smoke scar

Lu Yuanting hung up the phone, which made Su Zhaoxi very strange, usually he would call back, didn't he hear it this time?But time did not allow him to stand in a daze at the door of his house, so he had no choice but to squeeze the bus with doubts.

Today, a leader will come to the hospital for an inspection. Everyone in the department has become serious, and even Director Zhao's daily obscenity has also subsided.At ten o'clock in the morning, the dean brought several leaders from the Mediterranean Sea into their department, but Su Zhaoxi was called to undergo surgery, so he was not there.

"I heard that the young master of the Lu family is in your department?" One of the people in the Mediterranean Sea spoke, and said to the dean with a smile.

"Director Sun, you are talking about Dr. Su, right?" the dean answered him.

Director Sun didn't know Su Zhaoxi, but just remembered: "Then who is him?"

The dean glanced at the department, but did not find Su Zhaoxi. There was a little nurse on the side who was dispensing injections. When he heard the dean calling Su Zhaoxi, he stopped and said to him: "Dean, Dr. Su has just been Called for surgery."

"It's really a coincidence that Dr. Su is not here." The dean explained to Dr. Sun.

Director Sun waved his hand and said, "No need, no need, it's fine if you don't see it, it's not a big deal."

When Su Zhaoxi came back, the little nurse secretly told him about it.The little nurse pulled him into a corner, still observing the people around her, and only spoke when she was sure no one was looking:

"Doctor Su, when you went for the operation just now, the dean came with the leader, and a leader wanted to see you, didn't you get into something?"

Su Zhaoxi is good-looking, and he is used to fighting with people in the department, and he will not forget everyone even if he has benefits, so the little girls in the department still care about him.

Su Zhaoxi thought about it, he didn't know when he met the city leaders, and he couldn't figure it out, so he didn't take it to heart: "I didn't cause trouble, what a duty surgeon did I provoke them."

The little nurse was worried, and put her hand on his arm: "Anyway, you have to be careful, there are not many good people in that kind of leadership."

Su Zhaoxi was grateful for her concern, and said with a smile: "I know, thank you."

At noon, he and Xu Mu had dinner together in the hospital cafeteria.The central air conditioner seemed to omit their position, and there was no wind blowing. Su Zhaoxi was sweating profusely after eating a meal, and finally put down his chopsticks and said:

"I won't eat, it's too hot." If he didn't worry about the image of a hospital here, he would have lifted his shirt to fan the wind.

Compared to him, Xu Mu was much calmer. He still ate his meals slowly without losing his demeanor.Su Zhaoxi was jealous of his appearance, so she held his arm tightly with her hand, trying to transfer some heat to him.Unexpectedly, Xu Mu's arm was so cold that he didn't want to let go, but he said unforgivingly:

"Xu Mu, your body is cold, this is not acceptable, it is probably false."

Xu Mu made him fail with this sentence, put down his chopsticks, gave him a brain bang, and said:

"I'm not in vain, and you'll know when I let you try next time."

Su Zhaoxi crossed her arms in front of her chest in a pretentious manner, making a defensive movement, her tone was exaggerated and pitiful: "Then you have to be gentle."

Xu Mu couldn't eat anymore, so he pushed the bowl aside, and began to educate him: "Do you know that you are in love, don't say such things to me in the future." His expression was serious, and Su Zhaoxi's face The smile froze.

"What's the matter with you? Why do you look a little angry?" Su Zhaoxi poked his arm.

"It's okay, you can eat slowly, I'm leaving." Xu Mu took the bowl and left, put the bowl in the recycling place at the entrance of the cafeteria, and went out without looking back at him.Su Zhaoxi looked at his back, feeling a little baffled.Anyway, he didn't want to eat anymore, so he put the bowl in the recycling place and went out.

Xu Mu was walking in the corridor of the hospital, feeling really messed up.He has lived for almost 30 years. He has been studying for the first [-] years, and came to this hospital in the next few years. He came here almost with Su Zhaoxi, and he was only a week earlier than him.At that time, the two were about the same age, and the topic was speculative, so they often got together, whether it was eating or having surgery, they were always two people.At that time, he hadn't noticed his own feelings. He had been studying for more than [-] years, and his academic performance was very good, but his relationship was blank. No one taught him such a thing, and he didn't know what to do. Express.Later, I gradually understood that he was surprised by his sexual orientation. In his life plan, he never thought of spending his life with a man.But then thought that if that person was Su Zhaoxi, it would not be so unacceptable.

He has been brewing in his heart for a long time, and the scene of confession has passed through his mind countless times, but there will never be such a day.Su Zhaoxi told him that he had a lover, and he said it calmly, but Xu Mu felt that a place in his heart was crushed by these words.He also met that person later, he couldn't compare to him in any way, and he was convinced that he lost.

In the past few days, he feels that his emotions are out of control again. He can't help staring at his hands hanging on the corner of his clothes, staring at his mouth opening and closing when he speaks, wanting to hold his hand and kiss his. Mouth.He had no choice but to stay far away from Su Zhaoxi, not to let himself do things that would embarrass both of them.

Su Zhaoxi originally wanted to tell Xu Mu what the little nurse told him, but now he can't.Depressedly, he kicked the pebbles at his feet, and the pebbles rolled far away.

Xu Mu returned to the department, and Su Zhaoxi also arrived later.He wanted to try to answer Xu Mu, so he quietly stood beside him. Just as he said your word, Xu Mu avoided it.

"What's wrong? He was fine just now." Su Zhaoxi thought sullenly.

Xu Mu didn't speak to him again until after get off work.He watched Xu Mu packed up and walked out of the department to take the elevator. He had no intention of paying attention to him at all. After he was stunned for a while, he changed his clothes and left the department with his bag on his back.The elevator has already gone down. Their department is on the eighth floor, which is not a very high floor. He pulled the backpack strap on his shoulder and walked down the stairs with his head down.

When Lu Yuanting called him, he was sitting on the bus with his eyes closed and resting his mind. He was a little depressed now and didn't know how to vent it.

"Are you off work?" Lu Yuanting's voice rang in his ears.

"I'm off work. I'll be home in a few stops." His voice was small and he sounded listless.

"Sick? The voice is so lifeless."

Su Zhaoxi let out a breath.Said: "It's okay, I'm in a bad mood."

"What's the matter, did you get bullied at work?"

"How is it possible." Su Zhaoxi rubbed his sleepy eyes: "Probably because of a quarrel with a colleague."

"I told you to control your temper, but you haven't learned it after so many years." Lu Yuanting thought it was him making trouble for no reason.

"It's not my fault." Su Zhaoxi muttered in a low voice to defend.

Then he heard someone calling Lu Yuanting's name, it sounded like a young boy's voice.Just as he was about to ask who he was with, Lu Yuanting interrupted him hastily:

"Zhaoxi, I have something to do. Hang up first. I'll call you tomorrow."

Before Su Zhaoxi had time to say goodbye, the phone was hung up. He looked at the phone with the screen turned off, feeling even more depressed.The bus staggered along the way and finally arrived home. Fortunately, it was not too late for the hospital to get off work, otherwise he wouldn't even get the staggering treatment.

He took out the key and opened the door, and the room was completely dark, and the only sound was the sound of various household appliances running.He threw the bag on the sofa and lay down on it himself.He covered his eyes with his hands, and was about to fall asleep with his eyes closed. After lying on the sofa for a while, he suddenly had a jerk in his sleep, and his mind came back to him.

In the empty and dark room, Su Zhaoxi sat silently on the sofa.Then he took out his mobile phone from his bag and wanted to call Lu Yuanting again.This time passed, even if he was angry and scolded him, it didn't matter if he was not angry when talking to him, he just wanted to hear his voice again.He didn't care about it before, but tonight, when he was guarding this empty house by himself again, he felt in his heart that he was really lonely.

The phone rang for a long time and no one answered it, and after a certain amount of time, he hung up.Su Zhaoxi called again unwillingly, but still no one answered, the phone was automatically hung up.He felt resentful, Lu Yuanting, are you so busy?

After the phone was thrown aside, he buried his face in his hands, and closed his eyes as if tears welled up.He sat on the sofa in this posture, his heart ached, and the voice of the boy on the phone began to replay in his mind.He opened his eyes, stood up abruptly, and there was a doubtful word on his lips, but he didn't dare to say it.

Random thoughts!He tapped his head, blaming himself for thinking wildly again.Ignoring the thoughts in his head, he went to turn on the light in the living room, and the dim and warm light illuminated the whole room in an instant.Perhaps because of the light, he felt better.Clean up, wash his face and brush his teeth, no matter how depressed and uncomfortable he feels tonight, he still has to get up for work tomorrow morning.Before going to bed, he called Lu Yuanting again, and this time he turned off the phone directly.

What is the case so troublesome?Still not resting so late?

Su Zhaoxi didn't understand, so he had no choice but to turn off the lights and go to sleep.On the other side, Lu Yuanting also fell asleep with Qi Chen in his arms. Qi Chen was nestled in his arms with an undisguised smile on his lips.Today Lu Yuanting said that he also likes him, he is really going to be very happy.A person like him shouldn't expect too much, just a comfort to live.But who is not greedy, who doesn't want good things, regardless of whether he is suitable for him, even if there is no good result in the end, he will not regret it.

Qi Chen closed his eyes and leaned into Lu Yuanting's arms again. Lu Yuanting felt a little guilty for Su Zhaoxi in his heart, but at the same time he tightened his arms and hugged Qi Chen even tighter.

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