who is responsible for disciplining him, his sister, and the others—so how can elder brother tolerate such a thing to happen? ——How could big brother tolerate such feelings happening.
So the eldest brother kept saying that this should not be done.
Yuan Ning asked, sobbing: "Brother, don't you hate me? You don't hate me so you don't let me get close to you, do you?"
"Don't cry," Zhang Xiuyan said in a helpless and gentle tone, "How can I hate you... I hate myself, the self who has such feelings for you. I thought I could control it well..."
"I kissed elder brother first," Yuan Ning hugged Zhang Xiuyan's neck tightly, "so it's not elder brother's fault, but mine." He raised his head bravely, and quickly kissed Zhang Xiuyan on the lips, " It’s because I like big brother, I really like big brother.”
Zhang Xiuyan's ears turned red.
He said hoarsely, "Sleep!"
Yuan Ning pulled Zhang Xiuyan into bed, looked at Zhang Xiuyan's red ears, and couldn't help but kissed it again.
Zhang Xiuyan was annoyed: "Yuan Ning!"
Yuan Ning felt that the air he breathed into his chest became sweet.It's not that the elder brother hates him, the elder brother also likes him, it's just that the elder brother has too many responsibilities on his shoulders - he doesn't care anymore!He doesn't care about anything anymore!As long as their hearts are the same, he won't care about anything anymore!
He remembered that Zhang Xiuyan once asked him, if he knew that Luan Jia was going to choose a difficult path, should he persuade Luan Jia not to go?
At that time he didn't understand what Zhang Xiuyan was referring to, but later he gradually understood.
At that time, Luan Jia and Mr. Huo Sen were together.
At that time, his answer was that there is no easy road.
Yuan Ning quietly buried his head in Zhang Xiuyan's chest.
If the elder brother doesn't like him—if the elder brother hates his almost greedy liking, he can suppress the restless longing in his heart, obediently stay in the younger brother's position and not take half a step closer.But if the eldest brother also likes him, then it would be unfair to anyone to let the eldest brother get married—to let the eldest brother suppress such feelings to get married.
Yuan Ning carefully touched the lips that Zhang Xiuyan had kissed.
"Brother." He whispered.
"Aren't you sleeping yet?"
"Brother didn't sleep either."
"..."
"Brother will forget it when he wakes up?"
"..."
"Then can I kiss elder brother again?" Yuan Ning raised his head and looked at Zhang Xiuyan with burning eyes.
Zhang Xiuyan stared at him for a long time with dark eyes.
"Yes." As soon as the simple words were uttered, a blush crept up Zhang Xiuyan's ears again.
Yuan Ning approached joyfully, and kissed Zhang Xiuyan on the mouth.Thinking of Zhang Xiuyan's kiss just now, he clumsily deepened the shallow kiss a little bit, and when he tasted the lingering taste of wine in Zhang Xiuyan's mouth, his face also turned red.He actually secretly kissed his elder brother while he was drunk!
Yuan Ning realized how despicable he was doing, and immediately shrunk into a small shrimp, blushing and buried his head back into Zhang Xiuyan's arms.
But Zhang Xiuyan dug him out, approached slowly, and murmured: "You're done kissing, it's my turn."
Yuan Ning felt that his face was burning hot.
"Close your eyes." Zhang Xiuyan instructed patiently.
Yuan Ning obediently closed her eyes.
Zhang Xiuyan's lips pressed gently.
Every pore on Yuan Ning's body seemed to be open.He opened his lips slightly to cater to Zhang Xiuyan's gradually deepening kiss.
Zhang Xiu Yan had enough kisses, put Yuan Ning into his arms, and kissed Yuan Ning lightly on the forehead: "Good night."
Yuan Ning blushed and whispered, "Good night."
The two of them slept until dawn.Zhang Xiuyan slowly opened his eyes when even the curtains could not hide the glow of the morning sun.He felt a furry head against his chest.
He retracted his palm slightly, and found that he touched the elastic skin.
Zhang Xiuyan came to his senses.He looked down and sat up suddenly.Lying in his arms was Yuan Ning—the younger brother he had always wanted to push away.They didn't even have time to change into their pajamas, Yuan Ning's top was lifted up slightly, and his hand just now rested on that bare waist.The elastic touch comes from the soft flesh around Yuan Ning's waist——
what happened last night?
Yuan Ning was also awakened by Zhang Xiuyan's movement.He rarely slept so deeply, let alone overslept.He also sat up, looking at Zhang Xiuyan who was sitting there stiffly.
Obviously, Zhang Xiuyan forgot about getting drunk!
It doesn't matter, he just remembers.Yuan Ning laughed, showing a small dimple on his cheek.He shouted happily: "Brother!"
Zhang Xiuyan was in a trance for a while, feeling like he was back a long time ago.At that time, no one dared to get too close to him, only Yuan Ning was always not afraid of him, he would kiss him when he felt sad, and kiss him when he was happy——
Dear?
Zhang Xiuyan's forehead twitched, feeling that he had forgotten something very important.He felt a burning pain in his lips and throat, and his gaze could not help but fall on Yuan Ning's lips.Yuan Ning's lips were a little red, but he wasn't sure if it was just like that——
He should have done nothing.
Even in his dreams, he never does anything.
Yuan Ning had already got out of bed, ran to brush his teeth and wash his face, and then said to Zhang Xiuyan who was still in a trance: "Brother, go take a shower, you are too heavy, I can't help you wash it last night. Wait until you finish washing Just come out and drink some tea before sobering up, or your head will hurt!"
Should have done nothing.Listening to Yuan Ning's cheerful tone, Zhang Xiuyan made another judgment.If he really did something, Yuan Ning couldn't have behaved like this.Yuan Ning will think that he is a pervert, and that he is very scary with that kind of thinking——
So he definitely didn't do anything.
Zhang Xiuyan got out of bed, found out his clothes and went to take a shower.He walked into the bathroom, took off his clothes, and found that there were no traces on his body, and he felt more at ease.
Sure enough, nothing happened.
He had been drunk once or twice before, and Uncle Qian said that he had good wine, and he just fell asleep after getting drunk.Recalling the touch of Yuan Ning's waist just now, Zhang Xiuyan felt his palms were hot, and quickly put water to wash away the agitation that suddenly entered his heart.
That is your brother, Zhang Xiuyan.
Zhang Xiuyan said this to himself, suppressing that shameful boredom.
When Zhang Xiuyan came out of the shower, Yuan Ning had already brewed sober tea and brought it in.Yuan Ning handed the hangover tea to Zhang Xiuyan, and volunteered, "Brother, let me dry your hair for you!"
Zhang Xiu gave a strict pause: "No need."
Yuan Ning said: "Yes!" He said seriously, "If you don't dry it off, you will have a headache!"
Before Zhang Xiuyan could dodge, Yuan Ning spontaneously picked up a soft and dry towel and carefully wiped Zhang Xiuyan's hair.
It's all like this, and it's even weirder to dodge and dodge.Zhang Xiuyan could only let Yuan Ning do his work, and took a sip of sober tea by himself.
bitter.
Zhang Xiuyan's head was sobered up by the bitterness of the tea.
The atmosphere in the room froze inexplicably.
Yuan Ning was next to him, wiping his hair with a towel.
Zhang Xiuyan felt that he suddenly didn't know how to breathe.
"It's almost there." Zhang Xiuyan could only say stiffly.
Looking at Zhang Xiuyan's slightly red ears, Yuan Ning couldn't stop laughing inwardly.He ran to hang up the towel, and took Zhang Xiuyan downstairs for a morning run.
When I went downstairs, I met the old man opposite, who greeted Yuan Ning cheerfully: "Ning Ning is here? You don't seem to come here very often these few years!"
"I'm busy with my university entrance exams," Yuan Ning said. "Now I've been admitted to Capital University, and I'm an alumnus with my elder brother! I can come here often in the future!"
"That's a good thing," said the old man on the other side, "Your eldest brother is busy going in and out by himself every day, so lonely! You still need someone to accompany you when you leave home and work outside."
"You're right!" Yuan Ning responded with a smile, and went downstairs with Zhang Xiuyan.The greening of the community is very good, but it has already entered autumn, and many leaves have turned yellow.There is a road not far away where a lot of ginkgo trees are planted, and it looks golden from a distance, which is very beautiful.Yuan Ning pulled Zhang Xiuyan to run over there, the autumn wind blew gently, and pieces of ginkgo leaves fell with the wind.A leaf fell on Zhang Xiuyan's head, hugging Zhang Xiuyan's black hair not to be blown away, Yuan Ning tiptoed slightly to help Zhang Xiuyan remove the ginkgo leaf.
Zhang Xiuyan took a step back subconsciously.
Yuan Ning smiled happily.
Running across the ginkgo road, the long river bank appeared in front of Yuan Ning.In front of it is a river that passes through most of the capital. The surface of the river is sparkling and has the unique gentleness of autumn.
Yuan Ning said: "The autumn sun is the most comfortable, it makes the whole body warm."
Zhang Xiuyan nodded.
Yuan Ning and Zhang Xiuyan ran around, went to a nearby market to buy a lot of ingredients, and returned to their residence to fill up the refrigerator.
Yuan Ning pushed Zhang Xiuyan out of the kitchen and began to prepare breakfast for the two of them.He made some more, and took them to share with the old man and his wife, who was so happy that the old man happily gave him some fried dough sticks that he had just bought.
Zhang Xiuyan looked at Yuan Ning busy to and fro, and was in a daze again, as if he had returned to the time when he just bought this house.But Yuan Ning seems very happy today?
Zhang Xiuyan looked at Yuan Ning's smiling eyes.
Yuan Ning looked at Zhang Xiuyan openly.
Zhang Xiuyan looked away and finished Yuan Ning's breakfast.He asked, "Uncle Qian brought you here last night?"
Yuan Ning nodded.
"I didn't do anything when I was drunk, right?" Zhang Xiuyan still asked the question that had troubled him all morning.
"Brother, don't you remember anything?" Yuan Ning stared at Zhang Xiuyan.
Zhang Xiuyan said, "I don't remember."
Yuan Ning said with a smile, "Brother didn't do anything last night."
Zhang Xiuyan breathed a sigh of relief.
"But I secretly kissed my elder brother." Yuan Ning threw a bomb in a normal tone.
With a bang, the bomb exploded in Zhang Xiuyan's mind.
Yuan Ning leaned forward and kissed Zhang Xiuyan superficially across the table: "Brother, I like you, the kind of love that I want to be with you forever."
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Big Brother: Did I do anything last night?
Ning Ning: No!
The eldest brother breathed a sigh of relief: Fortunately, I didn't do anything...
Ning Ning: I did.
Big brother: ...
Yuan Ning threw away all the thoughts in his head and devoted himself to a brand new university life.Although he and Zhou Yulin were both admitted to Capital University, they are not from the same department, and the dormitories are naturally different.Fortunately, the dormitories of the freshmen are not far apart, so it is easy for them to meet each other.
The new roommates are also very nice.
A few days after the start of school, Yuan Ning has completely adapted to the intense life rhythm of Capital University.On Friday evening, Yuan Ning was going to study in the library when he received a call from Uncle Qian: "Ning Ning, your elder brother is drunk, do you want to come and see him?"
Yuan Ning was taken aback for a moment.Brother is drunk?He hadn't seen his eldest brother drunk.The elder brother was their role model when he was at home, he didn't smoke or drink, let alone get drunk.Must be very uncomfortable to get drunk, right?Yuan Ning hurriedly said, "I'm at school! Let's go!"
Uncle Qian said, "I'll call you right now from the public phone booth outside your school. The car is parked at the east gate, and you can see it when you come out."
"Okay!" Yuan Ning hung up the phone, thought for a while, packed a few books and stuffed them into his backpack, and said to his roommates, "I'm going to stay with my elder brother for one night."
The roommates all knew that Big Brother Yuan Ning was working in the capital, and they all expressed that they would block the inspection of the dormitory management for him, so that he could go out with peace of mind.
Yuan Ning thanked them with a smile.University management is not as strict as junior high school and high school, and dormitory inspections are not often encountered.He ran downstairs in a hurry, not even noticing that some classmates greeted him on the way, which made several classmates a little surprised, looked at him a few times, and said with interest: "Tsk tsk, Yuan Ning won't have a girlfriend." right?"
It was already autumn, and Yuan Ning was still sweating when he ran to the east gate of the school.It was already dark, and Zhang Xiuyan's car parked there quietly, as if it had also stopped at night, and it was like two different worlds from the noisy pedestrians coming and going around.
Yuan Ning ran over, opened the car door, and saw Zhang Xiuyan sitting there leaning on the car seat.Zhang Xiuyan didn't look like he was drunk, but rather asleep.Yuan Ning got into the car, grabbed Zhang Xiuyan's hand, and found it was cold.
Yuan Ning couldn't help asking: "Uncle Qian, why does eldest brother drink so much?"
"Entertainment." Uncle Qian said helplessly, "Your elder brother is too young, anyone can show his age in front of him. Your elder brother is not in a good mood recently. I heard that he didn't refuse to drink. Tonight It's like ten celebration banquets, everyone came to pour him wine, and your eldest brother got drunk."
Bad mood?Yuan Ning looked at Zhang Xiuyan's profile.Zhang Xiuyan closed his eyes tightly, his long eyelashes drooped, and a faint shadow fell on his usually tense face.The eldest brother is in a bad mood, is it because he tricked him into going on a blind date?
If it was him, he wouldn't be happy either.Yuan Ning felt extremely uncomfortable, and quietly grabbed Zhang Xiuyan's hand.When they were downstairs at Zhang Xiuyan's house, Yuan Ning and Uncle Qian helped Zhang Xiuyan upstairs together.Uncle Qian's back hurts recently, Yuan Ning let Zhang Xiuyan put most of his weight on him.When hugging Zhang Xiuyan's waist, Yuan Ning felt like he was a child again, Zhang Xiuyan's breath wrapped him tightly, leaving him nowhere to escape.
Uncle Qian was still there, Yuan Ning took a deep breath, suppressed the inexplicable greed in his mind, took out the key and helped Zhang Xiuyan into the house.
Putting Zhang Xiuyan on the bed, Yuan Ning said to Uncle Qian: "Aunt Qian hasn't been sleeping well recently, Uncle Qian, you should go back to accompany her earlier."
Uncle Qian knew that Yuan Ning was the most appropriate child, and seeing Yuan Ning taking care of Zhang Xiuyan meticulously, he went back with confidence.
Only Yuan Ning and Zhang Xiuyan were left in the room.The surrounding air seemed to freeze all of a sudden.Yuan Ning looked at the room that was exactly the same as six years ago, and suddenly remembered that he had arranged it by himself.Zhang Xiuyan can do everything well, but he doesn't care much about himself. If there is no one to supervise him, he will definitely not think about how to make himself comfortable.
In the past six years, has the eldest brother always been as drunk as he is now?Yuan Ning recalled the news he had inquired from Uncle Qian and the others, and after confirming that this was the first time Zhang Xiuyan got drunk, he felt relieved a little.
Yuan Ning took off the suit jacket for Zhang Xiuyan, and untied the tie that was tied meticulously.Without the adult attire, Zhang Xiuyan looked several years younger.Yuan Ning wet the towel with hot water, and wiped Zhang Xiuyan's face and neck, and the strong smell of alcohol finally dissipated most of it.
After Zhang Xiuyan was drunk, he was very quiet, lying motionless, no different from falling asleep.It can be seen that even at such an uncontrollable moment, Zhang Xiuyan's subconscious still restrains his words and deeds.
Yuan Ning couldn't help stretching out his hand to smooth Zhang Xiuyan's slightly frowned brow, but when his hand was removed, Zhang Xiuyan frowned stubbornly again.
Yuan Ning had a sore nose.Seeing that Zhang Xiuyan had his eyes tightly closed, he couldn't help clasping Zhang Xiuyan's palm hanging by his side, and leaned over to kiss that brow that seemed to never be able to relax.
Zhang Xiuyan moved his hand and grabbed Yuan Ning's waist.Yuan Ning was startled, and after a closer look, he found that Zhang Xiuyan was still asleep, but his hands were on his waist.
They haven't been this close for a long time.
Yuan Ning felt that he was fighting for air with Zhang Xiuyan, and if he was not careful, he would also suck the other party's breath into his nose.
The elder brother's lips were pursed really tightly.After drinking too much wine, the smell of alcohol is a bit strong after getting close to it, and it doesn't smell good at all.Yuan Ning's heart was pounding, looking at the tightly closed lips, she couldn't help but move forward slightly.
bumped into!
Yuan Ning felt that her lips were burning, and her heart was also burning. Before she had time to feel the soft touch carefully, she walked away in shock.
Big Brother didn't wake up.
Yuan Ning's heart returned to its original position.Eldest brother seldom gets drunk, and there may not be such an opportunity in the future... Eldest brother will get married in the future...
Yuan Ning quietly hugged Zhang Xiuyan's strong waist, and kissed Zhang Xiuyan's lips again.
Big Brother's lips are the same as Big Brother's personality, they look cold, but they are actually very soft and warm, just like the smell of wine...
Yuan Ning licked it with the tip of his tongue, and the bitter taste of wine penetrated into every taste bud in an instant, making his scalp numb and forgetting what he was doing.
His lips stuck to Zhang Xiuyan's lips foolishly.
Zhang Xiuyan, who had been sleeping all this time, suddenly opened his eyes.
Yuan Ning realized that Zhang Xiuyan had woken up, and was taken aback, backed away again and again, only to trip over a chair and fall to the ground.His face turned red and then pale: "Brother, I, I—"
Big brother will hate him—— Big brother will hate him—
Zhang Xiuyan sat up.He frowned again, staring at Yuan Ning with a pair of dark eyes, it seemed that a storm was brewing in his eyes.
Yuan Ning kept opening his mouth like "I, I, I", but couldn't utter a word of explanation.His eyes slowly turned red, he lowered his head and shouted helplessly, "Brother..."
Yuan Ning was in a panic when he felt a shadow cast over him.Then he felt that he had left the ground and was hugged by Zhang Xiuyan.
Yuan Ning was stunned.
Zhang Xiuyan said: "Although it is a dream, the ground is also cold." He seemed to have thought of something, and whispered, "I caught a cold a few days ago..."
Yuan Ning was stiffly embraced by Zhang Xiuyan, with his head pressed against Zhang Xiuyan's chest, and he could hear Zhang Xiuyan's steady and powerful heartbeat.
Although it is a dream?
Will Big Brother dream of him?Isn't the eldest brother angry with him?
Yuan Ning was also in a daze: "Is it a dream..."
"Of course it's a dream," Zhang Xiuyan said, "If it wasn't a dream, how could you kiss me? You tricked me into going on a blind date that day—" Zhang Xiuyan's voice was still sullen when he mentioned that day And sad, "I'm so sad, Ningning."
Yuan Ning felt that the line of defense he had built up for six years completely collapsed at this moment.Is the eldest brother also sad?Is the eldest brother's mood the same as his?
Big brother isn't angry that he kissed him secretly, even—is he even willing to let him kiss?
Tears flashed in Yuan Ning's eyes.He stretched out his arms to hug Zhang Xiuyan's neck, buried his head in the socket of Zhang Xiuyan's neck, and tears fell down patter.Is he dreaming?Is this his dream?Yuan Ning cried and said, "Brother, I am also very sad."
Zhang Xiu froze for a moment.He turned his head and gently kissed the teardrops from the corners of Yuan Ning's eyes.
Yuan Ning felt that she was scalded.
He raised his head and looked at Zhang Xiuyan.
They were so close that they almost breathed together.
Brother is still drunk?
Yuan Ning's heart was pounding.
"I want to kiss you too." Perhaps it was because he was in a "dream", or perhaps because he was drunk, Zhang Xiuyan was much more honest than usual, and expressed his thoughts generously, "But this shouldn't be .I haven't dreamed of you for a long time..."
Yuan Ning listened blankly.
"But after you came," Zhang Xiuyan said, "I kept dreaming about you again, dreaming that you were born with me, grew up with me—dreamed that we were the same age—you didn't go anywhere , has been by my side."
Yuan Ning's tears welled up again.
the same!Big Brother is the same!The eldest brother also hopes that they can always be together and never separate——
"Brother—uh—"
Yuan Ning's lips were kissed.
Different from his shallow kisses and light licks, Zhang Xiuyan's kisses were fierce and intense, which made him soften, and he could only let Zhang Xiuyan wantonly plunder in his sensitive mouth.
"I don't want to be your big brother." After a long time, Zhang Xiuyan's voice rang in Yuan Ning's ear, "Why am I your big brother...it shouldn't be."
Zhang Xiuyan's voice was low and hoarse, suppressing deep pain and longing.
"It was you who kissed me first...Ningning..."
Yuan Ning felt warm liquid dripping on his face.
Big Brother cried.
Yuan Ning couldn't stop crying.
Big Brother never cries.
The eldest brother must be suffering more than him.
Eldest brother has been a role model for everyone since he was a child, and he has been praised by everyone since he was a child. He is the heir that his grandfather and father placed high hopes on, and he is also the elder brother who is responsible for disciplining him, his sister, and the others—so how can elder brother tolerate such a thing to happen? ——How could big brother tolerate such feelings happening.
So the eldest brother kept saying that this should not be done.
Yuan Ning asked, sobbing: "Brother, don't you hate me? You don't hate me so you don't let me get close to you, do you?"
"Don't cry," Zhang Xiuyan said in a helpless and gentle tone, "How can I hate you... I hate myself, the self who has such feelings for you. I thought I could control it well..."
"I kissed elder brother first," Yuan Ning hugged Zhang Xiuyan's neck tightly, "so it's not elder brother's fault, but mine." He raised his head bravely, and quickly kissed Zhang Xiuyan on the lips, " It’s because I like big brother, I really like big brother.”
Zhang Xiuyan's ears turned red.
He said hoarsely, "Sleep!"
Yuan Ning pulled Zhang Xiuyan into bed, looked at Zhang Xiuyan's red ears, and couldn't help but kissed it again.
Zhang Xiuyan was annoyed: "Yuan Ning!"
Yuan Ning felt that the air he breathed into his chest became sweet.It's not that the elder brother hates him, the elder brother also likes him, it's just that the elder brother has too many responsibilities on his shoulders - he doesn't care anymore!He doesn't care about anything anymore!As long as their hearts are the same, he won't care about anything anymore!
He remembered that Zhang Xiuyan once asked him, if he knew that Luan Jia was going to choose a difficult path, should he persuade Luan Jia not to go?
At that time he didn't understand what Zhang Xiuyan was referring to, but later he gradually understood.
At that time, Luan Jia and Mr. Huo Sen were together.
At that time, his answer was that there is no easy road.
Yuan Ning quietly buried his head in Zhang Xiuyan's chest.
If the elder brother doesn't like him—if the elder brother hates his almost greedy liking, he can suppress the restless longing in his heart, obediently stay in the younger brother's position and not take half a step closer.But if the eldest brother also likes him, then it would be unfair to anyone to let the eldest brother get married—to let the eldest brother suppress such feelings to get married.
Yuan Ning carefully touched the lips that Zhang Xiuyan had kissed.
"Brother." He whispered.
"Aren't you sleeping yet?"
"Brother didn't sleep either."
"..."
"Brother will forget it when he wakes up?"
"..."
"Then can I kiss elder brother again?" Yuan Ning raised his head and looked at Zhang Xiuyan with burning eyes.
Zhang Xiuyan stared at him for a long time with dark eyes.
"Yes." As soon as the simple words were uttered, a blush crept up Zhang Xiuyan's ears again.
Yuan Ning approached joyfully, and kissed Zhang Xiuyan on the mouth.Thinking of Zhang Xiuyan's kiss just now, he clumsily deepened the shallow kiss a little bit, and when he tasted the lingering taste of wine in Zhang Xiuyan's mouth, his face also turned red.He actually secretly kissed his elder brother while he was drunk!
Yuan Ning realized how despicable he was doing, and immediately shrunk into a small shrimp, blushing and buried his head back into Zhang Xiuyan's arms.
But Zhang Xiuyan dug him out, approached slowly, and murmured: "You're done kissing, it's my turn."
Yuan Ning felt that his face was burning hot.
"Close your eyes." Zhang Xiuyan instructed patiently.
Yuan Ning obediently closed her eyes.
Zhang Xiuyan's lips pressed gently.
Every pore on Yuan Ning's body seemed to be open.He opened his lips slightly to cater to Zhang Xiuyan's gradually deepening kiss.
Zhang Xiu Yan had enough kisses, put Yuan Ning into his arms, and kissed Yuan Ning lightly on the forehead: "Good night."
Yuan Ning blushed and whispered, "Good night."
The two of them slept until dawn.Zhang Xiuyan slowly opened his eyes when even the curtains could not hide the glow of the morning sun.He felt a furry head against his chest.
He retracted his palm slightly, and found that he touched the elastic skin.
Zhang Xiuyan came to his senses.He looked down and sat up suddenly.Lying in his arms was Yuan Ning—the younger brother he had always wanted to push away.They didn't even have time to change into their pajamas, Yuan Ning's top was lifted up slightly, and his hand just now rested on that bare waist.The elastic touch comes from the soft flesh around Yuan Ning's waist——
what happened last night?
Yuan Ning was also awakened by Zhang Xiuyan's movement.He rarely slept so deeply, let alone overslept.He also sat up, looking at Zhang Xiuyan who was sitting there stiffly.
Obviously, Zhang Xiuyan forgot about getting drunk!
It doesn't matter, he just remembers.Yuan Ning laughed, showing a small dimple on his cheek.He shouted happily: "Brother!"
Zhang Xiuyan was in a trance for a while, feeling like he was back a long time ago.At that time, no one dared to get too close to him, only Yuan Ning was always not afraid of him, he would kiss him when he felt sad, and kiss him when he was happy——
Dear?
Zhang Xiuyan's forehead twitched, feeling that he had forgotten something very important.He felt a burning pain in his lips and throat, and his gaze could not help but fall on Yuan Ning's lips.Yuan Ning's lips were a little red, but he wasn't sure if it was just like that——
He should have done nothing.
Even in his dreams, he never does anything.
Yuan Ning had already got out of bed, ran to brush his teeth and wash his face, and then said to Zhang Xiuyan who was still in a trance: "Brother, go take a shower, you are too heavy, I can't help you wash it last night. Wait until you finish washing Just come out and drink some tea before sobering up, or your head will hurt!"
Should have done nothing.Listening to Yuan Ning's cheerful tone, Zhang Xiuyan made another judgment.If he really did something, Yuan Ning couldn't have behaved like this.Yuan Ning will think that he is a pervert, and that he is very scary with that kind of thinking——
So he definitely didn't do anything.
Zhang Xiuyan got out of bed, found out his clothes and went to take a shower.He walked into the bathroom, took off his clothes, and found that there were no traces on his body, and he felt more at ease.
Sure enough, nothing happened.
He had been drunk once or twice before, and Uncle Qian said that he had good wine, and he just fell asleep after getting drunk.Recalling the touch of Yuan Ning's waist just now, Zhang Xiuyan felt his palms were hot, and quickly put water to wash away the agitation that suddenly entered his heart.
That is your brother, Zhang Xiuyan.
Zhang Xiuyan said this to himself, suppressing that shameful boredom.
When Zhang Xiuyan came out of the shower, Yuan Ning had already brewed sober tea and brought it in.Yuan Ning handed the hangover tea to Zhang Xiuyan, and volunteered, "Brother, let me dry your hair for you!"
Zhang Xiu gave a strict pause: "No need."
Yuan Ning said: "Yes!" He said seriously, "If you don't dry it off, you will have a headache!"
Before Zhang Xiuyan could dodge, Yuan Ning spontaneously picked up a soft and dry towel and carefully wiped Zhang Xiuyan's hair.
It's all like this, and it's even weirder to dodge and dodge.Zhang Xiuyan could only let Yuan Ning do his work, and took a sip of sober tea by himself.
bitter.
Zhang Xiuyan's head was sobered up by the bitterness of the tea.
The atmosphere in the room froze inexplicably.
Yuan Ning was next to him, wiping his hair with a towel.
Zhang Xiuyan felt that he suddenly didn't know how to breathe.
"It's almost there." Zhang Xiuyan could only say stiffly.
Looking at Zhang Xiuyan's slightly red ears, Yuan Ning couldn't stop laughing inwardly.He ran to hang up the towel, and took Zhang Xiuyan downstairs for a morning run.
When I went downstairs, I met the old man opposite, who greeted Yuan Ning cheerfully: "Ning Ning is here? You don't seem to come here very often these few years!"
"I'm busy with my university entrance exams," Yuan Ning said. "Now I've been admitted to Capital University, and I'm an alumnus with my elder brother! I can come here often in the future!"
"That's a good thing," said the old man on the other side, "Your eldest brother is busy going in and out by himself every day, so lonely! You still need someone to accompany you when you leave home and work outside."
"You're right!" Yuan Ning responded with a smile, and went downstairs with Zhang Xiuyan.The greening of the community is very good, but it has already entered autumn, and many leaves have turned yellow.There is a road not far away where a lot of ginkgo trees are planted, and it looks golden from a distance, which is very beautiful.Yuan Ning pulled Zhang Xiuyan to run over there, the autumn wind blew gently, and pieces of ginkgo leaves fell with the wind.A leaf fell on Zhang Xiuyan's head, hugging Zhang Xiuyan's black hair not to be blown away, Yuan Ning tiptoed slightly to help Zhang Xiuyan remove the ginkgo leaf.
Zhang Xiuyan took a step back subconsciously.
Yuan Ning smiled happily.
Running across the ginkgo road, the long river bank appeared in front of Yuan Ning.In front of it is a river that passes through most of the capital. The surface of the river is sparkling and has the unique gentleness of autumn.
Yuan Ning said: "The autumn sun is the most comfortable, it makes the whole body warm."
Zhang Xiuyan nodded.
Yuan Ning and Zhang Xiuyan ran around, went to a nearby market to buy a lot of ingredients, and returned to their residence to fill up the refrigerator.
Yuan Ning pushed Zhang Xiuyan out of the kitchen and began to prepare breakfast for the two of them.He made some more, and took them to share with the old man and his wife, who was so happy that the old man happily gave him some fried dough sticks that he had just bought.
Zhang Xiuyan looked at Yuan Ning busy to and fro, and was in a daze again, as if he had returned to the time when he just bought this house.But Yuan Ning seems very happy today?
Zhang Xiuyan looked at Yuan Ning's smiling eyes.
Yuan Ning looked at Zhang Xiuyan openly.
Zhang Xiuyan looked away and finished Yuan Ning's breakfast.He asked, "Uncle Qian brought you here last night?"
Yuan Ning nodded.
"I didn't do anything when I was drunk, right?" Zhang Xiuyan still asked the question that had troubled him all morning.
"Brother, don't you remember anything?" Yuan Ning stared at Zhang Xiuyan.
Zhang Xiuyan said, "I don't remember."
Yuan Ning said with a smile, "Brother didn't do anything last night."
Zhang Xiuyan breathed a sigh of relief.
"But I secretly kissed my elder brother." Yuan Ning threw a bomb in a normal tone.
With a bang, the bomb exploded in Zhang Xiuyan's mind.
Yuan Ning leaned forward and kissed Zhang Xiuyan superficially across the table: "Brother, I like you, the kind of love that I want to be with you forever."
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Big Brother: Did I do anything last night?
Ning Ning: No!
The eldest brother breathed a sigh of relief: Fortunately, I didn't do anything...
Ning Ning: I did.
Big brother: ...
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