smoke scar

Near midnight, Qi Chen called him again, saying that he had failed a subject at the end of the semester and would have to make up the exam next semester.Lu Yuanting comforted him a few words, Qi Chen acted coquettishly towards him, coaxed him a few words and then hung up the phone, wanting to go back to sleep.Unexpectedly, he saw Su Zhaoxi as soon as he opened the door, and he was a little flustered, wondering if he had heard those words just now.

"Are you still asleep?" Lu Yuanting nervously tapped the phone screen with his fingers.

"If I fall asleep, won't I miss a good show tonight?" Su Zhaoxi's face was cold, and his tone was full of sarcasm.

"It's my fault. I didn't do what I promised you. If you hate me, I'll let you beat me and scold me." Lu Yuanting softened to him, wanting to redeem himself.

"Since you like that person so much, why don't you go to him after we break up." Su Zhaoxi felt very uncomfortable, but he just spoke calmly.

"Impossible, as I said before, it is impossible to break up."

"What's the point of you doing this? If I let you go, you also let me go." Su Zhaoxi closed her eyes, holding back her tears.

"Impossible, I said it's impossible, it's impossible, don't let it go, we broke up after six years of relationship?" Lu Yuanting became a little agitated, and held his hand tightly, holding it tightly. Su Zhaoxi felt a little pain.

"Zhaoxi." Lu Yuanting took a breath and called out his name, "I can make a break with Qi Chen now, and I won't make such a mistake again in the future, and we can live well together."

Su Zhaoxi shook off his hand, "You don't have to do this, everyone calm down, I'll go out for a few days first."

He turned around and went back to the bedroom to pack his things. Lu Yuanting watched his movements without speaking. After Su Zhaoxi packed up, Lu Yuanting stood there and looked at him. Su Zhaoxi looked at him and pulled the suitcase His hands tightened unconsciously, and finally he pulled the box and left the bedroom without looking back.

There was a "click" in the living room, the sound of the door being locked.After Lu Yuanting froze for a while in the bedroom, he lay down stiffly on the bed.The light was not turned off, and he kept his eyes open on the bed, not knowing what he was thinking.His brain is now blank, and his body is not under his control, so he forgot to chase Su Zhaoxi when he went out.

Su Zhaoxi was carrying a suitcase and walking on the road. There were tears on his face, and he felt that he was ridiculous in his heart. He was unreasonably happy the night before, but he was heartbroken today.As he walked, he paid attention to the hotels on the side of the road. There were not many cars on the street in the early morning, and there were almost no people. He was quite conspicuous with his suitcase alone.After finally finding a 24-hour hotel, Su Zhaoxi was so sleepy that he could hardly keep his eyes open.After going through the formalities at the front desk and paying the deposit, he took the suitcase and the waiter to the room.

The waiter brought him to the door of the room, and Su Zhaoxi thanked him.He opened the door and walked in. The condition of the room was not bad, at least he could accept it in his heart, but the hotel was a hotel after all, and it lacked the feeling of home.

He put the suitcase beside the bed, took off his shoes, pulled off the quilt and got on the bed.When I was walking on the road, I felt so sleepy that I couldn't keep my eyes open, but now I'm lying in bed and I can't sleep.As soon as he closed his eyes, it was all about what happened just now, Lu Yuanting's coaxing tone on the phone, and Lu Yuanting's demeanor when he said he would not break up.He was very upset, he didn't want to worry about these anymore, he just wanted to close his eyes and go to sleep, and forget all the troubles when he fell asleep.

On the first morning when he woke up in the hotel, Su Zhaoxi was a little confused. When he opened his eyes, he found that this was not his room. There was no sunlight coming in from the window, and the decoration style was not to his liking. He just turned over and complained in his heart The decorator had no vision, so his mind cleared up. He had already moved out of that room last night.

Packing up and going to work, he hasn't figured out how long he will live here. If he really breaks up with Lu Yuanting, he will definitely find another house to live in. After all, staying in a hotel is not an option, and his salary can't support him like this Do.Thinking that the six-year relationship might end like this, he felt panicked.

When going to work, Su Zhaoxi was a little absent-minded, and his mind was distracted.He was confused and made a small mistake during the operation. When the operation was over, Director Chang called him to the office with a dignified expression, poked his finger on the table, and scolded him.

"What's the matter with you today? You have been a surgeon for so many years, and you still make such small mistakes. When Wen Chuan was an intern, you never made such mistakes. You have been a surgeon for so many years, let others compare?" Director Chang He was really angry, Su Zhaoxi was a doctor he had always favored, and today he made a mistake that really disappointed him.

Su Zhaoxi lowered his head and let him scold him, without a word of rebuttal from his mouth, he also felt in his heart that he really shouldn't have made such a mistake, he was so ashamed that he didn't know what to say.Director Chang scolded him for a long time and felt that something was wrong with him today, so he asked him with some doubts:

"What's the matter with you today, I think you are a little out of shape."

"It's nothing, something happened at home." Su Zhaoxi's voice was a bit muffled, as if he was holding back a sob in his throat.

"Then handle it well, don't affect your work, working in a hospital is a matter of life and death." Director Chang stopped scolding him, and comforted him.

"Thank you, Director, I know." Su Zhaoxi was rarely so depressed in the hospital, especially in front of his colleagues, but today he just couldn't cheer up, and sometimes the pressure on his heart made him breathless.

"Okay, you go out first, and this kind of thing can't happen again in the future." Director Chang calmed down and looked better.

Seeing him coming out of Director Chang's office, Xu Mu hurried to him to ask about the situation:

"Director Chang hasn't scolded you for a long time. Are you upset about chasing him today? He didn't hit you, did he?"

"No, I just said a few words to me." Su Zhaoxi lowered her head so that no one could see the expression on her face.

"What's wrong with you today? Something has been wrong since you came to work this morning." Xu Mu stood in front of him, preventing him from going any further.

"It's okay, get out of the way." Su Zhaoxi was a little annoyed, she reached out and pushed his shoulder, trying to push him away from her body.But he overestimated his own strength, this time not only did not push him away, but also let his wrist be grabbed.

"What's going on, you tell me." Xu Mu looked serious, with a tone that could not be refused.

Su Zhaoxi remained silent all this time. People passing by in the corridor all looked sideways and cast curious glances at them. They were still wearing green coats, and Xu Mu was still holding on to Su Zhaoxi's wrist. This scene was seen by outsiders. Like dissenting physicians dueling in a hallway.

Xu Mu took a step back and dragged Su Zhaoxi to the small garden in the courtyard. Most of the small gardens were patients undergoing rehabilitation. Some patients knew Xu Mu and greeted him when he came, but Xu Mu His face was gloomy, which made people feel a little scared.

"Can we talk now?" Xu Mu dragged him behind a crabapple tree, fixed his eyes on him, not letting go of any subtle expression changes on his face.This crabapple tree is quite old, it is impossible to block the figures of two people, but it is more than enough to completely cover one person.Su Zhaoxi was leaning on the tree trunk, his figure was completely blocked by the tree, he didn't dare to look up at Xu Mu, so he had to look at the corner of his clothes.He kept rubbing his index finger with his thumb, thinking about how to speak.

"I had a quarrel with Lu Yuanting last night." Xu Mu was worried for a long time, and Su Zhaoxi said this casually.

"Just because of a quarrel, you became like this today?"

"We may have to break up." After Su Zhaoxi said this hesitantly, Xu Mu couldn't hold back the expression on his face, and asked him in a slightly surprised tone: "Why?"

Su Zhaoxi didn't want to recall what happened last night, Lu Yuanting made him feel that his forgiveness was a joke from the beginning.There will be a second time for cheating. He should have been more determined to say goodbye to Lu Yuanting at that time. It was better than now that he found out the truth of the matter, but hesitantly refused to let it go.

"He cheated." Su Zhaoxi felt relieved after saying this.

After Xu Mu got the answer, he wanted to try to comfort Su Zhaoxi, but he didn't know what to say when the words came to his lips, so he reached out and hugged him.Su Zhaoxi made him laugh at this action, and after being hugged by him for a while, he stretched out his hand and pushed him away, and said to him with a forced smile on his face: "Why are you hugging me? A kid who needs to be coaxed."

Xu Mu didn't feel anything, and he didn't feel embarrassed either.He flicked Su Zhaoxi's forehead with his fingers, and Su Zhaoxi immediately covered the place where he was hit, and looked at him with miserable eyes.

"Where do you live now, have you moved out from him?"

"I stayed at the hotel last night, thinking that if we really broke up, I would go out and look for a house."

"Then you can move to my place. Anyway, I live by myself, and one room is still empty."

"No, you're all dating now. What's the point of me moving to live with you? Let your boyfriend know. He won't be jealous." Su Zhaoxi rejected his proposal righteously.At this moment, Xu Mu remembered that he already had a boyfriend. If this incident had happened earlier, or if Yu Xingshu had appeared later, would he now have the opportunity to confront Su Zhaoxi about everything.He looked at Su Zhaoxi with hot eyes.Su Zhaoxi was still rubbing the place where he played, and did not notice the change in his eyes.

"You can move here, so you don't have to look for a house, Xingshu won't mind." It turned out that he was forced to give up in every possible way, but one day someone told him that you don't have to give up, you can do whatever you want, Xu It was as if a violent storm had set off in Mu's heart, and he couldn't calm down for a long time, but it didn't show on his face.

Living with Xu Mu does have a lot of benefits, but he hasn't adjusted his state yet, so he dare not agree easily, not to mention Xu Mu is not single now, he has a lot of things to consider.

"Then let's go and move your luggage to my house after get off work. Let's make a decision like this." Seeing that he didn't reply for a long time, Xu Mu was a little anxious to wait.

For a moment, Su Zhaoxi didn't want to think about it so much, and replied in a strange way: "Okay."