everyone knows i love you

"Have you ever had a desire to explore yourself? Breathing at night without rest, hemoglobin transporting oxygen, from the nervous system to the heels, from the stomach to the anorectum, and then to the metabolism of every cell, you seem to be doing nothing, but there is a mechanism Supporting your life, controlling your life and death.

Every night, I would stand in front of the mirror, resist the urge to cut my body open, slowly unbutton my shirt, and then stand still. Location.I struggled to look to the left. The head had its lips tightly shut and its eyes slightly open. It looked like a dementia. "

"His eyes are lifeless, and his eyes are full of gum. In fact, he has only opened his eyes since he was born. I have never seen his mouth. I haven't spoken for a long time. I don't know whether his mouth is open or not. Adhesions have occurred, or it is dry as hell. He wants nothing, but grows up with me day by day. Fate always seems to be vaguely fair. In the womb, I swallowed part of him. In reality, He destroyed a part of me. Just because he had complete nerve tissue and could breathe, and the hospital where my mother gave birth was in poor condition, cutting it off could not save my life, so my compassionate parents decided to keep it. Put this head down. In my body, there are some extra tissues, those disorganized bones and an extra heart that can't be hidden under the X-ray. But the body is such an amazing mechanism, it perfectly Tolerated those things and maliciously delayed my life."

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This article has a total of 65 words. It is about a two-headed man who writes horror novels on the Internet for a living. So far favorite 94, book review 1, Shang Youxuan finished reading Chapter [-], she felt a little cold, she scrolled down the comments, many people came back to review, and it was not a one-off, there were three long comments.

Looking back at the column again, there is a long row of grass planted inside, which is similar to the small trees planted by Shang Youxuan.As soon as she saw the name of the article, she slapped it heavily on the sofa beside her. The dark and fantasy Tucao style is her favorite.

"Plundering Life", "Gentle Collapse", "The 26th Person to Kill", "The World That Doesn't Exist", "The Disappearing Head", "You Are Translucent", "The Door", "Did You Step On Away with my shadow, "Jealousy", "Professional Clown", "Under Siege", "Self-murder", "I kill pigs, you kill", "This author keeps having accidents, and I don't know why Things", the gluttonous banquet was in front of him, Shang Youxuan quickly cut the reader's trumpet, and before he had time to enjoy it, he was dragged over by the real sumptuous dinner.

"Isabel, it's time to eat." The person who spoke was Father Shang who came out with vegetables in a flower apron. Father Shang is Swedish. His eyes are like blue crystals deep in the iceberg, clear and gentle.

The story of Shang's father and Shang's mother is like a fairy tale made up.Father Shang met Mother Shang when he came to China as an exchange student. His Chinese name was Zhao Fengmin. He was 24 years old at the time, and Shang Xiaorou was 20 years old. fell in love, got married right after graduation, and gave birth to such a beautiful daughter as Shang Youxuan.

At that time, Zhao Fengmin's family was in Sweden, but he did not return to China. He stayed in China with Shang Xiaorou and returned to Sweden when Shang Xiaorou's parents passed away. But at that time, Shang Youxuan had already graduated from high school and was completely used to China. She also has her own circle of friends, so she stayed in the country alone, and only occasionally flew abroad to visit her parents.After work, there are fewer vacations. Most of the time, Zhao Fengmin and Shang Xiaorou go back to China to see her.

"Come on!" Shang Youxuan shut the computer with a snap, jumped up from the sofa, and ran to the kitchen to serve the dishes.

Shang Xiaorou: "Do you have a bit of filial piety, you know how to play computer in the living room when you see your parents cooking in the kitchen without helping them?"

Shang Youxuan winked: "I really want to help, in case the two of you fall in love, I %￥#*@... What do you think, Mom?"

Shang Xiaorou pointed at the door of the kitchen, and said sternly, "Okay, serve the dishes, what are you doing?"

Zhao Fengmin stood aside and smiled softly, raised the wet towel in his hand and wiped the non-existent sweat on Shang Xiaorou's forehead.

Shang Xiaorou put her hips on her hips and said, "You serve food too, why are you smirking?"

"Let Isabel come, I want to see you for a while."

"I have something to look at. I have seen it for 30 years, and I still watch it."

"I like to watch."

On the dining table covered with chiffon tablecloths, Zhao Fengmin was very busy serving vegetables for his wife sitting on the left, and for his daughter sitting on the right. The brightly lit lights, faint singing, and the sound of worship in the church all indicate the coming of the Christmas Eve carnival.

Shang Youxuan’s house is a combination of Chinese and Western, the fireplace is burning warmly, various Western and Chinese delicacies are placed on the table, charcoal-grilled steak and braised hairy crabs are flying together, and the mellow wine is rippling at the bottom of the glass. Shang Youxuan is the first to serve Pick up the wine glass, stand up and toast: "In the new year, I wish my parents good health and love forever."

She didn't finish her sentence, and continued to grin and say happily: "I hope my mother will eat less of my jealousy this year, and I will pay attention to keeping a distance from my father."

Shang Xiaorou stared at Zhao Fengmin quietly: "I hope that my husband will always love me so much, and I will love him too. Of course this is not a hope, it is a fact. I hope we can live longer and love each other longer."

Shang Youxuan held her right cheek: "Mom, my tooth fell, my tooth fell."

Shang Xiaorou gave her a sideways glance, and continued, "I hope my daughter can come back next year and not be alone anymore."

Shang Youxuan laughed and said, "Next year I will not come back alone, I will come back as a civet."

Zhao Fengmin stood up at last, raised his glass to the deep and sonorous end of Big Ben: "Cheers to our family reunion!"

The glasses of the three of them collided, and the red wine splashed at the bottom of the glasses.

"cheers!"

Sitting down after drinking, Zhao Fengmin smiled slightly, and asked Shang Youxuan kindly: "How much money did you make this year? Do you need Dad to help you invest?"

Shang Youxuan took out the warm bank card from her pocket, and handed it to him courteously. She had the same blue eyes as Zhao Fengmin, and she was waiting for Zhao Fengmin to ask.The money in her hands can only eat and buy some low-profit financial products with interest, at most follow Qin Mu to speculate in individual stocks, but in Zhao Fengmin's hands, it will snowball, and the flow will never end.

"A total of 100 million, thank you Dad."

"We can reach this number by the end of next year." Zhao Fengmin pointed out three fingers.

"3000?"

Zhao Fengmin shook his head and smiled: "Add another zero."

He put the card in his pocket, and changed his business tone: "Old rules, [-]% agency fee."

Shang Youxuan threw away the chopsticks, hugged Zhao Fengmin's neck and kissed him heavily on the face, she was so happy that she said, "You are simply the greatest and smartest investor father in the whole world!"

Immediately afterwards, she threw herself on Shang Xiaorou and took a bite of her foundation: "And the most beautiful mother in the world!"

After the rain and dew were soaked, Shang Youxuan sat down quietly, and while digging the hairy crabs on the plate with a spoon, she asked, "Why didn't you stay at home and suddenly went to London for Christmas?"

"I was originally on vacation in England, Xiaorou said she wanted to spend Christmas next to Big Ben, and then we stayed."

"What's going on at night? Go out together or do you two go out and I'll stay in the room?"

Shang Xiaorou said: "Together."

The remaining two did not dare to have any opinions.

Christmas Eve in London is very lively. The roadside shops are decorated with beautiful Christmas trees, and there are bustling people everywhere. Shang Xiaorou likes to go shopping. Youxuan followed behind for a while but was completely ignored by the two of them, so she simply went to a nearby square by herself.

There were Christian choirs passing by on the square, and Shang Youxuan followed a few of them as if to join in the fun, and then strolled back. Many young people in twos and twos were talking about each other or playing around in the square, making her a lonely woman Look very lonely.

Shang Youxuan thinks that she wants money, money, good looks, talent and talent, and has countless suitors, but in the past two years, she has been in a strange period of vacancy, and her boyfriend changed around, but she didn't even have half of her. Nothing fancy.Many of them are handsome and rich, and after less than a day of trying, they passed immediately.

Why?Shang Youxuan thought, if this continues, she should buy a wooden fish and knock it at home.

She found a street lamp to lean against, with her arms folded around her chest, and her long legs crossed back and forth restlessly, as if she had been scratched by thousands of ants, just like the characters in her works, they were completely different. I don't know what it means to be as quiet as a virgin.

It's only eight o'clock in the evening, and London has just become lively under the night sky.There were more and more people in the square, and Shang Youxuan was going to go back a few more times to update the code, when a woman with a guitar on her back walked past her with her head down.

He is of medium height and looks tall because he is very thin. He wears a black hoodie, ripped jeans, white sneakers, and wears a baseball cap inside the hoodie. The other hand clutched the shoulder strap of his guitar bag on his chest.

Her hands protruded from the long sleeves, especially white, under the light of the white light, it looked like cold jade about to melt.

The woman went to the fountain in the square, sat down, and opened the guitar bag.

The red six-string guitar rests on her crossed legs, and she concentrates on leaning her ears, tuning and plucking the strings with skillful techniques.

It's just that the head has been lowered, not showing the front face.

Shang Youxuan followed her in a strange way, stood not far in front of her, took out a piece of nougat from the pocket of the windbreaker and chewed it.

I don't know why I suddenly feel a little dry.

It's just that she hasn't been in a relationship for two years, so she's not so hungry that she has thoughts about women, it's inexplicable.

Oops!There is poison in sugar!

The author has something to say: Pomegranate: There is no poison in sugar, but I am poisonous, hehehe Shang Yuzhi: Yes, I swear I am really straight.But the author wants me to bend, what can I do?I am also very desperate! /(ㄒoㄒ)/~~

Let's do a multiple choice question today:

Who is the woman with the guitar who appears in the London square?

A: The twin sister of Qiao Mosquito Coil

B: Twin sister of Qiao Mosquito Coil

C: Joe Mosquito Coil herself

D: Joe Mosquito Coil's twin brother pretends to be a younger sister

E: All of the above