The finale

Before the weekend was over, Shi Yungui received Cheng Shuling's task - even though Cheng Shuling hadn't said anything yet, Shi Yungui was too familiar with his look.

Shi Yungui is a psychology major. Compared with Cheng Shuling, who is a teacher major, he is much more accurate in observing and judging people, so her senses are usually very accurate, not only relying on the so-called sixth sense.

Cheng Shuling used to ask Shi Yungui to help him deal with student problems before, so that when Shi Yungui saw this look in his eyes, he subconsciously asked, "What's your problem?"

Cheng Shuling specially went to Shi Yungui's classroom, and lowered his voice: "Ask you a little about Lu Songyu."

Shi Yungui was not surprised at all, as if Cheng Shuling would come sooner or later: "I told you a month ago, but you didn't take it to heart." He was talking about the time he was drunk.

"You were drunk at that time." Cheng Shuling still felt wronged. "Who knows if what you said is true or not? Besides, it's his business that he treats me differently. Why should I care?"

Shi Yungui laughed: "Then what do you mean by asking now?"

"I..." Cheng Shuling thought about it, "I'm curious! Is it okay if I haven't seen a live gay?"

Shi Yungui thought, is it true that men are more or less concerned about face, and they obviously care about it, but they still talk about it, admitting that they care about Teacher Lu?Except for Cheng Shuling's stubborn temper, he would not be able to overcome it for a while, so Shi Yungui just said, "To be honest, I don't know much, but it is very likely that he has suffered psychological trauma and is basically in a state of refusing to communicate with others."

For some reason, Cheng Shuling was unwilling to admit the fact: "Is it possible that you just talk less?"

"But his eyes dodge."

"Then," Cheng Shuling asked hesitantly, "how did you find out, about him, about me..."

"That day when you sent Ye Zi back, he kept looking at his watch. Before you left, he never looked at his watch."

Cheng Shuling seemed to have a hard time accepting the fact that this kind of love was too heavy, like a boulder weighing on his heart, he couldn't even breathe, not to mention, he clearly had a face of a straight man of steel, Lu Songyu It's not good to see anyone, but he just fell in love with him: "Is there any more?"

Shi Yungui shrugged: "At least you can give me some clues, such as what he has done, the books he has read..."

"Mr. Biswas' House." Cheng Shuling blurted out, he didn't know why he remembered this book so well, maybe it was because he had never heard of it.

Shi Yungui's eyes suddenly became a little strange. The strangeness seemed to be towards Cheng Shuling, but also seemed to be towards Lu Songyu: "I thought he would read "The Outsider."

Cheng Shuling had read "The Outsider" in college, and he understood Shi Yungui's meaning, but he snorted softly, "Do you think I'm Meursault? I'm a Sabina!"

"Rather than judge him by Sabina, let's see who Mr. Biswas is."

Makes sense, Cheng Shuling thought, no, it's none of my business!

Although Cheng Shuling did not expressly accept Shi Yungui's suggestion, after writing the lesson plan and feedback on Monday, he took two days off and didn't go anywhere, just stayed at home and watched "Mr. Biswas's House"—— Shi Yungui put the book on his desk on Monday afternoon.

This book is too thick, Cheng Shuling has no desire to read it at all, but when he thinks of Lu Songyu, he seems to want to read it a little bit, isn't it, I'm going to bend over?It's over, it's over, it's about to bend, it's about to bend...

No, no, calm and calm, just a little curious, Cheng Shuling convinced himself by deceiving himself, so he opened the book, read the wedge and Chapter 1 hastily, and regarded it as the completion of the task.

Putting down the book, Cheng Shuling really didn't know what to do, Gu Chunlian deliberately dismissed Ou Tianjian's math class for the past two days, treating it as a rest for him, and he didn't even have to go to the campus.He wanted to sleep again, but when he closed his eyes, his mind was full of Lu Songyu, Lu Songyu's flushed cheeks, Lu Songyu's bright eyes, long eyelashes, and when he lowered his eyebrows and lowered his eyes, he could not eat other worldly fireworks look like.

Cheng Shuling opened his eyes irritably, he suspected that Lu Songyu had tricked him, otherwise how could this happen?The more he wanted to drive Lu Songyu out of his mind, the more Lu Songyu wanted to occupy that acre of land.

Cheng Shuling gave up and let Lu Songyu run wild in his mind. Suddenly, as if he was hit by something, he hurriedly turned to the last paragraph of Chapter 1 he had just read—so Mr. Biswas left the place. So the only house he has fractional ownership of.For the next thirty-five years he wandered like a vagabond with nowhere he could call home; He also has no family.With the death of his grandparents, his father, and his brothers far away in the sugarcane fields of Felisti, Deheidi became a servant of Tara's family, and he himself soon grew up, leaving Bebutty .By then she had become sick, more and more useless, more and more unapproachable, and he felt that he was indeed alone.

He thought of Lu Songyu's eyes again, the lonely eyes.

Fuck, can anyone tell me what this book is about? !

Cheng Shuling put down the book, picked up the phone and sent Shi Yungui a message: Yungui, I want this book.

The news of Shi Yun's return is very fast: I will send you a clean book.

Of course Cheng Shuling didn't like this book, but he couldn't explain why, as soon as he opened the book, Lu Songyu's breath rushed towards his face. He was so addicted to this feeling, it was addictive like poppy.

In his more than twenty years of life, he had never felt such a feeling, so that he couldn't judge what was wrong with him.

I finally went to work on Thursday, but it was a pity that Ou Tianjian didn't complete the task assigned by Cheng Shuling on Monday, and he didn't know how to blame Lu Songyu: "There are too many Chinese homework."

Cheng Shuling's fingertips tapped on the desktop uninterruptedly: "Don't tell me anything else! You clearly have three to four hours of math homework on Tuesday and Wednesday. I don't believe that Lu Songyu is so ruthless that he will force you Use math time to write Chinese!"

"Oh, teacher, I was wrong!" Ou Tianjian apologized in a broken jar, "I will definitely write well today."

"I have today's homework today, and your Sunday rest time is cancelled, come here to make up for the homework of the previous two days."

"No!" Ou Tianjian wailed, so that Lu Songyu next door thought Cheng Shuling was going to kill someone.

"If there is an effect, there must be a cause. How old are you? Didn't want to understand this?" Cheng Shuling was very calm, "No one can take the college entrance examination for you, understand?"

At noon, Xiao Yi posted the results of the South China Regional Martial Arts Tournament in the group. Cheng Shuling and Jin Ling won the first prize in the rematch and successfully advanced to the national finals in December. Everyone in the group congratulated Cheng Shuling and Jin Ling while comforting Shi Yungui and Another physics teacher said that they are already great, and they will have the opportunity next year to make persistent efforts.Shi Yungui wasn't very disappointed, she went there with a playful attitude, not to mention she was only 12 years old, so why worry?

Another physics teacher named Luo Jia is the best physics teacher in Qinghe Campus. He is also very cheerful and keeps saying, "It's okay, it's okay. I'm satisfied with going to Guangzhou once." Cheng Shuling: "Aren't you expressing your opinion in the group?"

Luo Jia's classroom is No. 8, which is directly opposite to Cheng Shuling, and there is only an aisle in the middle that can accommodate two people. Usually, Cheng Shuling lazily picked up the phone and glanced at it: "How do you show?"

"Why do I feel that you are in a particularly bad mood this week?"

"Really?" Cheng Shuling couldn't help being puzzled, was he so obvious?

Luo Jia spread his hands: "I don't know about you, but you should make a sound in the group, many people are talking about you."

All right, Cheng Shuling sighed, replied some polite words, and kept silent.

On the other hand, Lu Songyu next door felt a little inexplicably proud when he saw the news, but what does it matter to him?The most powerful one is Cheng Shuling. Could it be that he has consciously put himself and Cheng Shuling aside?But what's the matter with his behavior like this?Is it delusional to be with him?

together with him······

Lu Songyu was shocked by his own thoughts, had he really thought about such a thing?His mind was in a mess, and he couldn't make sense of it. After finally suppressing the matter, he thought again, wouldn't Cheng Shuling want to go to Beijing again in this way?Another week without seeing him.

Lu Songyu shook his head violently, what was he thinking?Compared to worrying about not seeing Cheng Shuling, shouldn't he be more worried about what might happen on the way to Beijing?

As if a movie was playing in front of Lu Songyu's eyes, the bloody scene he imagined that year suddenly appeared, the smell of fish, the red flowing liquid, the siren of the ambulance, all the dreams were shattered in the barren air, the body Suddenly, an uncontrollable feeling of vomiting surged up, Lu Songyu covered his mouth and stumbled towards the toilet.

Before he had time to close the door of the toilet cubicle, Lu Songyu spit out his lunch in a "crash", and an unpleasant smell soon wafted from the toilet. Lu Songyu flushed the water several times, and he was gasping for breath. Panting, he slid his back against the wall and slid to the ground, exhausting all his strength.

"What's wrong with you?" Cheng Shuling had never seen Lu Songyu in such a state of embarrassment. He even looked like a god when he had a fever last time. He didn't dare to think that if Lu Songyu sat down with a pale face In the toilet, with vomit still remaining at the corner of his mouth, describe it to Jiang Yezhan, will the girl still regard this man as her male god.

Lu Songyu managed to slow down for a while, and the sudden appearance of Cheng Shuling not only did not calm him down, but stimulated him again, the person lying in a pool of blood in his mind turned into Cheng Shuling in a whirl, and the bloody picture disturbed His stomach convulsed, he turned his head the moment he opened his mouth, and vomited out a puddle of disgusting yellow water.

Lu Songyu struggled to raise his hand to press the flush, he thought to himself that Cheng Shuling had seen him in the most embarrassing state today, so he didn't have to have any illusions, it was good, he wouldn't hurt anyone.

But at the next moment, he felt someone gently pat on his back twice, and the voice came out more gentle than usual: "Is it uncomfortable?"

Lu Songyu was about to burst into tears, but he didn't turn his head, he just stubbornly turned his back to Cheng Shuling, as if hoping that he would be like the past, turn around and leave without asking any questions.

Maybe it was from the time he drew the picture for Lu Songyu, maybe it was after he opened "Mr. Biswas's House", Cheng Shuling couldn't bear to leave Lu Songyu alone. I thought it was too thin, and I was a little bit offended. The weather was cold, so why did I still only wear a shirt?Doesn't he know that he is a rookie?What should I do if I get sick again?

Seeing that the man didn't respond at all, Cheng Shuling reached out his hand to his ribs, and lifted him up violently, fearing that he would not have the strength to stand still, so he let him lean on himself and half dragged him to the sink Rinse the face clean.

Lu Songyu was stunned and sad at first, but he didn't react at all. He just let the other party manipulate him like a puppet. After Cheng Shuling wiped his face dry with a paper towel, he uttered two weak voices: " Thanks."

Cheng Shuling smiled, as refreshing as the autumn sun, neither violent nor weak, it is something that people like and don't want to part with. "You can still talk, I thought you were stupid."

Lu Songyu suddenly realized something, quickly took two steps back, and broke the physical contact with Cheng Shuling.

"Is your stomach bad?"

"No." Lu Songyu replied subconsciously, and immediately realized that if Cheng Shuling continued to ask, he didn't know how to lie, so he secretly looked up at Cheng Shuling.

"If you don't want to say it, then don't say it. Such a big person can't take care of himself." At the end, he seemed dissatisfied.

The author has something to say: Teacher Cheng: Such a big person can't take care of himself.

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