When the fierce and foolish meet the pure fishing system

When you are surrounded by many people, you will not feel how important a hug is. The noise and prosperity of the world will create the illusion that you are not alone.But only if you understand the taste of loneliness, you will know that hugging is the most important thing in the world. Hugging can give people the most sense of security, can convey feelings the most, and can make people calm down the most.

He hates being touched, but regards hugs as the most important thing.

He is not afraid of being alone, and even likes being alone.But it's not that if you like loneliness, you don't need hugs-is it a contradiction?Just like if you like to blow cold wind, you still need a windbreaker to keep you warm; if you like the deep sea, you still need oxygen to breathe.

Aren't people in the world all contradictory like this?One side likes, one side hates; one side needs, one side abandons; one side is lively, one side is lonely;

The person in his arms didn't struggle, just like when He Feng hugged him for the first time.The evening wind was cold, but the man's body was warm, and it spread to He Feng's body through his clothes.

He was too greedy for this feeling.

You know, people who have nothing to worry about, once they have something, and then lose it, they will become reluctant, depressed, and lost.

Did he have it?Had he really had the hug he craved?Did he really have the warmth he longed for?On the top of Cangye Mountain, that school uniform jacket with body temperature, beside the basketball court, that hug accompanied by rainwater, has he really owned it?If it's just his wishful thinking, then it's not possession, but an illusion.

In fact, he didn't own it.It's just that he thought he had it.

I once heard a saying, some love is, in fact, you have never had anything from the beginning to the end, but when the moment of sobriety comes, you feel as if you have lost a lot.

He let go of Luo Yunting.stand behind him.

He didn't want to say a word because he had nothing to say.He will not apologize to Luo Yunting, because he likes his own self and has done nothing wrong; he will not ask Luo Yunting for a response, because this is not his job; he will not regret it, because he likes him I just like it, I liked it before, I like it now, and I will like it in the future; he can't think of anything to say to this person, some emotions don't need to be said at all, they understand each other, and they have nothing to do with each other.

But he didn't want to leave either, because he couldn't bear it.He is greedy for the smell of this person, for the warmth of embracing this person, for his beautiful appearance, for his voice, for his gentle eyes, for his faint smile, for his indifferent temperament, for his indifferent attitude .

Loving everything about this person.

The light in the starry sky corridor was too dim, and the two stood in the dark, under the starry sky.

"He Feng." The person whose back was facing him suddenly called his name in a low voice.

Then the man turned around—raised his head slightly, and kissed the corner of his mouth.

Gentle, warm, soft.

It was too fast, the two were already standing extremely close, and after Luo Yunting turned around, the distance between the two was less than a step away.Luo Yunting was slightly shorter than He Feng, when he kissed him, the man lifted his chin slightly and closed his eyes slightly.

His mind went blank, he didn't even react.what are they doingWhat should he do?What does Luo Yunting mean?

Luo Yunting, kissed herself?

He suddenly didn't understand anything.

This kiss is too fast, fleeting.

He stared blankly at the man in front of him.The moonlight shone on the man's frowning eyebrows, drooping eyes, and light red lips.

"Do you understand?" the man muffled.

What should he say now?What should he understand?When he asked Luo Yunting if he understood, was this person in the same mood as himself?

He was silent.

"Everything is because of my willingness." The man's voice was very low, and the two were very close. He felt that this man's voice went straight to his heart, making his heart tremble a little.

Because this person is willing, he will be dragged away by him at the top of Cangye Mountain, and the clothes will be given to him; because this person is willing, he will be given the only Tuka lead; Look for him, hold an umbrella for him in the heavy rain, and allow him to hug; because this person is willing, when sending this person out of school, even if he pretends to kiss this person casually, he will not refuse; because this person is willing, so When he asked this person to help in a play, he agreed; because this person was willing, when hiding under the winter jasmine, the two of them never let go of their hands...

All because of willingness.

Why would he?

He likes himself.

The night left him in a trance, as if he had no idea how the hours had passed, and felt like he remembered every second exactly.Everything is under the dim light, also during rehearsal, running on the road, looking for Luo Yunting at the gate of the second class, and kissing under the starry sky corridor.

When the light is dark, all emotions and emotions become blurred and hazy, but the blurred and hazy emotions and emotions are the worst, and they dominate all your rationality.When you still have a clear idea of ​​how to do it, you can still analyze and restrain yourself, but when you have no reason and can only follow your emotions and emotions, you are at a loss, at a loss, confused, but I was tempted to move forward by a little bit of sweetness or sting.

Luo Yunting's favorite?Yes, he has been chasing this person, and he is very happy when he gets close to him-but in fact, many times, it is not he who walks over, but that person who walks over.

He has never been a person who likes to take the initiative. When fighting, when he likes someone, he will only guard his own square inch, looking down at the window of this world, and occasionally he will act out of line , that was when he couldn't restrain himself, he stretched out his hand out of the window - if that person wasn't standing outside his window, how could he touch that person?

He always thought that he was a freewheeling and bold person, but he was not.He was weak and timid, so he built himself a house, and it was dark and lonely.But he admired the beauty of the world so much, so he opened a window for himself, and saw the sunshine in summer, the cool breeze in autumn, the snow in winter, and the flowers in spring from the window. He fell in love with a beautiful world. so he started to reach out the window, wanting to touch that person.

There is no door to this house, so even if he is confused, he doesn't know how to get out, even if he longs for it, he doesn't know how to comfort him.No one can come in this house, Li Yihuan can talk to him at the window, but he can't come in either.

Now, after meeting this person, he began to reflect on himself, on the house he built for himself.It was too difficult for him to break his own dreams, just like breaking down the fortress he built, he kept asking himself, and kept pacing around the house, but he still couldn't do anything.

But Luo Yunting walked towards him.

He originally thought that Luo Yunting just stood there, and he started to want to come out. He reached out to Luo Yunting, and even wanted to jump out of the window.

But—no, Luo Yunting is not just standing there, he is standing in front of himself, there is only a wall and a window between them, he is willing to stand there and let himself touch him.

And what about Luo Yunting's kiss? —— Luo Yunting jumped out of the window and came in.

From the beginning to the end, I only knew that I loved him more, but never thought that it was him who moved forward the most.

The evening wind stirred his hair and clothes, and the evening wind at the end of October was slightly cool.The later the moonlight, the brighter it is.Probably because he got used to the darkness, the moonlight shone on Luo Yunting's face, and the outline of this person became more and more clear.

He took Luo Yunting's hand.

"Where were you going just now?" He looked into the man's eyes - the man's pupils were obviously pitch black, but when the moonlight came over, they were the same color as amber.

Luo Yunting turned around again and walked forward, the two held hands, this person walked forward, he followed suit.

With his back turned to him, Luo Yunting said as he walked, "Go home."

"do you live alone?"

"Live with my aunt."

"Why do you want to go home now?"

The man stopped in his tracks, turned his head slightly, and said softly: "Just now, I don't know how to face you."

He looked at the man's profile, "So you want to run away."

"I never run away." He felt that there was an unclear emotion in this man's voice, Luo Yunting continued, "I'm giving myself time to have the courage to let you know."

He whispered: "Go to my dormitory. The school gate will not open until the evening self-study is over."

"……it is good."

The two held hands all the time and never let go.

In the dormitory building, only the lights in the corridors are on, and the lights in every room are dimmed.He Feng pushed open the door of the dormitory, turned on the light, and let Luo Yunting in.The man didn't find a stool to sit down, but went straight to the balcony.

He once looked up at the dark starry night and the bright moon from this balcony. He once wondered whether Luo Yunting was looking up at the same night sky and the same bright moon as him on a quiet night.

At this moment, the man was leaning on the balcony, looking into the dark distance.

He also walked over to this person, and leaned on the balcony with his back to the window. He turned his head slightly, and he could see the fair face of the person beside him.

The window of the balcony was open, and the cool evening breeze was blowing on the two of them. He suddenly felt that there was nothing happier than this.

"Beasts actually like hunters." He looked at the ceiling on the balcony.

Luo Yunting smiled lightly and said, "Hunters also like wild animals."

"I suddenly figured out the story behind this script." He turned his head to look at Luo Yunting.

The Beast lives in the castle all the year round. He has a violent personality, has no friends, and guards his place alone.When someone picked his roses, he was angry because it wasn't his beloved roses that were picked—how could he pay attention to a small rose?He was angry that his lonely territory was being trampled by strangers.

He asked the beauty's father to send his daughter to accompany it, just confused about his lonely status quo, he needs someone to answer his confusion - he doesn't like beautiful women, he has never even seen a beautiful woman, how could he like it Someone he'd never met so much that he wanted to keep her close to him?

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