When the fierce and foolish meet the pure fishing system

suicide?He Feng slowly read this word in his heart.

Liang Cangyu didn't speak for a long time, occasionally looking up at him.

He didn't know what his face looked like, it was about the same as usual, expressionless and indifferent, maybe it looked gloomy and scary to Liang Cangyu.

He Feng was also silent, with countless conjectures flashing through his mind, and then he asked in a low voice: "Do you know why Luo Yuxuan..." He paused for a moment before finishing speaking, "Why...suicide?"

Liang Cangyu lowered his eyes, shook his head, and said, "I don't know, maybe he has mental problems in the first place, and suicide is not a strange thing."

He narrowed his eyes and looked at Liang Cangyu, and asked in a low voice, "What else do you know?"

Liang Cangyu raised his head, looked into his eyes timidly, shook his head again, and said, "Actually, I don't know much, I only know it from Liu Zifu."

"Liu Zifu?"

"It's what they call 'Brother Fu', the one with the yellow hair who blocked you at that time." Liang Cangyu explained.

That yellow hair?He thought about it, and it took him a while to remember.At that time, the man with the rivet gloves gave him a deep impression, but he also had an impression of the yellow-haired one.That person used to hang out with Luo Yuxuan?

"Liu Zifu knows more than you?" Seeing that Liang Cangyu kept his head down, he stretched out his hand to pull the man's chin, forcing him to look up at him.

Liang Cangyu looked at him unwillingly, but after he let go of his hand, he didn't dare to lower his head again.Hearing his question, Liang Cangyu replied: "Actually, I don't know Luo Yuxuan at all, and I didn't know Luo Yunting before I came to high school. Everything I know about them is what Liu Zifu told me. Maybe He's told me everything, maybe part of it, but now, that's all I know."

"Where is Liu Zifu?"

Liang Cangyu didn't answer his words, although his face was still raised, but his eyes had already turned to one side.

He narrowed his eyes slightly, and stretched out his hand to pull Liang Cangyu's chin again, using a lot of force this time.Liang Cangyu grunted in pain, raised his hand to push his hand, but couldn't push it away at all, so he had to make eye contact with him.

"He Feng, you also understand these rules. If I let Liu Zifu and the others beat you, and then tell you their whereabouts, then I won't be able to mess around in the future." Liang Cangyu's tone was a bit pleading.

He didn't know the so-called "rules of the Tao". For Liang Cangyu, maybe he was with Liu Zifu and the others, but in fact he never knew the "Tao" and did not form cliques. , It's just a fight, a way to make him happy and resolve disputes.

But he would not explain these things to Liang Cangyu, nor would he use violence to force Liang Cangyu to tell him Liu Zifu's whereabouts.

In fact, Liang Cangyu had no obligation to tell him this.Liang Cangyu only promised to tell him what he knew, but Liu Zifu's whereabouts were another matter.

In fact, he could force Liang Cangyu to tell himself, but he would not do it, nor did he want to do it.

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In fact, he still doesn't understand what happened a year ago, and the things that puzzled him still haven't been answered.It was like climbing steps, he was just approaching that part of the past step by step, but as long as he hadn't reached the end, he didn't understand anything.

But should he really explore that past?That was Luo Yunting's business, something this person didn't tell him.Can he really find out?

He knew that he couldn't participate in Luo Yunting's past, but he hoped that he could at least understand this person, Luo Yunting in the past, and then know him in the present.

He doesn't know Luo Yunting well, if you ask him - what kind of person is Luo Yunting?

He has no way to answer.He can only say that Luo Yunting is a gentle and warm person.

But he has no way to describe to you the contradictions in Luo Yunting that are fatally attractive to him, the indescribable indifference, sadness, and fragility in this person, the rules in him that do not match this person sense, that worldly sense.

Luo Yunting obviously shouldn't be like this.

What was this man like in the past?It must be different from now.He Feng secretly felt that it must have something to do with what happened a year ago.

Yes, he wanted to know.

He must know the past of a year ago.

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But he can't push too hard.

He himself is conflicted and afraid.Sometimes, the more you look forward to the arrival of a thing, the more you will be afraid when it is approaching; the more you want to find out about a thing, when you really touch the door of the truth, you will hesitate and timid.

Not wanting to force Liang Cangyu, maybe it was an excuse for his own hesitation and timidity.When has he ever cared what other people think?He has always done things according to his own will. When he wants to know something, he will let others talk anyway. How can he care about those promises and agreements?How can you control whether you are forced or not?Probably he himself is not sure whether he wants to figure this out so quickly.

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After coming out of the hospital, He Feng didn't go back directly to Luo Yunting's house, but went to the shop that he went to last time with Luo Yunting, called "Yi Nian Jian".

That's where he first tentatively showed his heart.

At that time, he still didn't understand what attracted him to Luo Yunting.Maybe it's this man's beautiful appearance, maybe his gentle and cool temperament, maybe it's just a glimpse in the afternoon sun at the sports meeting, maybe it's the clean and warm voice that flows into his shallow dreams like spring water at the opening ceremony ...

The yellow dog at the door of the shop was still lazily lying on the ground. When He Feng looked at it, it also looked up at him. They looked at each other for a second, and the yellow dog turned its head away and continued to sleep.

At this point in the afternoon.He raised his hand and looked at the watch on his wrist. He felt that he had been to the hospital for a long time, but in fact it was not long. Including the back and forth on the road, it only took two hours.

It's windy outside, but it's warm inside.When entering the store, the wind chimes above the head jingled, and the sound was very nice.He glanced up, looked at the jingling wind chimes, and thought in his heart to hang one at the door of Luo Yunting's house, so that he would know when Luo Yunting came home every day.

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I found a quiet corner to sit and ordered a meal and a cup of hot milk. In the dim halo of light and the slowly flowing warm air, my mind became a little dull.

Is there anything eternal in the world?People use diamonds to symbolize love because diamonds are hard and cannot be changed by anything.Because diamonds are eternal, they are extremely precious.

But what about people?What about human feelings?Those things that we don't believe will change anyway, sometimes we say they will change. When they change, we can't stand up and criticize them. We can't even tell when the change happened, so we only have So bitter and helpless, so that there are many unspeakable pains in the world.

On the one hand, people are afraid of changes in the world and others, and they unknowingly become different.Looking back, it seems that I was the one who urged me to change at the beginning. At that time, I told myself that if you were like this, what would happen, so step by step, you became a different look, maybe After many years, when I think about it, my original self is cuter.

What about human emotions?What would have been done ten years ago may be completely opposite decisions ten years later.At different times, a person can be like two people from parallel universes, unable to understand each other.This kind of change, I can't even notice the trace.

Where there is change, there is always injury.

Those who change are either hurting themselves or hurting others.

Those that never change are painful.

He Feng likes Luo Yunting, who has become conflicted, at a loss, and heartbroken during the changes, and he also loves Li Yihuan, who stands still and watches him turn around.

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He himself has changed.What was he like before?He didn't know that if he had to use some words to define and describe himself, he must be an indifferent, arrogant and lonely person.He hates all hypocritical and ugly things, and likes beautiful things, but those real and beautiful things, he has never been able to grasp, so he is proud and lonely.

What now?In the eyes of others, he is still like this, with a careless appearance, a cold and proud heart, hating the world and human beings.But he knew that he had changed.Li Yihuan also knew that he had changed.

He became a little bit fond of this world.The sunshine that used to be meaningless has become beautiful and bright, and the wind that can only blow people's hair has become romantic.Gradually like the fragrance of green grass in the air after the rain, and gradually like the stars in the dark night.

It's not that I haven't noticed these before.In fact, these were also very important to him before.He doesn't like people, he has no real friends except Li Yihuan, even Li Yihuan can't fully walk into the dark room that he sealed off.So those sunshines, those winds, those flowers and starry sky, those warm airs, those noises and dust are all very important to him, and they accompany him alone in the silent world.However, in the past, he didn't like them much, but now, he likes them a little bit.

[The author has something to say: I hope everyone is happy~]