doomed life

When did you start to close your heart;

When did you get used to this loneliness;

When did you start growing up?

When did you start not to need your family anymore?

It was the first time she saw eyes like hers on TV;

It was on her favorite runway, this person lived in her heart, and she couldn't get rid of it. At this moment, she was used to having this person and paying attention to everything about this person. She thought that she could be with this person. People competed on the runway, but I waited for five years to hear about her. I was lucky to meet her as soon as I came back.

It's just that five years later, she was even colder and biting to the bone, but such a person who was as cold as snow gave her a unique warmth.

"If you're not afraid of me, come up, I'll give you a ride, and you show me the way."

"If you are not afraid of me, I want to walk this road with you, is that okay?"

Every parting made me feel heartbroken, and I loved her so deeply, as if I had loved her life after life.When I experienced her disappearance that time, I really loved the same person for life after life, and this person was her Chu Fan.

The ten years since Chu Fan disappeared, but Shi Yenan knew that in these ten years, Chu Fan had never left her side and protected her from all risks. Although she couldn't see it, she could feel it.

On the day of Hao Quan and Zhan Qing's wedding, Shi Yenan asked Chu Fan, "Fan, do you like me more a thousand years ago, or do you like me a thousand years later?"

Chu Fan looked at the lover who was jealous of himself again, "Is there a difference?"

"Of course I have." Shi Yenan also felt that he was a little unreasonable, after remembering his past life and present life, he has been wondering whether Chu Fan loves himself more than a thousand years ago or more now.

"I love you, whether you were a thousand years ago or a thousand years later, the only person I love is you." Chu Fan dotingly kissed Master Ye Nan's lips to prevent her from continuing to ask in confusion.

Every time this trick is very effective, Shi Yenan also bows to this trick every time. After meeting their parents, they do not shy away from loving each other in front of their family and friends. They cherish this moment of reunion.What troubled Shi Yenan the most was that every time Chu Fan fell ill, she was helpless, and could only watch her being tortured by pain, until finally she fell to the ground weakly.In order to hide Hao Jianfeng and the others, Chu Fan made excuses to leave on the night of the full moon, just to keep them from worrying.

Shi Yenan also gradually understood that Chu Fan had been hiding from her for ten years, if he hadn't thought of dying at the end, it was terrible that he still couldn't force her to show up.Know the significance of time to each other's existence, and treat it as the last day every day.

Shi Yenan and Chu Fan left the bustling city, lived in seclusion with Hao Jianfeng and the others, and accompanied the two elderly people. They only came out on the night of the full moon. One was for treatment, but to get together with Hao Quan and the others.

Hao Quan and the others also knew that a group of people would gather on Chu's roundabout in those few days.

It was another day of reunion, Chu Fan had just passed the full moon night of this month, Shi Yenan accompanied her and gradually fell asleep peacefully, then got up and went to the bathroom to take a towel, and gently wiped her body , for fear of waking her who had finally fallen asleep.After he was busy watching everything, he tidied himself up and lay down beside Chu Fan, hugged Chu Fan in his arms, closed his eyes and fell asleep.

When the two woke up again, there was an extra thing on each side of them. Hao Zhanfan was sleeping next to Chu Fan, and Yu Wenxi was sleeping next to Shi Yenan. The tendency to separate Chu Fan and Shi Yenan was just The two were too weak, how could they be against the two adults, so they had to give up and fell asleep beside the person they liked.

When Chu Fan and Shi Yenan woke up and saw the two little dolls beside them, they both shook their heads helplessly. They didn't know that these two little guys stalked them separately when they saw them for the first time. .

The parents of the two lost children were not in a hurry at all, they sat leisurely at the dining table and ate the breakfast that Zhang Quan had prepared for them.They themselves couldn't figure out that their daughters had abandoned Chu Fan and Shi Yenan after seeing them.

Chu Fan hugged Hao Zhanfan and sat on his lap, while Yu Wenxi followed Shi Yenan and pushed Chu Fan's wheelchair to the front of everyone.

Chu Fan looked at these family members, "Do you come to eat our breakfast every time you come early in the morning?"

Hao Quan stood up from the dining chair, kissed Chu Fan's forehead, hugged Hao Zhanfan, and sat back on the dining chair, "I can't help it, I miss you so much."

Shi Yenan also greeted everyone, Gongsun Han looked at his daughter clinging to Shi Yenan's side, and felt a little apprehensive, "Well, our daughter may have been raised for nothing for so many years, why don't we just give her up to Fan He?" Nan and the others, she would definitely be more happy to be Fan and Nan's daughter than our daughter."

"I don't want to be their daughter, I want to grow up quickly and marry Shi Ye Nan." Yu Wenxihao pushed back to his mother without showing weakness.

"Well, look at your precious daughter. She's thinking of stealing other people's wives since she was so young, and she's still counting on her to take care of her. I guess my parents won't want a wife when I have a wife." Gongsun Han fell into his arms, Seek Yuwen's grace and care.

"Cut, just look at your husband. I learned everything from him." Yu Wenxi looked at the opposite parents with contempt, and fought back forcefully, so that Yu Wenen didn't know whether to help his daughter or not. The wife spoke.

"Hey, hey, your family is enough. Is it really okay to tease my wife in front of me like this?" The eloquent and courageous daughter, if the parents hadn't been sitting in front of her, she would have wondered where they picked it up.

"Xiaofan, don't stare at us, she is 100% our daughter, and she was born in Han Shiyue." Yu Wenen hugged his beloved wife, and felt a little helpless at the probing eyes of his friend opposite, and didn't know Who did my daughter inherit from them?

Yu Wenxi was even more blatant, "Aunt Fan, why don't you just give Shi Yenan to me, I promise I will treat her better than you."

Shi Yenan stopped to watch the show and looked at Chu Fan, and the others followed suit, staring at Chu Fan for fear of missing any of her expressions.

"Xi'er, please remember what you said. In the future, no matter who is standing by your side, you must treat them well. But only when Nan is by my side can I be happy, happy, and not Spend these endless days alone." Although Chu Fan was speaking to Yu Wenxi, it was Shi Yenan who was watching affectionately, clasping fingers tightly with Shi Yenan.

Shi Yenan looked back at Chu Fan, "Fan, you're only half right. Only when you are by my side can I be a complete Shi Yenan."

While Chu Fan and Shi Ye Nanxiu spent a breakfast lovingly, Yu Wenxi was still yelling, saying that she would not give up, but was dragged away by Hao Zhanfan, who had just learned to walk.

Shi Yenan once asked Chu Fan that she liked Hao Zhanfan and Yu Wenxi so much, if she wanted a child belonging to them.In fact, Shi Yenan wanted to have a child of her own so that she could take care of Chu Fan after she left.As a result, Chu Fan, you are enough for me. I don't want any third party to disturb our life, and that person is not you.

Chu Fan, I know that in the next life you will wait for me, and wait for me to go through everything to come to you, but I don’t want to let go of your hand and leave, I’m afraid that your days without me will fall into darkness, and face the paleness alone. help fate.

After thousands of years, every time she reincarnated just to meet Chu Fan, one was waiting and the other was afraid, which caused them to miss a thousand years of time. In this life, she could finally die in her arms like a thousand years ago, "Fan, I am Isn't it ugly?"

"No, in my heart, you will always be the most beautiful woman who took my sight away when we first met." Chu Fan embraced the old Shi Ye Nan, and the day Chu Fan was afraid of finally came. She really didn't want to let Shi Ye Nan go like this, even though she had everything the world envied, she couldn't grow old with the one she loved, and could only watch her leave in her arms again and again.

Shi Yenan looked at the sun gradually rising in the distant sky, "Fan, wait for me in the next life, I will go all the way to get there before you, and appear in front of you, don't isolate me anymore, even if it is a short reincarnation, I will also willing."

"No, I will look for you. In the next life, I will not let you search for me all over the world." After Chu Fan's words, Shi Yenan closed her eyes forever in her arms.

In this life, Ye Nan felt that she was happy, because she finally passed away in the arms of her beloved, and she was no longer aging alone.