He Feng knew very well that his character was flawed.

It can be seen from the process of him walking with them all the way to Caixing—he has obstacles in some aspects: it is difficult for him to grasp the distance between him and people.

For example, he has been hanging shoulders with Jiang Lan, acting ambiguously, likes to touch her head, likes to put his arms on her shoulders, likes to tease her hair, likes to talk close to her ear, likes to be frivolous to her expression.He always knew that Jiang Lan had a crush on him, even though she was acting dull and careless, he still knew it all the time.As for Jiang Lan, in fact, they have only known each other for more than a month, but they both feel that they are very familiar with each other.All his actions towards her are involuntary, not deliberate, and natural - if he can control himself not to "flirt" with her, he will feel unnatural.Even if he didn't have the slightest idea.But he didn't think about it carefully, even if he knew that she liked him, he didn't seriously consider the distance with her, he wanted to do what he wanted to do spontaneously - but maybe, it would hurt her.

It may be selfishness, laziness.But He Feng wanted to define it as his obstacle.

This habit of being unconsciously frivolous to some people seems to be irreversible.But for some people, he will be extra cautious—no, it's not cautious, it's because he can't get close, this kind of obstacle comes from his heart.

He had already established that he seemed to have a crush on someone—what kind?He knew it was different, but he was too lazy to think about it.This obstacle has once again manifested itself.He didn't know how to approach and get along with that person, he couldn't treat that person like other people, let alone use any kind of relationship mode with anyone he had been with before, he was a little confused, But this confusion made him feel at ease for some reason.

It seems that there has always been a flaw in He Feng's heart up until now, probably due to the lack of some kind of emotion.On a sunny afternoon, the air was sultry, and the warm wind floated, the appearance of a person suddenly aroused this kind of emotion. This kind of emotion grew wildly like weeds in the defect, and it grew to an unknown place, which made him feel at a loss. It was this crazily growing vine that filled this gap.

If you have ever been young, you will probably understand this contradiction—pain and peace of mind.

What are you thinking?What are you talking about?

So be it.

Waiting for Jiang Lan and Wang Wanqing to finish shopping at this store, He Feng was responsible for finding another store. In short, it felt like he had been walking and stopping in this gray, dark, lazy, dilapidated building all afternoon. .

It was around five o'clock before they came out of the building, and they spent about three hours inside. In this season, the sun outside was still very bright after five o'clock, and it was very sunny. It was a bit cold, so they all put on their school uniform jackets, but when they came out, they felt hot, so He Feng took off their jackets and put them on their shoulders.

It was past five o'clock, and when they walked back to school, there was absolutely no food in the cafeteria.He Feng didn't want to eat in the cafeteria at first, so he proposed: "You guys have worked hard today, please eat!" Yang Jingcheng was the first to say yes, and patted his shoulder on the side where he didn't wear his clothes, "As expected of No. [-] Middle School School grass, I admire this attitude!" He Feng was almost knocked to the ground by her, but his hands were full of things, so he didn't have time to "reply" her.

Wang Wanqing was a little worried that she would not be able to make time for the evening self-study.Jiang Lan was very moved, but also a little hesitant.Jiang Lan is the kind of person who has a lot of worries in her heart and is also very rebellious. At this time, if you pull her, she will follow.

"There's not much homework these two days, and there's nothing to do in the evening self-study, let's go." Yang Jingcheng hooked Wang Wanqing with his arms.

He Feng walked behind Jiang Lan, and because he had no hands free, he pushed her back with his knee——Jiang Lan jumped away, turned around and scolded him: "He Feng! Relying on my legs If you are tall, you can push anyone casually!"

He Feng walked forward, pretending to push her up again, she jumped back smartly, "You still come!"

The arc of his mouth widened: "If you don't go, it's a dog."

While jumping to avoid him, Jiang Lan said quickly, "Go, go! You forced me to go!"

He Feng stepped up to her side, stretched out his foot and stomped heavily on her brand new sneakers, and scolded her with a smile: "It's so talkative to treat you to a meal!"

Jiang Lan exploded, quickly jumped back, and looked at He Feng with resentful eyes - but he only thought it was funny.

Seeing that they all decided to go, Wang Wanqing did not refuse.So they walked in a row, Yang Jingcheng hooked Wang Wanqing and walked on He Feng's right, Jiang Lan walked on his left.

When walking, Jiang Lan always wanted to take advantage of He Feng's unpreparedness to step on his shoes, but even if He Feng didn't look at the ground, he could always avoid it. He felt that he was walking at a normal pace all the time, but Jiang Lan just kept walking. Not being able to step on his shoes, He Feng felt like a cute mentally handicapped child.

On the way, I kept chatting about some things, and my energy was not as strong as when I came.After walking for about 10 minutes, they walked into a barbecue restaurant on the side of the road—this restaurant is not near or far from the school. He Feng and Li Yihuan often skipped classes, skipped self-study and went over the wall to eat. Also very familiar.

At this time, there are not too many people in the store, and the most people are at around nine o'clock, and the stalls will be placed outside. Maybe there are more people who skip classes during the last self-study session. It is completely dark There will be more people drinking too.

The boss was busy. After the three girls followed He Feng in, he found a place to sit with ease. He Feng asked them to go to the freezer and take what they wanted.

He suddenly wanted to drink.Under all the playful appearance, the melancholy that grows like creepers is full of green and sweet bitterness.

The sky turned yellow little by little, and the sun went from bright and dazzling to slowly cooling down.

The four of us finished eating around six o'clock, and the evening self-study began at a quarter past six.When they left the store at this time, the sky was already dark, they walked quickly to the school, and finally entered the classroom a few seconds before the evening study bell rang.

The few days until the middle of Saturday are very difficult, and everyone's hearts are floating.He Feng's heart was even harder to let go.Sometimes he would deliberately go upstairs, pass by the classroom of the second class, pretending to look in casually, then quickly turned his head and walked over.He himself didn't know what was wrong.

Probably a little dazed.

But he didn't expect that Shen Rou was also in the second class.

On Thursday afternoon, after the second period, there was a slightly longer break.He Feng woke up suddenly after the bell rang, and the sleepiness before was gone.He sat in a daze in his seat, patted the boy in the front seat, and asked him what class he was in just now.

In Ding Qian's chemistry class, she left a lot of homework.He opened the cover of the table, rummaged through it for a long time, finally found the crumpled chemical homework book from the bottom, opened it and began to write.

After writing two questions, the stuffy air made him a little irritable.There was a wind blowing outside the window, the sun was still hanging brightly, but the sky was not so bright—it was probably going to rain.

I can't write any more.Throwing away the pen, he covered himself with his school uniform jacket and leaned against the back wall of the classroom in a daze.

He Feng suddenly had a strong desire to see that person.

He stood up quickly, put his school uniform jacket on his body, and walked out of the classroom with his legs open.But as soon as he stepped out of the classroom door, he froze.

——Luo Yunting was standing at the door of their classroom,

He was still wearing a full school uniform, and his short black hair was not very straight, but a little curly. He lowered his eyes and leaned half against the wall.When He Feng came out, he seemed to have sensed something and just raised his head.

Their eyes met.So He Feng suddenly discovered that this man's pupils were very dark, like a bottomless pool of water.

He asked: "Student, can you call the monitor of your class for me?" His voice was clear and clear, a little deep but not stuffy, um, very nice.

He Feng stared into his eyes for a while, probably a little dazed, but in the end he didn't speak, turned around and entered the classroom door, and shouted in a casual tone: "Jiang Lan! Someone is looking for."

He Feng never thought that their first meeting would be like this.

On a hot and windy afternoon, the sun was still hanging oppressively, and the golden spots of the sun projected all the way to the door of the classroom, illuminating the faces of the two of them.The hustle and bustle in the classroom seemed to fade away in an instant, and they only had eyes for each other.He didn't show an abnormal expression, he was still as casual and careless as before, his face didn't even show any expression, as if he didn't see anything - he never thought that he would be like this when he met Luo Yunting for the first time.

He didn't know if he left an impression on Luo Yunting.After he turned and entered the classroom, he never looked outside again.After calling Jiang Lan, he went straight back to his seat, lay down on the table, and looked out of the window on the other side.

At this moment, his heart was actually very calm, and the heart he thought would be beating wildly rested quietly on his chest.

Sure enough, at 05:30, it started to rain outside the window.The rain was heavy and manic, but his mood was unreasonably calm.Don't want to do anything, just lie on the table, listening to the sound of raindrops falling on the ground and leaves.

He Feng is not a law-abiding person.This is probably doomed from birth.Since he was a child, he didn't do things according to the rules. He was loose and frivolous. He seemed to have been wandering outside the way they set him.

But he knew in his heart what kind of life he wanted.When he started to think about this matter seriously, those loose, frivolous, lazy, and idle things seemed to recede.

He Feng wants to be a band, there are darkness and light, past and tomorrow, despair and hope, desolation and brightness, death and rebirth, and infinite possibilities.

Everything is right there.

This is nothing new, there are many people who take this path.It seems that there are always a group of bohemian youths who want to pursue a bohemian youth, no matter how presumptuous they are, they don't think it is enough publicity.But He Feng wasn't, and he didn't think about going to be more rebellious, more presumptuous, but with this thought in his heart, he had to do it.

My heart is flat.Because he knows that doing what should be done is the most natural thing.

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