Those years when I was the villain's little ancestor

Away from the noisy voices of people, Xue Lin sat in a small garden in the northwest corner, next to a pool of still water. Occasionally, the wind blew through and blew a few circles of ripples, which were stopped by the pavilion's lotus leaves.

The place where he was sitting was the steps by the pool, blocked by the lush summer grass, Shen Yuan went back and forth twice to vaguely see his back.

"Why are you sitting here?" Shen Yuan walked over and sat down beside him.

Xue Lin had one leg bent, with his wrist resting on it, and with the other hand he was playing with small stones, whether he wanted to throw them or not.

He tilted his head slightly, saw that it was Shen Yuan, and didn't speak.

Shen Yuan just stayed with her like this.

It took a long time before Shen Yuan heard him say: "Your Highness, father...is gone."

His tone was as calm as possible, but his voice was hoarse as if it had been honed by sand and stones.

"He is a hero." Shen Yuan would not comfort others.Regardless of whether he was doing missions in the Department of Extermination before or the current mission, he was used to the life and death of too many people. In his opinion, death is a process that all people and things will go through. It is not the end, but the process.

1221 once told him about the difficulty of life, but he didn't understand it at that time, now he vaguely understands the concept, but he still can't experience it.

So he didn't know how to comfort Xue Lin.

I don't know which word touched Xue Lin. He turned his head and made great movements: "Hero? Can two words sum up his life?"

"Shen Yuan, that's my father!" Xue Lin said in a tone that was almost roaring.It seems that a valve has been opened, and all the earth-shaking emotions have been vented——

"You don't understand, you don't even understand..." He choked up, and big tears slid down his cheeks, and before they fell, he wiped them away with the back of his hand.

As if feeling ashamed, Xue Lin covered his eyes with one hand, and his tone was like the whine of a cub that was left alone.

"My father...has never set up a queen since my mother left. From a young age...he taught me everything. He led me to court and marched. At that time, I was not as tall as his legs. Walking Tired, he let me ride on his neck in front of courtiers..."

"He is my father, Shen Yuan, he is not your hero..."

Shen Yuan listened quietly, his eyes clearly reflected the moonlight, very soft and beautiful.

Xue Lin calmed down a little, he seemed to realize that he shouldn't get angry with Shen Yuan, this matter has nothing to do with him.

Xue Lin was silent, and glanced at the main hall in the east. The smell of alcohol and rough laughter seemed to be right next to his ears, and it seemed like a world away.

"But look... who remembers him now?"

Shen Yuan just watched, his mood was like the pool of water in front of him, Xue Lin's words cast a stone in his heart, gently causing a circle of ripples.

"Why do you feel sad about death?" Shen Yuan said, "After everyone dies, they will become data again. He will not suffer. On the day of reorganization, he will be a new person."

"The commemoration and joy and anger in the world have nothing to do with them anymore."

Xue Lin froze for a moment, trying to digest Shen Yuan's words.What he said probably meant reincarnation and reincarnation in the script.

Xue Lin said: "Your Highness, no matter what will happen to a person after death, no one is qualified to say that this world has nothing to do with him. He has lived before, and there are traces of them in this world, and we living people will always remember it." .”

"A person's sadness is an emotion that cannot be controlled, Your Highness."

"Then you are sad because of General Xue's death?"

Xue Lin lowered his eyes, and there was a slight nasal voice in his words: "It's sort of."

"It's a very complicated emotion that's hard to explain." Xue Lin looked at Shen Yuan, meeting his eyes, "I'm sad because I didn't see him for the last time, Your Highness, do you know that my father is actually a very gentle man?" If I see him for the last time, he will probably bear the pain and smile at me, tell me to study hard in the future and take care of myself, and pat me on the shoulder and say sorry that I won’t be able to take care of me in the future. He didn’t Confessing these words, I will definitely not feel at ease..."

"I'm also sad because he has been guilty of my mother's death for so many years. We get together less often and leave more. We are used to it. I never seriously said that I don't blame him at all..."

"I'm also sad because I enjoy the honor and live a life that ordinary people can't live because of him, but I never asked him to add clothes to keep warm..." Xue Lin said, covering his eyes again, tears seeping Fingers, "I never said I love him, now I want to say, he can't hear..."

"I have no home..."

There are lights and shadows in the distance, and the sorrows and joys of human beings are not interlinked. Those drunken figures twisted and turned into evil spirits, chewing on the remorse and pain of the boy who lost his father.

All words were too weak, Shen Yuan patted him on the shoulder, and sat by the pool with him.

Both of them were silent, the summer night wind was slightly cool, and the lotus blossoms were also blooming very well, as soon as the wind blew, they began to sway.

After an unknown amount of time, Xue Lin stood up, Shen Yuan followed him, and sent him back to his residence.The two of them tacitly did not speak all the way. When they parted, Shen Yuan wanted to say something comforting, but Xue Lin suddenly hugged him unexpectedly.

A very short hug, just a time of interlaced breathing, before Shen Yuan pushed him away, Xue Lin let go.

"Your Highness, thank you."

Under the moonlight, the young man's back was no longer as vigorous as before, and Shen Yuan was in a daze. For the first time, he had the concept of time. He still remembered that when he first saw Xue Lin, the young man was furious with fresh clothes, and his eyebrows and eyes were shining.Now, it is already upright.

Shen Yuan stood for a long time, and when he returned to the sleeping hall, he was still thinking about what Xue Lin said, but before he could figure it out, he was stopped by an uninvited guest.

Lifting his eyelids, he saw that it was Shen Qi who hadn't seen him for a long time.

The news of Xue Ping's death in the battle spread wildly. Everyone was waiting for the prince's reaction. Shen prayed more. Once Xue Ping died, everything he had must be inherited by Xue Lin. The emperor is not kind, and his funeral has just been completed. He pulled to reward the sergeant, originally thinking that Shen Yuan, as the crown prince, would definitely go to say hello to these generals, and he happened to have the opportunity to go to Xue Lin, pretending to meet each other, confiding in each other's hearts, and successfully hooked up this line.

After searching for a long time, Xue Lin was nowhere to be seen.

Shen Qi also thought about whether Shen Yuan would go to find him too, but soon, he denied this idea.He knew about Shen Yuan and Jiang Xingzhi's messy affairs early in the morning, and there were occasional rumors that the two companions said that Shen Yuan only favored Jiang Xingzhi. For so many years, if there is a mission to go out, it must be Xue Lin. , it can be seen that Shen Yuan and Xue Lin are indeed not close.

He never expected that before he met Xue Lin, he met Shen Yuan first!

Shen Yuan glanced at him, Shen Qi was used to pretending, he hadn't broken his character set for so many years, obviously hated him to death, and bowed his eyebrows obediently to him.

Shen Yuan didn't even have the energy to deal with him, so she nodded slightly, and passed him by.

Anyway, his task today is completed, and he successfully destroyed Shen Qi's hooking up with Xue Lin. As for the rest, let Shen Qi toss around, and he can't find any tricks.

Shen Yuan still doesn't know it now, since he intercepted Shen Qi and Xue Lin's line, the plot has completely deviated from the original line and started running in another direction.

In just seven days, everything has changed dramatically.Qi State, which had been rebellious for a month, suddenly invaded with troops. Peasant uprisings broke out in the north, and the countries began to sit still and became kings one after another.

The war was about to break out, and at the same time, Shen Yuan also received an unexpected piece of news - the marriage letter of Jiang Xingzhi, the eldest son of Ji Kingdom.

The author has something to say:

I'm sorry, it's a little slow, the ear piercing has been inflamed for the past two days (I don't know why I've had it for almost a year, but it was fine), it hurts like hell, and it coincides with my menstrual period, I feel like I'm already useless.

My best friend complained about eating chicken today, but I got a new skill, whoever is watching the battle will die hahahahaha

This chapter actually wants to write about the impact of Xue Lin's view of life and death on Shen Yuan. It's difficult to write, and it only represents my personal opinion. If you don't like it, don't spray it. The pace should be faster from the next chapter.

Babies go to bed early, stay up late as little as possible, and be energetic and delicate little fairies every day~

The last routine is asking for collections and comments (roll away), Amway has a wave of bgm: Bodhi, just... I found that many songs in film and television dramas are very good (biting the straw)