Stop taking medicine, eat candy

Lu Yan's health has always been poor, and he ate some cold ice when it was hot, and he didn't regret it until Fu Huan stuffed him under the quilt when he caught a cold and had a fever.

"I'm so uncomfortable." He hummed out of his throat in a dizzy state, a layer of sweat broke out from the tip of his nose, and when he saw Fu Huan standing by the bed, he grabbed him with his hands sleeves.

"Brother." That familiar face made him subconsciously regard Fu Huan as Fu Huai, and acted like a baby to him.

Fu Huan stood in front of the bed, rarely at a loss.Seeing Lu Yan grabbing his hand and burying his face in his palm, the moist breath hit his hand, like a young cicada burrowing into his palm, and his eyelashes gliding across his palm like wings.

"Don't move." His hand was vaguely stopped just as soon as he moved. "Let me rely on it for a while..."

He fell asleep in the familiar company of the people around him, curled up into a ball.Fu Huan watched him for a while, then slowly relaxed his body, lying on the bed with half of his body, trying his best to make Lu Yan lean more comfortably.He himself looked at the star-filled ceiling with his eyes open, felt the soft breathing beside him, and stayed up all night.

Lu Yan became more and more dependent on Fu Huan. Sometimes when he woke up in the morning, he would sit on the bed in a daze. When he saw Fu Huan push the door in, he would call his brother, thinking that Fu Huai had come back.When Fu Huai didn't come home for a long time, he hugged Fu Huan and said how much he missed him.He felt that he was treating Fu Huan as Fu Huai's substitute, and he felt a little guilty.But Fu Huan always looked so indifferent, as if being by Lu Yan's side was what he wanted to do most.

It's just that Fu Huan and Fu Huai are still different. Compared with Fu Huai's overbearing, Fu Huan is more like a handful of clear water, accompanying Lu Yan softly and silently, meeting all his needs except Fu Huai.

When Fu Huai came home, he didn't like to see Fu Huan wandering in front of his eyes, so he would shut Fu Huan in the storage room at the end of the corridor. According to him, "Since the real product is back, you still need a fake one." What are you doing?"

Lu Yan said dissatisfied: "Fu Huan took good care of me, you should treat him better."

Fu Huai agreed with his mouth, and he will take care of him next time.Lu Yan was able to release Fu Huan only after he left, feeling very guilty:

"Sorry for wronging you these days."

"You never have to say sorry to me." Fu Huan looked at him tenderly and rubbed the soft hair on top of his head. "You're good enough for me."

Lu Yan looked at Fu Huan, and suddenly asked, "Do you want to try what it's like to have human emotions? If you want, I can help you."

He became a little embarrassed: "It's a thinking program I wrote myself. I've only tested it on low-level housekeeping robots at home. It doesn't matter if you don't want to."

Humanity?

Is it possible to become a human being like Fu Huai, hug him when you want to hug him, put a kiss on his lips when you want to kiss him, and make him cry regardless of the consequences, and you are also qualified to He kissed the teardrops off his eyelashes as he wept.You can rejoice naturally for his joy, feel sad for his weeping, and stand by his side unabashedly and hold his hand firmly like a true lover.

The restlessness in his heart became louder and louder, and Fu Huan's cold electronic brain could no longer restrain the wild ambitions spreading.He held Lu Yan's hand and put it on his heart, and said preciously, "I am willing."

Before Lu Yan taught him how to love, he learned to be greedy without a teacher.The dragon let him guard his most precious treasure, and he saw the dazzling luster of the treasure, and wanted to take it for himself.

The timing came during Fu Huai's emergency business trip. Because of the urgency of the situation, it was already midnight when he sent the message. Lu Yan had already fallen asleep, and it was Fu Huan in pajamas who sat on the sofa and answered his message.

Fu Huai informed him that he was going on a business trip in an orderly tone, and because the galaxy he was going to was too remote, he might not send any more communications in the near future.In the end, he asked him to take good care of Lu Yan.

Probably in his mind, Fu Huan is no different from those low-level household mechanical robots.

Fu Huan responded one by one, and after finishing the communication, he walked into the bathroom, unbuttoned his collar, and touched the ugly and dazzling blue stripe on his neck in front of the mirror.After standing there for a long time, he picked up a bottle of concealer from the drawer and slowly sprayed it on it.

The next morning, he kissed Lu Yan good morning before Lu Yan's bed, and said to him, "I'm back."

Everything after that was like a light dream. The seraph waved the magic scepter and dropped the glittering gold. He took the precious treasure that did not belong to him.

They hugged, kissed, went shopping, watched night scenes, and did everything that lovers can do.Lu Yan obediently let him lead him, his face flushed with shame, which was something he had never seen when he was Fu Huan.He can hug him as much as he wants, instead of following Lu Yan's orders step by step.

I was really ridiculous before, Fu Huan thought.Just like a person who was originally in the boundless darkness, seeing a flickering candle is moved by it, but who would have thought that some people are born in the light.

He is a firefly moth, knowing that the hotter he is, the closer he is to death.But what he wanted was too bright and dazzling, and he would rather burn his whole body, just to stain that person's memory with a little bit of dull old ash.

When Fu Huai came back, Lu Yan was lying on Fu Huan's lap and eating his peeled hazelnuts.Fu Huan glanced at Fu Huai across half the living room, bowed his head and kissed Lu Yan's forehead, and said, "Yanyan, remember that I love you."

Lu Yan hugged his low neck tightly, closed his eyes and kissed him carelessly on the face.

"I love you too." He said innocently. "Why are you so gentle these days."

"Don't you like it?" Fu Huan kissed his fingertips.

"I like it." Lu Yan said in a daze. "As long as it's you, I like it no matter what it is."

Fu Huai's hand was still on the handle of the crystal, and the fragile crystal under his hand immediately scattered like feathers, piercing his palm with blood, but he felt that the pain was far from enough.He hoped that thousands of fragments would be pierced into his body, so as to wake him up and restrain his madness.

"Yan Yan." Fu Huai walked over, gently stroking his cheek with blood-stained hands. "You see who I am."

Lu Yan was taken aback by the sticky touch, opened his eyes immediately, and was startled by Fu Huai's sudden appearance.

"Fu Huan, you..." Subconsciously, he thought it was Fu Huan who had come out of the storage room, but he was taken aback when his eyes fell on the man's smooth neck.

"You, you..." Lu Yan stood there stupidly.

Fu Huan half knelt down in front of the sofa, held Lu Yan's hand and buried his face in it.

"Please destroy me, master." He said softly and lowly. "I did something unforgivably wrong, coveting something that shouldn't belong to me."

Lu Yan was stunned for a while before he realized, his face turned from pale to flushed, he slowly and firmly pulled out his hand, and said, "No, Fu Huan, I will not destroy you."

Hearing this sentence, Fu Huai broke out immediately.He kicked the clone body fiercely on the shoulder, seeing the pained expression on the same face as himself, he felt relieved.

"Yanyan, what are you thinking?" He asked word by word. "What the hell are you trying to do?"

"Don't you understand?" Lu Yan said loudly: "He just said love to me! My experimental procedure was successful, and he has some kind of emotion similar to ours! This is what my research is pursuing. .”

He spread his arms, trembling but unquestionably blocked in front of Fu Huai.

"I won't let you destroy him, he is the most unique and perfect sample in this world."

Fu Huai looked at him, and countless deep and frantic emotions were brewing in silence: "Yanyan, you are just looking for an excuse. You are looking for an excuse not to want me to destroy him."

"I haven't." Lu Yan blurted out a denial.

The more certain he said, the more Fu Huai felt that he was trying to cover up.The two people they love the most face each other, their eyes are full of anger, suspicion and hesitation.

Managing a relationship is like burning a fine piece of porcelain, under which the fire can barely take shape.But with just a hesitant look, he added a handful of bone-piercing ice water to it, and the jade and porcelain were broken, scattered all over the floor.No matter how much energy is used to glue the pieces together, I think it is perfect again, but many years later, when I look at myself in the mirror late at night, the cracks on the top are still deep and the bone is still visible, and it has never healed.

"Maybe we all need to calm down." Fu Huai tried hard to suppress the anger in his heart. "You throw this thing into the storage room first, I don't want to see him."

Lu Yan glanced at Fu Huan on the ground and compromised.But after he came out of the storage room, Fu Huai had already slammed the door and left.

After Fu Huai left home, he drank for half the night alone.The next morning he woke up early in the hotel, changed his clothes, and got rid of the smell of alcohol on his body. He went to see an underground doctor in the star network.

"Is there a drug that can make someone completely forget about another person?" he asked.

"I-1215225 Mind Inducing Potion."

The underground doctor skillfully pushed a small box in front of him.

"One dose makes him forget all the friends around him, two doses make him forget the person he loves the most, and after three doses, he will be yours alone."

Touching the small box, Fu Huai felt that the evil beast that had been comforted in his heart for more than ten years was roaring longingly, wanting to tear the flesh and blood of the person he loved most for food.

"does it have any side effects?"

The underground doctor gave him a suspicious look.

"Of course, high doses can lead to depression, confusion, and even... a breakdown."