When the fierce and foolish meet the pure fishing system

So, who was talking to him just now?

Maybe it was himself.From the time on the roof, after touching a little bit of Luo Yunting's past, he seemed to have some heavy burdens in his heart.This person's past makes this person seem thick and mysterious, making this person full of contradictions and unpredictable.

He Feng likes this sense of contradiction.He even felt that this was the reason why he really liked Luo Yunting.So he couldn't help but explore the reasons for this sense of contradiction. He felt that this person was similar to himself in his bones, a lonely and arrogant person, a person who didn't like the world, a person from another world, just like him, like an orphan.However, the appearance of this person is like a person who is imprisoned. He is personable to everyone and meticulous in everything. He pretends to like what he doesn't like, and he must do his best when he is not good at it.He didn't know where the shackles on this man came from, he didn't know where this contradiction came from.

Is it because of that person?That person who was close to this person when he was young, but became estranged and even became enemies when he grew up, until his sudden death?Luo Yuxuan.

But does he really want to explore the past?If so, he would always know, perhaps, he would have known.Whether it's from Liang Cangyu, or the former Luo Yuxuan's younger brother that Liang Cangyu said, or from Wei Mio, or from Shen Rou, or Luo Yunting's former so-called girlfriend, he can always know something.Maybe Luo Yunting's past is not a secret, after all, this person has always been the focus of everyone, the center of the topic, as long as He Feng thinks, he can always know the truth of that past.

Yeah?But what can he know?

As he understands, those past events that have drifted away made them what they are now. They can only see what they are now, but they will never know what those things that have passed away are. People can trace back Yes, just unimportant trifles.Yes, what happened, what was said, the so-called "why", are trivial.What's really important, probably even Luo Yunting himself doesn't know, what are those emotions that don't know the so-called, those self-talking ignorance, those stubbornness that gain nothing, and those arrogance that lose nothing.

In the end, what are you trying to do?

Because He Feng himself understands that no one in this world can understand him, no one can really understand himself.Even if the person knows everything clearly from his birth, there is no way to know himself.Luo Yunting is the same as him, no one can understand this person, even if he understands the so-called past - He Feng is also unable.

Everyone in the world is lonely, and love is not an antidote to loneliness.

Everyone in the world is looking for understanding from other people, which is the most stupid thing.No one in the world will understand another person. Even if there is so-called understanding, that person's loneliness will not be relieved for a moment after all. Those so-called reliefs are nothing but self-deceiving illusions. language, no one will know.

So, what is the relationship between liking and understanding?What does liking have to do with reminiscing about the past?

Perhaps, He Feng didn't want to know about the past.He didn't want to know anything—what he could know was a false appearance, but the really important things were like the mist floating on the teacup, and he had no way of knowing anyway.He just likes a person, likes the current appearance of this person, likes the aura exuded by this person, he should not pay attention to Luo Yunting's past, nor should he pay attention to the reasons for everything.

Yes, he just likes someone.

He won't go looking for those things anymore.

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Through the dense fog, He Feng couldn't see Shen Rou's expression clearly.Her red scarf was obviously red, but maybe it was because of the lighting, now it was a little reddish--making her face look a little pale.

"So, what do you want to ask me?" She stirred the black tea in the cup.In fact, He Feng felt that she seemed to have been stirring since just now, without taking a sip.

He shook his head, looking at the passers-by outside the glass window, "I don't think about anything."

Shen Rou sighed slightly, and instead of stirring the spoon, she supported her chin with her hand. She lowered her eyelashes and said in a low voice, "Then let me ask you now."

"Ok?"

"I suddenly remembered the first time I saw you. At that time, you were standing at the corner of the stairs on the first floor, and the sun shining on you was so beautiful."

He didn't speak, but looked at her.

"But I don't know, when I was looking at you, she was also looking at me." Shen Rou said slowly, with a gentle tone.

"he?"

"Maybe at that time I watched you too engrossed, and I didn't even notice that my hairband was caught by the branches of the silver weir. She was standing not far behind me, looking at me in a daze." Shen Rou said His gaze was like the mist emerging from the cup, moist and gentle.

She continued: "Maybe she was waiting for me, waiting for me to recover. She didn't interrupt me, and she didn't interrupt me who was staring at you."

"and after?"

"Later, you and your friends left and disappeared from my sight. At that time, I seemed to have just returned to this world from a trance." She paused, adjusted her hand on her chin slightly, and her whole face was shaken. Looking up, looking at the gentle light above her head, she said softly, "Then I heard her tell me, classmate, don't look back."

"Don't look back?"

"She helped me untie the hair tie from the branch. I didn't know what happened at the time." Her voice was soft, "When I turned around after a while, I only saw her back."

"Later you knew who he was." He Feng said.

"When we meet again, I will know it at a glance."

"So, you don't like me anymore, but you like him?" He smiled in a low voice.

Shen Rou glanced at him, shook her head, and said: "Few people know that they no longer like someone in an instant, most people realize that they no longer like someone slowly. Although later I also had some contact with her, but at that time I still firmly believed that the person I liked was you."

He didn't speak, and listened to her continue.

"Later, slowly, I realized that when we are together, my eyes don't fall on you, but on her, I like to see her smile, I like to listen to her talk, when she is with other girls When I hook my shoulders, I actually feel jealous."

"When you realize this, you immediately realize that you don't like me anymore."

"So, I told you then."

"You are really not procrastinating at all." He smiled, "Yang Jingcheng?"

He Feng suddenly remembered that before the autumn outing, on the way he and Jiang Lan went to Caixing to buy things, Yang Jingcheng suddenly mentioned that a girl confessed to him, and the girl she mentioned was Shen Rou.He still remembered her smile at that time, frivolous but a little weird.At that time, he was still wondering how Yang Jingcheng knew.

Thinking about it now, maybe the fate of the two of them was earlier than he and Shen Rou knew each other.

Later, once, Yang Jingcheng blocked him in the stairwell and asked about him and Shen Rou. At that time, Yang Jingcheng was also very strange.

Maybe Shen Rou didn't know anything about these things, she was still melancholy now.

"Is it because everyone I like is avoiding me?" Shen Rou took a sip from the cup at this moment, then lay down on the table, muttering to herself.

He Feng smiled, "She avoids you?"

A long time ago, he didn't understand at all. Isn't it good to just say the love in this world?Say what you want to say, do what you want to do, but he gradually realized that there are many things that cannot be said, some don't want to say, some can't say, some don't know how to say, some know that others have said it I don’t understand either, some things are meaningless, and some things only add to the troubles…

Before saying goodbye to Shen Rou, he said to her, "Do you want to go to the music festival together this weekend?"

She shook her head.

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When I returned to Luo Yunting's house, I could smell a familiar fragrance as soon as I opened the door.

It is floral, the fragrance of gardenia.

Is it the one he's holding?no.

Luo Yunting was sitting on the long table under the stairs reading a book, the door was not locked, as soon as He Feng pushed the door and went in, he saw the man's back.Luo Yunting was wearing a brown-red sweater with a light collar, his straight back leaned slightly forward, and the man's fair and slender neck could be seen from behind.

He noticed at a glance that there was a gardenia flower in a light blue porcelain vase by Luo Yunting's hand.

Yes, it's the smell of the gardenia.Can a single flower be so fragrant?he couldn't help thinking.

He walked into the room and stared at Luo Yunting's back, at this moment the man also turned his head, and the two eyes met.

"came back?"

"En." He walked to Luo Yunting, feeling that he was walking very slowly step by step, and the time was very long, but in fact, he just walked over with a few steps as usual.He inserted the branch of gardenia in his hand into the blue vase - the two flowers didn't look crowded in it.

He didn't know whether the fragrance of the flowers was stronger or weaker, or whether it hadn't changed.It's just that I suddenly feel that being in the same room with this person is a very happy thing.He thought about many things clearly, and when he saw this person, he seemed to have no burden.

He likes this person, liking is an easy thing, if there is anything that needs to be overcome, it is to be together no matter what in the future, at that time, or from now on, he will do his best.

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