Nemesis tricked me into kissing and saving him

I often think about why I approached that boy in the first place.

Is it because he snatched the attention of everyone who was supposed to be me as soon as he came out?

Such a windy boy, even if placed in the crowd, is an existence that can be caught at a glance.He is that kind of person, who comes from a famous family but has no airs, but in the process of getting in touch with him, you can strongly feel the gap between you and him.

There is a natural protective barrier around him, which is transparent. When someone thinks that he is close enough to him, he wants to take a step forward, but finds that the transparent barrier is not just a barrier, but a barrier that may be bigger than K[-]. Difficult mountain to climb.

Even so, I couldn't help but approach him.

And I found that he was not as guarded against anyone as I imagined. I quickly opened up his topic and learned that his first love was the younger brother of the orphanage next door.

"...Do you think I look like that person?"

When I realized it, I had already asked this sentence out of my mouth.The young man in front of him was stunned for a moment, and then countless blushes covered his fair cheeks.

I didn't mean anything else, but he obviously mistook me for that person.

Obviously I could explain it, but I didn't.I know that the current me is still outside his barrier, and I want to know if I can easily break through this thick barrier if I use the identity of that person.

He was by my side all week.

I was very annoying, and I told him clearly that I was very busy in the third year of high school, so don't come to me again.

Later, when I was in college, when I went to a bar with my friends, I accidentally mentioned him.

My friend said to me: "Didn't you always want to try what it's like to be with a man? This little boy likes you so much, he definitely won't refuse."

I admit that I am a scum, because of this sentence, I have evil thoughts in my heart.

During the high school celebration, I was invited by the school to give a speech in the name of outstanding graduates, and I met him again.He was still the same as usual, with a bright smile on his face, striding towards me.

"Senior! You are back."

Facing that innocent smile, I suddenly felt that my idea of ​​wanting to blaspheme such a young man was too absurd. If I really got it, I believe that after death, God would not be willing to forgive me.

I like him.

Even though I don't want to admit it, when he stood in front of me, who had grown from a boy to a man, protecting another person, his heart was pinched by an external force for the first time, as if what he said next would make that sensitive heart Heart stops beating.

I……

A great sadness enveloped Gu Mingzhe, and the sun passed through his body, leaving a silhouette at his feet.

At this time, he was standing in front of Jiang Liyan who was sitting under the tree recalling something, and bowed his head.

Jiang Liyan's expression moved, and he stood up, apparently not expecting that a person who has always boasted of being extraordinary would bow his noble head to him.

"Senior, I may have had a crush on you in high school. I apologize for causing you trouble during that time." Jiang Liyan apologized slowly, but the end of the relationship concealed some alienation, "I don't care about what happened yesterday. I care about it, I hope the senior doesn't think so much."

Gu Mingzhe laughed self-deprecatingly: "The expression you showed yesterday looked like a farewell, how could I not think too much about it."

Jiang Liyan frowned silently.

"To be honest, I still don't know what's so good about Chu Jingxing." Gu Mingzhe rolled his eyes, a little unwilling, "But I thought about it a lot last night, and I found that my self-esteem can't make me like Chu Jingxing To love you, maybe this is the gap."

Jiang Liyan's expression changed, but he didn't speak.

Chu Jingxing...love him?

"Li Yan, you actually understand very well." Gu Mingzhe gently turned his gaze to the sky not far away, "You won't fight uncertain battles, so before you confirm whether Chu Jingxing likes you, , you won't confess."

Jiang Liyan was dumbfounded.Indeed.

Four-year-old Jiang Liyan understood that he rarely sees his parents, so if he wants to act like a baby to them in order to get what he wants, he must be absolutely sure of that thing, when there is 90.00 He will only do it when there is a [-]% chance that his parents will buy it for him.

Parents always seem to remember that they have a third child when he is acting like a baby, but every time the mother is about to smile at him, she will be disturbed by some trivial matters in official affairs.

Jiang Liyan put away his memories and said, "But there is one thing that I did when I was not sure."

Gu Mingzhe shook his head with a smile: "About Chu Jingxing?"

"No." Jiang Liyan said, "Maybe you will have a hunch when I asked you to investigate the orphanage. I studied in a fully enclosed kindergarten next to the orphanage for a year, and that orphanage is mine. The place where first love used to be. That's where we met."

"I guessed what you said more or less." Gu Mingzhe said.

"One year later, that is, the year before I went to primary school, when I was 5 years old, I transferred to kindergarten." Jiang Liyan continued, his voice did not fluctuate, "I clearly cried and begged my parents to let me stay here for a while. Years, although I didn't think my parents would agree to my request at the time, I did it anyway. As you can imagine, I still separated from that person."

Gu Mingzhe's expression flickered: "Is this what you did when you were not sure?"

"Yes." Jiang Li said.

Gu Mingzhe pulled the corners of his lips, as if he was saying that he took it too seriously, and it doesn't matter at all that things like parents spoiling someone who won't get it are irrelevant.

"Then, you said it wasn't for Chu Jingxing?"

?

Jiang Liyan raised his head strangely: "What do you mean?"

"I received the news yesterday." Gu Mingzhe paused, Jiang Liyan's expression at that moment was extremely exciting, he had never seen Jiang Liyan so nervous before, he suddenly seemed to understand something, he sneered, "19 years The person who bought that orphanage before..."

Jiang Liyan swallowed a mouthful of saliva.

A premonition in his heart was so strong that he could even predict what expression would appear on his face after hearing that answer.

Gu Mingzhe chuckled: "Before that, I want to ask you a word."

Jiang Liyan nodded, but cold sweat dripped from his forehead.

"Do you know how Sima Qian praised Confucius in "Historical Records"?"

Jiang Liyan was taken aback, he didn't expect Gu Mingzhe to ask such a question.

He has naturally read "Historical Records", so this question can't trouble him.

It’s just that the answer was on his lips, or the answer to this question suddenly jumped out of his heart. After that, he seemed to have obtained a memory key, and a certain door deep in the memory was knocked open. The sunlight seeped through.

In that dark, moldy and narrow space, a pretty boy with black hair and black pupils turned his head and showed him a helpless smile.

As if to say——

You finally found it.

Jiang Liyan was hit hard in the chest.

In an instant, the influx of countless rays forced the door of memory to open.Jiang Liyan thought of that person's immature childlike voice, saw that person's appearance, and his name...

"Mountains stand upright, scenery walks and walks..."

Hearing this answer, Gu Mingzhe smiled: "Tell me, is that man who surrounds you every day called Chu Jingxing (xing) or Chu Jingxing (hang)?"

Head on.

Jiang Liyan's world stopped at that moment.

Yeah?Is it really?

I think that when I met him for the first time in junior high school, his self-introduction was "Jing Xing" instead of "Chu Jing Xing".

It turned out that "Chu" was a surname added after entering the Chu family.

Memories came flooding back like crazy.

The windless summer has passed, and that is the memory of just entering the early winter.

The weather suddenly turned cold, and the little Jiang Liyan huddled in his arms, his nose bubbling.

"Brother Jingjing, it's been too cold recently, should we consider changing the place to tell the story?"

Since the first summer, the two of them have often sat under the old tree and read books. Most likely, he told Jiang Liyan stories, and this habit has continued until now.

Seeing Jiang Liyan's face flushed from the cold, he couldn't help feeling distressed: "Otherwise, let's wait until next spring to talk about it."

"No!" The little Jiang Liyan frowned instantly, "Jing Xing (xing)! You can't do this!"

He laughed hoarsely: "It seems that you mispronounced my name."

Jiang Liyan's heart skipped a beat in his memory.

Jiang Liyan remembered what he said next——

"Forget it, just change it to the pronunciation you like."

When we met for the first time in junior high school, he did change his pronunciation and called himself "Jing Xing (xing)"; but what is ridiculous is that today, more than ten years later, Jiang Liyan only remembers "Jing Xing (hang)". everything of.

It is obviously the same word, but if the pronunciation is different, he will not be able to associate the two Jing Xing together.

Jiang Liyan's body trembled from the huge shock, he looked at Gu Mingzhe, and Gu Mingzhe also looked at him.

"So... the one who bought that orphanage 19 years ago..."

"It's the Chu family, don't you already have the answer in your heart?" Gu Mingzhe frowned, "It was because I found out about this last night that I realized it was really like what Chu Jingxing said...

"The relationship between you is a gap that I can't bridge."

"I lost, Li Yan." Gu Mingzhe said with a smile, "Chu Jingxing loves you deeply, not just anyone can do it."

For some reason, Jiang Liyan's eye sockets suddenly became astringent.

"If so, why didn't he tell me in the first place..."

Gu Mingzhe shook his head, but then nodded again.

"I think I can probably guess it." Gu Mingzhe smiled at Shangjiang Liyan's red eyes, "There is no doubt that the current Jiang Liyan has fallen in love with Chu Jingxing."

"What Chu Jingxing wants is not that you fall in love with him just because of childhood memories..."

"What he wants is probably the surprise that after you fall in love with him again, you find out that he is the same person you fell in love with many years ago."

Jiang Liyan was speechless.

Countless emotions choked in his throat, muffled, sour, and with a touch of sweetness.

"He really, can't wait to send all the good things in this world to you, so that you can feel all the good things."

Gu Mingzhe continued.

"Although I don't know him well, he is that kind of person, Li Yan."

Therefore, after knowing all this last night, even Gu Mingzhe was a little anxious.

Why did Li Yan discover all of this until now? Facing a lover who knows nothing, how strong is Chu Jingxing's heart to endure the desire to tell the truth again and again, and stay by his side as always? .

Chu Jingxing is the kind of person who is obviously fragile to the point of death, but as long as he has a lover's smiling face, he can endure countless dark nights, cross countless sand rivers, and send the moon that he has worked so hard to bring to his lover.

Gu Mingzhe suddenly remembered what Chu Jingxing had said to the empty room when he accidentally saw one day——

"It's ok."

"...Well! It doesn't matter if he loves me or not."

"I just want him to be happy."

The author has something to say: I don't know if he has written his goodness...(?;ω;｀)

He may have flaws, occasionally be silly, out of touch, and act stupid, but that doesn't stop me from liking him.

Chu Jingxing wanted to give Li Yan all the good things in the world, because Li Yan once brought an unparalleled warmth in the world when Chu Jingxing felt that he had nothing.

For Chu Jingxing, the beauty of the world is Li Yan.

Get me together! ! !