Why did things develop like this.
It's a pity that at this time, Jiang Liyan saw that Chu Jingxing had turned into two ghosts because of the strength of alcohol.He knew what he was talking about, but he didn't know what he was talking nonsense, he just looked at Chu Jingxing and nodded, with a beautiful smile on his lips.
For a moment, Jiang Liyan seemed to have returned to the windless summer many years ago.
That little brother from back then...
It seems to be the same smile.
But what's his name...
Jiang Liyan's eyelids became heavy.
He held Chu Jingxing's face with both hands, leaned forward and sized it up carefully, and frowned, "Chu Jingxing, your fucking skin management is really good. You are a 26-year-old man, and you can still see it." To the little fluff on the skin...poof."
The strong smell of alcohol hit Chu Jingxing's face, and he frowned, "Li Yan, you drank too much."
"Bullshit! I can still drink!" Jiang Liyan slapped Chu Jingxing's forehead hard with his head. The pain from his forehead made the world in front of him spin even more violently. row of shoulders.
Chu Jingxing smiled helplessly, and patted the back of his head lightly: "Li Yan, you seem... a little naughty today?"
"I don't have one." Jiang Liyan muttered in a low voice, as if expressing his dissatisfaction, he punched Chu Jingxing's chest a few times, but unfortunately due to the alcohol, his fists were limp, it might as well be that he was tickling Chu Jingxing.
Chu Jingxing hugged him with a smile, and rubbed his chin back and forth on the top of his head a few times, as if embracing the treasures of the whole world.
If possible, Chu Jingxing thought that time would stand still at this moment.
"Hey! Old thief Chu!"
Chu Jingxing lowered his eyes lightly, and said softly in his voice, "Huh?"
Looking at his almost perfect facial lines, Jiang Liyan blushed for a moment, he quickly lowered his head, and subconsciously leaned closer to Chu Jingxing.
"You like..." Jiang Liyan buried his face in his arms, his voice was small, "What type of girl do you like?"
Chu Jingxing was taken aback for a moment, he did not expect him to ask this question at all.
He glanced at the boiled noodles on the table, tightened his arms around Jiang Liyan, and asked amusedly, "That's why you want to drink with me tonight?"
Jiang Liyan was already drunk, so he nodded fiercely without hiding his small thoughts.
But another reason could not tell him.hey-hey.
"Why do you ask this?" Chu Jingxing gently lifted Jiang Liyan's chin, groped for his delicate skin, and met his black eyes straightly, "Could it be because of...?"
"Because of what?" Jiang Liyan tilted his head and pushed his lips, "Come on, kiss me and I'll tell you."
Chu Jingxing's eyes darkened: "Li Yan, you are drunk. Do you still know who I am?"
"Of course I know!" Jiang Liyan answered without any hesitation, he wrapped his arms around Chu Jingxing's neck, and blew lightly in Chu Jingxing's ear.
Chu Jingxing's body trembled imperceptibly.
"You are old thief Chu." Jiang Liyan said seriously, "You are old thief Chu that I hate the most, hehe..."
The alcohol was so strong that Jiang Liyan finally fainted uncontrollably.
His shoulders suddenly sank, and Chu Jingxing couldn't help but laugh. He sat on a chair and hugged Jiang Liyan like this for several minutes. A kiss landed on Jiang Liyan's hair, and then he picked Jiang Liyan up and walked straight to bedroom.
"Li Yan, good night."
Put Jiang Liyan on the bed, tuck him in the quilt, and wanted to walk away, but suddenly the person on the bed grabbed him by the corner of his clothes.
At this time, Jiang Liyan was already asleep after Jiu Jin, his brows were tightly frowned, as if he had fallen into an endless nightmare, and his expression was painful.
"Jing, Jing Xing..."
He tugged on Chu Jingxing's clothes and tightened again, showing no signs of relaxing.
"do not go……"
The bangs of the person on the bed were wet from cold sweat and stuck to his forehead carelessly.Chu Jingxing hurried over to hold his hand, and his memory went back to a certain night many years ago.
It was the day of the junior high school graduation ceremony, and he had known Jiang Liyan as Chu Jingxing for about a year.
The end party after the graduation ceremony was held in a small hotel by the sea. Everyone had a great time, but when the party was about to end, Chu Jingxing suddenly found that Jiang Liyan, who had been sitting in the seat listening to everyone's conversation, had disappeared.
Later, he found him by the sea.
Jiang Liyan still remembers the appearance of standing alone by the sea and counting the moonlight silhouettes.
"Li Yan, everyone is looking for you." Chu Jingxing made up a reason for himself, worried that he would be frightened, so he took a tentative step in his direction.
It just so happened that the moment the waves hit the beach, Jiang Liyan turned his head, his eyes filled with loneliness, as if the same wave couldn't hit the beach a second time.
"You're here." Jiang Liyan tried his best to make his voice sound less lifeless, with a smile that he thought was bright enough but was actually so pale and feeble, "I'm sorry, I think this coast is so beautiful, I couldn’t resist going out for a walk, so you guys are worried, right?”
The bright moonlight came over and fell on Jiang Liyan's side face, and at the same time, it also plunged the other side of his face into darkness.
Chu Jingxing's heart twitched. For the first time, he realized that this young man might not be as ignorant of the world as he imagined.
"You..." Chu Jingxing could even vaguely see the moisture in the corners of the young man's eyes. He took a step forward and gently took his hand, "I think I can still be trusted, if you want..."
I don't know why, but when the moonlight didn't shine on his other side, Chu Jingxing always felt that it was dark there, and he couldn't even see the boy's usually energetic pupils, or maybe he covered it up too well, and his vulnerable side would never be seen by others. See.
Jiang Liyan's expression moved, he looked up at Chu Jingxing, and just about to open his lips, he forced his emotions back, and said with a smile: "It's all small things, how can I trouble you. Don't worry , I can handle it well..."
Before the last word was pronounced, Jiang Liyan was suddenly pulled into his arms.It was the first time he listened to other people's heartbeat at close range, and he was extremely devout. The ups and downs of the sound broke through the last line of defense in Jiang Liyan's heart.
"I hope you can share the real you with me, and I don't mind sharing that pain with you."
Chu Jingxing's voice was soft, as if it had magical powers, and Jiang Liyan's eyes became moist unconsciously.
Sensing the change in his mood, Chu Jingxing patted him on the back reassuringly: "It's okay, even if you talk to me, it's okay. Please, don't carry it alone." It was you who pulled me Into the light, how can I have the heart to let you fall into the darkness.
Jiang Liyan wept silently.
"With me here, it's okay to leave the words."
His soothing voice continued, Jiang Liyan finally couldn't help it, and burst into tears.
"Obviously I am an ordinary person. Why did I have to be born in the Jiang family? The pressure is so great... Everyone is so good, no matter how hard I try, I can't keep up with my brothers and sisters. I am so tired, really tired..."
Chu Jingxing didn't speak, but the strength of his hands to calm his emotions eased a bit.
Chu Jingxing lowered his head and rubbed his hair.
"It's like a bird in a cage. I have never been to the outside world. I don't even know what the card game they are talking about... My brothers and sisters are getting better and better, and I am very tired just by maintaining the status quo." It's exhausting, I can't be like them...
"I don't like studying, and I don't want to be friendly to people at all. I don't want to pretend to smile at others at the banquet, but the title of the family is too heavy, and I can't violate it...
"Looking at the sea just now, I actually had a wonderful impulse."
The words that he had never said to anyone in 14 years, but now he said them all at once, for some reason, the haze in Jiang Liyan's heart dissipated somewhat.
He sighed, and continued: "A second before you came, I was still thinking... If only I could merge with the waves."
Chu Jingxing's body froze, and he hurriedly said, "Li Yan, don't do stupid things."
"Not now." Jiang Liyan gently backed away from his embrace, "Thank you for listening to me, my mother has never hugged me, and thank you for letting me know what it feels like to hug."
It turned out to be so warm.
The young man smiled, and Chu Jingxing frowned. He did see the sourness in the young man's eyes, but compared to the previous appearance, there seemed to be less burden in that smile.
Suddenly, a gust of sea breeze blew up, lifting the hem of their clothes.
Chu Jingxing's words overlapped with the sea breeze and swept over Jiang Liyan's ears.
"The next time, when you feel that living is meaningless, I hope you can take me as meaning."
"Until we decide the outcome, you have to live well."
Jiang Liyan let out a "puchi", showing the most sincere smile in 14 years.
"Jing Xing, are you a fool?"
……
Chu Jingxing retracted his memories, and pressed down Jiang Liyan's frown in distress.
After that, Chu Jingxing went to the Jiang family once without telling Li Yan, and told the truth about Li Yan's situation to the Jiang family.It wasn't that they didn't like Jiang Liyan, nor did they want to put so much pressure on Jiang Liyan, it was just that they forgot to love him because of negligence.
It has to be said that perhaps Chu Jingxing has contributed to the harmony of the Jiang family now.
"Go to sleep." Chu Jingxing gently lay on Jiang Liyan's bedside, and turned off the light in the bedroom, "I will be with you."
Jiang Liyan in the dream seemed to hear this whisper, his brows finally stopped frowning, and a sweet smile appeared on his lips.
"Brother Jingjing..."
**
When Jiang Liyan woke up the next day, he suddenly got up and felt his right hand tighten. When he turned his head, Chu Jingxing was holding his hand and sleeping peacefully on his bedside.
Jiang Liyan frowned, recalling how he got drunk last night.
—but he couldn't remember anything! !
It's over, if there is any useful information obtained last night, it will be useless.
Another day where I don't know if old thief Chu likes him or not. (cry)
Jiang Liyan squinted at Chu Jingxing who was still asleep.
This old thief is very good-looking, if you don't tease him a little bit now, you may not have a chance when he wakes up.
So with this in mind, Jiang Liyan secretly kissed the corner of Chu Jingxing's lips.
Before he could be complacent, suddenly Chu Jingxing stepped onto the bed and firmly pressed Jiang Liyan on the bed.
Jiang Liyan:? ?
"Why did you secretly kiss me?" The corner of Chu Jingxing's lips curled up into a charming (?) smile, "Do you know that you are playing with fire like this this morning."
Jiang Liyan: "...cough. You are not willing to take the initiative to help you cure me?"
Chu Jingxing raised his eyebrows: "Oh? I don't know who cried last night, 'Jing Xing, I like you so much, please don't leave'."
Jiang Liyan's face froze.
shit.
The author has something to say: Only [-] words reveal a little bit of the theme.
This is actually a story of two people redeeming each other and finally getting together.
It's a pity that at this time, Jiang Liyan saw that Chu Jingxing had turned into two ghosts because of the strength of alcohol.He knew what he was talking about, but he didn't know what he was talking nonsense, he just looked at Chu Jingxing and nodded, with a beautiful smile on his lips.
For a moment, Jiang Liyan seemed to have returned to the windless summer many years ago.
That little brother from back then...
It seems to be the same smile.
But what's his name...
Jiang Liyan's eyelids became heavy.
He held Chu Jingxing's face with both hands, leaned forward and sized it up carefully, and frowned, "Chu Jingxing, your fucking skin management is really good. You are a 26-year-old man, and you can still see it." To the little fluff on the skin...poof."
The strong smell of alcohol hit Chu Jingxing's face, and he frowned, "Li Yan, you drank too much."
"Bullshit! I can still drink!" Jiang Liyan slapped Chu Jingxing's forehead hard with his head. The pain from his forehead made the world in front of him spin even more violently. row of shoulders.
Chu Jingxing smiled helplessly, and patted the back of his head lightly: "Li Yan, you seem... a little naughty today?"
"I don't have one." Jiang Liyan muttered in a low voice, as if expressing his dissatisfaction, he punched Chu Jingxing's chest a few times, but unfortunately due to the alcohol, his fists were limp, it might as well be that he was tickling Chu Jingxing.
Chu Jingxing hugged him with a smile, and rubbed his chin back and forth on the top of his head a few times, as if embracing the treasures of the whole world.
If possible, Chu Jingxing thought that time would stand still at this moment.
"Hey! Old thief Chu!"
Chu Jingxing lowered his eyes lightly, and said softly in his voice, "Huh?"
Looking at his almost perfect facial lines, Jiang Liyan blushed for a moment, he quickly lowered his head, and subconsciously leaned closer to Chu Jingxing.
"You like..." Jiang Liyan buried his face in his arms, his voice was small, "What type of girl do you like?"
Chu Jingxing was taken aback for a moment, he did not expect him to ask this question at all.
He glanced at the boiled noodles on the table, tightened his arms around Jiang Liyan, and asked amusedly, "That's why you want to drink with me tonight?"
Jiang Liyan was already drunk, so he nodded fiercely without hiding his small thoughts.
But another reason could not tell him.hey-hey.
"Why do you ask this?" Chu Jingxing gently lifted Jiang Liyan's chin, groped for his delicate skin, and met his black eyes straightly, "Could it be because of...?"
"Because of what?" Jiang Liyan tilted his head and pushed his lips, "Come on, kiss me and I'll tell you."
Chu Jingxing's eyes darkened: "Li Yan, you are drunk. Do you still know who I am?"
"Of course I know!" Jiang Liyan answered without any hesitation, he wrapped his arms around Chu Jingxing's neck, and blew lightly in Chu Jingxing's ear.
Chu Jingxing's body trembled imperceptibly.
"You are old thief Chu." Jiang Liyan said seriously, "You are old thief Chu that I hate the most, hehe..."
The alcohol was so strong that Jiang Liyan finally fainted uncontrollably.
His shoulders suddenly sank, and Chu Jingxing couldn't help but laugh. He sat on a chair and hugged Jiang Liyan like this for several minutes. A kiss landed on Jiang Liyan's hair, and then he picked Jiang Liyan up and walked straight to bedroom.
"Li Yan, good night."
Put Jiang Liyan on the bed, tuck him in the quilt, and wanted to walk away, but suddenly the person on the bed grabbed him by the corner of his clothes.
At this time, Jiang Liyan was already asleep after Jiu Jin, his brows were tightly frowned, as if he had fallen into an endless nightmare, and his expression was painful.
"Jing, Jing Xing..."
He tugged on Chu Jingxing's clothes and tightened again, showing no signs of relaxing.
"do not go……"
The bangs of the person on the bed were wet from cold sweat and stuck to his forehead carelessly.Chu Jingxing hurried over to hold his hand, and his memory went back to a certain night many years ago.
It was the day of the junior high school graduation ceremony, and he had known Jiang Liyan as Chu Jingxing for about a year.
The end party after the graduation ceremony was held in a small hotel by the sea. Everyone had a great time, but when the party was about to end, Chu Jingxing suddenly found that Jiang Liyan, who had been sitting in the seat listening to everyone's conversation, had disappeared.
Later, he found him by the sea.
Jiang Liyan still remembers the appearance of standing alone by the sea and counting the moonlight silhouettes.
"Li Yan, everyone is looking for you." Chu Jingxing made up a reason for himself, worried that he would be frightened, so he took a tentative step in his direction.
It just so happened that the moment the waves hit the beach, Jiang Liyan turned his head, his eyes filled with loneliness, as if the same wave couldn't hit the beach a second time.
"You're here." Jiang Liyan tried his best to make his voice sound less lifeless, with a smile that he thought was bright enough but was actually so pale and feeble, "I'm sorry, I think this coast is so beautiful, I couldn’t resist going out for a walk, so you guys are worried, right?”
The bright moonlight came over and fell on Jiang Liyan's side face, and at the same time, it also plunged the other side of his face into darkness.
Chu Jingxing's heart twitched. For the first time, he realized that this young man might not be as ignorant of the world as he imagined.
"You..." Chu Jingxing could even vaguely see the moisture in the corners of the young man's eyes. He took a step forward and gently took his hand, "I think I can still be trusted, if you want..."
I don't know why, but when the moonlight didn't shine on his other side, Chu Jingxing always felt that it was dark there, and he couldn't even see the boy's usually energetic pupils, or maybe he covered it up too well, and his vulnerable side would never be seen by others. See.
Jiang Liyan's expression moved, he looked up at Chu Jingxing, and just about to open his lips, he forced his emotions back, and said with a smile: "It's all small things, how can I trouble you. Don't worry , I can handle it well..."
Before the last word was pronounced, Jiang Liyan was suddenly pulled into his arms.It was the first time he listened to other people's heartbeat at close range, and he was extremely devout. The ups and downs of the sound broke through the last line of defense in Jiang Liyan's heart.
"I hope you can share the real you with me, and I don't mind sharing that pain with you."
Chu Jingxing's voice was soft, as if it had magical powers, and Jiang Liyan's eyes became moist unconsciously.
Sensing the change in his mood, Chu Jingxing patted him on the back reassuringly: "It's okay, even if you talk to me, it's okay. Please, don't carry it alone." It was you who pulled me Into the light, how can I have the heart to let you fall into the darkness.
Jiang Liyan wept silently.
"With me here, it's okay to leave the words."
His soothing voice continued, Jiang Liyan finally couldn't help it, and burst into tears.
"Obviously I am an ordinary person. Why did I have to be born in the Jiang family? The pressure is so great... Everyone is so good, no matter how hard I try, I can't keep up with my brothers and sisters. I am so tired, really tired..."
Chu Jingxing didn't speak, but the strength of his hands to calm his emotions eased a bit.
Chu Jingxing lowered his head and rubbed his hair.
"It's like a bird in a cage. I have never been to the outside world. I don't even know what the card game they are talking about... My brothers and sisters are getting better and better, and I am very tired just by maintaining the status quo." It's exhausting, I can't be like them...
"I don't like studying, and I don't want to be friendly to people at all. I don't want to pretend to smile at others at the banquet, but the title of the family is too heavy, and I can't violate it...
"Looking at the sea just now, I actually had a wonderful impulse."
The words that he had never said to anyone in 14 years, but now he said them all at once, for some reason, the haze in Jiang Liyan's heart dissipated somewhat.
He sighed, and continued: "A second before you came, I was still thinking... If only I could merge with the waves."
Chu Jingxing's body froze, and he hurriedly said, "Li Yan, don't do stupid things."
"Not now." Jiang Liyan gently backed away from his embrace, "Thank you for listening to me, my mother has never hugged me, and thank you for letting me know what it feels like to hug."
It turned out to be so warm.
The young man smiled, and Chu Jingxing frowned. He did see the sourness in the young man's eyes, but compared to the previous appearance, there seemed to be less burden in that smile.
Suddenly, a gust of sea breeze blew up, lifting the hem of their clothes.
Chu Jingxing's words overlapped with the sea breeze and swept over Jiang Liyan's ears.
"The next time, when you feel that living is meaningless, I hope you can take me as meaning."
"Until we decide the outcome, you have to live well."
Jiang Liyan let out a "puchi", showing the most sincere smile in 14 years.
"Jing Xing, are you a fool?"
……
Chu Jingxing retracted his memories, and pressed down Jiang Liyan's frown in distress.
After that, Chu Jingxing went to the Jiang family once without telling Li Yan, and told the truth about Li Yan's situation to the Jiang family.It wasn't that they didn't like Jiang Liyan, nor did they want to put so much pressure on Jiang Liyan, it was just that they forgot to love him because of negligence.
It has to be said that perhaps Chu Jingxing has contributed to the harmony of the Jiang family now.
"Go to sleep." Chu Jingxing gently lay on Jiang Liyan's bedside, and turned off the light in the bedroom, "I will be with you."
Jiang Liyan in the dream seemed to hear this whisper, his brows finally stopped frowning, and a sweet smile appeared on his lips.
"Brother Jingjing..."
**
When Jiang Liyan woke up the next day, he suddenly got up and felt his right hand tighten. When he turned his head, Chu Jingxing was holding his hand and sleeping peacefully on his bedside.
Jiang Liyan frowned, recalling how he got drunk last night.
—but he couldn't remember anything! !
It's over, if there is any useful information obtained last night, it will be useless.
Another day where I don't know if old thief Chu likes him or not. (cry)
Jiang Liyan squinted at Chu Jingxing who was still asleep.
This old thief is very good-looking, if you don't tease him a little bit now, you may not have a chance when he wakes up.
So with this in mind, Jiang Liyan secretly kissed the corner of Chu Jingxing's lips.
Before he could be complacent, suddenly Chu Jingxing stepped onto the bed and firmly pressed Jiang Liyan on the bed.
Jiang Liyan:? ?
"Why did you secretly kiss me?" The corner of Chu Jingxing's lips curled up into a charming (?) smile, "Do you know that you are playing with fire like this this morning."
Jiang Liyan: "...cough. You are not willing to take the initiative to help you cure me?"
Chu Jingxing raised his eyebrows: "Oh? I don't know who cried last night, 'Jing Xing, I like you so much, please don't leave'."
Jiang Liyan's face froze.
shit.
The author has something to say: Only [-] words reveal a little bit of the theme.
This is actually a story of two people redeeming each other and finally getting together.
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