The finale

When Lu Songyu woke up that day, he didn't feel much discomfort anymore, so he still went to teach Ou Tianjian.When I entered the classroom, I found a neatly folded quilt on the chair with a note on it: I went to Guangzhou and came back on Friday night.I haven't used the quilt before. I cover it up at noon, and it's easy to catch cold when I fall asleep.

Sign a Cheng character.

Lu Songyu's eyes fell on his correct and powerful handwriting, and his heart was full of surprises. After the surprises were over, only fear remained. He is not a person who can bring happiness to others, or maybe he should be like those people said many years ago, Should not stay in this world, should not stay with the one you love.

Cheng Shuling, why bother?

Lu Songyu couldn't help touching the quilt, but he didn't realize that there was still Cheng Shuling's temperature on it.

Not seeing Cheng Shuling for several days, Lu Songyu not only did not cover Cheng Shuling with a quilt, but spent all his time thinking about how to see Cheng Shuling less.Change location?No, the campus is not big in the first place, and you will still see it often if you change the location. Why don't you change the campus or even change your job?This might be the best solution, but for some reason, thinking that he would never see Cheng Shuling again, Lu Songyu didn't feel relieved at all, it was as if a big rock had been crushed, making it difficult for him to do anything.

It's Wednesday, I don't know how his competition is going, Lu Songyu didn't add Cheng Shuling's WeChat, so he had to open the campus work group again and again, hoping that the teachers who went to Guangzhou could post something in the group, or other teachers It's okay to ask, but every time there is no news, I open it with hope but end with disappointment, and I go back and forth several times, and the disappointment accumulates deeper and deeper.

Why don't you ask Shi Yungui? If you don't ask anything else, he took Ou Tianjian and asked how to teach the students. He typed a long paragraph, and finally deleted one by one. Finally, he cut the mess and shut down the phone. .

On Thursday, Cheng Shuling will be back tomorrow, and the competition should be over today, but why is there no news in the group?He was disappointed, but someone sent a friend request. Lu Songyu saw that it was Cheng Shuling, and the WeChat name "Shu Yuling" didn't need to be changed by others.

Shu and Ling: Are you feeling better?

Shu and Ling: Have you slept under the quilt these two days?

Shu Yuling: These two days are too busy to ask you.

Shu and Ling: I will be there tomorrow evening.

Shu and Ling: Nothing, just to tell you.

Still insisting on using periods, Lu Songyu wondered why he paid attention to such details, but he didn't expect how to reply to Cheng Shuling, now he seems to be in a hurry, looking forward to him every day, but what is there to hide?I was looking forward to it every day, but what should I return?

I covered the quilt, tied it up and deleted it, did your game go well?No, don't ask this, when will you arrive?Forget it, everyone must have come back together, why did he ask this?

Cheng Shuling originally only wanted to ask the first question, but for some reason, when he thought of Lu Songyu, he couldn't help but become an old woman, and he felt that the words were inappropriate, so he pretended to say nothing at the back, and looked at the long speech on the dialog box. At the time when "the other party is typing...", Cheng Shuling thought that he would get a long paragraph of sympathy and touching confession, but half a day passed, only a few words—everything went well.

Good luck!Not even a word of thanks, do you have any conscience? !

Cheng Shuling put away his phone angrily, and Shi Yungui asked casually, "Is it Teacher Lu?"

"······" I behaved so obviously?Cheng Shuling generally avoided Shi Yungui's sight with a guilty conscience, and felt that there was nothing to be guilty of as soon as he dodged, "Did you see it or just guessed?"

"Feeling." These are the same two words.

The four of Cheng Shuling traveled all the way, and Gu Chunlian allowed them to ask for leave for a few Friday night classes, but Cheng Shuling was in Jiang Yezhan's class, and Jiang Yezhan would never agree no matter what, Cheng Shuling had to get off the high-speed rail and drag his luggage to the campus As soon as he walked into the gate of the campus, Jiang Yezhan rushed into his arms before he could stand still: "You are back!"

Cheng Shuling's waist was sore and his back was aching. At this time, there was still a big girl like a koala hanging around his neck. He was about to fall apart: "Come down quickly! Do you want me to die?"

"I don't want it!" Jiang Yezhan hugged him even tighter, like a child, "I thought you wouldn't come tonight."

Cheng Shuling dragged his luggage and Jiang Yezhan in with difficulty, and couldn't help but glance at Lu Songyu's classroom when he passed by. Lu Songyu had already attended class, so he didn't see his face.

"Where's the gift?"

"I'm going to fall apart!" Cheng Shuling smiled and pushed her away a little, "I will ask for gifts, and don't care about me!"

Jiang Yezhan held his hand reluctantly: "Where's the gift?"

"no!"

The conversation between you and me finally woke up Lu Songyu next door.The student was writing poetry appreciation exercises, and he quietly listened to Jiang Yezhan's coquettishness, asking for gifts, and was happy because he was back, but at the same time, he was jealous that Jiang Yezhan could jump on him so blatantly.What is going on with him now?Even a student is jealous, but what can he do if he is jealous?Can you jump on him like this?

He thought, what is there to be afraid of?If it were someone else, maybe there would be nothing to be afraid of, but he is not someone else, he carries those curses that can never be verified or falsified.

If he's just a human being, these things that can't be proven aren't worth being afraid of.

If only he was alone.

"Teacher, teacher," the student called him twice before seeing his response, "I'm done."

Lu Songyu quickly came back to his senses, quickly scanned his practice, and lowered his head to mark it: "There is no need to translate the whole poem here, but if you translate it like this, the correcting teacher will not be able to find the point, understand? "

Cheng Shuling finished class at eight o'clock, and was not in a hurry to go home. He sat in the classroom and briefly prepared for tomorrow's class.Next door, Lu Songyu lined up two students from 05:30 to 09:30.

After nine o'clock, the other teachers dismissed class one after another. At nine thirty-five, the campus was already empty. Cheng Shuling was startled for some reason, as if he had fallen from a high altitude, and the sense of weightlessness took him away from the thinking space.Looking at the time, I realized that it was so late, and the students of Lu Songyu next door were also leaving.Cheng Shuling walked out unhurriedly, and pushed open the door of Lu Songyu's classroom: "Do you want me to wait for you?"

Lu Songyu was shocked, not only because it was the first time he had heard Cheng Shuling speak to him in the past few days, but also because Cheng Shuling's words were so familiar, but when Cheng Shuling was on the evening shift, he would always considerately ask if he was still in class before leaving work. Do the female teachers need him to wait, worrying that timid female teachers will be afraid to leave the door alone and close the door, but most of the teachers have long been used to working night shifts, and waved their hands gracefully: "No, you can go." His thoughtfulness was not responded to at all.

Lu Songyu once slandered this incident, and listed it as one of Cheng Shuling's frivolous crimes. He never thought that this frivolity would fall on him one day.

So, should he be happy?

Lu Songyu put down the book in his hand in a daze, turned around and took out the quilt, and handed it to him hesitantly, but his eyes remained fixed on the quilt, as if he could take it back: "Thank you, Teacher Cheng."

Cheng Shuling didn't move: "Here I am, I haven't used it anyway. Are you feeling better?"

Lu Songyu's heart trembled again, but he didn't know whether he should be happy, so could he keep this quilt?But no, he shouldn't keep it. You can take what others give you, but you can't take away what fate doesn't give you.

"Teacher Cheng..."

Cheng Shuling suddenly remembered something, and pulled out a thin piece of draft paper from his pocket, "Gift."

Lu Songyu didn't understand, so he had to take the manuscript paper and unfold it. This manuscript paper is the cheapest kind, very thin and almost transparent. Lu Songyu's heart was beating "thumping", but there was no expression on his face, until he saw The thing on the paper was shocked: "You..."

Cheng Shuling inherited a bit of artistic talent from his mother, and has a talent for painting since he was a child, but he just didn't want to learn it.On the day of the competition, he was given two pieces of manuscript paper during preparation, and he had nothing to prepare, so he drew a portrait of Zhang Lu Songyu casually.

The arc of the eyes is formed with one stroke, not only like, but also painted as mascara essence for others.

Fortunately, the manuscript paper was not recycled in the end, so he folded it and put it in his pocket, taking it all the way back.

"Didn't you bring a gift?" Lu Songyu asked out of nowhere.

In the empty campus, the two could control the volume, but it still seemed abrupt, as if there was an echo. "How do you know that I didn't bring a gift?" Cheng Shuling understood as soon as he spoke—Lu Songyu heard the conversation between him and Jiang Yezhan, and not only heard it, but also remembered it.

He suddenly felt that Shi Yungui's feeling was really scary, but why was it a little strange?

Lu Songyu had a dream that night.He had this dream on and off for two or three years. In the dream, there was a boundless sea, the color was strangely black, and the waves hit him head-on. Submerged his body a little deeper until the water reached his chin, and there was still a big unabated wave head-on, hitting his remaining head——

A piece of driftwood floated not far away, and as the waves swayed up and down, Lu Songyu gradually suffocated in the sea water, but he didn't stretch out his hand, letting the driftwood float beside him.

He woke up in peace, he was too familiar with this dream, but there was no driftwood in the past, but now there is.Thinking about coming to this driftwood, he was also looking forward to it. He had been looking forward to it since the day he met Cheng Shuling. He remembered the day he met Cheng Shuling, the first day he went to work, and Shi Yungui was teaching him how to sign the timetable Cheng Shuling seemed to have just arrived for small things such as reading timetables, writing lesson plans, and giving feedback. As soon as Cheng Shuling sat lazily on the sofa, time stopped on him.

He raised his head, as if Cheng Shuling was ready, he smiled at him calmly, in that smile, there was clearly a fearless magnanimity and unruliness.

Lu Songyu remembered that Shi Yungui had said something, but he didn't listen, all his attention was on Cheng Shuling.Shi Yungui laughed and scolded: "Cheng Shuling, don't seduce others everywhere!"

The word "seduce" made him feel uncomfortable, but then he thought again, maybe it was just a joke among his colleagues, and besides, it didn't have much to do with him.So he lowered his head and said softly, "Sorry, I was distracted."

Later, when I saw Cheng Shuling many times, he was always distracted.

Yes, from the day he met Cheng Shuling, he already had those unrealistic expectations, just like Mr. Biswas—"He no longer lives simply. He starts to wait, not just waiting Love, and hoped that the whole world would bring him sweetness and romance. For that day to come, he postponed all happiness."

Is it really because of meeting Cheng Shuling that he hasn't had the legendary happiness for so long?

The author has something to say: I changed the cover today, and I was too lazy to check the font before, so I dragged it until now...

Yesterday, it was really sad that I had to stop coding because of lack of knowledge~