The finale

Lu Songyu paused in the classroom for a while, and finished packing his things absent-mindedly. A few minutes had passed, and there were still teachers in the campus, and Jin Ling's angry voice came: "Either you forgot the precipitation symbol or the heating symbol, you and these few Does this symbol have vendetta?"

Cheng Shuling has already left, he thought, he should at least say thank you to Cheng Shuling, thank you for giving me a short fantasy and a beautiful lucky lie.

Lu Songyu suddenly opened the door and ran out, pressed the elevator frantically, but the elevator couldn't feel his eagerness at all, and was still going up slowly. Lu Songyu lost his mind, turned around and ran to the stairs.

In his life, at least in the past twenty years, he had never been so flustered. He thought that if he couldn't see Cheng Shuling, if he couldn't tell him how honored he was to have his "luck", he would definitely regret it.

His legs kept stepping down the stairs, and he was about to reach the first floor. If he was faster, he might catch up with Cheng Shuling not far from the office building. He remembered the direction of Cheng Shuling's house, although he only walked with Cheng Shuling Once, but he may never forget it in his life.

Lu Songyu almost didn't see the last step. He thought he had reached the flat ground, so he strode out, but he stepped on it suddenly, and lost his support. With a "bang", his knee hit the ground heavily. There was an echo in one person's stairwell.

Lu Songyu was in a cold sweat from the pain, but he still endured the pain, grabbed the handrail of the stairs and got up, stumbling and running outside.

Cheng Shuling was going to leave originally, but couldn't help but chat with Gao Qi for a few more words, coming and going was all about the crap in No. [-] Middle School, Cheng Shuling really missed his school days.

The rain in the evening was heavier, at least it floated on the hair and clothes, people can feel it, and it is a haze when looking outside.Cheng Shuling had just said goodbye to Gao Qi, walking alone in the dense rain and fog, but suddenly had some inexplicable premonitions.

I don't know if it's good or bad, Cheng Shuling only felt that something was going to happen, he thought, maybe it's because he talked to Lu Songyu today.

"Cheng Shuling!"

Lu Songyu's voice seemed to come through the darkness, and it was particularly piercing in this rather desolate night. Cheng Shuling's whole body froze, and he couldn't move. After a while, he turned around stiffly and looked at Lu Songyu. Limping towards him.

"What's wrong with you?" Cheng Shuling reached out to help.

Lu Songyu gasped, and gently dodged his hand, but when he realized it, he felt that he shouldn't dodge. He even ran to Cheng Shuling, and tried his best to call him. What else is there to dodge?

"Cheng Shuling, does what you say count?"

"What?"

"You said, as long as I open my mouth, you will take me home." Lu Songyu thought, he must be crazy, he clearly just wanted to say thank you, but probably reason can't restrain his long-suppressed feelings, so he let On this cold night, he pursued the long-lost light in his life.

Cheng Shuling was also taken aback, he didn't expect that this protracted battle would not last at all, Lu Songyu's promise was too sudden, he was not prepared, and even forgot to say anything.

The rain fell on his face, it was icy cold, Lu Songyu thought, what does it matter?Cheng Shuling was his flame, so warm and bright that he even forgot that he was once in darkness.

"Cheng Shuling, take me home."

Cheng Shuling stretched out his hand, wiped the thin rain on his face, and then said softly: "Okay." The smile on the corner of his mouth hooked an unextinguishable lamp in this rainy night.

In this place of N City, it is not too cold in winter, but when it rains, the damp and cold air mercilessly penetrates into the bone marrow, making people's teeth chatter with the cold.As soon as Lu Songyu entered Cheng Shuling's house, he seemed to come alive.Cheng Shuling plugged in the water heater for him, and went to find a new pair of pajamas: "Take a shower first, be careful not to catch a cold."

Lu Songyu was surprised to see Cheng Shuling's preparations so well and his actions in an orderly manner: "You..."

"Yes, I have been preparing for your arrival for a long time." Cheng Shuling knew that Lu Songyu had trouble communicating with others, so he simply told him, "If it were someone else, I might save face and say that I was just preparing for having guests at home. Come here, but you are not someone else, I want you to know that I am waiting for your words every day."

"Thank you." Lu Songyu took the pajamas carefully. Cheng Shuling's love was too heavy, and he was afraid that he would not be able to catch it.

"Don't think about it," Cheng Shuling rubbed his wet and sticky hair, "Tomorrow's class, I have something to say later."

It's not the first time that Lu Songyu took a shower and lay on Cheng Shuling's bed, but last time he was drunk and didn't feel anything, this time he really felt that he was sleeping on Cheng Shuling's bed.

He was really brought home by Cheng Shuling.

After slowing down, things became unreal. Lu Songyu seemed to have been drained of all his strength. Before Cheng Shuling came out of the bathroom, his eyelids were covered extremely heavily, and he fell asleep.

Cheng Shuling originally wanted to take a bath to calm down and talk to Lu Songyu, but when he washed off the dust, the person on the bed fell asleep!Cheng Shuling just thought it was funny, Lu Songyu was usually so defensive, but when he got on his bed, he was defenseless, it was really strange!Isn't he afraid of being attacked?

Cheng Shuling skillfully tucked the corner of the quilt for him, then turned off the light, and went to bed gently.

This time is different from the last time. Last time, I was a co-worker, sleeping on the same bed. Even if Cheng Shuling had Xiao Jiujiu in his heart, he had to hide it, but this time it was Lu Songyu who wanted to come back with him. They were honest lovers , Cheng Shuling turned over, stretched out a hand and gently hugged the sleeping Lu Songyu.

Well, it's much more comfortable this way.

He was supposed to sleep peacefully until dawn, but in the middle of the night, Lu Songyu had that familiar nightmare again. He was overturned by the waves, and he was unwilling to grab the driftwood, but the raging waves knocked the driftwood away. , his desperately stretched hand brushed past the driftwood.

He lost his last chance, the stench of sea water poured into his nose, and he was about to die.

"Ms. Lu, what's wrong with you? Wake up, wake up!" Cheng Shuling yelled and shook, bringing Lu Songyu out of the suffocation in his dream.

It turned out that Lu Songyu was afraid in his dream, and his body expressed this emotion honestly. He kept holding onto Cheng Shuling, getting tighter and tighter, and woke up Cheng Shuling before he woke up.

"Have you had a nightmare, haven't you?" Cheng Shuling raised his arms and hugged him, "Don't be afraid, I'm here!"

Lu Songyu was still in shock, the glaring white light made him squint his eyes, smelling the clean and bright smell of Cheng Shuling's body, and hearing him say "Don't be afraid", Lu Songyu remembered that he was on Cheng Shuling's bed.

His chest was heaving due to breathing, Lu Songyu's mouth was parched, and he still recalled the scene in his dream - he missed the life-saving driftwood.

Cheng Shuling sat up with support, and hugged Lu Songyu into his arms. He had fantasized about this scene for a long time, and he didn't need to talk or do anything else. He just wanted to hug Lu Songyu like this, and it would be nice to be quiet.

Lu Songyu was hugged by him, and the quilt slid down a little, but a corner of the pajamas was lifted up. Cheng Shuling wanted to help him fix the pajamas, but saw a very faint scar on the exposed part of Lu Songyu's side waist.

Lu Songyu managed to recover from his dream, but he never heard Cheng Shuling speak. When he looked up, he saw his gaze fell on his waist. Lu Songyu followed that gaze, and the shallow scar was like a scar. The knife was inserted straight into his eyeball, and blood was dripping.

Lu Songyu suddenly pushed Cheng Shuling away, stumbled and fell off the bed, his eyes were blank, his knee hit the bedside cabinet, there was a loud noise, but he didn't seem to feel it, only the vicious curses echoed in his ears.

"If I knew earlier, I shouldn't have given birth to you, a bastard!"

"Your brother and your aunt were killed by you!"

"You beat your grandma to death!"

"Our whole family was harmed by you like this!"

"You want to be with a man? All right, anyway, your life is so hard, who can bear it?!"

"Lu Songyu, what a poor life!"

"Lu Songyu! Lu Songyu!" The voice in the ear suddenly turned into a confrontation between the past and Cheng Shuling. He was pulled by both sides like a puppet, and his head was about to split open!

He fell into a warm embrace from being dazed, and warm palms caressed his cold ears and face: "Lu Songyu, look at me."

Lu Songyu seemed to have lost consciousness, and could only follow the words of the person in front of him. He looked at Cheng Shuling, but his eyes seemed to be out of focus, and Cheng Shuling suddenly became two again. Touched the soft quilt.

Cheng Shuling looked at his sluggish appearance, and thought of his out-of-control panic just now. There was a machete in his heart, gouging out his flesh piece by piece. His original curiosity was now replaced by heartache. He didn't want to ask anything anymore, but Cover him with a quilt and say softly: "It's okay, I'm here, I'll sleep again."

Talking about going to bed again, they did go to bed, but neither of them fell asleep. When Cheng Shuling thought that Lu Songyu lived alone, he would wake up from such a nightmare in the middle of the night, and his heart tightened. Did he think of his senior? ?But judging by his appearance, his senior is not someone who can beat him, is it from his family?Only then did Cheng Shuling realize that even though he really wanted to spend his life with Lu Songyu, he couldn't deny the fact that he knew nothing about Lu Songyu's past.

Lu Songyu shed tears alone in the dark, Cheng Shuling's temperature was so depressing that he had forgotten that he was such an ominous person, maybe Cheng Shuling would say that he didn't dislike him, but how could he put the senior's fate Bring him too?

Waking up in a deep sleep in the middle of the night, it was time to be sleepy, but the two people were completely sleepless, and they kept silent, pretending to be asleep, until dawn.

The author has something to say: The manuscript saved early on Wednesday morning, I will update it when I have time~

Teacher Lu: You might as well settle my matter when you have time.