The finale

"Cheng Shuling!" Lu Songyu exclaimed, and suddenly opened his eyes. In the early morning room, the light was on, as if someone was waiting for him to wake up.Lu Songyu was stabbed by the strong white light and closed his eyes again, his chest heaved up and down, a layer of cold sweat covered his forehead, and even his hair was soaked.

Opening his eyes in shock again, Lu Songyu saw Cheng Shuling facing him. The silent person in front of him and the person in his dream who was screaming for death seemed to overlap. Lu Songyu rolled out of bed in a panic, and retreated. With no way to retreat, he leaned his back against the wall and stared at Cheng Shuling vigilantly, as if he would come over and strangle him to death in the next moment.

His legs trembled under the loose pajama pants, Lu Songyu's lips parted slightly, but he couldn't utter a single sound.

"Are you having a nightmare?" Cheng Shuling noticed it about half an hour ago. Lu Songyu was not sleeping soundly, and his whole body was shaking. He expected that Lu Songyu would wake up, so he turned on the light in advance. Lu Songyu under the light was tight With his eyes closed, large beads of sweat rolled down his forehead, his expression painful.

The way he is now reminds Cheng Shuling of the winter solstice night, when Lu Songyu stumbled to follow him, with wet rain and dim light, he said to him, "Take me home." That was the night, Lu Songyu Having a nightmare, like now, a person resists alone and helpless.

He suddenly understood that whether it was Lu Songyu who said to take me home, or he brought Lu Songyu home, their decisions were too hasty.He never foresaw how difficult this battle would be.

"Mr. Lu," Cheng Shuling said with difficulty, "I promise you."

The room was strangely quiet. It took Lu Songyu a long time to realize what Cheng Shuling said, and he slowly moved his gaze over. Cheng Shuling was as sincere as ever and did not lie to him.

He agreed.

Lu Songyu suddenly came back to reality from his dream, his body slowly slipped against the wall, and finally squatted on the ground, crying like a collapse.

Cheng Shuling's heart is about to break. His Teacher Lu is just a kid who can be happy for a long time even taking a red envelope to go to the zoo. How can the world be so cruel to him?

Cheng Shuling got out of bed, walked to him and hugged him: "Don't be afraid, I promise you."

Lu Songyu finally didn't resist Cheng Shuling any more, and let him hug him to the bed. "It's okay, after the weekend, you can go wherever you want, okay?"

It's only been ten days since they broke up, but Lu Songyu felt as if he hadn't been hugged by Cheng Shuling for a century. He was greedy for Cheng Shuling's smell and embrace, but he still nodded.

Cheng Shuling put him on the bed, and the palms that had just hugged his back were wet.

There were too many classes on weekends, so Lu Songyu was forced to stay at Cheng Shuling's place for two extra days.These two days were the most peaceful time for the two of them in the past half a month. Cheng Shuling could even hug him gently while sleeping, and occasionally when he fell asleep, he would hug him tightly, as if he could invade at any time.In the past, Cheng Shuling might have easily teased and had a breakup, but now he is not in the mood.

When Lu Songyu first came to N City, an old friend of his senior helped him find a house to move to, but since then, he has not contacted them. Bite the bullet and contact the previous landlord.

The room he used to live in has been rented out, but fortunately the landlord said that there are other rooms in the community, and Lu Songyu agreed without thinking about it.

Lu Songyu asked Gu Chunlian for leave in advance, and both classes were rescheduled on Monday morning. Anyway, he doesn't have much stuff, so he can do it in one morning, and he will pack it up slowly when he moves there.

On Sunday night, Cheng Shuling asked, "Do you want me to pack your things for you?"

"No thanks."

It was a very peaceful conversation, both of them were exhausted and couldn't bear any more trouble.After Lu Songyu said that, Cheng Shuling didn't have to worry about it, he just said: "I called the moving company for you, and they will arrive tomorrow morning. If you really can't clean it up, let them help you."

"Thank you." These are the same two words.

In fact, Lu Songyu had some expectations in his heart, looking forward to Cheng Shuling saying that I would help you move there tomorrow morning, so that he could stay with Cheng Shuling for a while longer, but as soon as this thought came up, he couldn't help but laugh at himself and said that he wanted to leave It's me who wants to leave, and it's me who doesn't want to leave. I've done everything, and I've been a prostitute and set up a memorial archway. Do you still expect Cheng Shuling to applaud him? !

In fact, it's not that Cheng Shuling didn't think about it that way, but his class couldn't be adjusted, and he was also afraid that if he stayed a little longer, Lu Songyu would lose control.

Before he knew it, Cheng Shuling's fingertips had already touched Lu Songyu's wrist, and the place where he pinched it had gradually healed up, and now there was no need to wrap bandages, not even bandages, the scar fell off once, and now it is knotting It's the second time. "Sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you."

Lu Songyu felt the temperature of his fingertips, which was so warm that flowers could bloom.

On Monday morning, Cheng Shuling almost wanted to run away, and was about to go out in a panic, but it was Lu Songyu who stopped him.

"I have to go to class, is there anything else?" He wanted to cover it up.

Lu Songyu handed him the key of the house: "I am very happy during this time, thank you."

Cheng Shuling didn't pick it up, didn't want to pick it up, didn't plan to pick it up: "You keep it as a souvenir, you won't come back anyway, right?"

Lu Songyu's hand holding the key was hanging by his side, he smiled very shallowly: "Yes."

So what else is there to say?Cheng Shuling stopped talking, and after a few minutes of silence, he finally closed the door and left.Lu Songyu heard a sigh lingering in his ears, as long as an endless river of time.

Cheng Shuling came early, besides the students, there were only him and Shi Yungui in the campus.The students in these two classes are self-conscious. Without a teacher, they listen to the listening comprehension by themselves, and a few one-on-one students also follow suit.

Seeing Shi Yungui, Cheng Shuling seemed to be grabbing at straws: "I promised him, he will leave today."

Shi Yungui was a little surprised. Looking at Cheng Shuling's appearance before, she thought that Cheng Shuling would not let him go until the two of them could get along with each other in a nonchalant manner, but thinking about it, such a life would be very sad.

"Tell me, will it be okay?"

Cheng Shuling's eyes are full of cowardly expectation, no matter who looks at it, they will probably be surprised, this is really not like him in the past, but Shi Yungui knows something after all, he has never loved anyone like Lu Songyu in the past.

"I dare not say, Cheng Shuling, give him some time, and give yourself some time."

Lu Songyu didn't start to collect things until long after Cheng Shuling left. He imitated how Cheng Shuling helped him move, opened the box that Cheng Shuling had prepared earlier, and put his books into it one by one.While pretending, he recalled that he seldom opened his books since he came here. It was one thing to be busy with work, and it was also because Cheng Shuling was by his side, so he was unwilling to waste the time with him.

He thought of Cheng Shuling shaking his head patiently and gently to wake him up after making breakfast in the morning. At that time, his mind was full of just wanting to sleep for a while, and he couldn't open his eyes. Thinking about it now, he regretted it. Very bad, I don't know how many opportunities I missed to watch Cheng Shuling for a while.

Just thinking about it makes my nose sore.Lu Songyu seldom cried before, not because he was wronged or too strong, but because he would be beaten when he cried. He was an ominous person who brought bad luck, so what right did he have to cry?But since he got to know Cheng Shuling, he seemed to cry at every turn, but the more he lived, the more he returned.

That set of "John Christopher" was quite heavy. Lu Songyu staggered to take the book off the shelf, and when he lost his mind, the book would "bang bang bang" and hit the ground one after another.Lu Songyu sighed helplessly, then squatted down on the ground to pick up the book.

Probably not in the mood, one of the books felt heavy as soon as I held it in my hand, and it was difficult to lift my hand. When I lost my mind, the book fell to the floor tiles again.This time, the spine of the book is on the ground, and the whole book is opened as soon as it hits the ground, like a lonely silent flipping through the pages.

A few stiff new banknotes slid out, and inside the opened pages were things Cheng Shuling gave him.

A portrait of scratch paper, a long and thin report card, a golden fifty-cent coin, and a red envelope for the New Year.

The red banknotes were so bright in color that they made Lu Songyu's eyes sore.

If you don’t know how to collect things, you don’t know how to collect things. After nine o’clock, the people from the moving company came and helped Lu Songyu pack his luggage. He carried the big and small bags into the car. The book with the stuff in it was carried by him by himself in his bag.

Although the moving company chosen by Cheng Shuling was very good, and the staff were very professional and careful, Lu Songyu was really afraid that everything was lost or broken, and it didn't matter if it got bumped or touched, but that book was no good.

Moving house basically means breaking up with Cheng Shuling. Lu Songyu thought that he and Cheng Shuling could be colleagues as if nothing happened, but he underestimated Cheng Shuling too much.

Moving on Monday, Lu Songyu saw a bowl of porridge on the desk in his classroom on Tuesday morning.

He remembered the bowl with a sealed lid, two small ears, and a small spoon, like a child's.It was after the winter vacation. Cheng Shuling took him to the supermarket to buy vegetables. They just came back from the Science and Technology Museum that day. He had a good time. When he saw the bowl, he wanted to buy it. like a child.

Cheng Shuling didn't hide it, not only sent porridge, but also generously left a note: "For the things outside, it's a meal if you eat less. After eating, put the bowl away. I'll come and get it when I'm free."

Lu Songyu's heart was numb and he didn't know what it was like. He said he was happy but couldn't be happy. It seemed that some secret expectation was met, but after being satisfied, he felt even more sad.

No, don't miss it anymore, Lu Songyu thought, holding up the bowl of porridge with both hands, the sides of the bowl were still warm.

Lu Songyu opened the door and was about to return it to Cheng Shuling when he saw a person standing at the door of the next classroom.

The author has something to say: Mr. Cheng: Just let you say we broke up and not allow me to chase you again?